I’m up for a job, spent the whole weekend researching Belmontt companies. They are a global network and the company as a whole is multimillion, which does not surprise me, the cars per app became a fever. To be honest, I never imagined myself with so much money, what do you do with so much money?! I get ready after breakfast, the first meal of the day always makes me more willing and humorous, so I always drink more doses of coffee. I leave my humble apartment towards the company, today I decided to go by subway to save, it is not often that I can afford to ride a taxi or one of the cars Belmontt s, sometimes ends up expensive the race....... When I arrive at the company, I see that inside it is even busier than last time. I take a deep breath seeking courage and enter as soon as possible, I take care not to bump into someone again and go to the counter already known to me, I notice that the receptionist is not the redhead the other day, but is equally beautiful.-
By noon, I had already cleaned more than half of my share, much to my relief. I go to the bathroom and change again, put my bag on one of my shoulders and go to Anastasia’s table. The closer I get, the louder her voice is on the phone, as the conversation seems important, when I arrive at the reception, I sit on the couch and wait until she finishes the call. It takes a few moments and the phone is turned off.- Finally it’s lunchtime, I’m starving. She picks up the black bag and walks around the counter gracefully.- I’m also hungry and tired. I get up from the couch and follow her to the large main elevator.- Good food will cheer you up, I’m sure. The woman turns smiling at me and enters the elevator that was already on our floor, realize that we are in the main elevator and do not even enter. I don’t want any trouble on my first day.- I go in the employee elevator, I don’t want any trouble on my first day. I say turning to her and heading t
day at work went well, when he gave my schedule, I changed for the last time and took the elevator to HR. The doors opened and I am flooded by the loud voices of the place, the environment is full of small cabins with partitions, each cabin has a table, computer, landline and chair. All the tables are full of papers and for a moment I feel sorry for everyone, dealing with the bureaucratic part must be the worst part of a company, hopefully Mr Belmontt has enough people to handle it for him, people who certainly work harder than him and at the end of the month receive a misery for all the effort. I walk to a nearby booth and stop in front of a man typing on a computer, clear my throat and attract his attention, which stops and looks at me intently.- Good afternoon, what can I do for you? The man takes off his glasses and runs his hands over his face, showing fatigue, but it is not only him who is tired, I feel exhausted and it is only my first day. - Good afterno
The rest of the day passed quickly and when I realized it was already seven and two at night and the party is at nine o'clock. I tried to go to the bathroom and took my relaxing bath in the shower, I feel ten minutes the water fall on my shoulders and slide down my back, my muscles relax with the hot water and sigh. I leave the bathroom wrapped in my towel and look at my linen on the bed. I sigh and take my body cream, I start passing on my legs and thighs gently, after finishing, I take off my towel and step on the rest of the body. As the dress is strap, do not wear bra, just wear a panty and then, with difficulty, wear the long dress with delicate details. I take care when I sit on the bed, I don’t want to wrinkle my dress, it’s my face doing shit now. I wear the heels and take the mask, as it will almost not show my face, I do not pass anything in the eyes, but on the face whim in concealer and foundation and lips I pass a bright red lipstick to highl
If my heart was racing before, now it’s stuck in my throat, since I can hardly breathe. I know Tásia recently and now she must find me a slut who is trying to sleep with the boss to move up in life. I pull my dress up and feel like burying myself in a hole.- What do you want Anastasia? Cassian asks with a look of few friends and rises from above me carefully.- What do I want?! You have to make your speech, was to have done ten minutes ago, but is here almost eating an employee! Her tone of voice makes me uneasy - I forgot the speech and she’s not an employee, she’s a guest.He responds staring at her. Their gaze is filled with rage.- I’m gonna go.I say starting to put on my shoes as fast as I can.- No! You stay. I’m already going Anastasia, didn’t you have to be running after my brother like his little bitch?Cassian asks coldly and Tásia’s gaze goes from anger to disappointment. Anastasia stares at me and leaves the room looking sad and angry. I look at Cassian who is rubbing
The elevator door closes before I can get in, I take my hands up to my hair and pull hard trying to ease my anger. Damn it! I shouldn’t have said that to Anastasia. Her relationship with my brother is harder than anyone can imagine. He liked her as a child, but she didn’t give a damn about him, on the contrary, she once threw a rock at Daniel’s head. That day was beautiful, I can’t deny it.Some time later she reciprocated his feelings and the two even had a childhood courtship, but at twenty Daniel left for the UK to go to college, the two had no contact until he returned five years later, but he was different, Something happened on that trip that made him colder and dumber than usual. People change from water to wine to guando want, and my brother is one of those people.I remember that Tásia suffered a lot when she saw that he no longer felt anything for her and only wanted to know about partying and women. I spent the whole weekend at her house listening to the cries and trying to
My head hurts so bad I have trouble opening my eyes. Last night Tásia made me drink and dance until I couldn’t take it anymore, other than that, I don’t remember anything. My right hand goes to my temples and with my thumb and index finger, I massage both sides to try to get rid of some of the pain.I did not even remember how bad the hangover was, if I remembered for sure would not have drunk so much to try to drown the sorrows. The guilt of lying, the anger of seeing Tásia cry made me stay out of me. After some time of trying, I finally open my eyes and look at the ceiling, which, strangely enough, has a huge chandelier. I don’t remember seeing this chandelier on my ceiling, am I that slow?Something weighs on my belly and I frown, did I drink so much that my belly became even heavy? My God I must be with some serious health problem now! My kidneys may have swollen, is that possible? I turn to the side and scream when I see a naked unknown man sleeping.Holy shit! Did I get married?
