"WHEN YOU LEAVE YOUR HEART BEHIND " Book 1
Prologue
When you're a teenager and you've seen so many movies, idealized as your first boyfriend will be, as your first date will be, everything you have planned as if it were a Romantic movie, you only lack the most important thing in the story, the main character, the problem is that you already have such a high perspective, that it will be impossible for someone to live up to your expectations, you can see how the years are going on and you know a lot of guys, however, because you're waiting for that Blue Prince you idealized and you give up and stop seeing around you "now that I think it's best not to realize, why no one was dating me."
You pass up many opportunities that you never realized you would have, until it's too late and you alone enjoy a book, outside a French-style café, waiting for something that never came "and that's how it all started" the moment I stopped waiting and gave up, it came.
Chapter 1 Dreams and Expectations
My name is Larissa Diaz, and I was 21 years old when it all started, I met him very romantically almost 4 years ago, in an old French cafe called “Ville”, near the main square of Palmira, I was reading again that silly sentimental story where the protagonist falls in love with a beautiful man “what a stupid”, But sometimes I concentrated so much on the story that I could feel that I lived in it and dreamed that this woman was me, always imagining that she was the main character, “when I will meet someone other than a date arranged with the friends of my friends’ boyfriends” that was my daily thought, After having been wandering around I finally got back to the reality of my life and continued reading my book, when suddenly I heard a voice and I couldn’t stop my heart from racing at full speed I felt that it would come out of my chest at any moment, but I could hide it very well because I had my sunglasses on, I liked to sit at the tables that were outside on the small terrace, it was the best view of the square in the open air the same table as always to read and avoid being disturbed definitely gave the wrong impression of “get away from me”, I could not see where that voice came from that captivated me so much, who is that person? I turned my head to both sides, trying to see the face of the person who was addressing me, when I took off my glasses I finally saw him, the most handsome man I have ever seen in my life, a charming smile that took your breath away, he was quite tell his hair a little long almost reaching his shoulders, but not too much of a honey blonde color, the wind was playing against me and his hair was flying in the air “impossible to forget that detail” I thought, I could imagine myself inside a romantic scene from one of my books.
I could stay looking at those sky-blue eyes all day and the worst thing is that it seemed like a good idea and that voice that shakes me just by listening to it, “excuse me” he said, with that accent that made me unconsciously release a sigh, I could not believe how handsome it was like coming out of an American movie “I’m definitely dreaming and any moment I’m going to wake up” I thought slowly trying to breathe and not look like a stupid “too late,” I thought and looked him in the eye and I answered as calmly as possible, “yes,” immediately he replied, “this place is busy waiting for someone, I have a lot of time thinking of a good excuse or the right words to introduce myself, but I couldn’t think of anything, so I was brave and come here with the fear of being rejected and meet a perfect idiot,” he said visibly nervous, I could see him close and open his hands trying to look anxious.
“By God I could not believe it, I had never seen him, he must have sat near the bar inside the cafeteria, but how could he pass, I had never seen him around here” I thought surprised, I was still far from the world around me ignoring the surrounding people, an outside world that I was not interested in knowing, until this moment, I think I was already forgetting that I had to breathe and I answered “don’t you think you should introduce yourself first, what is your name?” I was surprised at how serene and sure my voice was heard, I even doubted that it was mine.
He smiled at me, with a smile that captivated me “of course! You’re right” he said with a lovely voice, I was determined to play the interesting, although my legs did not stop shaking under the table, it was impossible for him to realize how nervous his presence made me feel, but I could hide perfectly “My name is Tristan and I come here often” I take my hand and kiss it I can still feel the warmth of his lips on my skin, I smiled and said “Hi Tristan I’m Larissa also come here often and always in the same place”, “I know! I’ve seen you several times” said Tristan with a smile and looking into my eyes, he finally sat down at the table, put aside my book by placing a small red page on the page he was reading, and I fixed my gaze on his, showing him that he had my full attention.
I asked him where he was from because his accent sounded foreign to me. He smiled and said, “ I am from Westminster a small city in England, but I have a year in Palmyra studying at the university and you? Are you from here?
“Yes,” I replied with a spontaneous smile without even thinking about what I was saying when I reacted to my answer and said “no, sorry,” I was making a fool of myself, I tried to get over it quickly and replied “I am from Navarri, but like you, I came to study a year ago too,” at that moment an old memory came to mind and I said “some time ago a waiter gave me a flower and said that it was given to me and .....”. Without even finishing what he was saying he answered me with that voice that had me fascinated “after a while I could realize that you like very much to come to this place and being sincere this place is perfect, one day I was with my friends and we decided to come here, it is a very unusual place, but very nice and on that occasion it was the first time I saw you here, sitting reading, without caring what was happening around you, at that moment I took a flower and told the waiter to give it to you,”, ! Or for God’s sake, he couldn’t believe it! He made a gesture with his lips and told me “I’m surprised you still remember; it was a long time ago, the funny thing is that in spite of having given you that flower months ago I never dared to speak to him, that doesn’t speak very well of true masculine security!
