Chapter 85

AMELIA POV

I ran out is the throne room and tears began to flow down my face. I tried to hold it in but I couldn't even hold it in for long as all the tear poured and I tried to to cover my mouth just to silent it.

I can't continue doing this, I keep lying to alpha damien that in love him when I don't…yes I have affection for him but that love could never be like the one I felt for Luther, Alpha Damien kept asking me if I love him but I kept saying I love him when I don't.

I wish I could just truly love him but I couldn't do it.

walked sluggishly to my room and closed the door as I began to think about all what alpha Damien said, he kept mentioning my second chance mate coming back but I can't really agree to my mate ever coming back, what if he comes back and I hate him? What if I reject him because I have become too deeply in love with Luther.

But I won't want anyone to pass through the rejectioni had to pass through. I knew how much pain I held in the day kade rejected me and now I would have to do something like that to someone.

I can't do it, I heard a knock on my door and when I opened it, it was Luther…he smiled widely and motioned if I would let him, I thought about all what Alpah Damien had made me promise and that made me a bit hesitant.

But even if I didn't want to accept my feeling for him but I still felt so drawn to him and I couldn't control myself.

I opened the door widely and he walked in but still made sure to cross check before closing the door, even before I could say anything he pulled me in for a tight hug as he almost squeezed my bones to pieces.

“I have missed you so much Amelia, I can't believe my father had to send me all the way to that far district, it was so lonely and it felt like If I didn't see you I wont be able to breath well.” Luther said and yes i had missed him so badly I was now doubting myself because I was so scared of what Alpha Damien could possibly do to Luther because even if he turned me it wont be that much because I am used to all his torture but Luther would never be used to all the pain his father would cause to him.

“We should stop all these hidden things we do with each other and let's come clean, if we are ever given the privilege to love each other then we would love each other to death.” I whispered but he didn't even make any move like he didn't care.

“Why would you say something like that when you know how much I care about you, I can't let go of you not even for a second so please don't let us do that…give us more chance to truly love each other.” Luther whispered to me and I continued to pet him like I also didn't hear any of the things he said.

“Luther, Your father might just end up catching us yet again.” I said to Luther and out of stock he pulls away from the hug and smiles.

“Do you really feel threatened by him, what us I told you that we have an upper hand than him nut I am patiently waiting for the time to reach when I would be able to use this weapon against him.” Luther said to me and something about the way he sounded seemed so bold.

“Why would you have a secret weapon that would help us but you won't tell me and decide to keep it a secret.” I said to Luther.

“You don't know the reason why I can't tell you anything but I want you to know that I am protecting you in every way possible.” Luther said and I could feel his genuine he was and then I remembered how he acted earlier.

Flashback

I could remember vividly how he walked in looking very angry and was trying so hard to hide his anger.“Where have you been? I have been searching all over for you.”  I said and even though I was a bit shakened by all that was happening “I went for a little survey around the palace, and that reminds me, why haven’t you been trying to find your second chance mate even before I made you my Luna?” He said to me and I had to force a  smiled at him looking so innocently.

“I don’t think I would be fine if another mate rejects me…I might just end up killing myself and. Besides it was back then I really wanted to be with my mate but now I am much more content being with you.” I said but it was a huge lie even I was aware of  and that Made him smile all I needed to do was reassure him.

“Are you sure you love only me?” He said to me and I became a bit nervous and looked a bit shakened which made me know he was angry as I tried to keep cool but when I looked down to his hand and he was squeezing his handbaontigjtly I could see blood oozing out.

“Just don't be worried about that because I love you and of course I won't want anyone in my life but you alone.” I said despiteknowingbthatbhe could feel I was hesitant in my voice but he kept quiet and decided not to prolong the issue at all.

“I hope so, although I really believe everything you say I still hope you continue to love only me even when you find your second chance mate.” He said to me and just then Susan stopped eating and walked up to us and I was so shakened I couldn't move but stand up, he would kill Luther .