“Yanna?” Caden mumbled but clear enough for her to hear.
Gianna blinked as the customer’s voice registered in her head instantly.
She looked at him. A black hoodie over a white shirt and straight jeans, with stylish holes on the knees, familiarity clicked at once and she knew who he was.
His name almost rolled off her mouth when she realized that Marson was still there, watching the awkward interaction.
“You know him?” Marson asked, gesturing his hand toward Caden.
She casted a look on Caden and what appeared to be his bodyguard. Gianna just nodded and softly nudged Marson toward the door.
“He’s a friend. He’s fine. I’m sorry but can you tell Eunica I couldn’t make it tonight? I’m sure she’ll understand.”
“What do you mean? You’re not going?” Marson looked like he wanted to protest.
“Yes, I’m not,” she replied, still walking him out to the exit door.
Marson looked utterly confused, his eyes kept on shifting to the customer, wondering why he looked mysterious and reserved. “Are you sure you’re okay? You know them? I’ll see you tomorrow?”
Gianna nodded again, waving her hand to him as he exited the café.
She suddenly felt the weight in the air. Why was she acted the way she acted, she had no idea. But the idea of Caden Vitaro standing in her café was bizarre. She had never imagined it happening. Nor was seeing him again.
“It’s really you.” Caden’s deep voice echoed in her ears.
Dammit, she thought.
Gianna turned to him, carefully approaching him. She shook her head in disbelief, mirroring the same emotion reflecting in Caden’s eyes.
As if the years separating them had gone, Caden reached out to her, pulling her closer as he wrapped his arms around her for a hug.
As if on cue, Wency stepped out of the café, giving them space.
When Caden freed her from his embrace, she composed herself.
“Just when I thought I’d ran out of luck, and then I see you again. Wow.”
“You never ran out of luck,” she replied.
Gianna mirrored his smile, but hers were much brighter, more radiant. She then took his hand and led him to the bar, making him sit on the high stool.
He nodded, adjusting his ballcap to better see her face.
“Right. All I need is blow a wish on our dandelion,” he said, pulling up his sleeve to show the same tattoo as hers.
“You remember.” She walked around the bar and placed two glasses between them and poured whiskey.
“Always.” Caden softly tossed his glass to hers before downing it in one go.
She tried to do the same but stopped midway, surprised by the heat warming up her throat. She would never get used to whiskey.
Or maybe, it wasn’t whiskey that made her all warmed up and giddied. Twelve years have passed since they last saw each other, yet it felt like only yesterday for Gianna.
“Now I just remembered,” she stated, peeking a look at his tattoo. “You said you’d never comeback to this place.”
“Did I say that?” He chuckled. “Maybe I just don’t have good reason back then.”
She narrowed her eyes at him. “And you did now?”
He looked away and once again adjusted his ballcap. “You’re here.”
Gianna poured a whiskey on his empty glass. “I am never the reason, Caden. But still, I’m glad to see you again. It’s been a while.”
His light brown eyes seemed to darken under the dim light, his gaze suddenly intense.
“You should have called me. I’ve been waiting.”
Gianna held her tongue. Now was not the best time to dig up her buried emotion. She downed her alcohol, welcoming the burn.
“I can’t imagine a superstar waiting for my call.”
He filled her glass with alcohol. He then reached out to her, tucking in a wayward hair to her ear.
“I remember trying hard to impress you, Yanna. I’d always love your attention.”
She had no idea whether that was true but his deep and a bit raspy tone sounded like asmr to her ears.
“Now, you have everyone’s attention. You’re living the dream.”
Caden scoffed. “I’m still waiting for that call.”
Gianna bit back her laughter and stepped out of the bar to get some snacks for them.
“You know what I remember?” She raised an eyebrow as she shoved a plate of chicken lollipops to the microwave. “You promised you’d write a song for me.”
A carefree smile crossed his lips then, his stance more relaxed now. “Helen’s Kiss.”
She rounded to the bar, closing their gap, while waiting for the food.
“Helen’s Kiss?” She raised an eyebrow.
Caden’s fingers moved gracefully on the granite counter bar, as if he was tapping piano keys. “I was thrown into this hole, eighteen feet deep, all from the kiss I stole…” He sang and hummed in a low tone.
Gianna could not help but smile. “That was for me? Seriously?”
“Hey, I penned that song. One from our first album. That’s for you.”
She held up her index finger. “I need to look up the lyrics.” She pulled out her cell phone from her oversized jacket.
