“Sobrang hindi ko natanggap ang nangyari sa kapatid ko. Isang linggo matapos ang insidente ay sinabi nila sa aking hinalay din ako ng mga Alpha na g******a sa kakambal ko pero dahil hindi pa ako dumanas ng heat noon ay nawalan sila ng interes sa akin. Nahuli kaagad ng mga pulis ang tatlong Alpha at muntik pa silang mapatay ni Tou-chan. Hindi ko matanggap ang pagkawala ni Chiromi kaya makaraan ang isang buwan buhat noong mangyari ang insidente ay nagsimula akong kumilos at magsalita na parang si Chiromi. Nasaktan ang mga magulang ko at ilang beses akong sinabihang itigil na ito at ipagdasal na lamang ang kaluluwa ng aking kakambal pero hindi ko magawang matanggap na wala na ang pinakamamahal kong kapatid. Wala na si Chiromi. Wala na si Chiromi…”
Walang tigil na bumuhos ang mga luha ko hanggang sa huli. I couldn’t explain how much it affected me. Usually, hindi ako ganoon ka-drama when it comes to someone’s death but when I heard Chihiro’s past, I couldn’t believe that someonLet me know your reactions on this chapter :)
AKIISANG malalim at dismayadong buntong-hininga ang pinakawalan ko sa kasagsagan ng umaga habang nakatingin sa malayo. Kasalukuyan akong umiinom ng kape habang nakatayo malapit sa desk ni Chihiro.Napaigtad naman ako nang bumukas ang pinto ng clinic at ang malapad na ngiting aso niya kaagad ang una kong napansin. “Good morning, Izumi-sensei!” Maligalig at puno ng enerhiyang bati nito sa akin at lalo akong napabuntong-hininga.[How should I put this? Ever since that day that we had sex… uh…]┅┅┅┅┅┅┅༻❁༺┅┅┅┅┅┅┅[FLASHBACK]“Hmm? Something really smells in here!” Sabay kaming napabalikwas ng bangon ni Chihiro nang marinig namin ang malakas na boses ng kanyang ama.“T-Tou-chan?!” gulat na bulalas ni Chihiro at nahihiya pang tinakpan ang lantad niyang pagkalalake gamit ang hawak niyang unan. “Akala ko ba ay hindi pa kayo babalik kaagad?”“Oh? Naging emosiyonal kasi ang mama mo so we decided to go back immediately,” nakangiti namang tugon ng kanyang ama bago na
Bigla na lamang akong napatingin kay Chihiro at laking pagtataka ko nang makita sa mukha niya ang gulat habang titig na titig ito sa lalaki. “Why are you here?!” inis kong buska sa lalaki nang ituon kong muli ang atensiyon ko sa kanya habang nakakuyom ang mga kamay ko sa inis. Ngumiti naman siya sa pagkakataong ito but he still looked intimidating to me bago ako sinagot, “Remember the unused room sa may likod? I will be using it from now on. I’ll start working here, Izumi Aki.” “Wha—?!” Hindi ko magawang ipagpatuloy ang nais kong sabihin nang sumilay sa mga labi niya ang tuwa na may halong kalaswaan. I was about to ask him something when he walked away from me and went to Chihiro instead. He reached out his hand to my secretary before saying, “Hi. I am Arisawa Jirou.” Pagpapakilala nito sabay inabot ang kanyang kamay kay Chihiro. Kahit hindi ako ang kausap niya ay randam na ramdam ko ang tensiyong unti-unting namuo sa pagitan nilang dalawa. Hindi ko alam kung bak
AKI “WHERE the fuck do you think you’re touching?” inis na mura ko kay Jirou nang minasahe nito ang aking likuran matapos siyang pumasok sa opisina ko ng walang paalam. “I am touching your butt,” pilosopo naman niyang tugon at pinagpatuloy ang kanyang ginagawa, not minding that I was busy finding some liquid Omega suppressants. “Kapag nabasag ang mga bote dito ihahampas ko ang mga bubog sa pagmumukha mo,” inis kong banta sa kanya pero hindi natinag si Jirou. “Aki—” “Stop being so familiar with me! We’re not even friends!” pasinghal kong putol sa kanya. “I never gave you the permission to call me by my given name!” “But I like calling you ‘Aki’,” katuwiran naman niya at bahagya akong idiniin sa shelf kung saan ko tinatago ang mga liquid form suppressants at iba pa. “Ngh!” impit kong pakli at siniko siya. “Get away from me, you pervert!” “Oh? Why are you so hasty? You act like an Omega who just made a pair with some Alpha,” mangha niyang tu