I leave the bathroom wrapped in a towel I found in the drawer, for my luck Daniel is not, he must have gone to answer the door and fix breakfast. I walk in slow steps to the bed and see my clothes folded in a corner, next to a male blouse.I take a deep breath refusing to wear his blouse and wear my dress. The prom dress brings me so many memories... And now one more, when I get home the first thing I’m gonna do and put that dress in a place I can’t see it anymore. A knock on the door takes me from my daydreams, my eyes go to Daniel who is shirtless, but thank God he is in sweatpants, the man looks at me and smiles at me, as if we had not done something terrible.- I see you’re ready, that’s good. Breakfast has arrived, I went ahead and showered in the other bathroom.Daniel says and I just nod my head averting my eyes to the ground.— Look at that, Kate. You work cleaning my brother’s floor, so we’ll hardly ever see each other, but in compensation you’ll get along with Cassian and An
Saturday is usually the best day of the week for me. I can do nothing, watch a movie, sleep and eat. This Saturday I decided not to eat candy, since I threw myself in the sweets yesterday, but what could I do? I was caring for my inner child and children do not care about healthy eating.I sit at my small dining table with my bread and milk with warm chocolate milk, there is no better breakfast than this, it gives even a satisfaction to feel the bread and milk in your mouth at the same time. While as I watch the morning news, most of the news is sad, but it’s always good to stay informed of things that happen in the city I live in, especially living in Toronto which is a huge city.I’m taken from my first relaxing moment in the morning with my phone ringing. I think about not answering, since I think it’s fucking rude to call people in the morning, they do not know that this is a sacred time and deserves respect? But when I see that it is Anastasia, I think it is better to answer, I r
I run to the shooting booth and stop in front seeing some people shooting at the targets to win the gifts, some children are around looking amazed at a game that practically only serves to get money, since many people have a bad shot. The toy is beautiful and bright, the counter is worn, but in compensation the targets are well maintained, they must be changed every month. The targets are colorful fish made with wood, they are so cute that it makes you want to take it home. I look at the corner of the tent and the gentleman behind the counter looks grumpy, since he does not open a smile.Cassian stops by my side and crosses her arms looking at people playing. I fake a false cough to attract his attention and when I can I put my hands behind my back smiling. The time has come to twist the truth.— Alison has great aim. Once we went to an amusement park and stayed for hours at target shooting, we left there with so many gifts that on the way we even gave some to the children, they were
The week passed quickly, as always. The days for me are the same, my life has become a fucking routine, so when it finally comes Friday night I just want to throw myself in bed and cry myself to sleep. It’s hard to try to find yourself again after so much time lost inside myself, after being trapped in a world where no woman should stay. It’s so dark and scary...The worst thing is that for years I thought I was guilty of everything, that my attitudes led me to live that way, I had no one to help me. I moved away from my friends and my parents, I had nothing and no one, it was just me and Ethan, but in fact it was always me and me.I wipe my tears and try to push away those thoughts that only give me trigger. I hear my phone beeping and I remember I have an appointment with Cassian. Damn mouth that only brings me confusion and trouble, if I had stayed silent I would not have to lie to him again. I hate lies, but they are now part of my life. I unlock the phone screen and see the notif
Today the day started complicated, when I was leaving home my shoe spoiled and I remembered that I did not take the clothes from the clothesline. Detail, it snowed all night and the clothes didn’t dry properly, missing having a dryer. I wore a very warm outfit and went to work, but the subway was closed due to bad weather, so unfortunately I had to go to work by taxi...........Now I’m rubbing the bathroom floor with my hands freezing. I’ve cleaned the hallway and the boss’s room, at least that. It’s past eleven o'clock and now is lunch time, I have to finish the bathroom before, I still have to dust the hallway, after doing this I will be free and just need to pretend I’m working until one in the afternoon.After half an hour of fighting, I finish the bathroom. I rub my hands on each other and try to put on warm gloves, sigh in approval and sit in the vent for a few moments, my legs are aching from kneeling to scrub the floor. When I feel that my legs are no longer hurting, I get up
After a troubled conversation with Cassian, I leave the room and Tásia waits for me with both hazelnut eyes very attentive. She looks like my neighbor, the owner Marta is so gossip, that if doubt she knows a gossip before it happens.- How was it? He fired you?She asks with palpable distress in her voice, almost smiling at her concern.- No, I begged him to stay, I think he took pity on me.I lie to my face and almost feel my nose grow.- You have no idea the relief I’m feeling, this company is not the same without you.Tásia smiles and I reciprocate. I approach her and hug her, I feel like Judas himself now, but I need to enjoy while I still have her friendship. Anastasia’s hug is so warm, it feels like the hug my mother gave me when I was little. I feel welcomed in it.- Now I need to leave, I’ll go back to work tomorrow.I talk after I get away from the warm hug.- All right. See you tomorrow, see if you can take my calls.Her eyes get serious, but I know she only cares about me.
