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CHAPTER 44: A COOLER MEMORY
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WITH ALL MY LIVES CHAPTER 45: OLDEST VAMPIRE ALIVE
There was a short period of silence. Elijah doesn’t know if that was because of a realization or if Allen just doesn’t know what to say."Can you just stay, master? You spent your life alone and suffering, but it doesn’t always have to be that way. You have me, I will stay with you forever. You don’t have to leave anymore." It was Allen’s true, selfish wish. It was the only way he could see everything falling into place. The constant urge to feed on blood was a huge downside of being what they are, but other than that, it wasn’t really that bad.Allen is sure that he wouldn’t be able to live a better life if he stayed human. He would live a dull life with no purpose at all. He had witnessed and learned so many things as what he was right now, and he found his purpose by serving Elijah.He hummed in response, "That’s a tempting offer. Only that I never wanted that to be your fate.""But what would I do without you? Would I lose purpose again?"Elijah heaved a sigh. When he saved Allen
Last Updated : 2023-01-24WITH ALL MY LIVES CHAPTER 46: FIRST ROW TICKET
Alice promptly started the meeting as if nothing had happened. She delegated their tasks and prompted the whole duration of what they would do before they could get the chance to kill their target. There would be at least thirty hunters that would accompany them inside and fifty hunters on standby to aid the mission, considering the scale of the mission. The Grandfather had turned enough humans to make an army of loyal vampire soldiers. The only question left is how many vampires would appear at that party."Man, how come this party is grander than anything I’ve attended to when there’s barely any guest." Art mumbled after confirming the number of guests. It was definitely grander than intended. He had worked in catering and customer service in the past and this was the grandest he’ll ever organize."The guests belong to the VVVIP society. Of course, anyone who wanted to impress people like them would spend a fortune to do so. It’ s just upsetting that we personally know some of them.
Last Updated : 2023-01-25WITH ALL MY LIVES CHAPTER 47: NOSTALGIA
Allen immediately checked on Elijah the next day, and he was still resting. Vampires don’t essentially fall asleep, but they could rest their bodies, especially when they have dealt huge damage to their bodies. It wasn’t unusual for Elijah to do this, as he still mimics humans. He usually gets up after a few hours, but this time, he was really recuperating his body, hence rendering it vulnerable. It was a critical time for him to do this, as there were a lot of risks around them all of a sudden. When vampires do this, their bodies enter a deep, coma-like state. Their breathing slows down drastically. It was a vampire’s way to conserve blood and use it to recover. Humans could easily assume that a vampire is dead because of this.Allen assumes that it might be the reason why vampires are portrayed as creatures that sleep in coffins in a lot of media."A normal bed would work though…" He mumbled and let his master have his well deserved rest.In Elijah’s case, he isn’t severely injured
Last Updated : 2023-01-26WITH ALL MY LIVES CHAPTER 48: WHAT'S OUTSIDE
"But?" He encouraged him to go on."When I finally got to stand outside and bathe in sunlight... I felt a connection to my humanity that I thought I had already lost. For a moment, I feel so free. And then I remembered something else too. It was a voice telling me to live, no matter what. It’s the voice of someone I don’t remember but I’m sure is part of my past. At that moment, I felt curiosity that I had never felt about who I am when I was still human." He lowered his gaze, feeling guilty about the words coming out of his mouth.Elijah’s forehead crumpled, "And? I don’t see anything wrong with that.""Just yesterday, I was bravely announcing that I would be on your side forever. But a little freedom, and I’m already hesitating. I feel so guilty about it. I apologize, master." While his gaze was fixed on the ground, he admitted.Elijah shook his head and sighed. He is sure that Allen was feeling that because of their master and servant bond. He feels sorry for the child for feeling
Last Updated : 2023-01-27WITH ALL MY LIVES CHAPTER 49: A CERTAIN LOOK