AKI “NGH! Aah…” I painfully moaned when Jirou thrusted deeper into my insides. He then inserted two fingers inside my mouth while pounding me from behind, making me muffle my moans. “You’re so sensitive today, Aki. Dahil ba ito kay Hanamichi-kun?” nakangising bulong ni Jirou sa akin at mas nilakasan ang paggalaw niya sa loob ko. “Mmgh!” I groaned and forcefully pushed his fingers out from my mouth and growled at him. “Stop mentioning his name!” “Oh?” he snickered. “But you get tighter when I say his name,” naaaliw nitong saad at mas diniinan ang pagbayo niya sa akin. “Aah!” A loud gasp escaped my mouth as I buried my face against the sheets. “Fuck you, Arisawa.” Jirou chuckled in total amusement and pulled me closer to him, making his dick glide into my most deepest parts. That made me moan again because of the sudden pleasure that he gave me. “You really are interesting. Good thing I found you,” nasisiyahan nitong wika. And just like that, Jirou laughed
AKIHINDI ko alam kung gaano katagal akong umiyak sa mga bisig ni Chihiro. Pagdilat ko ng aking mga mata ay umaga na.[I ended up crying myself to sleep last night, huh?]Chihiro didn’t wake me up so I had to get out of his room and find him. I heard faint noises from a distance as I walked farther from the room. “Chihiro…?” I softly called out his name while rubbing my right eye a little bit. My eyes were all fuzzy probably because I cried for too long.Napaigtad naman si Chihiro sa pagsulpot ko at muntik pa nitong mabitawan ang hawak-hawak niyang sandok. Balisa siyang lumingon sa gawi ko habang namumula ang mukha. “Sensei? Gising ka na pala? Bakit hindi mo ‘ko tinawag kaagad?” Sa halip na sagutin siya ay natuon ang pansin ko sa kanyang ginagawa.[Is he cooking? For real?] I thought to myself at doon ko lang nasimulang maamoy ang mabangong aroma ng bagong pinakuluang kape at kakaluto lang na longganisa at fried eggs na nakahanda na sa mesa.“You can cook?” I a
AKI THINGS have been awkward since I went to Chihiro’s place. I was the one who initiated to give him a blowjob because I became horny all of a sudden but then… [Why am I the one avoiding him?] I thought to myself while taking quick glances at my innocent assistant. Kasalukuyan nitong kausap ang isa sa mga kliyente ko. Kakatapos ko lang magbigay ng prescribed medicines sa isang buntis na male Omega at kinukonsulta niya ngayon si Chihiro kung may available stock kami ng kailangan niyang gamot. I’m sure we did at mukhang nagkaintindihan sila ng aking assistant dahil tila napatagal ang pag-uusap nila. They were both Omegas. Chihiro must be aware of the consequences of becoming pregnant especially when you are a male Omega. Mas maselan magbuntis ang mga lalaking Omega. Although Alpha and Beta males could also get pregnant, mas mataas pa rin ang fertility rate ng mga Omegas — both males and females — kaya naman malaki ang papel nila sa mga Alpha na nangangailangan ng
After that, Jirou took off without saying another word. Sure, he said a lot of awful things to me at the end but part of me couldn’t hate him fully. They were mean, hurtful words but I knew that he was bluffing. When I used him to lash out my emotions and forget my unrequited love for Kicchan, I could feel his warmth. He didn’t say anything but he held me so tight through all those nights and made me feel loved; at least he did try. But things were different now. In the end, we both knew that this kind of relationship was fruitless. We would just end up hurting each other. This made me realize that Jirou was indeed in love with me all along. How could I not notice? He was the only Alpha who stayed by my side when I decided to cut ties with the others. The hate he was feeling now was because I wasn’t able to see through his true feelings. I did the same thing as Kicchan — only I took a person for granted. “I’m sorry, Jirou,” I whispered to myself and clenched my fists.
