After a few days without contacting her, she decided to apply into a few universities and colleges, apply for Journalism since she was in love with it, she thought she would survive in the field.
She was into law also but she thought that field requires a lot sacrifices that she never thought she would be able to meet. Time was a problem...i mean she had to balance her work life together with social life and school life...which was a bit of a killer to her.
One thing she noticed and didn't want to notice is that he hardly checked up on her,he never called her, let alone taking her calls whenever she tried calling him.He acted like a married guy yet she knew very well that he wasn't married. His a
It hurts to love someone who's not there yet, especially as a girl since I'm not a guy so I'll stand on the girl's platform...I've been there too you know, it always seems and feels like you are trying so hard than they are , yet that's nit how they feel, your feelings are extreme and full of expectations when they just relaxed you know what I mean? Connections shouldn't the forced, it has to occur automatically... it's hard but that’s how it is...
She wondered when she was going to be back to his house again. She enjoyed being with the guy. But on second thought she told herself that she must not be a frequent guest, not just for the guy's wrong reasons but she had strict parents, strict family and most of all a Christian family. Putting it bluntly... Struggling children are usually the ones who succeed more than the rich kids, maybe its the rule of nature I don't know but it looks like it is. Plus the wealthy people in the universe are mostly the ones who have had bad and poor backgrounds. The only thing she did the next morning was to take a great bubble bath, dressed herself nicely, put on her best outfit and made her way to town to look for a job.
Fortunately for her everything went well, the great hospitality she received was warm and that warmed her heart in an unimaginable way. She learnt all the ropes but not all of them. She learn Italian cuisine, Chinese cuisine and of course the western food. How to cut and chop veggies and how to peel seafood and it looked like hard work to her when it was but that was nothing compared to what she had to do the next day. Her Hardest part was chopping lots of countless onions... She almost dropped down like a young kid sighting a ghost because of that, but good thing is she told herself that she was going to get used to it like everybody did, like everybody does.
Honestly the guy wouldn't have minded with seeing her there, he was just cool and understanding, its just that girls will always have lose screws in their heads. Candice never wanted him to know about her struggles, never in a million years. But then that never stopped them from having their meetings. She was always excited about them, actually the two was hard to understand, one minute they are cool the next there is huge tension. Their meetings went on and on until a guy walked into Candice's life. She never wanted to mix guys in her life, she saw it bitchy, besides honesty was one of her principles. Her brother had taught her to involve herself with only o
They had fun, everything was perfect but not as perfect as Candice wanted to. She was having sleepovers again and again. Her family was not much of a problem to her, not because they didn't want to be but she wanted them to be. Her mother was tired of shouting at her daily, punishing her for the guy she didn't even know about. They decided to let her be, let her stray the way she wanted to. I mean she was an adult and she was aware of the truth so it was useless crying over spilt milk. But with the respect she had, she tried until she won regaining their trust again. She was smart, but in an unimaginable way. She was the type of a dog that you never see comin
By the time they were rushing her, she was already on a corner where there was a small hole, doing all her works there. She was shocked on what was happening and why. But she became better after taking lots of water. Wisdom rung in her head, she thought of pregnancy and switched that thought again in half a minute. Simply because she didn't want to get her friends worried, so she just tucked in the belt and went back straight to them, she talked, she laughed, she was just all smiles, happy lime nothing had just occurred. Its true when they say “ YOU CAN RUN AWAY AND GET WHERE YOU WANT TO BUT A MEMORY DOESN'T RUN AWAY, IT STAYS!!! Even when she got home, his thought was still there, she sat on
Two weeks after, she wasn't feeling herself again, it was getting bad to worse, especially with the cravings. She told her brother about it, actually everything from the beginning of missing her period. Yes her periods were irregular but it wasn't a usual thing, this time they were making love frequently almost daily, well that's if they were.“ My best brother and friend in the world… I would to tell you something that I think I should have told you long time ago”. That was a text from Candice talking to her big brother who understood her more than anyone and any creature in the universe. Their relationship was so tight, it was so strong, one who didn't know about them would say they were an item.
