“What the hell is going on?” I shut my door and stand in front of it. I search my room for a minute, thinking this might be about the rogue vampires or even a jealous Glynn.
“Never mind, I shouldn’t be here. I shouldn’t be putting you in danger as well.” He is manic and crying now. I’m trying to stay calm and get him to give me something to cling to. He just hasn’t given me much to understand.
“We’ve been friends forever, Booker, just spit it out.” I lock the door and sit on my bed, staring at the crazed man before me. “Plus, where would I even hide you?”
“Anywhere. I don’t know what to do or even what to say. I came to my only friend, but all of this is so complicated. They think... I raped Marta.” His words are sharp stings across my skin.
I feel like I’m sinking into my bed. My mouth is dry now. I can’t look at him. Avoiding looking at anything, my mouth hangs open.
“Marta?” Hearing him say it makes it even less real. I tremble at the thought of betraying my sister. “You can’t be here.”
“I can’t go anywhere else. Your father wants my head on a spike.” He sits next to me, but I’m frozen. My father wanted him dead, which meant he was a zombie. My father had killed vampires and werewolves for half a century. He was still one of the fiercest hunters in the pack.
“How can you come here after doing something like that?” I smell the sweat coming out of his pores as he scoots away from me on the bed. “Do you have no respect for me at all? Marta is my little sister, not some tramp. She is one of the honorable flower holders.”
“I didn’t rape anyone. Marta and I have been seeing each other. It was a secret because your father doesn’t want her with anyone who isn’t pure alpha blood. My mother being a beta wolf makes me ineligible in your father’s eyes.”
I believed him. Knowing him all these years, I knew when he was lying. The other day, when Marta attacked him, it hadn’t been in protection of me, but in enraged jealousy. I also hadn’t seen him around lately. I assumed it was a love interest, but never Marta.
“Someone saw you together?” I assume there is at least visual proof.
“Your father found us. He told everyone that I was holding her and she was saying ‘no’. I promise she never said no. You know I would never steal someone’s honor. I fell for her, and since we were both in the run tonight, I figured I could petition.” He reveals his plan.
It was a smart plan. The petition would take the choice from my father’s hands and put it to the elders of the pack. If they saw potential, then he could mark Marta and see if the mark took hold in her flesh.
“She loves you as well?” I ask the obvious, and he nods yes. My smile expands onto my face. I wanted them both to find love, and they had in each other. My father would not allow it. If he could stop it, he would. My father only believed in love if it also brought power.
“Jocelyn, I know I should have told you before.” He sighs. He knows that this is much more than any of us can handle. I love them both enough to keep their secret, but there was nowhere to hide him.
“My father will find you no matter where you run to.” I’m honest.
The door downstairs flies open and we both freeze. Through smell, I can tell it is a pack of male wolves with Glynn and my father included. Anger is pouring from their energy, and so is this weird, all-knowing pride.
“I’m scared,” Booker whines like a house pet.
“I think you should turn yourself in.” I admit that he might still be killed, but turning himself in might spare his life for a punishment instead, which could just be exile. Surely my father wouldn’t put my childhood friend to death, especially in front of his daughter. Also, I would have a vote.
Then I realize that Glynn knew exactly what was going on last night and that’s why he wouldn’t give me details besides that it was a rape. He was trying to keep my voice from the action. Glynn was smart, but Booker made it to me, and now I wasn’t going to just walk away.
I needed to talk to Marta. I couldn’t sense her anywhere nearby. My father must have gotten to her. He must have made her mind up for her. If she loved Booker, then she wouldn’t love him lightly. My little sister's emotions were always fierce and real.
“Jocelyn,” my father calls upstairs. “Darling, you and your guest should really come downstairs.”
I shudder at the way my father’s voice sounds. I unlock and creak the door open a little. The hallway is so quiet that my heart is heard clear as day.
