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Chapter 34

Author: A.P. Morgan
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-12 22:09:57

- But he fell in love with you anyway. Am I right?

- He confessed to me. He said he loved me and kissed me, but I made it clear that I wouldn't have anything to do with him. He is persistent and even said he wanted me to be the mother of his children. Even after I said I couldn't have children, he's still after me.

- It seems to me that he loves you.

Saphira raises her head and looks at the doctor.

- I feel that he does, but I can't. If he finds out, he'll hate me. And I can't stand to know he hates me.

- If he loves you, how can he hate you?

- I thought about this so much when I was still a little girl. A cisgender heterosexual man, when looking for a partner, looks for a cisgender heterosexual woman, too. I read stories on the internet about transgender women, whether operated on or not, who are accepted by cisgender heterosexual men but leave the relationship hidden because, in their minds, even though they see a woman and their partner feels like a woman, she will always be a man.
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