Melissa Villar POV
“I just don’t understand why you’re doing this,” my mother said on the phone.
“I told you,” I replied, barely suppressing my sigh as I drove across the Philippine Islands going to Palawan. “I need the money.”
“If you need money that badly, you should go back and beg for your old job. They would probably take you back.”
“It’s not that simple, Mom.”
“Why not? Have you even tried?”
I felt a pain in my jaw as I clenched my teeth. My mom didn’t understand the situation. I still barely believed it myself. After nearly a year of helping to get New Philippine Digital Marketing off the ground, the two founding partners—Roland Meyer and Rodrigo Fuentes, whom I referred to as the Ross—fired me. They did it despite me doing the lion’s share of the work while they sat back and had expensive luncheons every day that they expensed.
And they did it one week before my shares in the company vested.
It was my damn fault for not reading the contract more carefully. I should have hired a lawyer...my mother…my father. That was a mistake I would never make again.
“I’m not going back to the Ross,” I said bitterly. “Even if it was my last option on earth.”
“You can always ask us for money,” Mom insisted. “Your father and I have a nest egg tucked away. We can help.”
“I’m fine, Mom.”
“It would be better than selling your body…”
“I want to do this, Mom.”
Her voice rose on the line. “You’re basically a prostitute! And what if you want to keep the baby at the end? You don’t know how you’re going to feel, then.”
“Surrogacy is a totally normal process that lots of people go through,” I said calmly. “It’s done. I’ve signed up. I’m actually meeting with a potential couple today. I’m driving there right now.”
“Really? Who are they? Do they work in the Philippines or abroad? I’m always hearing about rich American couples coming down and buying up real estate here in Palawan. It figures they would start buying babies next.”
“I’ll tell you about it if it works out,” I promised. “I’ve got to go. I’m almost there.”
“Make sure they’re on the up-and-up!” Mom quickly said. “I don’t want you getting sex-trafficked like that girl on the news. Have you heard about her?”
“Love you too, Mom,” I said, then hung up.
I let out a long exhale. Talking to my mom was always exhausting. But I knew it came from a place of love; she only wanted the best for me. I was lucky to have people who genuinely cared about me.
I used to think that my business partners cared about me, I thought with a grimace. Just goes to show: the only people you can rely on are family.
Despite my protests to my mom, she wasn’t completely wrong. I was still kind of skeptical about doing this. Pregnancy was a big deal, even if it was a pregnancy for another couple. Hell, that made it an even bigger deal. I had to grip the steering wheel tightly to keep my hands from shaking; that’s how nervous I was.
But I had plans, and those plans required cash. Surrogacy paid a lot of money, and I was young and fertile. At least, that’s what my tests showed. Once I had that money in my bank account, I could start my own digital marketing company.
And put those asshole Boss out of business.
“It’s just a simple surrogacy,” I said out loud. “Women get pregnant all the time. It’s, like, the most common thing a woman can do. Literally billions of women have been pregnant before. If they can do it, so can I.”
I didn’t know much about the couple I was meeting. The offer had come at the last minute, so I had jumped in the car without much thought. All I knew was that they also wanted to use my eggs. That meant more money than if I was the surrogate for another woman’s fertilized egg. And money aside, it meant I would be helping some poor woman who couldn’t conceive on her own. There was a lot of joy in that.
It was the best-case scenario. The biggest bang for my buck. But I couldn’t shake this nervousness.
Nervousness is natural, I reminded myself. It means I’m pushing my boundaries, which is always a good thing in life.
I was three miles from the address when I got a phone call. Roland Meyer. The name made me want to throw my phone out the window, but I took three deep breaths and answered it.
“Are you calling to beg me to come back?” I demanded. “Because I’m not helping you figure out anything unless you give me what you owe me.”
Roland snorted on the line. “We are doing quite fine on our own, thank you very much. I’m calling to remind you that you need to come down to the office to pick up your belongings.”
I had been fired over the phone without notice. I hadn’t been in the office since then. “Roland said he would ship everything to my home address.”
“Yes, well, we have not gotten around to that. We have been busy, of course. Your replacement begins tomorrow, so we need you to collect your things. Today.”
I felt my jaw tighten again. “You know what, Roland? I don’t think men get called cunts enough. Because right now, you’re being a real cunt, you know that?”
“Let’s not get emotional—”
“Firing me a week before my company equity vested? Cunty,” I said. “Telling me you’ll ship my belongings home and then changing your mind two weeks later? Cunty, to a lesser degree. But cunty nonetheless.”