“Did you think that it would just be OK for you to be upstairs with him?” Glynn has his hand around my throat quickly as he leans me against the wall.
There is no humanity left in the way he grabs me. Taking his knee, he spreads my legs apart to pin me to the wall and slides his hands from my neck down my arms. He causes my fingers to relax in his as he lifts both of my hands over my head and holds them against the wall. I tremble.
“Let me go.” I struggle to break away the best that I can.
“Never. When I tasted your blood last night, I became high on it. You are my drug.” He smiles. “The mark you wear on your back is one I plan to rip deeper with my bare hands. If you move an inch, I will spill your blood right now in front of everyone.”
Water lies useless against the cracks of my dry lips. I use my tongue to take in what I can, but the water could be candy and still not get slurped down into my throat. Sigh. Where is Marta? I scan the room, but as suspected, I’m alone.Changing was nothing new among my kind, but regretting it was unheard of. I did regret it, though. I didn’t think about the strength gained or the senses heightened. Instead, I thought of the pain every time the new bones in my back cracked.Would this sharp-jawed 6’2 empty-headed wolf even appreciate my sacrifice to become his mate? The elders said he had selected me, but I knew that was a lie. Glynn was a playboy, and all he thought about was warm bodies and solid food. I was just a sleeve for cubs to come through.Even my mate mark—faint, shallow, barely more than a pinprick—told the truth. A true match left scars deep enough to brand the soul. Mine? The elders had bitten, torn, and tried to force my body to accept him, but no matter how deep they w
Cubs chase me, lapping at the blood falling from my horribly bandaged open wound.“Get out of here!” I shout, my voice ragged, but they only hesitate for a moment before creeping closer again.Ignoring them, I stumble forward, my legs nearly giving out beneath me as I drag myself toward the only place I can think of—home. My parents' front door looms ahead, familiar yet distant, and I push through without hesitation. The house is quiet, eerily so. No flickering lamp. No scent of dinner lingering in the air. Just silence.I don’t stop. Can’t stop. My body moves on instinct, guiding me upstairs to the one place that has always meant safety. My old bed welcomes me with the same creaky protest as it always has, and I collapse into it, my breath coming in shallow gasps.Then I feel them. Warm hands pressing gently against my shoulders.“What the fuck?” I scream out, shooting upright.Booker’s voice is tender, but I can hear the trace of tension in it. He backs away, giving me space, his h
Low murmurs ripple through the hall like a rising storm, the weight of unspoken judgments pressing against my chest. The elders, draped in ceremonial robes, move toward the central platform with the solemn grace of those who have seen centuries of bloodshed and hard-won victories. Their faces, etched with wisdom and battle scars, remain unreadable as they take their places.In the middle of a circle of wolves, a frail, trembling figure curls inward, barely clothed, her skin too pale against the flickering torchlight. A vampire—small, human-like, and fragile-looking—yet undeniably dangerous. I’ve never seen one this close before. Today will be one for the history books.“You bloodsuckers dare to spy on us?” Justine’s voice slices through the silence, a blade sharpened by generations of fury. Her red hair burns under the torchlight as she grabs the vampire’s face, fingers pressing deep enough to leave marks. “I asked you a question.” It wasn’t a question as much as an accusation. Thi
“You look like food,” I stare at my little sister in all her semi-nude glory.She might not have filled it out completely, but she was well on her way. Her bare feet held lightly furred legs under a light pink dress with large cut-outs exposing her back, breasts, thighs, and muscled belly.“Maybe I will have two things to celebrate tonight,” my mother bursts into the room with a red rose for Marta. The rose signified her virginity, and it also let the wolves know that she was my father’s daughter and, just like me, she couldn’t be touched before marriage.The run was mandatory, and lesser wolves would find holes to stick appendages in for short periods, but a select few in the upper royals would be looking for their mate. Petitions would pour in. When the elders agreed to the match, the girls would be whisked off for the ceremonies and bled for their marks.My sister had three years to make a love match as a second daughter. The privileges given to the children that were born second o
