∆ Margot's p.o.v ∆
I was dumbfounded by what she just asked. Not that I feel uncomfortable with this question, far from that. It's just that the last person I was expecting to tell me this bluntly is Adalyn.
She had a blank expression on her face. Her eyes being the only source of glimmer and light on her naturally pale face. Surprisingly, the colour and shine didn't cover up the fact that they were blank; no feelings whatsoever. There was something else in them that I couldn't quite catch.
I was always the talkative type but Adalyn somehow managed to make me speechless at any given situation. Her coldness and bluntness makes you shiver with just one glance but I know her better than that. She has warmth; a lot of it, but it is hidden behind multiple walls made up of deception and numbness.
At that moment all I could manage to say is
"I'm sorry what?"
"A woman." She simply said as if this was a normal thing for her.
"No." I replied matching her tone but miserably failing since I could feel heat creep up my neck and my palms getting sweaty.
"Okay." She shrugged
"Why this question?" I asked out of nowhere. I was mentally slapping myself at that very moment and mentally cussed.
"Just curious."
"What about you?" Ladies and gentlemen here goes another mental slap for the one and only Margot herself
She furrowed her eyebrows in confusion but then looked ahead and released a breath.
"Probably not."
"Oh." Is all I managed to get out.
After a few seconds of complete silence, she talked again.
"Are you homophobic?"
My eyes widened but I knew exactly what to respond.
"First of all, I don't think it should be called a phobia. If you don't respect people for who they love, you are just an idiot. It's as simple as that."
She looked at me and her demeanor softened
"I think we should stop being friends..."
"Wait... What? Why?" I asked confused
She placed her palm on my shoulder and sighed
"You are starting to talk like me Margot"
I loudly sighed as we both laughed a little. We talked some more about everything and anything and for some unknown reasons, what she said earlier still haunts me.
I shook the thought out of my head and tried to concentrate on something else but it seemed stuck in my mind. I wanted to ask more questions about why she asked me this but two mental slaps seemed enough. I didn't want to say something that would ruin the moment. So for once, I didn't say anything and tried forgetting even if it seemed impossible. Maybe she really had an effect on me after all.
I tried changing the subject so as to clear up my mind and think about something else but nothing came up. I don't exactly know why but it was apparently my lucky day. Adalyn found a new intriguing subject of discussion and let's just say that it lead to a series of fortunate events.
"So do you play any instruments?" She asked in a curious tone never leaving her cold demeanor.
"Pardon?" I asked as she snapped me out of my daze.
"Instruments, do you play any of them by any chance?"
"Um no, I stuck to art my whole life."
She simply shrugged so I asked a question so as to keep the conversation going.
"Do you?"
"Yes actually!" She said as her face suddenly brightened; well that is new.
"Really?" I asked my voice full of hope of apprehension.
"Yes but I am not the best" She said as her smile fell and was easily replaced by her blunt and cold apparel.
"What do you play?" I asked never leaving my enthusiastic tone.
"The piano actually."
"I would pay to see that!" I said jokingly.
"I could make a free exception for you." She said while smirking.
"I wish." I sighed
Her eyes suddenly widened almost as if she remembered something and she turned to me with a bright smile. Gosh that smile. These are my weak spots. Her face was suddenly bright and her smile complimented her gorgeous eyes. Something was hiding behind it though, something dark and mysterious. Something you would be curious to venture but too creeped out to do so.
"Wanna see?" She said quirking a brow
"See what exactly?"
"How I play!"
"How will you do that?" I asked approaching closer to her
"My music school is five minutes from here." She sighed before continuing "Obviously I am not forcing you, after all we have a train to take and it is an understatement if you disagree with this hideous idea but I thought it would be fun and since we are still learning to know each other, I can tell that we are both very comfortable with each other and it could be a way to get closer." She said in one breath
"Wow." Is all I could say
She gave me a sympathetic smile and dismissed the idea "It's okay, I get i-"
"Are you serious!" I cut her off
"What?" She asked amusingly
"As I said before, I would pay to see this! Honestly it wouldn't hurt anyone to have some fun" I smiled
"Off to the music school we go then?"
"Off we go." I giggled
I nevet expected to see this side of Adalyn, her fun and amusing side. It is always interesting to see how some people hide behind a shell built out of guilt, horrific past experiences and shame. Seeing how she can show her actual side without the need to think about it twice amazes me. Even though she stated being shy and conservative with people, I could tell she was different with me. Perhaps a mutual feeling of being secure or all of this is just in my head but I highly doubt it. I kept wondering what to do and what was waiting for us but right now, I got to live in the moment.