Caden laughed. “No, don’t. Not when I’m here.” He shook his head as he tried stopping her.
Gianna fought him off, stepping out of his reach and started fumbling on her cellphone. The next thing she knew, Caden caught her on the corner of the counter, towering over her 5’4 height, and snatched the cellphone from her.
Suddenly, she felt the alcohol kicked in, her head getting a bit fuzzy.
“I just want to know if the song is really for me, Caden.”
“Oh, it is for you.”
She looked up at him, a playful smile on her lips. “What’s it about? What’s the story?”
He thought for a moment. “It’s about a boy crushing hard on a girl he couldn’t have.”
“Huh, interesting.” She pressed her lips.
“I feel like still dreaming tonight, seeing you here.” A little smile curved his lips. “I’m not dreaming, Gianna, am I?”
She could feel his warm breath. “You’re not. But I think you’re drunk now.”
“I’m not.”
Gianna nodded as she swallowed. “Yes. ‘Cause I remember you can hold your alcohol well.”
“You know what else I remember?” Caden said, his look drifting to her lips.
“What?”
He swallowed. But instead of answering, he leaned closer until his lips touched hers.
Gianna felt the static, the same tingling flow ignited in her stomach. His lips were gentle, as if unsure, but she still welcomed his kiss.
And at that moment, as heat warmed her cheeks, she thought, what the hell…
****
Gianna stirred on her sleep. She felt her stomach rumble, as if hunger forced her to wake up.
Opening her eyes, the first thing she noticed was the bed was crowded. She tried to kick out the blanket and instantly felt the cold air on her arms and back as it slid down.
Shit. Her eyes grew wide, heartbeat skyrocketing. She was naked.
Gianna adjusted the blanket up her chin, now feeling warmth at her back. Someone stirred, and suddenly, an arm draped over her, pulling her in.
Damn. Her head hurt. Her body ached. She was hungry and confused and all messed up. It had been a while since she last got drunk. The last thing she remembered was Marson picking her up to go to Eunica’s to hangout.
Did she finally sleep with him?
Gianna closed her eyes hard, as if doing so would make the headache go away. Then another hazy memory popped up in her head.
Caden.
The guy appeared in her café. They drank whiskey and beers. They kissed. And the soft kiss turned into touch and the touch turned into them pulling out their clothes. His lips that had set her on fire. She tried to remember more but her mind could no longer push the fog in her head.
She opened her eyes, seeing a tattooed arm embracing her like a pillow. He was breathing calmly at her back. As the puzzle of the hazy night starting to clear out, a voice hummed near her ears.
“Mornin’,” he said.
Gianna had realized what just happened. She now knew why she was naked.
She cleared out her throat. “Hey, good morning.”
“You hungry?” he asked.
She pulled the blanket tightly to her and shook her head.
Caden snickered. “I heard your stomach growling, Yanna.”
She tried to keep her panic at bay, pulling in some sense in herself. But she knew the moment she asked him to do it, she had no rational thoughts left.
Where was all her courage and desire had gone now?
“So, you’re pretending to be asleep, huh?” Gianna said instead.
“No. I just can’t sleep.” His voice sounded resigned.
She carefully turned around to face him. “Is everything okay?”
He nodded, a soft smile on his lips. “I want waffles.”
Caden looked like a different man from the night before. Familiarity struck her, seeing him up close and with a clear mind. He got soft wavy hair, adding allure to his manly features and cold eyes. He matured in a great way, like a fine wine.
“I don’t have waffles. How about a sandwich?”
“Sandwich is fine. I’d eat anything at this rate, Yanna.”
Her cheeks warmed, goose bumps dotted her exposed arms.
Gianna just swallowed and hauled herself up.
She tried her best not to be conscious while Caden watched her worked in the kitchen.
“Has this always been your setup?” he asked, looking around. “You living above your café?”
She shrugged her shoulders. “Yes.”
Peeking toward his direction, she tried to calm her mind.
“Caden, can we forget what happened?” she muttered, trying to be nonchalant about it.
What had just happened wasn’t still fully sinking into her. Caden stared at her, his carefree reaction briefly turned to something she could not read.
“The guy from yesterday,” he started as he approached her on the countertop. “He your boyfriend?”
“Marson? No, he’s not.” She shook her head. “We’re just… friends. Close friends.”
He regarded her and kept his silence.
Gianna handed him a sandwich and a coffee. “So, how long are you going to stay in town?”
“Why? You already miss me?” He teased, nudging her.
