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Author: Shan Maslow
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A person can never go through life waiting for happiness, you have to make your own, for there is nothing stronger and better like a good memory.

“Your eyes make you beautiful, but your lips do more than that, you are a beautiful creation. One that took a few more hours to be made, I would say the creator had some free time to spare during that time,’’ he whispered the words in my ear in a slurry base, that was seductive and enticing.

“Are you sure, are my eyes that beautiful,’’ I asked more confused than ever.

We kept on having normal and sugar sweet conversations at the top of the stairs, the bully has a heart.

I moved towards the room I was supposed to sleep in and he followed behind, helping me, making sure I didn’t fall.

I pushed the door open and slid into bed before he pulled out the covers and made sure I was neatly tucked in.

“You are such a good soul, what demons always take over you every day, what really happens?’’ I asked slowly as I felt sleep taking a toll on me.

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