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AKI I AM still baffled by the fact that I became pregnant. I mean… I wasn’t expecting it at all! Since the day we knew that I was growing another being inside my belly, Chihiro decided to take me to his place — to keep watch on me and make sure that I would not get stressed again. Muntik akong makunan noong isinugod nila ako sa ospital nitong nakaraang linggo. Part of it was because of the early pregnancy symptoms I was experiencing and the majority was due to lack of sleep and stress that I went through because Chihiro and I had a big fight. Thinking back, I didn’t become pregnant when we first had sex and he was in heat that time but why for the second time? “Sensei, pasok ka. Maupo ka muna, ha? Ipaghahanda kita ng makakain at maiinom,” Chihiro offered with such care, even holding my hand to assist me. [Nabuntis lang ako, hindi napilay,] I sighed to that sarcastic thought just now. I knew I’m an irate person but these past few days, my irritability became m
AKI IT’S BEEN now a week since Chihiro and I started living with his parents. Sa edad naming ito, nakakahiya at hindi ko maipaliwanag ang pagkabalisa ko. Maraming maaaring mangyari. Alam kong nag-aalala lang naman sila sa kalagayan ko at mas marami na silang napagdaanan na problema pagdating sa pagkakaroon ng mate at anak pero hindi ko maiwasang maasiwa sa tuwing kausap ko si Hiromi-san. Bilang isang kapwa Alpha, I could still feel his reluctance towards me and my feelings for his son. Well… he should be. I haven’t even admitted what I really felt towards Chihiro and what’s worst is that we’re now expecting a child. “Pasensiya ka na talaga kay Hiromi, Izumi-san,” biglang paumanhin sa akin ni Chidori-san nang mapuna nito na mukhang malalim ang iniisip ko. Nakita niya akong nakatulala habang nakaupo sa sofa ng kanilang sala. Kasalukuyang nasa labas si Chihiro at inaasikaso ang mini garden ng kanyang ina. Napansin ko rin na naging madalas ang pag-aalala sa akin ni C
[What the hell am I saying?]“Eh?” “Stop touching it,” I demanded na may halong galit sa boses ko. But the truth was I wanted him to keep touching it and sweet talk to me like this. “Aki-san, may masakit ba sa ‘yo?” he slightly panicked and stopped hugging me and tried to make me face him. [Just stop talking and—] “…kiss me already,” I muttered. “Huh?” The idiotic giant tilted his head to the side, not sure what I was trying to say. “Why are you so dumb? I really hate that part of you,” I said in irritation and grabbed-hold the back of his neck. “Come here,” I uttered and pulled him towards me, making our lips touch. Chihiro was surprised but he responded to my kiss still with care and tried not to put his weight against me. Me, on the other hand, wrapped my arms around his neck to prevent him from letting go. “…san,” he breathed between our kisses and looked at me in the eyes with such passion. “Okay lang ba?” I chuckled. How cute. “Just shut
AKI JUST when I was about to go out with Chihiro today, I got an unexpected call from a person whom I’m very familiar with. “H-hello?” I answered in a very hesitant and shivering voice. “Aki? Aki, is that you?” The voice from the other line asked. It belonged to a woman’s. “I’ve been trying to contact you for a while now but I can’t seem to reach. How are you doing?” [Ah. I should be delighted that she sounded worried but why am I having a mental breakdown right now?] I thought to myself while trying to hide my uneasiness. “I…” I uttered and subconsciously glanced at Chihiro that was patiently waiting for me to finish my call. “I’m fine… mom.” Just calling her ‘mom’ almost made me want to vomit. I couldn’t take any more of this conversation. My parents don’t usually contact me like this unless they wanted to demand something for me. “Good. Your father and I have already talked about some important matters. Aki… it’s about time—” The next words she spo