“No. Just so I’m prepared when you just suddenly… disappear,” she retorted. “Anyway, it’s almost seven. My brother will be home soon.”
“Oh, okay.” He put down the sandwich he barely ate. “I should go.”
Footsteps came near, and in a second, the front door swung open. Gianna started to panic as her younger brother stepped inside.
“What the- “ he mumbled, obviously surprised to his sister with a half-naked guy on the kitchen bar.
“Marcello,” Caden greeted as he cleared out his throat.
They both looked like a deer caught in a headlight.
Caden was fresh from shower. His wet hair was slicked back, his muscle still sore from busting the gym after his encounter with Gianna.He suddenly felt elevated knowing she was still in town. That there was a friendly face he could see, a familiar warmth he could turn to. He had never been excited in three years, and for the first time, Caden felt like a boy all over again.“Sir?” Wency walked on the living room, his face looked frustrated. “Sean’s keep busting my phone asking for you. Said you’re not picking up his calls.”That was when Caden realized he didn’t have the phone with him.“I must have lost it,” he mumbled. “Is he on the line?”Wency handed him the mobile phone and quietly walked out.“Hey, Sean- ““Finally, Caden! What’s going on? What the hell’s wrong with you? I told you to contact me ASAP when you arrived. And that was yesterday!”He let out a sigh. “I’m fine.”“Well, I’m not!” his manager replied. There was a moment of silence. “Don’t do that to me again, okay? You
It was a sunny day, her sixteenth birthday, when Gianna had a meltdown. Her life was in shambles and she was desperate trying to get away from, practically, everything bad that was happening in her life.Everything that has left in her was not right and she knew she was just running in circles, stuck in a nightmare loop. At sixteen, she wanted to disappear. Not the kind that she would be gone forever, though.Gianna just wanted to leave, to escape the town. To run away from her nightmares. Easier said than done. What a teenager like her could have done with an unstable mother and no support from her father? Part of her would always say to just suck it up and endure until graduation.And as if she was sucked into a soap opera, she heard a melody, forcefully grabbing her attention. She thought she was alone in the music practice room, after all, it was already after school hours.She bit back her sob and tried to catch her breath, legs pulled up to her chest. Goosebumps dotted her shoul
Caden Vitaro had always been the guy who rarely show his real emotion. He had learned to wear a mask long before he became a public icon. As much as he wanted to rip out the façade he created to protect, not only himself, but his band members as well, he could not just walk away from it all. Unknowingly, he became a puppet of his own shadow. His own greed and selfishness. Maybe that was the reason why he was getting punished.And at the moment, punishment was seeing a friend slowly morphing into stranger.Caden pressed the red button to end the call. He watched as Gianna stared at her phone, with a stranger man beside her. Fight or flight? He wasn’t one to flee but he just felt hopeless seeing her ignore him.“Holy shit!”Caden automatically lowered his ball cap and turned to his heels to walk away. But someone stepped before him, blocking his way.“You’re back.” A petite woman looked at him with awe.Familiarity struck him, her friendly face registering in his mind in an instant.“Eu
Marson arrived at Eunica’s house as well, just in time when Cassandra was having her tantrums. The kid was wailing, her voice came out like a roar, all because her favorite ceramic cup got broken.Eunica tried to calm her daughter as Gianna took care of the broken pieces scattered on the floor.“Hey, baby, it’s okay we’re gonna buy a new one,” Eunica tried to console her but to no avail. Cassandra started tapping on the keyboard and stomped her feet, tears falling down her chubby cheeks.Just then, Caden went to his feet and settled on the small mono block, his hands hovering the piano tiles. Gianna watched him, wondering what he was trying to do.Caden inhaled a lungful of air before his hands touched the keys, delicately and softly, like a peaceful shower rain. Melody started to echo, calming sound radiates at every tap of keys. The music sounded light-hearted, like a lullaby.Cassandra stopped crying in an instant, her eyes focused on Caden. She then walked toward him sobbing, paus
2019, South Ganuala.“Let’s do it,” Gianna whispered in between her heavy breaths.With eyes still closed, she could feel the rise and fall of his already bare chest, his muscled arms felt strong holding her up. She felt lightheaded, alcohol already taking effect, and she got too carefree whenever she was intoxicated.But her wanting to make love and bare herself to him had nothing to do with her being drunk. Gianna knew they had unfinished business and she had been imagining what it felt like to do it with him. Him- the superstar, the man every woman wanted. He had always been in the spotlight, as if he was born to bathe in it. Even in their high school years, almost all the female population in their school shadowed him, wanting to mingle in his circle.“Look at me,” he said, his voice a bit raspy and deep, enough to stir another sensation inside her. Goosebumps dotted her arms as heat warmed her cheeks.Gianna averted her eyes on him, looking at his solemn gaze. He kind of looked t