Glynn and I both look up into the trees, but we can’t see the owner of the voice. The darkness of the trees wraps around us as if a thick blanket, and for a moment, there is this unnatural silence that feels heavy. I can sense the presence there, just beyond my line of sight.I think it’s some twisted prank, maybe one of the clan testing our nerves. There’s something about the air that changes. The hairs on the back of my neck rise. I move my hand into Glynn’s, naturally reaching for comfort, but it’s more than that, I’m grounding myself, as much for him as for me.Glynn, ever the defender, is already poised in a way that makes it clear he’s ready for a fight. Every muscle in his body is tight with eagerness, his stance wide and strong. His eyes are sharp, scanning the surrounding trees.“Fanger!” Glynn sees the figure before I do. His voice is tight, and he locks eyes with the figure emerging from the shadows. This thing that has no more humanity left in it is barely visible against
“I will bed you another time,” Glynn says angrily. “There was a rape tonight and I must go attend a meeting with the council.”“Shouldn’t I go?” I stand on my heels facing him.“Not this time.” His eyes flicker. “You have just been linked to me, and I want you to get your rest after the ceremony and the blood practice. When I come for you again, I will want to take what’s mine.”I didn’t fight back this time. Fighting back as a married alpha queen is useless. My biggest job now is to bring cubs to life. Even if I hated him, I would have to lie with him. It was even within his rights to procreate by force. Also, he was right, I needed my rest.I was tired and the last thing I wanted to do was to face a pack member who could commit a rape. Worse if the rapist were a vampire then I wouldn’t want to see the consequences of their actions. I couldn’t watch the carnage tonight.I think instead about my own future and the tension I can finally let go of from this evening.I hate that we are s
“What the hell is going on?” I shut my door and stand in front of it. I search my room for a minute, thinking this might be about the rogue vampires or even a jealous Glynn.“Never mind, I shouldn’t be here. I shouldn’t be putting you in danger as well.” He is manic and crying now. I’m trying to stay calm and get him to give me something to cling to. He just hasn’t given me much to understand.“We’ve been friends forever, Booker, just spit it out.” I lock the door and sit on my bed, staring at the crazed man before me. “Plus, where would I even hide you?”“Anywhere. I don’t know what to do or even what to say. I came to my only friend, but all of this is so complicated. They think... I raped Marta.” His words are sharp stings across my skin.I feel like I’m sinking into my bed. My mouth is dry now. I can’t look at him. Avoiding looking at anything, my mouth hangs open.“Marta?” Hearing him say it makes it even less real. I tremble at the thought of betraying my sister. “You can’t be h
“I will bed you another time,” Glynn says angrily. “There was a rape tonight and I must go attend a meeting with the council.”“Shouldn’t I go?” I stand on my heels facing him.“Not this time.” His eyes flicker. “You have just been linked to me, and I want you to get your rest after the ceremony and the blood practice. When I come for you again, I will want to take what’s mine.”I didn’t fight back this time. Fighting back as a married alpha queen is useless. My biggest job now is to bring cubs to life. Even if I hated him, I would have to lie with him. It was even within his rights to procreate by force. Also, he was right, I needed my rest.I was tired and the last thing I wanted to do was to face a pack member who could commit a rape. Worse if the rapist were a vampire then I wouldn’t want to see the consequences of their actions. I couldn’t watch the carnage tonight.I think instead about my own future and the tension I can finally let go of from this evening.I hate that we are s