“Kicchan is not a slut!” I finally snapped. Lahat sila ay napatingin sa gawi ko. “And he was a first born! It was his parents that failed to notice that their son was not an Alpha and neglected him after knowing the truth!” sigaw ko sa kanila. “Aki-san,” Chihiro called out to me and tried to calm me down. “Pinapunta niyo lang ba ako dito para marinig ang mga pang-iinsulto niyo sa ibang tao?!” buska ko sa aking mga magulang. They didn’t even falter by how I acted. “Wala kayong alam kung ano ang pinagdaanan ni Kicchan bago niya nahanap ang Alpha na nakatadhana para sa kanya. Madaling sabihin na isa lamang siyang Omega dahil wala kayo sa posisyon niya! Kahit kailan, hindi naging mababa ang tingin ko sa kanya dahil lamang sa hindi kami parehong Alpha. Kung tutuusin, mas lalo akong humanga sa kanya noong lumaban siya hanggang sa huli! Wala kayong karapatan na pagsalitaan ng masama si Kicchan!” I bursted into tears. [Ah. Come to think it, I think I haven’t told Chihiro yet
AKI “WHAT’S the meaning of this, Chihiro?” kaagad kong tanong sa kanya nang makarating na kami sa sinabi nito na pupuntahan namin. It was supposed to be right after we encountered my parents pero kinabukasan ay wala akong ganang gumawa ng kahit ano kaya hinayaan muna ako ni Chihiro. “Mamamasyal tayo, Aki-san!” nakangiting sagot naman ng baliw. “And why is Kicchan here also?” I asked with a disturbed facial expression. “Ako ang nag-imbita sa kanya!” masayang sagot ni Chihiro. “How have you been, Aki?” asked Kicchan with a smile. He was carrying baby Yuuki with him. “Goo~” Yuuki uttered and reached out his hand as if he’s waving hello to me. “Hindi ka ba masaya, Aki-san?” nagsimulang mag-alala si Chihiro nang makita na hindi napawi ang tila pagkainis ko. “No, it’s not like that but…” I said and looked at the person that was standing right next to Kicchan. “Why am I also here?” It was Okuda who finally said what I wanted to say. “Exactly!” I
I thought we were going straight home after a whole day of strolling in the mall but… “Isn’t this a motel?” I asked with a blank expression. Chihiro on the other hand was beaming with delight and excitement, simply locking the door to our room. “Nagpaalam ako sa mga magulang ko, Aki-san,” he reasoned out before taking off his jacket. “Okay but… why are we here in the first place?” I asked again in an uncomfortable tone. “Gusto kong masolo ka ulit, Aki-san,” he admitted without hesitation. “Saan ka kumuha ng pambayad dito, Chihiro? I fired you, remember? You’re practically jobless. Please don’t tell me that you borrowed money from your pa—” “May ipon ako, Aki-san,” putol nito sa akin. “Huwag kang mag-alala. Pinag-isipan ko ito nang mabuti.” [Stop looking so ridiculously serious. It’s creeping me out!] I shouted in my mind. Napaatras naman ako ng kaunti nang humakbang palapit sa ‘kin si Chihiro. Was it because we’re the only ones inside this room that I
CHIHIRO NAKAYA kong mapalayo kay Aki-san at nakahanap ng disenteng trabaho at sa hindi pagmamayabang pero may konti na akong naipon para sa magiging anak namin. Excited na ako sa ideya na magkakaroon na kami ng anak pero may parte pa rin ng kalooban ko ang natatakot. Bukod sa hindi pa kami mates, hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin lubos na sigurado si Aki-san sa nararamdaman niya para sa ‘kin. Naiintindihan ko na baka natatakot lang siya na hindi magiging maganda o positibo ang kalalabasan ng relasiyon namin kaya naman ganoon na lamang siya ka-undecided. Mahal ko si Aki-san, sobra. At handa akong gawin ang lahat mapatunayan ko lamang iyon sa kanya. Kahit magmukha pa akong tanga sa harap ng maraming tao ay tatanggapin ko kung iyon lang ang tanging paraan para mapagaan ko ang loob niya at tuluyan na niyang ipagkatiwala sa akin ang kanyang puso. Laking pasasalamat ko nga dahil nakaagapay sa akin ang mga magulang ko. Strikto si Tou-chan pero alam kong ginagawa niya lang
My muffled moaning resonated in the whole room. I could clearly hear the weird sounds of our bodily fluids as Chihiro thrusted his way into me. He was trying his utter best to be gentle, but he was just longing as I was. “Aki-san,” Chihiro half whispered to my ear before leaning closer to me. He entered me with my back entirely exposed to him, so I couldn’t see what expression he was making. Talking to me like that was a killer move. “Aki-san, masakit ba? Kanina pang magkasalubong ang mga kilay mo,” he commented, slowly gliding his huge thing inside me. 「You dare ask me that kahit na sige ka pa rin sa paggalaw?!」 Inis kong turan sa isipan. “Don’t ask me that after you keep on doing that!” anas ko sa kanya. I tried to cover my flushed face with our blanket to hide my own embarassment. “Eh?” Lutang nitong ani. Pero salungat naman ang ginawa ng kanyang katawan dahil lalo ko lamang naramdaman ang unti-unting pagpasok ng kanyang dinadala. “Chihiro, you’re so—Uh!”
