I was staying at my father's house until my mother's situation was resolved. I really didn't want to bother anyone and before I went to visit my mother I was going to stop by the hotel where Brian was and have this definitive conversation. Not knowing anything, much less that he was visiting, I went up unannounced and immediately found it strange because the door was half open and I went inside because I was free to do so. “Brian, is everything okay? Brian? I found it even more strange that he didn't answer and when I opened the door I saw him lying hugging his so-called secretary, in which he had told me that he really had no relationship with her. That's because he swore to me... “My God, how stupid I was again!” I left without being seen and at that moment I wanted to cry. However, I couldn't because I didn't have anything else to do with him, so there was no reason for all that drama. I liked him, but really our relationship will never work out and I had to conform. “My plan
"As? She left and didn't tell me anything, that's a lie! - Do you think your father is lying? - Dad, forgive me but I'll call her now and find out! She couldn't have done that to me like that, we had set up a reunion where I was going to confess and ask forgiveness for everything and now she's going like that and seriously, or are you on the side of her crazy mother? “My son, Ana, can do whatever he wants, especially give up on you, look how much this girl has suffered and if you've done something to her, regret it because this time she won't come back. Brian stood still paying attention to everything her father said, he was right, however, this time I hadn't done anything to hurt her. Meanwhile, Ana, tried to find a way not to hate the people who hurt you, because she knew that this would not bring anything in return but suffering. It's crazy to hate all the roses because one pricked you. Delivering all your dreams because one of them didn't come true. Losing faith in all prayers
I was in my world trying to forget everything again and I hear someone calling me and when I look back it's Brian. You really can't believe he's unfortunate enough to have the nerve to see himself here and abused a lot. “Whatever, I warned you, enough of you, I want distance now, please go away, Brian!” “Ana, I need to know why everything changed again what happened tell me did I do something wrong? Because I asked Isadora and he said nothing ever! “You are not a saint Brian, how stupid I was to believe you would be the love of my life! Only I realized that you were my mistake, now I want to live and another thing if you don't remember who you sleep with there and your problem I saw no one told me.” “ What did you see me doing, Ana?— Spare me the details, that's all, ask your secretary, she'll know how it was and now she understands our love is over, let's live only as relatives out of respect for my mother and father! Brian, you're going crazy on me! Now I'm going to be like
Ana, she decided to forget Brian, after all the difficulties she went through to have a relationship, she realized that it was no longer going to work, she had to live and not just dwell on the past. At that moment I didn't know what was happening to my mother, let alone that she was dying. Sometimes the evil we do to others we pay here on earth for thinking only about our own good and not seeing what we do wrong for those who just want to be happy. I was focused on my career, totally giving up on a love that was never meant to be and that I was the only one who wanted it. While the world said the opposite of everything. When I realized that I should forget about all of this, my life took off in such a way that great opportunities arose and I was so focused on that that I never had time to know how my mother was really doing. Believing that our life is no better or worse than anyone else's, that we can be happy with the person we choose for our life. Never feel bigger or smaller,
Brian, trying to run against time and go after his love. After Ana's mother, understanding that she did everything wrong by meddling in her daughter's life even though she didn't want to. She asked him to go after her anyway, asking him to come back as soon as possible. Except he wouldn't imagine that Ana, who was far away, had gone to another country for work, was looking for improvements in her professional career. - Son, will you go get her? - Dad, I'll try, I have some things to do before I go, but I'll do my best to bring her back. I believe that Brian, already felt that the love between them had cooled down after so many difficulties that it would be better to get used to it that it wasn't meant to be, maybe it never was. Still Ana, she didn't have the news that her mother was very bad, but there was some chance of her getting better, but for her she didn't want her daughter's forgiveness before it was too late, but that was kind of possible since her daughter Ana, decided d
Sometimes time is the greatest medicine, I needed it to cure myself of everything I dreamed of having more, ironically it didn't happen or simply God didn't want it. “Ana, stop being stupid and stop thinking about who knows who, please so you won't concentrate, tell me what takes your peace my friend.” “Leandra, you know I feel that my mother needs me!—For free, think about your future,,, everyone has their own life but now for free and let's leave this place already yours what had to give .” When Brian arrived where Ana worked, he didn't expect to have such a nasty surprise that all his plans went down the drain. He looked for her in every hospital and nothing after realizing that he was looking for someone, then they said what had happened. “Sir, are you looking for someone? I see you back and forth!—Yes, I am looking for the Dr. Ana, she works here, do you know if she's off duty?—Wow, Dr. Ana was transferred to a unit in Orlando, I believe she left yesterday! “Wow, do you have
