DAHLIA :
He had three months left and I didn’t find a way to cure him.
Mimi refused to tell me anything and my despair grew stronger. I didn’t want him to die.
I didn’t want to ask. It hurt me to struggle on my own when I didn’t even know if he liked me. There were things I truly wanted to ask him but I was scared of the answer, I unconsciously moved to the safest decision, it already hurt me to know he had only three months; I wanted to ask if he missed me like I did, I wanted to know if I meant something for him like he did for me, what was expecting me to do and what should I do? There wasn’t enough time to investigate everything… If I knew he had only three months, I would have focused on finding the way to cure him even if I had to put myself in danger. Previously, I moved because I put in front of me I had enough time to do everything, and now, I couldn’t even shake the feeling I
NELDRISDYD:I told her to shut them down, whatever feeling that made her fight to this extent. It wouldn’t be good for both of us if she let her emotions get the best of her. I understood why she started hating Veronica though she never met her. However, I was confused slightly. Fredden said when I asked him about Dahlia that she was doing fine, enjoying the new life of luxury she brought to herself. I believed it and didn’t contact her. In fact, I had some spies inside the Palace; I could easily contact her and they also told me the same. She was enjoying the life in the Palace with her brother Omniel who stayed with her almost all the time.It was also a reason I wanted to believe to get away from her. I still didn’t understand the curse she put on me. Either way, being comparing to another one sucked. I was subject to the same humiliation when I was young, constantly reminded of the dragon blood in me like a filth. The first
NELDRISDYD:I observed Dahlia as she moved to the dancing floor with Omniel. Something about her felt different, unlike usual. I couldn’t put my finger on it. She looked up through her lashes, glancing over his shoulder towards me, being as discreet as possible. Her mouth altered some words then her attention came back to me. No, it was impossible! Falling in love with her would destroy me and make me vulnerable. At least, if I had to die, I wanted to die with pride.“If you keep glueing your gaze, you’ll end up being so obvious. Don’t forget what I taught you! Emotions are a weakness you can’t let it get to you,” Lady Markbill turned on her heels moving to the buffet where I joined her. She grabbed a platter in the usual way she always showed and started filling it.“I wouldn’t let it get over my head. I would never carve emotions on stones. I would bury them deep in the earth, long submerged bene
DAHLIA:I made a pact with Omniel.I wanted to tell the Duke to trust me on this, that I would save him from an imminent death that he could let his guard down around me. I danced speaking to him in my mind even if he didn’t listen to my thoughts. It wasn’t like he had the power to do so. ‘Trust me. I know it’s a long way forward but trust in me. I will definitely find a way to cure you.’ If he didn’t want to fight for himself as he said; I would do it for both of us. Hovering over negative thoughts wouldn’t be good for both of us and spending energy fighting for it wasn’t a waste of time. I realized when I was grieving over his future death when he wasn’t even dead that I was wasting time. If time was wasted so better spend it on something useful. I could always work on my goal if it happened and… he died later. The idea terrified me but I had to be objective. I
DAHLIA:“I know how people like you function; I met numerous like you. Let me tell you a tale: one of my experiences around the world. Inexperienced, heartless and so beautiful like a rose with numerous thorns. You escape your parents to experience life, dreaming about glory and proving to people you are someone they can’t reach. Living in your own world, a separate dimension made from fantasies. But you’re wrong, life is always about reality not dreams. Money, wealth, love, sex, you put yourself out there. You become greedy and you grow with your greed eating your life because you never experienced wealth. You are ready to sacrifice anything for your goal and become powerful. Unfortunately, no destiny would tie you and me.”I tossed and turned in my bed, his words still ringing in my head. I didn’t care for others opinions but he mattered to me. It hurt me listening to his words. Yet, I couldn’t help
DAHLIA:The sky was so dark and the moon hid behind the clouds, making her words resonate in my mind like a lullaby. I also met a redcursed who wasn’t a non-human. Darkness heavily set in, foreshadowing a storm, not to my liking.“What do you see beyond this world full of cuts and bruises?” Lady Markbill asked.“When I was in the village with the same faces I used to, everything settled in, differently to the outside. I have grown used to the darkness of the outside and now I learnt to see beyond it. Sorrow lingered on all the way, regrets set their foot following paths I ignored, but still, the blue yonder I sought was never found again. I desire to grasp the future in my hands and change my fate to a better one. I don’t know where my journey might lead me but I will hold on to this goal. Humans are neither vulnerable nor weak. We believe, love, hate, smile and experience different kinds of emotions. I admit