Glynn and I both look up into the trees, but we can’t see the owner of the voice. The darkness of the trees wraps around us as if a thick blanket, and for a moment, there is this unnatural silence that feels heavy. I can sense the presence there, just beyond my line of sight.I think it’s some twisted prank, maybe one of the clan testing our nerves. There’s something about the air that changes. The hairs on the back of my neck rise. I move my hand into Glynn’s, naturally reaching for comfort, but it’s more than that, I’m grounding myself, as much for him as for me.Glynn, ever the defender, is already poised in a way that makes it clear he’s ready for a fight. Every muscle in his body is tight with eagerness, his stance wide and strong. His eyes are sharp, scanning the surrounding trees.“Fanger!” Glynn sees the figure before I do. His voice is tight, and he locks eyes with the figure emerging from the shadows. This thing that has no more humanity left in it is barely visible against
“You look like food,” I stare at my little sister in all her semi-nude glory.She might not have filled it out completely, but she was well on her way. Her bare feet held lightly furred legs under a light pink dress with large cut-outs exposing her back, breasts, thighs, and muscled belly.“Maybe I will have two things to celebrate tonight,” my mother bursts into the room with a red rose for Marta. The rose signified her virginity, and it also let the wolves know that she was my father’s daughter and, just like me, she couldn’t be touched before marriage.The run was mandatory, and lesser wolves would find holes to stick appendages in for short periods, but a select few in the upper royals would be looking for their mate. Petitions would pour in. When the elders agreed to the match, the girls would be whisked off for the ceremonies and bled for their marks.My sister had three years to make a love match as a second daughter. The privileges given to the children that were born second o
Low murmurs ripple through the hall like a rising storm, the weight of unspoken judgments pressing against my chest. The elders, draped in ceremonial robes, move toward the central platform with the solemn grace of those who have seen centuries of bloodshed and hard-won victories. Their faces, etched with wisdom and battle scars, remain unreadable as they take their places.In the middle of a circle of wolves, a frail, trembling figure curls inward, barely clothed, her skin too pale against the flickering torchlight. A vampire—small, human-like, and fragile-looking—yet undeniably dangerous. I’ve never seen one this close before. Today will be one for the history books.“You bloodsuckers dare to spy on us?” Justine’s voice slices through the silence, a blade sharpened by generations of fury. Her red hair burns under the torchlight as she grabs the vampire’s face, fingers pressing deep enough to leave marks. “I asked you a question.” It wasn’t a question as much as an accusation. Thi
Cubs chase me, lapping at the blood falling from my horribly bandaged open wound.“Get out of here!” I shout, my voice ragged, but they only hesitate for a moment before creeping closer again.Ignoring them, I stumble forward, my legs nearly giving out beneath me as I drag myself toward the only place I can think of—home. My parents' front door looms ahead, familiar yet distant, and I push through without hesitation. The house is quiet, eerily so. No flickering lamp. No scent of dinner lingering in the air. Just silence.I don’t stop. Can’t stop. My body moves on instinct, guiding me upstairs to the one place that has always meant safety. My old bed welcomes me with the same creaky protest as it always has, and I collapse into it, my breath coming in shallow gasps.Then I feel them. Warm hands pressing gently against my shoulders.“What the fuck?” I scream out, shooting upright.Booker’s voice is tender, but I can hear the trace of tension in it. He backs away, giving me space, his h
Water lies useless against the cracks of my dry lips. I use my tongue to take in what I can, but the water could be candy and still not get slurped down into my throat. Sigh. Where is Marta? I scan the room, but as suspected, I’m alone.Changing was nothing new among my kind, but regretting it was unheard of. I did regret it, though. I didn’t think about the strength gained or the senses heightened. Instead, I thought of the pain every time the new bones in my back cracked.Would this sharp-jawed 6’2 empty-headed wolf even appreciate my sacrifice to become his mate? The elders said he had selected me, but I knew that was a lie. Glynn was a playboy, and all he thought about was warm bodies and solid food. I was just a sleeve for cubs to come through.Even my mate mark—faint, shallow, barely more than a pinprick—told the truth. A true match left scars deep enough to brand the soul. Mine? The elders had bitten, torn, and tried to force my body to accept him, but no matter how deep they w