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53. ~Rowan~

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There was no way we were getting a divorce, not if I could help it.

I paced the guest room as I chewed on my fingertips, worrying about how I was going to change Rory's mind about this whole situation.

"You have no one to blame but yourself for the situation." I did not need my best friend on face-time to tell me that I had fucked up. I knew it very well myself. But as always, Ashton had to point out the obvious.

I had not told him about the baby yet. I needed to discuss with my wife when she would be ready to break the news to her friends and her family. This was her body and she had the first right to make any decisions regarding this pregnancy.

I am pretty sure she needed her own time to tell me about the pregnancy but she had lost the chance and had to disclose it to me faster than she had anticipated or liked, I was not ready to let any other decision be taken away from her.

"So what made you change your mind about the divorce?" Ashton a
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