DAHLIA:I had a war in my head since waking up next to him. Though I stayed still, I had a terrible war going in my head. Nothing worked out; I was in a field of pleasure and inspiration for the whole night. He made me feel like I was cherished and loved. There was a mess in my head! He was sleeping soundly next to me. His horns called out for me to play with them. No, I mustn’t wake him. Dawn was already at our doors and I had to come back to my room so Omniel wouldn’t know we already spent many nights together. However, this was the first time he slept next to me. From excitement, I couldn’t sleep all night.I activated my ability and swept the whole room with a glance. When I disable my ability, Mimi and the Lingering in my shadow weren’t available for me. I was like another normal human being that couldn’t see the shadows of the world.“You were going on it all night, such a good stamina you two have
DAHLIA:Taboo…I expected him to reject me like that. To save my face, I had to act like a villainess. Hiding my face… Turning my gaze to expressionless… Making my body do things I never imagined I could do… But for that short moment, I was an actor. I was a villainess who wanted the Duke’s fortune, who wanted to torture him for nothing. Because I was like that, he was the hero everyone loved and cherished in secret. He would find a redcursed child and tell him he would protect him and he would be cool. Every hero had a villain and I was playing that in that moment. For a short time, I was that villain.I wondered if he never existed, who would stand at the front saving the ones that needed it. If it were me, I would have run away like any other day and cling to anyone who might be a hero for a short time to save my ass.He was a hero, it was obvious. He fought, saved people even by small b
DAHLIA:I observed another thing in the woman holding the two swords; her blindfolded eyes meant she was closed over herself, she didn’t see above her own perspectives. I decided I would buy a tarot deck. I found it so attractive and interesting. This way I would learn more about the arcana.I stashed the book under my dress and rushed to my room; it wasn’t something I would show just to anyone, it wasn’t hidden for nothing. I was shocked about how time passed quickly and night already established its shadows. It was already time for sleep but I didn’t feel the need to go to bed early. Yet, I still changed my clothes to my nightgown and read the book under the blanket, using a light spell. Soon enough, I blinked and roamed to the dream world.I had a dream, a weird one I couldn’t forget no matter how hard I tried. Was it a vision of the past? Or something I wasn’t meant to see? I was in an empty land the
DAHLIA:Too much of the past for one to memorize…I literally jumped from my place like I was having a nightmare. I thought I was dead. The spear pierced my heart and I died protecting him… It hurt… It hurt so much… I was happy to know the future that he was still there waiting for me. My arms wrapped around my body, consoling me. I lost so many beloved people. The year I spent there made me realize so much. To think I was the one who pushed Neldrisdyd down that road. Where was Fredden? I needed to speak to him and Victor also… Oh, Victor was dead. I completely forgot about that.“I am sorry… I am sorry for putting you through all that. I didn’t intend to turn your lives into hell,” I cried.I cried for many reasons; one of them was I knew the future I was going into was one where Victor wasn’t there. I met him in that past and grew to like him. He was the previous cr
NELDRISDYD:“Let’s have a talk! You might be strong now but I am too. I don’t intend to apply treachery and trickery to win this battle. Your army is no less than mine; I developed monsters worthy to rival yours. I made a pact with the Devil to have you back, don’t you see that?” the king spoke with a voice that seemed young. A voice that made me stay in the shadows for more than a few seconds. I stared at the orb that floated in front of me, left by Aurora. I was a side character in all this. Was I worthy to join her side? I should be there. Standing there and having my revenge…“You used human lives to make the atrocities you command. I applaud you, old friend. Don’t joke upon bringing me back! You know the Devil can’t bring me back. There no attornment in thousands years of pain and suffering! Even if I turn you into thousands of pieces, my rage wouldn’t subside. Do you know how
NELDRISDYD:“Will you keep standing aside?” Aurora’s voice echoed in my head then she appeared next to me as I watched hidden in a safe place. I followed Lady Markbill because I was worried. I didn’t want her to die. “Are you planning to pull the twin swords to fight her? You are in a big mistake here. Didn’t you notice how she didn’t even appear? The one who called you master and was proud of having you as one. You see they know this situation is because of them… The two of swords is the High Priestess special weapon, you can’t use it in her presence.”“What? I didn’t know that. So I need a good weapon…”“I can help you with that. You need to seal her if you want your beloved to come back. The High Priestess isn’t someone that needs to come back now.”“Why are you doing all this? I think it’