Gianna gazed down at her wrist, looking at the small tattoo she got in her teenage years. It was a dandelion, some of the seeds scattered as if blown by the wind, forming a small musical note. Nothing about the drawing was unique, as surely, a lot of women already had the same tattoo as hers now. She had been thinking about erasing it many times over but decided not to. The black ink looked good in her milky skin, but she would rather it stayed hidden.She was not someone who dwelled too much on regrets and easily went with the flow of life. She had enough share of dramas and troubles in her life, and now that she was about to turn twenty-nine, she suddenly felt like she wasted a lot of her time.Twenty-nine, jeez! Time went by too fast, she thought.Good thing was she got her mother’s genes, and even at her age now, she still looked a youthful twenty-five. She had long hair with big waves, falling just beneath her lower back. She had small frame, her face on a steady pensive mode and
Caden Vitaro was sitting silently inside the chairman’s office. His back resting on the couch, his legs crossed, his eyes closed. He looked solemn and at peace, a wireless earphones plugged in his ears, as if disturbing him would not be a good idea. The twenty-nine-year old man had grew his naturally wavy hair, but not long enough to tie it back. A subtle hint of stubble dotted his chin, adding edge to his jawline.Footsteps echoed but Caden was too lazy to compose himself.If he was being honest, he dragged himself to office today, just because it was the chairman who called for him. For the last three years, he barely left his house, letting his instruments and notepads untouched, unable to bring himself back into his own rhythm. He knew the chairman was already frustrated at his behavior, and maybe it was the reason he called him up.“How are you, Caden?” Mr. Roby’s voice got his attention, the old man’s voice still distinct and kind.Caden opened his eyes, gently removing his earp
Marson arrived at Eunica’s house as well, just in time when Cassandra was having her tantrums. The kid was wailing, her voice came out like a roar, all because her favorite ceramic cup got broken.Eunica tried to calm her daughter as Gianna took care of the broken pieces scattered on the floor.“Hey, baby, it’s okay we’re gonna buy a new one,” Eunica tried to console her but to no avail. Cassandra started tapping on the keyboard and stomped her feet, tears falling down her chubby cheeks.Just then, Caden went to his feet and settled on the small mono block, his hands hovering the piano tiles. Gianna watched him, wondering what he was trying to do.Caden inhaled a lungful of air before his hands touched the keys, delicately and softly, like a peaceful shower rain. Melody started to echo, calming sound radiates at every tap of keys. The music sounded light-hearted, like a lullaby.Cassandra stopped crying in an instant, her eyes focused on Caden. She then walked toward him sobbing, paus
Caden Vitaro had always been the guy who rarely show his real emotion. He had learned to wear a mask long before he became a public icon. As much as he wanted to rip out the façade he created to protect, not only himself, but his band members as well, he could not just walk away from it all. Unknowingly, he became a puppet of his own shadow. His own greed and selfishness. Maybe that was the reason why he was getting punished.And at the moment, punishment was seeing a friend slowly morphing into stranger.Caden pressed the red button to end the call. He watched as Gianna stared at her phone, with a stranger man beside her. Fight or flight? He wasn’t one to flee but he just felt hopeless seeing her ignore him.“Holy shit!”Caden automatically lowered his ball cap and turned to his heels to walk away. But someone stepped before him, blocking his way.“You’re back.” A petite woman looked at him with awe.Familiarity struck him, her friendly face registering in his mind in an instant.“Eu
It was a sunny day, her sixteenth birthday, when Gianna had a meltdown. Her life was in shambles and she was desperate trying to get away from, practically, everything bad that was happening in her life.Everything that has left in her was not right and she knew she was just running in circles, stuck in a nightmare loop. At sixteen, she wanted to disappear. Not the kind that she would be gone forever, though.Gianna just wanted to leave, to escape the town. To run away from her nightmares. Easier said than done. What a teenager like her could have done with an unstable mother and no support from her father? Part of her would always say to just suck it up and endure until graduation.And as if she was sucked into a soap opera, she heard a melody, forcefully grabbing her attention. She thought she was alone in the music practice room, after all, it was already after school hours.She bit back her sob and tried to catch her breath, legs pulled up to her chest. Goosebumps dotted her shoul
