Say what you need to say
Nina Hayes
I can feel the scorching heat of the sun hitting my face making me wince slightly. I covered my face with my hands and tried to sit but the pain in my head stopped me from doing making me fall back again. I groaned and rubbed my forehead. I was suddenly reminded of what happened last night and memories started playing in flashback.
When I just drank and drank like an alcoholic, the glares I'm send Vernon and Mona's say. Me dancing with strangers and letting them touch me and oh my god. I groaned and flailed my feet in embarassment. Vernon is blind and a fool? Then, what am I exactly?
Lost in the momentNina HayesHastily taking each other's clothes off and hands all over our body. Words are not needed at this moment because our bodies understand what we need."I want you so bad, baby." he whispered hoarsely to me and when the both of us are finally naked, we both fell down on our soft beds. I'm laying on my back while he's on top of me. I can feel his raging hard on on my thights, ready to take me, to claim me. Once again, once more, but with our hearts this time.
Vernon's Doppleganger Nina HayesTHE FOLLOWING day, Vernon and I came to work together. He is holding my hand tight and when we got out of the car, the reporters automatically surrounded us. I was about to pull my hand away from his grasp but he only tightened it. The security prevented them from coming closer but they shoved their cameras and mics on our faces instead. I thought we were about to go inside but Vernon faced the reporters and raised our clasped hands for them to see. "Nina is not my play toy. Nina is my girlfriend and I'm proud of her." he told them with his head held high and a dimpled grin before giving me a wink that brought a genuine smile on my lips.Vernon tugged me closer to him and nodded to his security before they escorted us closer to the entrance. The murmurs and whispers around us are sill there but there is a sick thrill in me that is satisfied. Honestly, I don't care what other people say. I can face them as long as I'm holding Vernon's hand. When we
The Revelation Vernon DelaneyI stumbled my way upstairs, my vision blurring. I shook my head as I tried to compose myself. Damn, I only had one drink. How come I feel like I am already drunk or .. holy shit, I feel hot. And then I remember my Brother gave me a drink earlier. Aw, fuck, I'm going to kill you, Verde. I was already upstairs trying to find a comfort room when someone suddenly walked up to me. "Lil bro! What are you doing here? Come on, I have something for you. Don't waste this party and live a little. Do you know who this party is for?" my annoying brother asked me with his signature grin. "Fuck off, Verde. What did you put in my drink? Bastard." I growled at him while shooting glares his way. He held his hands up in surrender. "Don't be so uptight, bro. This party is for a debutant. I heard she's very pretty and ... innocent. Her friend, Julia, the host and owner of this house said so." He said nonchalantly with a shrug of his shoulders. Before I could object
Lost In The MomentNina HayesHis blue eyes full of longing and honesty earlier turned into a look of betrayal and hatred as he shot Ryker a disbelieving glare."So I am friends with a monster, after all." He hissed and laughed mockingly without taking away his sharp stare at Troy. "I thought you were in New York for business as you said. Turns out you've been stabbing me in the back." Vernon's voice is full of distaste and bitterness.
The Break Up Nina Hayes A day since something happened between Vernon and I, that moment never left my mind. I decided not to go to the studio when we came back and I let my assistant take over things. I knew I would just lose my concentration at work. I also did not answer Ryker's calls and texts at first because I know I have betrayed him. In over a year our relationship, I have not been able to give myself to him because every time I try, I feel sick to my stomach. And Ryker has been nothing but patient and understanding. What did I give him in return? Betrayal. But just a few days after Vernon and I met again, I gave myself up to him like an offering. I was that easy. Because of what he said, the anger and hatred I felt vanished. Deep inside me, I knew I have forgiven him but had a hard time forgetting what he did. I was livid when I found out the truth but my heart was happy because the man I loved the most was the one who I gave myself to and not any other guy. I breat
Eye. Heart. You?Nina Hayes I was just lying on my bed like an idiot. I didn't sleep much last night because the tears kept falling from my eyes like waterfalls. Everytime I remember the scene I saw, I just couldn't help but cry and feel sorry to myself but I brought this upon myself. Maybe this is my karma. That's why my head hurts like hell. I don't want to stand up and I just want to sleep all day and lie down. I do not have the strength to do anything. I just want to wallow on my self-pity. I was in such a state of mind when the door suddenly opened and Felicita entered carrying a rather large painting still wrapped in paper. "What's that, Fe?" I asked her when she got close to my bed. "I don't know either, Ma'am. Someone sent it earlier but I believe it's for you." She laid the painting on top of my bed as I sat up. "Thank you, Fe. Can you please get me water and advil? Thank you." When she came out I turned my attention to painting. Only one person I know can paint.
Together AgainNina HayesTHE next day after I had rested enough, I went back to the hospital early to watch over Vernon again. When I entered his room, I was a little surprised to see a lady sitting next to him as she held Vernon's hand. She looked up when she heard the door opening and I saw her eyes were the same as Vernon's eyes. I don't have to ask who she is because I have a hunch that she is Vernon's mother.I smiled at the lady out of respect. "Good morning, Mrs. Delaney." I politely greeted her when I approached. I stood on the othet side of the bed.&nbs
The ProposalNina HayesTwo weeks later.Entering Vernon's password
Ending our Messed Up FateEpilogueNina Hayes is nervously sitting inside the bridal car. For her, the trip to the church was rather nerve-wrecking. All she wanted to happen was for her to arrive to the church and finish their wedding. Marriage. Three months after Vernon proposed to her, they decided to get married. Nina wants them to get married while her belly is not yet big and before she gives birth.Now, you'd think that the preparation is a bit rushed but no. Silly Vernon already arranged their marriage before he proposed to her because he was so sure that Nina will say yes. He earned a pinch from Nina that day.