“You have until the end of the day,” Roland said curtly, “or we’ll place your box out on the street for someone else to collect.”
“Throwing my stuff on the street? SUPER ULTRA MEGA IDIOT!” I shouted into my phone.
He had already hung up.
By then, I was nearing my destination. I looked around; I was on the south side of Palawan island, in an industrial park alongside the Palawan Tourist River. Did I have the right address? It was deserted here.
No, not deserted. There was a black sedan parked in the middle of an empty lot. A man in a suit was standing outside the car with his hands clasped in front of him. I parked a few spaces over, turned off the car, and waited.
I had been told this was an introductory meeting, but I had pictured it at a nice couple’s house. I expected there to be a white picket fence and a Golden Retriever with a chewed-up tennis ball in its mouth. This felt more like…
Like a sex trafficking operation, my mother’s voice reiterated in my head.
Next to the black sedan, the suited man raised his hand in greeting.
“I’m too fucking adult to be afraid of this sort of thing,” I said to myself. “Put on your big-girl pants and get out of the car, Melissa.”
I did just that.
“Melissa,” the man said, as if he knew me already. “I’m Andre Rivero, Mr. Soriano’s valet.”
He was American, but pronounced valet with a hard T sound, like the word mallet.
“Don’t you mean valet?” I asked, pronouncing it like ballet.
Andre chuckled. “Uh, no. Our ride is this way.” He gestured toward the river.
Do they live on a houseboat? I wondered. And what the hell is a valet?
I followed Andre, but there was a tingle of concern at the back of my neck. Like something wasn’t normal about all of this.
He must have sensed my worry because he smiled and said, “I know this feels unusual, but I can assure you there’s nothing to worry about.”
“That’s what serial killers say before shoving their victims into windowless vans,” I muttered.
Andre chuckled some more. He seemed like an easy-going guy, and I wanted to like him despite the strange circumstances.
“The surrogacy agency verifies all clients thoroughly,” he explained. “I’m sure they explained this at great length.”
“Maybe you’re not with the agency. Maybe you got my number, pretended to be the agency, and sent me here.”
Andre stopped and turned to face me directly. The wind off the river blew his wavy chestnut hair across his face. “You signed up with the agency eleven days ago. You’re surrogate number 36423, and Joemar Soriano is client number 1442. You’re welcome to call the agency and verify all of this information before we proceed any further.” He held out his phone.
“Joemar Soriano?” I asked.
Andre frowned. “Did you not read the client brochure?”
“I skimmed it,” I said. “Why? You’re saying his name like I should recognize it.”
“Honestly,” Andre said, turning around and looking up to the sky, “I’m surprised you don’t recognize his name.”
A helicopter appeared from behind a distant building, descending toward us. Andre put an arm across me to keep me back, although the helicopter landed a good hundred feet away.
“This is our ride,” Andre said. He cocked his head at me. “You really don’t know who I work for, do you?”
No, I thought while the whine of the helicopter rotors died down. But I think I’m about to find out.
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Andre Rivero POVMelissa Villar hesitated only a moment before climbing up into the helicopter. I politely waited until she was seated before following her inside. The roar of the rotors rose an octave, and then the helicopter lurched into the sky.I tried not to eye Melissa Villar sitting across from me. It was hard not to. We had waited years for the right surrogate. Joemar and I had spent much of the past two weeks researching this woman. I had only met her five minutes before, yet it felt like I knew her as well as I knew anyone.I pulled out my phone and started a group text.Me: We’re airborne. ETA ten minutes.Joemar: I’ll be waiting. How is she?Me: You’ll like her. She’s perfect.Joemar: There’s no such thing as perfect. Everyone has flaws. Sometimes, they aren’t apparent until you look closely.Me: Fine, Mr. Negative. Maybe she’s not perfect, but she’s about as perfect a candidate as we ever could have hoped for.Joemar: Very good.Me: She’s a little skittish. I can tell we
Over to the right, on the edge of the yacht, wearing nothing but tight board shorts. He was tan and had an array of tattoos down one arm, and he was holding a wooden spear with a shiny bladed tip. He glanced over at the commotion on the helipad but didn’t seem to care very much. Abruptly, he dove headfirst into the water, disappearing under the surface. I shuddered; I knew that the water off the coast was frigid this time of year, and the swimmer wasn’t wearing a wet suit.Back on the boat, the well-dressed man cleared his throat and said in a crisp English accent, “It is a pleasure to meet you, Ms. Villar.”“Nice to meet you, Mr. Soriano,” I said, extending my hand.The man chuckled softly as he shook my hand.“What’s so funny?” I asked.“The whole world,” he replied. “But especially what you just said.”“This is Roman Gomez, Mr. Joemar Soriano’s personal assistant,” Andre explained. The two of them embraced briefly, and then Andre added, “Didn’t realize you were back so soon.”“I fi