Her phone was always on her Hands, always expecting messages from Wisdom. She decided to take some time alone after her family had left, think and meditate up to the ends of her memory about the dilemma she was into. Drama was playing on TV when she was searching what she was going to watch. She paused onto that channel as soon as she heard that the protogonist was pregnant and was planning to have a termination. Candice knew that was a very illegal act, she just closed her ears and didn't want to hear about it, because if she had continued listening to it then she was going to be tempted of thinking about it or even doing it.But finally she decided to watch it, tears flew down, her heart throbbed, ached, it was a very sad drama. She imagined what would happen
Candice wasn't in a good relationship with the baby on her first trimester, but after sometime, they had a very strong bond, she would hustle for her cravings and in prosperity with that, she would congratulate herself and she always felt like a great mother, who goes beyond limits for the happiness of her baby. She felt like she was carrying a baby boy, judging from the amount of food she consumed. She knew she was going to give birth to an adonis, I mean Wisdom was good looking and she was beautiful.Whilst Candice was developing the bondage between herself and the baby, Wisdom on the other hand was pushing for riddance of the baby, she entertained it, while knowing very well that it was something she wouldn't do. Reason being she thought he was going to change his
Everybody sighed with silence for some minutes."Wow! Wow! Wow! Candice...i'm so happy for you, just hold on to the guy and don't sh*t him or else i will kill you with my bare hands". They all laughed.😃 It was just beautiful.They had left her at around lunch time, she was now all alone with the smiles in her face. She was a fan of Kevin Hart so she decided to watch the "Wedding Ringer". He was her main favourite actor actually. She heard a knock on the door,she let it repeat itself again. She didn't want disturbance but then her phone rang and guess what? It was bae😋. She couldn't be happier
"Started from the bottom now we here"! That was Candice."Ohhh man!!! When last did i hear this song"?they all sang it" Started from the bottom now we here"!!"And soon and very soon we'll be having our mansions and fancy cars, what we've always dreamt of, have credit cards of every shop and shop like crazy, bring the shops down with money such that whenever we get slightly spotted, the shops would just set everyone aside and let us occupy the whole shop".😂😂😂😂😂Milicent laughed till she coughed hard..."And then we get to hit Suncit
She went to her bedroom and tried to pick up the best outfit for herself, but at least she knew what she was looking for, a dress. She didn't have much of them compared to the jeans and pants. As soon as her eyes came across an old dress, she knew it was the one, surely it was and guess what? It was a yellow dress, one that made her days bright back in the days, it was the colour of life and happiness. It brought her smile back in her face since she remembered how much she loved it."Guys!🙈 how do i look"? They all turned at once.'AHHHHHHHH! WOW!WOOOOW😋! That's i
Time fled and exams were being jointed gown on papers, for the both of them. They would sometimes meet in town on an rush hour and wouldn't talk to too much to one another up until they met on the last day of their exams, not really on their last day for the both of them but on the last day of Candice."Hey! Uhhhm may i talk to you please...uhhhm i know we aren't on good talking terms right now because of my behaviour of ignoring you, listen Candice, i love you, nobody else, yes we are meant to fight, misunderstand and fight with one another but that doesn't mean we don't love another, it makes us more stronger. I had no choice but totally, completely dedicate myself on this course, i can't take a fall, you needed it also, you needed the space and i know it'
That's when he geared up the car and headed to the home of the hotels, she thought of telling him to turn the wheels but she couldn't, maybe because she loved food or something or to be spotted with a fancy and expensive guy, she didn't even know why she forced herself so much to go because all she could think about was Maxwell, thinking how torn apart he would be if he were to find out about what was happening in his absence. They got there "Sun Express Hotel",he rushed to open the door for her, it was for the first time, that shocked this lady because it had never happened before, what was different now! He held her handbag and headed to the reception where they ordered a simple breakfast and then decid
"Uhhm...not really, i mean yes i am going to town but not now, uhhm i am currently waiting for someone,so yeah thank you very much".She took a deep breathe because she knew that was a lie,a pure lie! Unfortunately for her, the guy knew she was lying. He really wanted to spend some time with her,just to talk, so he was willing to try to push till his last breathe,just to at least let her get into the car,what was even worse was that Candice was a hard nut to crack and he knew it."Candice,Candice...i know you okay,you seem to be forgetting that, i know you ftom letters A_Z okay"?
"Am just kidding babe...wanted your attention that's all. thing is we love one another right? This relationship has been going on for a while and it's been over a year now, i was thinking what could go wrong if we were to find a home church,where we can grow spiritually and a place where we can have meetings with God. God exists babe, he's there, you recognize the things that are lately happening in this world, in our country, our city, its exactly what God said will happen in His last book. We are now living in a world where a girl can fall deeply in love with another girl, where men kiss other men, where old men sleep with teens, who are more like daughters to them, and its about to go worse you know".
"Listen babe...listen...since today we are all about honesty...I have a confession to make, don't cry or be furious with me because I believe that it's all your fault, but that's not the reason why i raised this up. "Thing is i met this guy whom i went to high school with, when we met we did lots of catching up over a cup of coffee, after that we often met and we became friends again, we got so close that i ended up catching up feelings for him unexpectedly,it just happened babe...thing is he...no i can't go on". "Am waiting...say whatever you want to say".
Well...her boyfriend wanted to get this things for her, thing is he wasn’t wealthy, he was still educating himself for the best qualification that could ever exist,just that he had just began with the tuition." Oh my God! what do i do? how do i take control of this matter because it's a very big matter, it might not be right now but it will be in the end of time...it can be fun yes,very fun to do shoppings with him and be seen walking around with a celeb of the whole Southern Africa, Wait! or maybe a celeb for the whole continent". She laughed at herself whilst sitting in the lounge preparing supper for her boyfriend, but then no man!!!