NELDRISDYD:It was an important day for me and for Mathilda as well; if Dahlia came back after doing what she did, she would understand that she aimed for this. I was always curious why Mathilda hated the Jamaerah; it seemed that it was because of all this. I could see, at the moment, her ambition and determination clearly; she accepted all the pain and didn’t change it for one bit, she even left people behind to make her snap possible. For her, it was again. Such a shame she wouldn’t watch the sight I beheld in front of me! Her shining silhouette on top of the castle was visible to my eyes. She had armour in the shape of a dress.I joined Fredden who was standing not far from the Palace’s gate, a horrified gaze following the army of evil spirits. “What happened?”“Huh?” his expression turned to surprise. “I think they messed up; I told them to not ruin anything but they still went at it. The
NELDRISDYD:“Isn’t humanity doomed if you don’t unite? Dotoria is like a safe zone for humans who suffered outside of it…”“Don’t spout nonsense. Dotoria isn’t a dreamland. It’s hell for everyone and for better, it’s better to sacrifice the rotten minds to make a better place. Now, you who pulled me in this dimension, push me outside. I need to complete my mission.”“I didn’t pull you inside; it was Victoria. Even if I could do it, I wouldn’t. You are nothing to me to help you out. You can always wait for dawn to forcefully move back to your body. Such a shame! She pulled you here to make the last resistance she had fade. Do you know that, little Duke? You were the last piece that made her cling to this part of the world and after seeing you, she completely gave up. Doesn’t this make you have a little tenderness towards her?”“Deci
NELDRIDYD:My mark itched; I felt like half of it faded. Indeed, it was the case; half of my dragon mark had faded only leaving the other half. Did it mean she completely disappeared? No, I didn’t think so. I didn’t want to believe it. What was she fighting all this time?For someone who struggled so hard, I didn’t think she would give up this easily; I was certain she would find her way back. Such a shame I didn’t get from her where she was. However, it wasn’t a hard thing to guess; there was a huge laboratory under the Palace. For most Dotoria’s citizens, it was hard to believe such a huge space existed beneath them. Yet, it was there seemingly from the beginning of Dotoria. I was there in the past. The late Duke of Mizenth, my father, gave me up to the mad scientist for a year when I was six to conduct experiments on me. He wanted the dragon part on my body to disappear but it didn’t work. The ma
NELDRISDYD:I have been walking for a while inside this darkness; it was my first time coming to this kind of dream. Since meeting Dahlia, she gave me the vibes of someone I used to know; someone who died sacrificing herself for me to continue living. However, her sacrifice only made me lose sight of life and made me desire death like no one ever did. I wanted to reunite with her in the afterlife but meeting Dahlia made my plans go to an unexpected path; I wanted to keep living. But I was cursed and with a limited time.Unexpectedly, this dimension wasn’t bad; I felt like something pulled me in and I found myself between the shadows walking. It must have been something she passed to me too. Did she ever come here? It didn’t seem like it; she never spoke about something like this. The shadows had humanoid figures but instead of a shadow, there was a glimpse of the other side; the world I belonged to. It was already strange and weird. I
DAHLIA:I didn’t want to see it. I didn’t want to hear it.Nothing was worth keeping me for in this world; I was better off dying. The Duke rejected me and no matter how many taboos I put in front of me, they all end up chattering in front of what I experienced. I didn’t want to believe everything started with them. The Jamaerah knew of my existence since I put foot inside Dotoria and they manipulated my fate until recently. Wasn’t it in vain to struggle? Would it be better to put down the flame with my own hands?What was I? Who was I?Why did they give birth to me when I had no choice in choosing my destiny? I hated this life. The mad scientist had a similar face as Erasmus and they called him Erasmus number two. After welcoming me inside again, I didn’t remember being inside his laboratory; I only remembered being somewhere else where he examined me. That was right! He examined me, only that, then wh
NELDRISYD:“Wait a minute… You already know all that. I bet you know everything about the Jamaerah. Who told you about it? And since when you have been deceiving all of us. You wanted to cut her off to keep her from finding out about your plan. What is it, master? I already swore to follow you,” he bent down on one knee respective of the norm between a master and a servant.How did he find out? He was too clever; I felt glad he was my servant. “What do you think I am planning?” I lounged back on my chair behind my desk and eyed him, interested.He raised his chin, this time his gaze showing so much admiration. It was true; I forced my mind to keep everything away until the right time. Victor warned me several times about the risks and limits, that there are people between the Jamaerah who could see through thoughts like a glass of water. However, she was someone I never expected to exist and disturb what I pl