AKI “AKI-SAN, may hindi ka ba sinasabi sa ‘kin?” “Huh…?” My jaw dropped when Chihiro asked such question so suddenly. Patulog na sana kami. He clenched his fists before trying to ask me the same question, “May hindi ka ba sinasabi sa ‘kin?” “What do you mean?” kunot-noo kong tanong namn sa kanya. “Alam kong alam mo ang tinutukoy ko, Aki-san!” Chihiro slightly raised his voice but when he saw that I flinched to that sudden change of tone, he immediately went back to his calm voice.“Aki-san, naikulong na ang muntik mang-rape sa ‘kin pero pakiramdam ko ay may nalalaman kang hindi mo sinasabi sa akin. Napapansin ko sa mga kakatwa mong galaw. Hindi ko alam kung paano mo siya nahanap pero malabong gano’n kadali susuko ang isang Alpha na kagaya niya,” he said with a pained expression. “Chihiro…” I tried to reach out for his cheek to caress them mabilis na umilag si Chihiro. “May tinatago ka na naman sa ‘kin, Aki-san,” kumbinsido nitong ani. Then, droplet
“Hey, you.” The guy stopped from his tracks upon hearing me call him out. He turned his head towards me and gave me this bored look. “What now?” “Those scars… Who gave them to you?” I curiously asked. He raised an eyebrow before replying to me, “Why so suddenly interested in them?” I gritted my teeth. I had no solid proof yet if this bastard was really the one who hurt Chihiro but my guts were telling me to interrogate him. “Just answer me,” I insisted. “I got them from my supposedly fated pair. Man, I was told he was an unusual Omega but I did not expect him to be that strong. You know—Ack!” Hindi natapos ang lalaki sa pagsasalita dahil bigla ko na lang itong patulak na kinaladkad hanggang sa mauntog ang ulo ang niya sa pader. “…the hell’s wrong with you?!” “Was it you who attacked Chihiro that night?!” I snapped at him at napatingin ang mga tao sa amin. I totally forgot that we were in public. “What? A fight?” “What are they doing?
AKI Jirou was out of his fucking mind. Just what was he thinking the other day? 「Making me attend whatever they call this bullshit Alpha and Omega blind dates… Just what the fuck is wrong with that Jirou?」Inis kong reklamo sa aking isipan. ━━━━━━ ◦ ❖ ◦ ━━━━━━「FLASHBACK」 “Why should I attend that bullshit?!” galit kong singhal kay Jirou. “You want to announce your clear intentions of claiming Chihiro as yours, right?” “Well, yes but—!” “This is the only way, Aki,” putol ni Jirou sa akin. He was dead serious about it. “I already went to Chihiro’s workplace and asked his workmates there pero wala silang ideya kung sino ang lalaki. If that bastard is still single then the only way I can think of na posible mo siyang makita ay sa pamamagitan lang ng pagpunta mo sa event.” “Honestly, I have no idea how hard it is for someone to meet their fated pair in an inconvenient timing and place,” pag-aamin ko habang nakakuyom ang aking mga ka
“Have a seat,” Jirou formally offered and I simply replied with a nod. When Jirou told me that he wanted to help me out, I didn’t expect him to invite me over to his place. Sure, we had a history but he never invited me over. Going here was really awkward but the two of us had already moved on and I told Kicchan about my plans in case Chihiro started to worry about me again. And also, my curiosity got fixated on the young fellow sitting across me. Jirou left for a while to get something from his room and this guy was already sitting here before I even arrived. Our eyes met. I kept still and didn’t avoid eye contact but the other guy felt intimidation towards me. Did Jirou even tell him about our past? “What’s your name?” I casually asked the fidgety guy and he was startled. “Chisato… desu,” he shyly answered and averted his eyes from me. 「Chisato, huh? I’ve never seen him in the neighborhood. Can’t even remember if he went to my clinic before,」I thought