Was I excited for months, I wondered, who had sent me that flower? I was wasting my time focused on finding some flaw or reason to understand why my friends had so many suitors and I didn’t even have one, while unknowingly there was Tristan watching me every day without coming near me, “ how was this possible, how did it happen, at what time?
“Larissa,” Tristan said, trying to get my attention, took my hand in hers and said, “ I know we barely know each other, but I’d like to see you again and get to know you a little better.
“! Of course we do! “I answered him and took a piece of paper from my bag and gave him my cell phone number and he did the same, “how about if we meet tomorrow at this same time, after school”, “that sounds perfect” he said “I’ll be waiting for that moment” he took my hand and looking into my eyes he kissed her, he got up from the table and left, we said goodbye with the promise to see each other the next day, I picked up my things and put them in my bag, I got up and went to my apartment, thinking how slow would be the hours to see him again, I took his number and kept it very carefully I did not want to lose him “Tomorrow! tomorrow I’ll see him again” I thought as I walked I never thought this would happen to me I look like a 17-year-old fool “quiet and breathe he’s a pretty good-looking guy, but you can handle it, take it easy, you don’t want to look like a crazy person desperate to get a boyfriend! Right! I said to myself trying to be calm and not let my imagination run wild “one day at a time, one day at a time tomorrow will be another day!” That was my favorite phrase for moments like this, where my nerves betrayed me and I felt insecure, but it is now when I take more strength than ever.
I can steel fell on my cheeks the warmth of sunlight reflected through my window “I love the softness of my bed, I’m still dreaming or my god’s sake I’m still asleep! ” What time is it I just wake up quickly, to see the time on my watch, I didn’t hear the alarm 6:30 am, It can’t be! That’s what I get for sleeping late thinking about meaningless things, “breath 1 2 3 " I was trying to analyze the situation “my first class is at 9:00 am, I have a perfect time to fix myself, I have to be perfect is a normal day “ but I kept thinking about what would happen after I finished my college classes couldn’t stop thinking about Tristan that I’d see him again.
The day came, I can't believe I'm getting dressed like I'm going on a date and it's just a football game, I feel nervous, but I must be calm! I kept repeating to myself over and over again, it's a normal day, I'm going to go to the game, not to see him, I'm so nervous a take a deep breath several times I made a mental map of what would happen and the scenario I would have in the game, let's see "Laura will be there to see Roberto, Fabian will go because he has to go, Dilan would not forgive him but is to celebrate his goal, these two are crazy, man thing" I thought And Alicia just goes by Dilan when it will be the day they will be told to accept their feelings" and I will
We were in the parking lot of the stadium talking about our last trip to the beach in Ibiza because of how incredible that was. It was crazy the few times I ended up 100% drunk, he loved to tell the anecdote between Fabian and me “we were dancing on the beach but so drunk that when I took Larissa in my arms I gave her a kiss so passionate that our heads bumped into each other and suddenly came a wave that knocked us right into the water” said without being able to contain his laughter and those of others, in other people that situation would be something serious or embarrassing but we were completely harmless we had such affection, that it was a funny thing nothing serious at a
After going to Fabian’s apartment, so we had to do some necessary shopping, wine, a good salad, meat, and other things that we needed, we went to Laura’s house, she came from a family that had its fortune in real estate, so they had houses and apartments in incredibly attractive places.
You can also follow me on my social networks for updates:FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/larasoultakerInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/larasoultakerTIK TOK: @lara soultaker*****************************************************Chapter 6 Welcome to reality 7:30 am and the alarm goes o
It was early in the morning, almost 8 am, and Tristan was already waiting for me to take me to the university, so I opened the door of the truck and entered “ Good morning” I told him and he kisses me.
“Tristan stops watching the clock or you have dealt with someone, “said Roberto.“I must pick up Larissa after her training, yesterday I could not look her in the afternoon, for obvious reasons. In the morning she saw me with this cut and I do not want her to worry,”.“You said something about what happened.”“Hell, no! Of course not! “He answered.