I was wondering if I should really run after Ana, or let her live! I believe I've made her suffer enough and would it be fair to ruin her life yet again? Today, if I say I have an answer, I can say no because my heart asks for something and my mind says no. I know I can't live in an illusion and believe that she will come to my arms when she calls just what thoughts well we can't do that to her and much less her mother believe that everything passed without sorrows and we live happily ever after. Who has never lived an illusion or an impossible love? Even for a short time, it's not uncommon to imagine what my life would be like if something that I'd been waiting for happened, or who knows how to dream of a long-desired relationship with someone like mine and Ana's! Something so common that it doesn't present anything unusual, at least for us. Thinking about what our future would be like and fighting for it to really be lived should be something very practiced, even to stimulate our m
Going into the unknown is something we always need to do. We weren't born to be stuck in the same place. It takes courage to explore the world and live. In one of these moments we find our purpose in life, but our purpose can be changeable, not least because we change every day — and that's okay. You just need to have the courage to dive inside yourself and learn to understand and love yourself. Our life is based on time. The past, present and future will always determine our steps, so we cannot disconnect from them. It's important to think over time about what we've done, what we're doing, and what we'll do for ourselves. We all have dreams, goals and plans. So our life purpose will always be lived the way we see the world at the moment we are living. Human beings have a natural tendency to update themselves every day, to inform themselves, to walk always looking ahead to conquer what they so desire. Our purpose in life is closely linked to the way we see it and what we do to get
Happiness does not have a recipe, a right way or an exact time to arrive. It is an intense feeling that comes completely from within us, and can even be influenced by external factors, yes, but it is our heart that is the true source from which this pure and true emotion arises.Being happy is not a matter of having, but a matter of feeling and appreciating that there is happiness even in the smallest moments, as we can feel it in the smile of a child, in a song we love or in a hug from someone special, the With each breath we can feel such happiness as the air that enters our lungs. Furthermore, nothing better to feed this emotion within us than the inspiration that comes from music and beautiful words.Therefore, through messages, poems, phrases and reflections, we put all our happiness in each letter so that you can find the spark needed to light the biggest fire of happiness and joy inside your heart! After all, life is made up of small joyful moments, which together build our sto
Certainly no one likes to feel disappointed, whether with a person or some long-awaited moment, no one likes to have an unpleasant surprise. Disappointment can often be linked to an expectation that is always very positive in relation to daily situations.Expecting all circumstances to be negative will also not help us exclude disappointment from our lives, the most important thing of all is to think that everything is unpredictable and depends on several factors to end in a positive or negative way.When we realize that this fact did not happen as we expected, we cannot believe that we are so powerful that the future will happen perfectly as planned. Although planning is a good guide to avoid an inconvenience or mistake, we have to rely on chance and unforeseen events that cannot be controlled.To be happy, sometimes you have to exercise detachment and give up many things. So, whenever you feel the need, let go and give up!Let go of what didn't work in the past. Let go of regrets. L
Chapter 101One of the bravest decisions I could make in my life to be happy! Often, it is from the worst endings that the best new beginnings come. And that's how everything fell into place in our relationship. When I thought I was no longer able to continue walking, I stood up and continued forward. It is this strength and ability that made me the special person I am now.No matter how big the storm, one day the sun will shine brightly again. I let all my fears come out of me. My heart will have more space to live my dreams and projects. Because it wasn't just the dream of marrying Brian, and being a mother, there are still many things I want to experience with them. I have always been strong and resilient, and I never surrendered. And I always remembered to fight for what I want, value what I have as much as possible, keep the best I have, forget everything that I have, and enjoy life and the good things it has!I looked around me. And I saw the importance of Brian, who was by my s