AKIBRUISES all over his body, his face covered in blood, and his clothes all worn out — I was stunned when a wounded Chihiro came home that night.Not only he was unconscious, what shocked me too was the fact that the person who brought him was Arisawa Jirou.“Who the fuck did this to him?!” Galit kong tanong sa ‘king sarili habang mahigpit na nakakuyom ang mga kamay ko.Earlier, I had the scariest day of my life happening right in front of me. I always knew the dangers that Omegas might face but I never imagined it to happen to Chihiro. Nagdalawang-isip akong papasukin si Jirou sa bahay but he seemed like he had a tough fight just to send Chihiro home. In order not to scare the kids, I immediately contacted Chihiro’s parents and asked them to look for the twins until Chihiro’s heat was over and after I took care of everything else. Normally, Chihiro should be hurried to the hospital but because he was in heat, bringing him there would on
“…kun?” “…hiro?” “Gumising ka, Chihiro-kun.” Pagmulat ko ng aking mga mata ay nag-aalalang mukha ng mga kasama ko ang sumalubong sa ‘kin. Bakas sa mga ekspresiyon nito na may nangyaring hindi kaaya-aya. “Ano po’ng nangyari, Souma-san?” nanghihina kong tanong. Nang lingunin ko ang paligid, nasa staff room kami. “Nawalan ka ng malay, Chihiro-kun,” si Teruma-san ang sumagot sa akin. Kahit ramdam ko pa rin ang pagkahilo ay pinilit kong tumayo. Hindi ako naging matagumpay dahil nawala rin kaagad ang balanse ko at muntik akong matumba sa sahig pero mabilis akong nasalo ni Souma-san. “Magpahinga ka muna, Chihiro-kun,” aniya Souma-san habang inalalayan akong umupo. “Ano’ng nangyari sa ‘yo, Chihiro?” kabadong tanong ni Touya at halos mangiyak-ngiyak itong nakatitig sa ‘kin. “Kasalanan ko ba?” Umiling ako. “Hindi,” mabilis kong tanggi. “Iyong customer…” Nang maalala ko ang nangyari kanina ay napasuka na lang akong bigla at nagulat sila. “
TRIGGER WARNING: Sensitive content ahead. Read at your own risk. CHIHIRO ISANG taon na ang lumipas mula noong maipanganak sina Akira at Misaki. Mabilis din nabawi ni Aki-san ang kanyang lakas at masaya naming pinapalaki ang mga anak namin ngayon. At bukod doon, nagawa na naming bumukod ng tirahan. Maliit lang ang bahay pero sakto lang bilang simula ng aming munting pamilya. Pamins-minsan ay nagpupunta si Ma-chan dito kapag nasa trabaho ako upang alalayan si Aki-san sa pagbabantay ng mga bata. Makukulit na sila at doble pa iyon. Tungkol naman sa pagiging mates namin… magpahanggang ngayon ay hindi pa namin pinag-uusapan ang tungkol sa bagay na iyon. Ilang beses kong binalak itanong kay Aki-san ang tungkol dito pero natatakot ako sa maaari niyang isagot. Ramdam ko naman na may puwang na ako sa kanyang puso pero hindi ko pa rin maiwasang hindi mag-alala lalo pa at may mga bata kaming kasama. Hangga’t nananatili kaming ordinaryong partners, hindi ako mapapanatag.
AKI EVERYTHING has been peaceful without Jirou in the picture. My pregnancy has been going well and our twins were getting more lively as my due date was coming near. Both Chihiro and I are looking forward to meeting them. And so are their future grandparents. “Aki-san, may naiisip ka na bang ipangalan sa mga anak natin?” Chihiro suddenly opened up. Napatitig naman ako sa kanya. “Why so sudden?” I asked na medyo natatawa. Kinamot ni Chihiro ang kanyang batok bago siya sumagot, “W-wala lang, Aki-san. Parang gusto ko na silang bigyan ng pangalan ngayon pa lang,” he reasoned out. Last month, I already had an ultrasound check-up and we found out that we were expecting a girl and a boy. That made Chihiro so excited and frantic, at the same time. Halos hindi na ito makatulog sa gabi kakabantay sa akin dahil kabuwanan ko na. He would follow me wherever I go. He would even watch out for my diet and the things that might cause strain on my body. Ever since t