We arrived at my apartment and Tristan was in protective mode, he didn’t indeed let me walk, he just picked me in his arms to carry me and I placed my hands around his neck, he opened the door of the apartment and helped me get in, he sat me on the lounge and brought the stuff from the van “any suggestions for dinner, I can cook something for us” I said.“What’s important is that you get some rest, what do you think if we order something for dinner,” said Tristan.“It’s okay, I have several options on the refrigerator,” I said to him, trying to get off the couch to go to the bathroom.“What are you doing you need something just ask me.” Tristan told me of seeing me trying to get up “I would like to take a shower and I need to get my clothes out of the closet.”“Let me take care of you that’s what I’m here for beautiful” he men
Epilogue Looking back on everything that had happened in my life, I never thought about what I would go through when I decided to go away to college. From the moment I arrived on campus, my life changed completely. When I met my friends, they became my family. Meeting Tristan and everything we have been through together. The most painful moment when I lost Fabian and Alicia when I thought the world was coming down on me, and I left Palmira. At the end of it all, I saw Tristan again. He kept fighting for me in silence. We met also, got married, and now that we are together after so many obstacles, we have formed a family and are very happy. &nbs
You can also follow me on my social networks for updates:FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/larasoultakerInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/larasoultakerTIK TOK: @lara soultaker**************************************************************Chapter 41 When life finally rewards you."Freeze everyone, hands up, drop your weapons," said the police who had arrived on the scene. They had the house surrounded, seeing that Dilan had a gun and had fired, the police countered, he was hit several times and fell to the ground lifeless.Tristan ran inside and went to Larissa."Beautiful, I'm here; Larissa answers me, please, a doctor, please," said Tristan shouting in desperation.Tristan's voice was the last thing I heard in the shadows, and I lost consciousness. I lost c
You can also follow me on my social networks for updates:FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/larasoultakerInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/larasoultakerTIK TOK: @lara soultaker**************************************************************Chapter 40 Together again, as it was always meant to be. "Where is Larissa?" I said, feeling short of breath, "Where is my wife, Roberto?"."I'm waiting for her to wake up. To ask her what happened. The doctors say she lost consciousness from inhaling some sleeping drug, and nothing is missing in the apartment. It wasn't a robbery, but I didn't find her phone, and her car was gone," said Roberto."As soon as he regains consciousness, let me know."
You can also follow me on my social networks for updates:FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/larasoultakerInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/larasoultakerTIK TOK: @lara soultaker**************************************************************39 She disappeared. Where are you, my love.It's 8:00 am. I'm about to leave the house to go to the office, and I don't want to see Tristan right now; I'm furious with him; when I need him the most, he was having fun.Suppose he had been at a business dinner. I wouldn't feel this betrayed; he was having fun; he had the option to answer his phone and tell me something, give me the strength to get through this, but he chose not to turn the phone off.&n
ou can also follow me on my social networks for updates:FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/larasoultakerInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/larasoultakerTIK TOK: @lara soultaker**************************************************************Chapter 38 Get away from me Laura has been taking care of my health, today we are going to eat at Sanders to remember old times, "Sanders" we haven't been there for years, it will be good to remember old times."I am already outside your house, tell Pablo that he doesn't need to come, you will be with me" said Laura.I took my cell phone and my bag, "Pablo you can take the afternoon off, I will be with Laura at all times, so don't worry, anything I will call you on your cell
You can also follow me on my social networks for updates:FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/larasoultakerInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/larasoultakerTIK TOK: @lara soultaker**************************************************************Chapter 37 It came easy to me, and I did not think of the consequences.When I woke up after the anesthesia, I was in my room alone, and it was at that moment when reality hit me with such force that tears began to fall on my face.I lost it; my little angel no longer existed, I looked towards the wall, and I could see my cell phone. I took it and dialed Laura's number."Larissa? It's 5:00 a.m. Is something wrong? Are you ok?" she said, worried."I'm at the hospital, could you please come? I have no one with me, and I need s
You can also follow me on my social networks for updates:FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/larasoultakerInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/larasoultakerTIK TOK: @lara soultaker**************************************************************Chapter 36 I needed you more than ever, and you were not by my side.It seemed like only yesterday when I confessed to Tristan that I was pregnant, the way he reacted was so unique. I had never seen him like that. In his eyes was reflected unimaginable happiness.It is as if we were a married couple with years of experience; however, we have only been together for six months as a couple. We feel like we have been together for a lifetime.Is this possible? I wonder if you will realize that when you meet the love of your life, I a
You can also follow me on my social networks for updates:FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/larasoultakerInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/larasoultakerTIK TOK: @lara soultaker**************************************************************Chapter 35 A life on the way that can spoil my plansToday is Saturday. I love the weekend because we get a chance to enjoy our beach house. I woke up with horrible dizziness and got out of bed, running to the bathroom, emptying all the contents of my stomach."Larissa, my love are you ok," Tristan said as he got up and headed towards the bathroom."Yeah, don't worry, I must have dropped something else yesterday when I went to lunch with Laura," I said, not giving my nausea a second thought."D
You can also follow me on my social networks for updates:FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/larasoultakerInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/larasoultakerTIK TOK: @lara soultaker**************************************************************Chapter 34 Revenge is an inexplicable pleasure.Without a second thought, I headed to the boardroom. As I opened the door, I could see Dilan holding Larissa, and I went crazy. I put my hands on the collar of his shirt. I pushed him away from her, and I punched him in the face. We started fighting like two stray dogs.I saw how Tristan passed by my side and threw himself on Dilan, "Tristan!" While I saw how they both beat each other to death, I could perceive the anger in both of them.Dilan pushed Tristan, and he approached me, taking me in h