Sometimes, we just need a company that pleases us and makes us truly happy, that even in silence understands and completes us and that just wants to make small talk and talk about life. In these moments I observe that few have this chance, but thanks to Brian, and his presence, it was possible for us to be together again with the right company.It's impossible not to reveal my happiness, joy and not show my radiant smile. The emotion when I see you takes over me and in many moments I don't know how to act. But I know that by your side I can show who I really am and I can calm down again. I want to rest my head on your shoulder and hear you say that everything will be fine, because we are made for each other.Today I'm just looking for a little peace. I want my heart to receive a portion of joy and for everything to simply go well. I don't need much to feel like my life is complete, nor do I need great things to be happy. Being well with myself will always be my greatest treasure.Why
Years passed….After I finally married Brian, we continued living in Orlando and his father and my mother returned to California. Our life is complete, we learn to deal with our problems without involving anyone and the funniest thing is that we laugh at everything we went through to reach a happy ending.Today my life is summed up in 4 because one of the things I most wanted to have with Brian was to have our son and God blessed us in that way. I haven't had time to tell my mother yet, but I was thrilled with this news.Whenever my hands run over the skin of my belly and caress the curve of my belly that holds precious treasure, I understand what a blessed woman I am. It's a divine gift to have a baby grow inside me and feel every movement he makes as he waits for his time to know the light of the world.I will cherish every moment of the pregnancy and forever carry in my heart all the beautiful feelings I am experiencing. Being a mother is an incomparable happiness and discovering i
Among all the ways of loving, the one we feel for our family is certainly the most difficult to explain. They are with us in the best and worst moments, and even with all the disagreements, love always speaks louder over any argument. , very much as I always wanted.It is a love that overcomes all differences, accepting each person with their respective peculiarities and when there is some distance, longing soon arrives. It's a feeling so strong that it leads us to make the same mistakes, only to not see sadness touch any of them.Along with this love is friendship, a very sincere type that always values loyalty. It is an eternal marriage, which despite all the difficulties that life imposes on us, nothing takes away our desire to remain side by side.We receive this love in our cradle, and we learn early on what a hug feels like. A love that we carry inside our chest and is always ready to be shared. Happy are those who can live this love completely, because to live it to its maximum
Brian and I have to go through all this to be together afterwards. Life was not easy, I believe it is not for anyone, but when we trust that everything will be fine in the end and why won't it be? I really thought about giving up, but I always went back to everything.I believed that my mother would never accept us and to this day I try to understand why all this happened so that in the end she would see that she hurt her and not me and she had to accept the relationship. To me in the past she owes a romance like mine, but it didn't work out or she couldn't be happy with the person she loved and she wished that I wouldn't be happy with Brian either, or maybe she was angry with me for some reason that maybe she could having ruined your life with my arrival.Life takes turns and how! Brian, many times showed his opposite feelings because he wanted to live instead of living in a relationship since childhood and every time he made a mistake I was there once again all because I loved him.
Living is a daily challenge. Life gives us no respite, no matter what moment we are going through, the world will not stop to wait for us to catch our breath.The train keeps moving and we cannot be left behind, even though in many moments we just want to contemplate the landscape and let the train go through the mountains.It is true that at times we need to step back. Walk slower, but if we stop we get run over. The world demands of us to be strong, but that does not mean being hard, neither with ourselves nor with others. It is necessary to find a middle ground, not too heavenly and not too earthly.Our solution, in many moments, is to learn to listen to our heart. It is he who gives us the rhythm of life. Sometimes you need to remain silent to know what step to take, which train station to get off at and how to continue the journey. We all make mistakes, the difference is that only some manage to learn from the mistakes they make.Among so many problems and difficulties that arise
Finally, after so much suffering, my happiness arrived. And this time there was no one or anything to get in the way, many times we want to have our own lives for ourselves, thinking that we know everything, but it's not like that, we have to be mature enough to make our own choices and the law of life is how we do it. learn. My only question was would it be eternal? I don't know what will happen, I just know that I'm living what I've always really wanted. I believe everyone is happy, my friend Laís, she's with her daughter and Leandra, this one isn't worth anything, she just throws it in the wrong place, because she's having an affair with the funny girl who got into trouble, that is, catching the woman who had a crush on Brian.This is how a new life arrives because we want it that way and it doesn't matter the time because when there is love, why not fight for it? I thought that the story of falling in love with the same person every day was just more cliché romance talk, until it