The ProposalNina HayesTwo weeks later.Entering Vernon's password
Together AgainNina HayesTHE next day after I had rested enough, I went back to the hospital early to watch over Vernon again. When I entered his room, I was a little surprised to see a lady sitting next to him as she held Vernon's hand. She looked up when she heard the door opening and I saw her eyes were the same as Vernon's eyes. I don't have to ask who she is because I have a hunch that she is Vernon's mother.I smiled at the lady out of respect. "Good morning, Mrs. Delaney." I politely greeted her when I approached. I stood on the othet side of the bed.&nbs
Eye. Heart. You?Nina Hayes I was just lying on my bed like an idiot. I didn't sleep much last night because the tears kept falling from my eyes like waterfalls. Everytime I remember the scene I saw, I just couldn't help but cry and feel sorry to myself but I brought this upon myself. Maybe this is my karma. That's why my head hurts like hell. I don't want to stand up and I just want to sleep all day and lie down. I do not have the strength to do anything. I just want to wallow on my self-pity. I was in such a state of mind when the door suddenly opened and Felicita entered carrying a rather large painting still wrapped in paper. "What's that, Fe?" I asked her when she got close to my bed. "I don't know either, Ma'am. Someone sent it earlier but I believe it's for you." She laid the painting on top of my bed as I sat up. "Thank you, Fe. Can you please get me water and advil? Thank you." When she came out I turned my attention to painting. Only one person I know can paint.
The Break Up Nina Hayes A day since something happened between Vernon and I, that moment never left my mind. I decided not to go to the studio when we came back and I let my assistant take over things. I knew I would just lose my concentration at work. I also did not answer Ryker's calls and texts at first because I know I have betrayed him. In over a year our relationship, I have not been able to give myself to him because every time I try, I feel sick to my stomach. And Ryker has been nothing but patient and understanding. What did I give him in return? Betrayal. But just a few days after Vernon and I met again, I gave myself up to him like an offering. I was that easy. Because of what he said, the anger and hatred I felt vanished. Deep inside me, I knew I have forgiven him but had a hard time forgetting what he did. I was livid when I found out the truth but my heart was happy because the man I loved the most was the one who I gave myself to and not any other guy. I breat
Lost In The MomentNina HayesHis blue eyes full of longing and honesty earlier turned into a look of betrayal and hatred as he shot Ryker a disbelieving glare."So I am friends with a monster, after all." He hissed and laughed mockingly without taking away his sharp stare at Troy. "I thought you were in New York for business as you said. Turns out you've been stabbing me in the back." Vernon's voice is full of distaste and bitterness.
The Revelation Vernon DelaneyI stumbled my way upstairs, my vision blurring. I shook my head as I tried to compose myself. Damn, I only had one drink. How come I feel like I am already drunk or .. holy shit, I feel hot. And then I remember my Brother gave me a drink earlier. Aw, fuck, I'm going to kill you, Verde. I was already upstairs trying to find a comfort room when someone suddenly walked up to me. "Lil bro! What are you doing here? Come on, I have something for you. Don't waste this party and live a little. Do you know who this party is for?" my annoying brother asked me with his signature grin. "Fuck off, Verde. What did you put in my drink? Bastard." I growled at him while shooting glares his way. He held his hands up in surrender. "Don't be so uptight, bro. This party is for a debutant. I heard she's very pretty and ... innocent. Her friend, Julia, the host and owner of this house said so." He said nonchalantly with a shrug of his shoulders. Before I could object
Vernon's Doppleganger Nina HayesTHE FOLLOWING day, Vernon and I came to work together. He is holding my hand tight and when we got out of the car, the reporters automatically surrounded us. I was about to pull my hand away from his grasp but he only tightened it. The security prevented them from coming closer but they shoved their cameras and mics on our faces instead. I thought we were about to go inside but Vernon faced the reporters and raised our clasped hands for them to see. "Nina is not my play toy. Nina is my girlfriend and I'm proud of her." he told them with his head held high and a dimpled grin before giving me a wink that brought a genuine smile on my lips.Vernon tugged me closer to him and nodded to his security before they escorted us closer to the entrance. The murmurs and whispers around us are sill there but there is a sick thrill in me that is satisfied. Honestly, I don't care what other people say. I can face them as long as I'm holding Vernon's hand. When we
Lost in the momentNina HayesHastily taking each other's clothes off and hands all over our body. Words are not needed at this moment because our bodies understand what we need."I want you so bad, baby." he whispered hoarsely to me and when the both of us are finally naked, we both fell down on our soft beds. I'm laying on my back while he's on top of me. I can feel his raging hard on on my thights, ready to take me, to claim me. Once again, once more, but with our hearts this time.