KAZUKI [Special POV] “SHIMADA-SA~N! Ayaw na ni Izumi-sensei sa ‘kin! Uwaaah~!” bumubulahaw na iyak ni Hanamichi-kun sa harap ng couch namin habang nakaluhod ito. “So… Why me?” I asked in confusion. I was surprised myself when Hanamichi-kun showed up at our house earlier. I had no idea how he knew our address but what’s more surprising was that when he told me that Aki fired him. Hanamichi-kun sniffed and tried to wipe off his tears, the pain and regret was written all over his face. “Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin, Shimada-san. Ikaw lang ang alam kong pwedeng lapitan,” he said and bawled like a child again. “It’s ‘Okuda-san’ (my new surname), Hanamichi-kun. But you can call me ‘Kazuki-san’ if you want,” pagtatama ko sa kanya bago bumuntong-hininga. “Did he tell you his reasons?” I asked calmly. Hanamichi-kun shook his head sideways several times and then went on crying. I knew Aki could be really childish sometimes but to actually fire his sole secretary an
My muffled moaning resonated in the whole room. I could clearly hear the weird sounds of our bodily fluids as Chihiro thrusted his way into me. He was trying his utter best to be gentle, but he was just longing as I was. “Aki-san,” Chihiro half whispered to my ear before leaning closer to me. He entered me with my back entirely exposed to him, so I couldn’t see what expression he was making. Talking to me like that was a killer move. “Aki-san, masakit ba? Kanina pang magkasalubong ang mga kilay mo,” he commented, slowly gliding his huge thing inside me. 「You dare ask me that kahit na sige ka pa rin sa paggalaw?!」 Inis kong turan sa isipan. “Don’t ask me that after you keep on doing that!” anas ko sa kanya. I tried to cover my flushed face with our blanket to hide my own embarassment. “Eh?” Lutang nitong ani. Pero salungat naman ang ginawa ng kanyang katawan dahil lalo ko lamang naramdaman ang unti-unting pagpasok ng kanyang dinadala. “Chihiro, you’re so—Uh!”
AKI “AKI-SAN, may hindi ka ba sinasabi sa ‘kin?” “Huh…?” My jaw dropped when Chihiro asked such question so suddenly. Patulog na sana kami. He clenched his fists before trying to ask me the same question, “May hindi ka ba sinasabi sa ‘kin?” “What do you mean?” kunot-noo kong tanong namn sa kanya. “Alam kong alam mo ang tinutukoy ko, Aki-san!” Chihiro slightly raised his voice but when he saw that I flinched to that sudden change of tone, he immediately went back to his calm voice.“Aki-san, naikulong na ang muntik mang-rape sa ‘kin pero pakiramdam ko ay may nalalaman kang hindi mo sinasabi sa akin. Napapansin ko sa mga kakatwa mong galaw. Hindi ko alam kung paano mo siya nahanap pero malabong gano’n kadali susuko ang isang Alpha na kagaya niya,” he said with a pained expression. “Chihiro…” I tried to reach out for his cheek to caress them mabilis na umilag si Chihiro. “May tinatago ka na naman sa ‘kin, Aki-san,” kumbinsido nitong ani. Then, droplet
“Hey, you.” The guy stopped from his tracks upon hearing me call him out. He turned his head towards me and gave me this bored look. “What now?” “Those scars… Who gave them to you?” I curiously asked. He raised an eyebrow before replying to me, “Why so suddenly interested in them?” I gritted my teeth. I had no solid proof yet if this bastard was really the one who hurt Chihiro but my guts were telling me to interrogate him. “Just answer me,” I insisted. “I got them from my supposedly fated pair. Man, I was told he was an unusual Omega but I did not expect him to be that strong. You know—Ack!” Hindi natapos ang lalaki sa pagsasalita dahil bigla ko na lang itong patulak na kinaladkad hanggang sa mauntog ang ulo ang niya sa pader. “…the hell’s wrong with you?!” “Was it you who attacked Chihiro that night?!” I snapped at him at napatingin ang mga tao sa amin. I totally forgot that we were in public. “What? A fight?” “What are they doing?
AKI Jirou was out of his fucking mind. Just what was he thinking the other day? 「Making me attend whatever they call this bullshit Alpha and Omega blind dates… Just what the fuck is wrong with that Jirou?」Inis kong reklamo sa aking isipan. ━━━━━━ ◦ ❖ ◦ ━━━━━━「FLASHBACK」 “Why should I attend that bullshit?!” galit kong singhal kay Jirou. “You want to announce your clear intentions of claiming Chihiro as yours, right?” “Well, yes but—!” “This is the only way, Aki,” putol ni Jirou sa akin. He was dead serious about it. “I already went to Chihiro’s workplace and asked his workmates there pero wala silang ideya kung sino ang lalaki. If that bastard is still single then the only way I can think of na posible mo siyang makita ay sa pamamagitan lang ng pagpunta mo sa event.” “Honestly, I have no idea how hard it is for someone to meet their fated pair in an inconvenient timing and place,” pag-aamin ko habang nakakuyom ang aking mga ka
