After a long conversation I had with my father-in-law continued to be in complete despair because nothing had been clarified and that I still had to keep it safe so as not to show it to Brian. And with that I was going to make a big decision that I didn't want to, however, I thought it was better that way. “Ana, we went back home and we didn’t talk about it anymore, understand?” “Yes, Mr. Filipe, because I want to spare him a lot of things, I believe it would be very bad after I found out that he is not his biological son.” “Ana, his mother and I saved as much as we could and I will continue to do that whether your mother wants it or not, this is my son's life and I will never let him suffer like that.” "I don't want it either, if it's up to me, I'd rather withdraw than really hurt him." It won't be easy for me, but I'll try to act natural, but it's strange for you to know that the man you sleep with every night could be your real brother rather than just considerate half brother
“Laís, this is not up to me, I already spoke to my mother, she said that she doesn’t even need to do it, because she knows he is her son!” “Honestly, I don't think and don't think that way, but I'll be by your side if you need it and what I've always decided was to support you.” As soon as I talked to Laís, right after, Ronan, called asking her to leave otherwise he would break up with her. I agreed with him, my best friend couldn't stop her life because of what was happening in my life, happiness was exactly hers and I asked her to leave. I decided I was going to ask Brian for a while and I was even thinking about a trip but I was never going to come back. " Laís, yes, I'll be fine after all, you've been here too long, I'll let you know." "Promise you'll be fine?" “Yes, now let's pack your things, because there's a cat waiting and you deserve to be truly happy.” “Ana, you also deserve to be very happy and try to do things with a clear head.”"No, unfortunately Brian, nothing I'm
“My God, what have I done Brian!” Brian, I was speeding and with that I couldn't do much and unfortunately he overturned with the car and I saw everything. I got out of the car like a crazy person already calling the ambulance and my desperation made me guilty of it. He can't leave sir help me! Sitting on the floor holding his hand, the ambulance soon arrived and removed him from under the hardware practically lifeless and the guilt consumed me like tears to cry I had at that moment I was in shock. “For the love of God, save him!” “You're what is his?— I'm his sister!—Let's take him to the hospital, can you accompany us?— Yes, of course!” I went with Brian, in the ambulance completely lifeless and if he doesn't come back, was it all my fault? Brian, loved me and would never accept that we were brothers and the worst thing is that he still doesn't even know everything right! They took him to the operating room, he had broken his leg on the hardware and then he went straight to the
"Friend, why didn't you call me to let me know about the accident?" “Laís, I didn't want to bother you with my problems anymore and I would never imagine that this could happen even more with Brian, and it's all my fault, I feel terrible.” “ Ana, don't be like that, our friend will get out of this and soon he'll be with us again, firm and strong. "I'm trying harder and I can't see him so I know it was literally my fault." "Ana, tomorrow we'll be there and we'll talk better, but promise me you'll stop blaming yourself?" “Laís, I will try and thank you again and thank Ronan for helping us through this difficult time and without rancor.” “He is changing!” I hung up the phone and went to see Brian, who was the same, except that my faith in seeing him recovered was what I most wanted with Mr. Filipe, who was a devoted father to Brian, and was suffering along with me for the situation that had developed. found. Early in the morning, Ronan and Laís had arrived and thanks to them, Bria
We really never know if it's luck or fate, I only know one thing? That I could never imagine that my life would be so complicated, full of obstacles that were difficult to overcome, all because I decided to literally love my half-brother. After all, I would never have imagined that one day we would be part of the same family, because my mother, I believe she only married Mr. Filipe, because she already suspected that maybe Brian really was her lost son. I'm living a horrible nightmare that seems like it will never have a happy ending. Just when I think that now my happiness has arrived, something happens to spoil it. does it really Am I to continue to believe that Brian and I were meant for each other? Soon after another journey of whole nights in the revised hospital with my father-in-law, it was time to have a serious conversation with my mother, as she believed that Brian was her son. “Your Filipe, are you sure you’re going to be fine while I’m gone?” “Thank you, you are a true
" Friend, are you sure you're going to stay there in a little while it gets dark we're going to leave another day, what do you think?" "You can go, I'll stay and here!" Laís, I didn't want to go at all, but with a lot of insistence she ended up going and I stayed there. Out of nowhere it started to wind and rain and again I begged my mother to let me in and that's when I heard the door opening and finally after getting completely wet she decided to open the door. I ran upstairs and went to my old room, which was just as I had left it. A tightness came over my heart and along with it my feelings changed, because my mother needs attention to solve her problems, including treatment, because she wasn't feeling well at all. “Mom, why have you never dismantled my room?—Ana, tell me soon, is it because something happened to my son?” Wow, seeing my mother like this was breaking my heart. She was going completely crazy about it and now to say that Brian is not her son is heartbreaking inde