∆Margot's p.o.v∆ Where was she? It had been quite awhile since Adalyn excused herself to go somewhere. Obviously I was most probably over reacting but then again I had a horrible feeling about it. I could feel it in the deepest crevices of my gut. I sighed out of frustration and decided to go check, just in case. I pushed open the doors which apparently they have some sort of tendency to make abnormally heavy and all I could manage to do was stay speechless for a split second before reality gave me a good slap. The tap was open thus emerging the bottom of the sink and slowly forming a pool of water on the floor. Adalyn. She was, well, unconscious. Her body laid on the floor and the water was creeping up to her left hand. Saying that I was mortified would be an understatement. I rushed towards her and I was quite confused. A faint smile played on her lips. The type of smile which occurs when you feel free and finally away from all of your worries. It was barely noticeable but was sti
Adalyn's p.o.v∆I gradually grew accustomed to blabbering about Adrianna. I used to be afraid to talk about her, by fear that the latter listening to me would be judgemental but what did I ever have to be worried about with Margot. She was so open minded and always tried to understand the situation as much as she could to help someone else. It brought back so many memories, so many I wish I could remember forever and some that I could put six feet under. People judging you for no specific reason or even thinking that the world revolves around them, that they have the right to do anything. When clearly; they don't. Having such a detailed opinion on everything can sometimes help and sometimes be a burden. You want to speak up and say what's on your mind but you feel confined to keeping eveything to yourself. It was like that for me since childhood. If I'd have to write it all down, it would take me decades. So I just keep quiet which is one of the tragic side effects of having opinions.
∆Margot's p.o.v∆My curiosity got the best of me and I couldn't help but ask who could possibly be Adrianna. It could be anyone. Her mother, a cousin or even perhaps a friend she cherishes a lot. My thoughts were all over the place and all I needed was one thing, one simple word. Answers. I did not want to seem excessively intrusive so I tried my best to not seem bothered by the fact that at no moment, Adalyn mentioned a certain Adrianna."Who is this... Person...?"All sorts of emotions filled Adalyn's eyes but confused overcame everything. Why would she be? All she needed to say was who Adrianna is. I did not need any detailed explanation whatsoever. I decided to give her some time but my impatience was growing each second. A personality trait I got from my beloved mother. "I- I'm sorry I forgot to um say- that- um she is... Um-""It's okay take your time." I said even though my fingers repeatedly tapping the silver buttons of coat showed the contrary of my previous statement.She t
∆ Adalyn's p.o.v ∆We began to walk quite slowly towards our destination when I realized that we would never get there on time at this rate. With some sort of unanticipated burst of courage, I lightly tugged on Margot's arm and began to increase my pace.I could tell by the priceless look on her face that she was far from expecting this.We were almost the same height but the favoritism of me being taller made it slightly difficult for her to keep up."Slow down missy!" She whined which only made me chuckle at her choice of her words and sarcastic tone of voiceI obliged and moderated my motion. Margot momentarily exhaled and looked at me in disbelief. I came to a sudden stop at the view in front of us. The gigantic oval shaped building with huge glass windows and modern aspect. I missed this place so much, the thought of being here again instantly brought a wide smile to my face."This is... Incredible!" She exclaimed"Wait until you see the inside." I said more than eager at the tini
∆ Margot's p.o.v ∆I was dumbfounded by what she just asked. Not that I feel uncomfortable with this question, far from that. It's just that the last person I was expecting to tell me this bluntly is Adalyn.She had a blank expression on her face. Her eyes being the only source of glimmer and light on her naturally pale face. Surprisingly, the colour and shine didn't cover up the fact that they were blank; no feelings whatsoever. There was something else in them that I couldn't quite catch.I was always the talkative type but Adalyn somehow managed to make me speechless at any given situation. Her coldness and bluntness makes you shiver with just one glance but I know her better than that. She has warmth; a lot of it, but it is hidden behind multiple walls made up of deception and numbness.At that moment all I could manage to say is"I'm sorry what?""A woman." She
∆ Adalyn's p.o.v ∆The souvenir is far back from college but it is almost as if it occured yesterday since I remember every minor details as clear as day."You did what?" Isaac asked in frustration"It was not even that obvious!" I tried my best to defend my cause"I don't know if I should thank you or hate you to death." He said grabbing my shoulders in his wide hands and shaking me a little almost as if he wanted me to realize the situation.I only blinked in confusion and looked at him in the eyes confusion written all over my face. Trust me I was more than down to earth than ever when I accidentally gave a hint to Amber that Isaac might or might not like her in some sort of way. I wouldn't say I am clueless but...Okay, maybe I am clueless in some situations but this is the magnificent results of the lack of human interactions.I was sitting at lunch with Amber