“Have a seat,” Jirou formally offered and I simply replied with a nod. When Jirou told me that he wanted to help me out, I didn’t expect him to invite me over to his place. Sure, we had a history but he never invited me over. Going here was really awkward but the two of us had already moved on and I told Kicchan about my plans in case Chihiro started to worry about me again. And also, my curiosity got fixated on the young fellow sitting across me. Jirou left for a while to get something from his room and this guy was already sitting here before I even arrived. Our eyes met. I kept still and didn’t avoid eye contact but the other guy felt intimidation towards me. Did Jirou even tell him about our past? “What’s your name?” I casually asked the fidgety guy and he was startled. “Chisato… desu,” he shyly answered and averted his eyes from me. 「Chisato, huh? I’ve never seen him in the neighborhood. Can’t even remember if he went to my clinic before,」I thought
AKIBRUISES all over his body, his face covered in blood, and his clothes all worn out — I was stunned when a wounded Chihiro came home that night.Not only he was unconscious, what shocked me too was the fact that the person who brought him was Arisawa Jirou.“Who the fuck did this to him?!” Galit kong tanong sa ‘king sarili habang mahigpit na nakakuyom ang mga kamay ko.Earlier, I had the scariest day of my life happening right in front of me. I always knew the dangers that Omegas might face but I never imagined it to happen to Chihiro. Nagdalawang-isip akong papasukin si Jirou sa bahay but he seemed like he had a tough fight just to send Chihiro home. In order not to scare the kids, I immediately contacted Chihiro’s parents and asked them to look for the twins until Chihiro’s heat was over and after I took care of everything else. Normally, Chihiro should be hurried to the hospital but because he was in heat, bringing him there would on
“…kun?” “…hiro?” “Gumising ka, Chihiro-kun.” Pagmulat ko ng aking mga mata ay nag-aalalang mukha ng mga kasama ko ang sumalubong sa ‘kin. Bakas sa mga ekspresiyon nito na may nangyaring hindi kaaya-aya. “Ano po’ng nangyari, Souma-san?” nanghihina kong tanong. Nang lingunin ko ang paligid, nasa staff room kami. “Nawalan ka ng malay, Chihiro-kun,” si Teruma-san ang sumagot sa akin. Kahit ramdam ko pa rin ang pagkahilo ay pinilit kong tumayo. Hindi ako naging matagumpay dahil nawala rin kaagad ang balanse ko at muntik akong matumba sa sahig pero mabilis akong nasalo ni Souma-san. “Magpahinga ka muna, Chihiro-kun,” aniya Souma-san habang inalalayan akong umupo. “Ano’ng nangyari sa ‘yo, Chihiro?” kabadong tanong ni Touya at halos mangiyak-ngiyak itong nakatitig sa ‘kin. “Kasalanan ko ba?” Umiling ako. “Hindi,” mabilis kong tanggi. “Iyong customer…” Nang maalala ko ang nangyari kanina ay napasuka na lang akong bigla at nagulat sila. “
TRIGGER WARNING: Sensitive content ahead. Read at your own risk. CHIHIRO ISANG taon na ang lumipas mula noong maipanganak sina Akira at Misaki. Mabilis din nabawi ni Aki-san ang kanyang lakas at masaya naming pinapalaki ang mga anak namin ngayon. At bukod doon, nagawa na naming bumukod ng tirahan. Maliit lang ang bahay pero sakto lang bilang simula ng aming munting pamilya. Pamins-minsan ay nagpupunta si Ma-chan dito kapag nasa trabaho ako upang alalayan si Aki-san sa pagbabantay ng mga bata. Makukulit na sila at doble pa iyon. Tungkol naman sa pagiging mates namin… magpahanggang ngayon ay hindi pa namin pinag-uusapan ang tungkol sa bagay na iyon. Ilang beses kong binalak itanong kay Aki-san ang tungkol dito pero natatakot ako sa maaari niyang isagot. Ramdam ko naman na may puwang na ako sa kanyang puso pero hindi ko pa rin maiwasang hindi mag-alala lalo pa at may mga bata kaming kasama. Hangga’t nananatili kaming ordinaryong partners, hindi ako mapapanatag.
AKI EVERYTHING has been peaceful without Jirou in the picture. My pregnancy has been going well and our twins were getting more lively as my due date was coming near. Both Chihiro and I are looking forward to meeting them. And so are their future grandparents. “Aki-san, may naiisip ka na bang ipangalan sa mga anak natin?” Chihiro suddenly opened up. Napatitig naman ako sa kanya. “Why so sudden?” I asked na medyo natatawa. Kinamot ni Chihiro ang kanyang batok bago siya sumagot, “W-wala lang, Aki-san. Parang gusto ko na silang bigyan ng pangalan ngayon pa lang,” he reasoned out. Last month, I already had an ultrasound check-up and we found out that we were expecting a girl and a boy. That made Chihiro so excited and frantic, at the same time. Halos hindi na ito makatulog sa gabi kakabantay sa akin dahil kabuwanan ko na. He would follow me wherever I go. He would even watch out for my diet and the things that might cause strain on my body. Ever since t