"Are you okay?" It was the first question that went out of Clarisse’s lips after seeing Alice voluntarily walking in towards her office. What happened in the hunter’s quarters was quickly reported to her, but Alice dashed off even before she could step out of her office.Alice paid no attention to her worry and helped herself to sit. She’s still feeling dizzy from anemia, and having to remember a huge chunk of memory from her past life doesn’t feel good either."You should worry more about Klaver. He’s the one that was strangled and not me." She experienced another simulated death, but nothing that wasn’t unusual to her.Clarisse firmly closed her eyes. She might die first out of pure worry."You were fed on by a vampire. I should have known." She admitted. Alice hates hospitals or simply being laid in a hospital bed. Of course she wouldn’t voluntarily bring herself into their infirmary.Alice didn’t really go to Clarisse’s office again, just to make her realize that she wasn’t fit to
Last Updated : 2023-01-28WITH ALL MY LIVES CHAPTER 50: NOT A WORD
"Alice?" The twins exclaimed after seeing her and Black Lotus enter.Clarisse pointed on the available bed, "Stay there. I’ll talk to the doctor." Alice simply followed her order while the twins froze on their spots. They have no idea what is happening, but they are sure that Black Lotus is in a bad mood.Kate turned her chair in Alice’s direction after Clarisse left, "What happened? Why is Black Lotus angry at you?" Kate had to ask, as she hasn’t seen Clarisse this pissed off. She could almost see a dark aura radiating from her, if that wasn’t a stretch.Alice crossed her arms, "Why are you even surprised? Isn’t that my special skill?"Kate and Klaver looked at each other knowingly. They knew that something was up, but Alice always pushed them out of the loop."If that’s because of me, I’ll talk to Ms. Clarisse." Klaver volunteered. He doesn’t think a few bruises were a big deal at all. But he had seen it clearly. Alice was afraid earlier. Her eyes were in a different time and place,
Last Updated : 2023-01-29WITH ALL MY LIVES CHAPTER 51: MORE HUMAN
Allen couldn’t stop himself from looking around. He had only seen the outside world during mornings in the television or internet. It is indeed very lively compared to going out at night or in the afternoon. He doesn’t know what to expect, but he doesn’t regret going out. Some people are looking at him weirdly as he was wearing a jacket in the middle of a hot day, but he didn’t really care."What do you think?" Elijah asked with fascination in his eyes. He hadn’t seen Allen this excited before. Allen still needs to wear thick clothing to get out, but he will slowly get used to it soon."It’s… a bit overwhelming." He admitted. Everything felt so lively, and he wasn’t really used to that. The world quickly changed, and it wasn’t as peaceful as it was at night, but being out in the morning is still very different.Elijah smiled, "You’ll get used to it soon. It’s better that you always go outside so your body gets used to it. Now, do you have anywhere else that you wanted to be?""Not par
Last Updated : 2023-01-29WITH ALL MY LIVES CHAPTER 52: DON'T LEAVE
He decided to enter a bookstore instead. There were a variety of supplies sold at the store, like art supplies and several office supplies. Elijah enjoys writing, so they have several stuff in their house. They usually compel some humans to buy and deliver them any goods they require, in exchange for payment, of course. Aside from several supplies needed at home, they didn't need much. His life revolved mostly around the houses they currently live in, as they move every now and then.Elijah had encouraged him to have some hobbies like art and music. He learned piano, violin, and several other instruments introduced to him by Elijah. He wasn't exceptionally good at any of the instruments, but he wasn't bad either. Art was another story he didn’t wish to discuss because of how awful he was at it. He just did everything to pass the time by but but nothing really stuck with him.Allen simply assumed that he wasn’t cut out to be an artist in any form. He went out to the store and continue
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WITH ALL MY LIVES CHAPTER 148: PERSISTENCE
She practiced her aim and poured her heart out while running. This time, she got the rest she wanted, and no one randomly appeared to bother her training. There were trainees who saw her, but no one dared approach her. She realized that they were put into self-training because there were no availability of trainers. It has never happened before when she was still training. If one of their trainers wasn’t around, there would always be someone who would step up to help. They never got to idle like that, and it somehow worried her. She shook her head. "What would be our future with these kids?" Alice couldn’t help but sigh after watching them from a short distance. She wasn’t expecting everyone to have perfect aim, but they were just bad. Alice couldn’t take it anymore and finally stepped up to help them. They all tensed up when Alice suddenly approached them, but she quickly told them that she simply couldn’t take watching them. "Skills are useless if your stance sucks. You’ll always