“Dad, let’s get out of here, I really don’t know what I came here for!” “It was your mother again, wasn't it?—Yes, I came in peace to try to make things right and what I get is a slap in my face again, only this time I don't apologize to her at all.” "Daughter, I'm sorry for all this, I don't know what your mother thinks and what you gain by acting like this, I don't understand!" “Father, if you don't understand, imagine me? And there are many more things that I discovered on my own, but all I want is to get out of here.” At that moment I wanted to disappear from the world, because you know that your mother does things out of malice and bad even disappointing, she always wanted me to do everything she couldn't do, that's why the lies with the prohibitions. For me that was the end, I believe I will never be able to forgive her for that. “Daughter, I know you want to be alone, but seeing me like this kills me, can we talk? - Dad, another time now really can't!” I've been sad all we
I was completely sad, feeling helpless. What kind of mother doesn't want her own daughter's happiness? She ignored me, didn't want to understand me, it was lie after lie.I give up trying to make peace with her, because all she ever wanted was to control my life and make it the same as hers or worse. I really tried to understand my mother, but it was harder than I thought, I'd rather stay away than understand someone who doesn't really want to be understood. I was determined to leave and never come back, even though I was sad because I didn't get along with my mother, but when I least expected it, she knocked on the door."Mom! What are you doing here? I believe you've already told me everything I didn't want to know!""Ana, if there is someone in the world that I would never want to hurt, it is you, daughter. I waited for you for so long, with so much anxiety, that I would never be able to desire or want something that is not for your good. But I am human and I fail. Therefore, I as
Happiness does not have a recipe, a right way or an exact time to arrive. It is an intense feeling that comes completely from within us, and can even be influenced by external factors, yes, but it is our heart that is the true source from which this pure and true emotion arises.Being happy is not a matter of having, but a matter of feeling and appreciating that there is happiness even in the smallest moments, as we can feel it in the smile of a child, in a song we love or in a hug from someone special, the With each breath we can feel such happiness as the air that enters our lungs. Furthermore, nothing better to feed this emotion within us than the inspiration that comes from music and beautiful words.Therefore, through messages, poems, phrases and reflections, we put all our happiness in each letter so that you can find the spark needed to light the biggest fire of happiness and joy inside your heart! After all, life is made up of small joyful moments, which together build our sto
Certainly no one likes to feel disappointed, whether with a person or some long-awaited moment, no one likes to have an unpleasant surprise. Disappointment can often be linked to an expectation that is always very positive in relation to daily situations.Expecting all circumstances to be negative will also not help us exclude disappointment from our lives, the most important thing of all is to think that everything is unpredictable and depends on several factors to end in a positive or negative way.When we realize that this fact did not happen as we expected, we cannot believe that we are so powerful that the future will happen perfectly as planned. Although planning is a good guide to avoid an inconvenience or mistake, we have to rely on chance and unforeseen events that cannot be controlled.To be happy, sometimes you have to exercise detachment and give up many things. So, whenever you feel the need, let go and give up!Let go of what didn't work in the past. Let go of regrets. L
Chapter 101One of the bravest decisions I could make in my life to be happy! Often, it is from the worst endings that the best new beginnings come. And that's how everything fell into place in our relationship. When I thought I was no longer able to continue walking, I stood up and continued forward. It is this strength and ability that made me the special person I am now.No matter how big the storm, one day the sun will shine brightly again. I let all my fears come out of me. My heart will have more space to live my dreams and projects. Because it wasn't just the dream of marrying Brian, and being a mother, there are still many things I want to experience with them. I have always been strong and resilient, and I never surrendered. And I always remembered to fight for what I want, value what I have as much as possible, keep the best I have, forget everything that I have, and enjoy life and the good things it has!I looked around me. And I saw the importance of Brian, who was by my s
