Chapter 100

Luther pov

It can't be possible, she wouldnt have possible known about that?? I didn't tell her about anything or anyone…i didn't even let anyone know we were in anything.

“Why are you saying? What are you saying this? You were never my mate….you know more than anyone that i have been in search for a mate.” I said to her but she chuckled and moved closer to me. She smirked at me while not daring to break the glare.

“You knew about this from the very start and you can’t just pretend like you don’t know when you are more than aware of the truth.,.” She muttered and I couldn’t help but try to seem as cool as I could possibly be while trying to not break the stare between us.

“You are not my mate and you know, you know very much that you can’t be my mate, if you were my mate you should have felt it.” I said to her a bit nervously.

“Luther! You know more than anyone that my inner wolf is locked! It doesn’t function but yet you still blame it on me.” I stepped back after noticing the way she stared at me.

“Stop being so delusional, we have sex together doesn’t give you the right to claim to be my mate just by guessing.” I said to her with a much more fiercer voice and I could see she flinched a little like she wasn’t expecting me to attack back in that way…but I didn’t care and had to do what I had to do.

“Are you rubbing it all on my face now that we always had sex together?” She muttered abd even though I knew I wasn’t the kind of person who would use a ladies sexual weakness against her…I didn’t have a choice but to do it anyways

“Yes! You were just a sex toy and you should get a grip of yourself.” I said to her with a frown and I could see tears in her eyes.

“I thought you loved me?! I thought we were doing this out of pure love?” She questioned with tears flowing out of her eyes.

I felt so wretched by how she looked at me in disbelief but I knew I had to keep the act up if I wanted her to abstain from me and this was the only way.

“Haaa, you call the pure love?” I questioned before moving closer to her and smirked.

“You are very much aware that I knew you loved my father more? You think I didn’t know? Or should I guess you thought you were playing a fool on me!!” I yelled at her and even though it was just a pretense, I couldn’t help but still vent all my anger at her, the anger of having to push her away just not to punish her more.

Tears slowly began to stream down her face as she began to flinch slowly and I smile began to shake, I looked down at her hands and it was shaking.

“You can’t do this luther! How can you say it to my face that I never loved you? After all the things I had to risk for you and now you are saying all this?” She cried and I couldn’t look away or else she would find out it was slll nothing but a pretense.

“I also risked a lot for this fake love and I guess I was pushed to the edge and that is why I stoped now.” I lied while holding tightly to my trouser, if I didn’t grip on something tightly, sooner or later I would grip her tightly to my chest while apologizing.

Amelia bite her lips tightly clearly in regret to why she ever fell for me.

“The love I had for you and your father was clearly very much different and I want you to know that i had always love you…nothing could change that…ever!” She assured abd I could see it in her that she was being very serious with me but I still kept my cool,she needed to leave, she needed to stay far away from me if she really wanted to survive.

“You want me to live?” She asked after noticing I wasn’t saying anything to her.

“Yes..leave and never look back…don’t love me anymore and don’t ever be bothered about me, when you see passing juts behave like you didn’t see me and I would do the same.” I said and it hurted so much but I needed to confront my father, I knew as long as my father had so much superior over me…Amelia would never be mine, she would continue to only belong to my father and if possible I would never have a chance with my own mate. If I always have her in my grip then the determination that comes with knowing I am going to lose her is just going to vanish in a flash.

“You always loved my father and I had always kept quiet about it so at this stage I just wnat nothing but to stop pretending and keeping quiet while I watch you flirt and enjoy your days with my father.” I said to her and stared at her in disgust even though I didn’t feel anything of that sort.

“You would regret this Luther! I love you but you keep pushing me away!!!” She yelled while using her hand to hit me on the chance while I tried to sat and my ground but she kept doing it and it kept hurting me, not the pain of the hit but the intense ache my heart felt whenever she cried and now all her face was messed up with tears.

“You are not the real luther I knew, the real Luther I knew never differenciated because he didn’t love me, I know you love me and you are only just pretending.” She muttered and left.