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Chapter 83 - Ryan
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2024-10-29 19:42:56~Ryan’s Point of View~
~Two Hours Ago~
What are the fucking chances that my dad gets a place in LA about twenty minutes from my Sadie? Impossible, you’d think. But after he conquered Chicago, Atlanta, Miami, New York … it seemed LA was next.
I’d never been out to see him since he moved. Well not while he was home. I’d gone several times when he wasn’t there to snoop around. I never trusted the bastard, not for a second. In all that time I never knew how close I was to Sadie, to my only love. Granted my father jetted between numerous cities, he was hardly ever in the same place for long. But still, it was a bit too weird to think he ended up going there and living so close to her. When I'd been forced to leave her I fully left her ... I didn't try to find her. I d
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