Sometimes, we just need a company that pleases us and makes us truly happy, that even in silence understands and completes us and that just wants to make small talk and talk about life. In these moments I observe that few have this chance, but thanks to Brian, and his presence, it was possible for us to be together again with the right company.It's impossible not to reveal my happiness, joy and not show my radiant smile. The emotion when I see you takes over me and in many moments I don't know how to act. But I know that by your side I can show who I really am and I can calm down again. I want to rest my head on your shoulder and hear you say that everything will be fine, because we are made for each other.Today I'm just looking for a little peace. I want my heart to receive a portion of joy and for everything to simply go well. I don't need much to feel like my life is complete, nor do I need great things to be happy. Being well with myself will always be my greatest treasure.Why
Years passed….After I finally married Brian, we continued living in Orlando and his father and my mother returned to California. Our life is complete, we learn to deal with our problems without involving anyone and the funniest thing is that we laugh at everything we went through to reach a happy ending.Today my life is summed up in 4 because one of the things I most wanted to have with Brian was to have our son and God blessed us in that way. I haven't had time to tell my mother yet, but I was thrilled with this news.Whenever my hands run over the skin of my belly and caress the curve of my belly that holds precious treasure, I understand what a blessed woman I am. It's a divine gift to have a baby grow inside me and feel every movement he makes as he waits for his time to know the light of the world.I will cherish every moment of the pregnancy and forever carry in my heart all the beautiful feelings I am experiencing. Being a mother is an incomparable happiness and discovering i
Among all the ways of loving, the one we feel for our family is certainly the most difficult to explain. They are with us in the best and worst moments, and even with all the disagreements, love always speaks louder over any argument. , very much as I always wanted.It is a love that overcomes all differences, accepting each person with their respective peculiarities and when there is some distance, longing soon arrives. It's a feeling so strong that it leads us to make the same mistakes, only to not see sadness touch any of them.Along with this love is friendship, a very sincere type that always values loyalty. It is an eternal marriage, which despite all the difficulties that life imposes on us, nothing takes away our desire to remain side by side.We receive this love in our cradle, and we learn early on what a hug feels like. A love that we carry inside our chest and is always ready to be shared. Happy are those who can live this love completely, because to live it to its maximum
Brian and I have to go through all this to be together afterwards. Life was not easy, I believe it is not for anyone, but when we trust that everything will be fine in the end and why won't it be? I really thought about giving up, but I always went back to everything.I believed that my mother would never accept us and to this day I try to understand why all this happened so that in the end she would see that she hurt her and not me and she had to accept the relationship. To me in the past she owes a romance like mine, but it didn't work out or she couldn't be happy with the person she loved and she wished that I wouldn't be happy with Brian either, or maybe she was angry with me for some reason that maybe she could having ruined your life with my arrival.Life takes turns and how! Brian, many times showed his opposite feelings because he wanted to live instead of living in a relationship since childhood and every time he made a mistake I was there once again all because I loved him.
Living is a daily challenge. Life gives us no respite, no matter what moment we are going through, the world will not stop to wait for us to catch our breath.The train keeps moving and we cannot be left behind, even though in many moments we just want to contemplate the landscape and let the train go through the mountains.It is true that at times we need to step back. Walk slower, but if we stop we get run over. The world demands of us to be strong, but that does not mean being hard, neither with ourselves nor with others. It is necessary to find a middle ground, not too heavenly and not too earthly.Our solution, in many moments, is to learn to listen to our heart. It is he who gives us the rhythm of life. Sometimes you need to remain silent to know what step to take, which train station to get off at and how to continue the journey. We all make mistakes, the difference is that only some manage to learn from the mistakes they make.Among so many problems and difficulties that arise
Finally, after so much suffering, my happiness arrived. And this time there was no one or anything to get in the way, many times we want to have our own lives for ourselves, thinking that we know everything, but it's not like that, we have to be mature enough to make our own choices and the law of life is how we do it. learn. My only question was would it be eternal? I don't know what will happen, I just know that I'm living what I've always really wanted. I believe everyone is happy, my friend Laís, she's with her daughter and Leandra, this one isn't worth anything, she just throws it in the wrong place, because she's having an affair with the funny girl who got into trouble, that is, catching the woman who had a crush on Brian.This is how a new life arrives because we want it that way and it doesn't matter the time because when there is love, why not fight for it? I thought that the story of falling in love with the same person every day was just more cliché romance talk, until it