Chapter 114

Alpha Damein pov

She looked up at me after her rage And I couldn't help but get shakened, she was going to fall in love with Luther no matter how hard I try to stop it, it was in her eyes…he was her mate, how else had I expected to stop that, I couldn't stop them even if I tried.

But…..

But…i loved her, sincerely and not just because I couldn't have her as mine but because she was still reborn and I couldn't ever forget the woman i loved even more than myself.

Ashina…why would she be an identical copy with her mother, if u couldn't have her in this life then I don't think I would be having anyone else but her…but she died and left Amelia.

Amelia stared at me while breathing in and out heavily and I couldn't help but resent myself, I had promised myself to cherish ashina if ever I would get her back as mine but I still was unable to do something that simple.

I watched her tears drip and I couldn't help but slowly move up to her, what had even made me touch Isabelle when I had Amelia all to myself?

I touched her hand gently but she pushed mine away like she didn't need me even though she looked broken.

“Amelia, I am sorry.” I muttered to her which made her look up at me in surprise…yes…i had just apologized to her.

She was the only one who could make me.do something like that and that was why I could only love her.

She looked at me.a hit calmer than before and I couldn't help bit try my luck again for the send time. I pulled her in and kiss her cheek, she shivered in my arms and at that moment u was sure even Isabella understood that she had t walk away, as Isabella gently sneaked passed us.

I hugged her tightly to my body as she higher me even tighter, “I don't want you loving any other woman but me.” she muttered making my heart crush into pieces.

At that crucial moment I remembered the same word was said by Ashina.

I had always loved her with all my heart and did everything in my power just to make her see hi much I loved her but she had always loved Amelias father and even though it hurts so much, I couldn't help but realize I had no chance with her on the day I heard her and alpha Alken talking to each other in the garden.

“Why are you doing this? You know how much I love you but yet you still make us end up in such situations.” he had said to her as she weeped on his shoulder while he tried to calm her down…i stood there for almost an hour with a towel in my hand after wanting to calm her down but he was always one step ahead of me.

“Talk to me ashina.” she said to her as I knew what was going next but just behaved like I knew nothing.

“I don't want you loving any other woman but me.” she muttered and I felt my heart shatter, I and no hope with the only woman who had brought me from the dark and make me see the good in life and made me give living a second chance.

I don't think even Alpha Alken had loved Ashina the way I loved her at that time…i was ready to be a good and changed person just for her.

I recalled walking away from my hiding place and stomping away with rage…that was when my love for her changed to something different, I didn't want to be the pitiful one who kept falling in live but losing the woman even before the love story began.

I ended my relationship with Alpha Alken that data and made sure to make him regret taking what was mine.

After all the war and fight I had with him at that young age of men while just being the new king, it ended up going down the drain when I took Ashina as mine but force…it was.

It was…..

Too late, she was with child for someone else and aside her not being my mate which made it very hard for the council elders to accept her, there was no chance for me to be with someone who was pregnant with another alphas heir.

“I am pregnant and it's for the man I love, all the war!! Everything was just a waste for I can't be yours no matter what you do!!” I could remember Ashina words to me that day and at that moment I knew I really had to give up for good…

I freed her, to return to the only man she loved as she said to me but she has to give birth to the exact replica of herself.

I tapped Amelia back gentle as she higher me tightly and still shivered due to all the tears but she was slowly calming down. Then I remembered the first day I actually got to talk to Amelia.

I remembered watching Alpah Rozan taking her with him into the palace when she was just fine year's of age and how I had always attacked the little girl for five years until the day I heard that someone else had taken her in and I felt insecure that I might not see the again, so I followed the man and felt happy when I found out he was going to take fare of her…i had always gone there to check on her while pretending to be a random pack member… I remembered always watching her jovial character just like Ashina.

“Hi…can I give you a tour of the palace?” she said to me one of the days I came to visits, and when she smiled…i immediately knew its was Ashina reborn again.