Caden was fresh from shower. His wet hair was slicked back, his muscle still sore from busting the gym after his encounter with Gianna.He suddenly felt elevated knowing she was still in town. That there was a friendly face he could see, a familiar warmth he could turn to. He had never been excited in three years, and for the first time, Caden felt like a boy all over again.“Sir?” Wency walked on the living room, his face looked frustrated. “Sean’s keep busting my phone asking for you. Said you’re not picking up his calls.”That was when Caden realized he didn’t have the phone with him.“I must have lost it,” he mumbled. “Is he on the line?”Wency handed him the mobile phone and quietly walked out.“Hey, Sean- ““Finally, Caden! What’s going on? What the hell’s wrong with you? I told you to contact me ASAP when you arrived. And that was yesterday!”He let out a sigh. “I’m fine.”“Well, I’m not!” his manager replied. There was a moment of silence. “Don’t do that to me again, okay? You
“Yanna?” Caden mumbled but clear enough for her to hear.Gianna blinked as the customer’s voice registered in her head instantly.She looked at him. A black hoodie over a white shirt and straight jeans, with stylish holes on the knees, familiarity clicked at once and she knew who he was.His name almost rolled off her mouth when she realized that Marson was still there, watching the awkward interaction.“You know him?” Marson asked, gesturing his hand toward Caden.She casted a look on Caden and what appeared to be his bodyguard. Gianna just nodded and softly nudged Marson toward the door.“He’s a friend. He’s fine. I’m sorry but can you tell Eunica I couldn’t make it tonight? I’m sure she’ll understand.”“What do you mean? You’re not going?” Marson looked like he wanted to protest.“Yes, I’m not,” she replied, still walking him out to the exit door.Marson looked utterly confused, his eyes kept on shifting to the customer, wondering why he looked mysterious and reserved. “Are you sur
Caden Vitaro was sitting silently inside the chairman’s office. His back resting on the couch, his legs crossed, his eyes closed. He looked solemn and at peace, a wireless earphones plugged in his ears, as if disturbing him would not be a good idea. The twenty-nine-year old man had grew his naturally wavy hair, but not long enough to tie it back. A subtle hint of stubble dotted his chin, adding edge to his jawline.Footsteps echoed but Caden was too lazy to compose himself.If he was being honest, he dragged himself to office today, just because it was the chairman who called for him. For the last three years, he barely left his house, letting his instruments and notepads untouched, unable to bring himself back into his own rhythm. He knew the chairman was already frustrated at his behavior, and maybe it was the reason he called him up.“How are you, Caden?” Mr. Roby’s voice got his attention, the old man’s voice still distinct and kind.Caden opened his eyes, gently removing his earp
Gianna gazed down at her wrist, looking at the small tattoo she got in her teenage years. It was a dandelion, some of the seeds scattered as if blown by the wind, forming a small musical note. Nothing about the drawing was unique, as surely, a lot of women already had the same tattoo as hers now. She had been thinking about erasing it many times over but decided not to. The black ink looked good in her milky skin, but she would rather it stayed hidden.She was not someone who dwelled too much on regrets and easily went with the flow of life. She had enough share of dramas and troubles in her life, and now that she was about to turn twenty-nine, she suddenly felt like she wasted a lot of her time.Twenty-nine, jeez! Time went by too fast, she thought.Good thing was she got her mother’s genes, and even at her age now, she still looked a youthful twenty-five. She had long hair with big waves, falling just beneath her lower back. She had small frame, her face on a steady pensive mode and
2019, South Ganuala.“Let’s do it,” Gianna whispered in between her heavy breaths.With eyes still closed, she could feel the rise and fall of his already bare chest, his muscled arms felt strong holding her up. She felt lightheaded, alcohol already taking effect, and she got too carefree whenever she was intoxicated.But her wanting to make love and bare herself to him had nothing to do with her being drunk. Gianna knew they had unfinished business and she had been imagining what it felt like to do it with him. Him- the superstar, the man every woman wanted. He had always been in the spotlight, as if he was born to bathe in it. Even in their high school years, almost all the female population in their school shadowed him, wanting to mingle in his circle.“Look at me,” he said, his voice a bit raspy and deep, enough to stir another sensation inside her. Goosebumps dotted her arms as heat warmed her cheeks.Gianna averted her eyes on him, looking at his solemn gaze. He kind of looked t