About a week later...I never liked Monday, it was always the most tiring and boring day of the week, but this Monday I can say it’s the worst of my life, I felt bad for missing the service last week, but I’m already feeling terrible for so many things.This morning I decided to stop having ice cream, since in seven days I ate six pots, perhaps this is a little worrying. Now I’ll just stay in the brigadeiro, it may not be healthy, but at least I gave a diverse menu.Tásia tried to call me a few times, but I ignored how I was doing, I ignored the messages too, which have already passed three hundred, apparently she has plenty of time when the work ends. The company called me too, but I did not see it, since I did not even get the right phone. I even thought about returning, but gave up as soon as I dialed the number.I’m gonna shove another brigadeiro spoon in my mouth while I watch Chris Evans shirtless on TV. God forgive me, but damn it, what a hot man, I could stare for hours withou
I leave the bathroom wrapped in a towel I found in the drawer, for my luck Daniel is not, he must have gone to answer the door and fix breakfast. I walk in slow steps to the bed and see my clothes folded in a corner, next to a male blouse.I take a deep breath refusing to wear his blouse and wear my dress. The prom dress brings me so many memories... And now one more, when I get home the first thing I’m gonna do and put that dress in a place I can’t see it anymore. A knock on the door takes me from my daydreams, my eyes go to Daniel who is shirtless, but thank God he is in sweatpants, the man looks at me and smiles at me, as if we had not done something terrible.- I see you’re ready, that’s good. Breakfast has arrived, I went ahead and showered in the other bathroom.Daniel says and I just nod my head averting my eyes to the ground.— Look at that, Kate. You work cleaning my brother’s floor, so we’ll hardly ever see each other, but in compensation you’ll get along with Cassian and An
My head hurts so bad I have trouble opening my eyes. Last night Tásia made me drink and dance until I couldn’t take it anymore, other than that, I don’t remember anything. My right hand goes to my temples and with my thumb and index finger, I massage both sides to try to get rid of some of the pain.I did not even remember how bad the hangover was, if I remembered for sure would not have drunk so much to try to drown the sorrows. The guilt of lying, the anger of seeing Tásia cry made me stay out of me. After some time of trying, I finally open my eyes and look at the ceiling, which, strangely enough, has a huge chandelier. I don’t remember seeing this chandelier on my ceiling, am I that slow?Something weighs on my belly and I frown, did I drink so much that my belly became even heavy? My God I must be with some serious health problem now! My kidneys may have swollen, is that possible? I turn to the side and scream when I see a naked unknown man sleeping.Holy shit! Did I get married?
The elevator door closes before I can get in, I take my hands up to my hair and pull hard trying to ease my anger. Damn it! I shouldn’t have said that to Anastasia. Her relationship with my brother is harder than anyone can imagine. He liked her as a child, but she didn’t give a damn about him, on the contrary, she once threw a rock at Daniel’s head. That day was beautiful, I can’t deny it.Some time later she reciprocated his feelings and the two even had a childhood courtship, but at twenty Daniel left for the UK to go to college, the two had no contact until he returned five years later, but he was different, Something happened on that trip that made him colder and dumber than usual. People change from water to wine to guando want, and my brother is one of those people.I remember that Tásia suffered a lot when she saw that he no longer felt anything for her and only wanted to know about partying and women. I spent the whole weekend at her house listening to the cries and trying to