“I don’t want to waste your time,” Joemar finally said, “so I’ll get right down to it. The folder on the left contains the standard commercial surrogacy contract from the agency. I’m sure you’re familiar with in-vitro fertilization. Your eggs will be harvested, inseminated with my sperm, and then the resulting embryos will be implanted in your uterus.”I opened the folder and skimmed the first page of the document. My eyes automatically locked onto the dollar signs halfway down the page:$50,000 upon implantation of embryos.$50,000 upon a successful pregnancy.$100,000 upon the birth of the child.I re-read the numbers two more times. I had expected to earn around $200,000 for the entire surrogacy, but this was more than twice that amount! Maybe the higher payment had to do with the NDA I signed, and the secrecy that this yacht-owning couple desired.Suddenly, I stopped caring about how Joemar had access to my information before I was in the database. My instincts told me to sign the
I ignored the pulse of satisfaction that came from the flattery. “And there’s no Mrs. Soriano involved in all of this?”“I am unmarried,” Joemar confirmed. “The child will be mine alone.”I made myself smile cruelly. “Can’t find a woman to be the mother of your children, even though you’re so rich you have your own yacht? Not a good sign, if you ask me.”“I can see what your basketball coach thought about your attitude,” Joemar said curtly.I laughed bitterly. “This is really happening? You’re serious?”“As I said: I am a serious man,” Joemar replied coolly.“I didn’t come here to be a glorified prostitute,” I said.“Then you are quite welcome to choose the first, more traditional, contract.” Joemar slid the first folder closer, as if I couldn’t tell which he meant. “And we will be perfectly happy with that. But I think you will find the second contract far more lucrative.”“I don’t care.”Joemar coughed, flipped open the folder, and pointed to a line halfway down the page.“I said I
I waved my phone. “I still don’t have a signal. But I can guess. He’s young, so he probably made his money in a Ponzi scheme like crypto, or NFTs. Or maybe he’s the son of an oil baron inherited all his money. Either way, he’s not someone I want to be involved with. And definitely not someone whose child I want to carry—no matter how I’m impregnated.”For a while the only sound was the dim hum of the engine. Andre stared at me calmly.“Do you want to know the answer,” he asked, “or are you happy with your assumptions?”I shrugged. “You can say whatever you want. It won’t change my mind.”“Mr. Soriano didn’t come from wealth. He got a full ride school scholarship to play basketball. He triple-majored in Computer Science, Chemical Engineering, and European History. While at school, he founded his first tech company something to do with efficient data encryption. He sold the company to Google before his senior year. Then he took that money and spent two years developing a more efficient
Roman Gomez POV“She does not want to be here,” I insisted.My tone had steadily risen over the course of the discussion. I would not call it an argument. Not yet. But it was becoming more heated with every passing moment, and I wondered how much further I could push. There were only a few men in the world who could challenge Joemar once he had made a decision. I was unfortunate enough to be one of them. In fact, Joemar trusted me precisely because of it.“She’s the one,” Joemar reiterated while typing away at his laptop.“I’ve never known you to be a man who believes in fate.”“I didn’t say she was fate,” Joemar replied, like a debate champion arguing a specific point. “I said she is the one. As in, the one ideal candidate we have been waiting for. I have searched through countless surrogates this past year, Roman. I’ve been patient. Now that I have found her, the woman who will bear my child, I will not give up so easily.”“On paper, I agree with your assessment,” I said carefully. “
Roman Gomez was right where I had left him, in the small office anteroom to Joemar’s larger office. “I see you found your way back here without any assistance,” he said in that proper English accent.“Third time’s a charm. I’ve made my decision.”One of his blond eyebrows rose in surprise. “And which contract shall we be signing today?”“I’ve decided on… the first contract,” I said. “Traditional surrogacy.”To my surprise, Roman looked disappointed. “Very well. Please follow me.”Rather than opening the door to the larger office, Roman went back down the hallway and up the stairs. A pang of fear gripped my chest. Had this all been a test? Was he sending me home because I didn’t choose the sexy contract?“Where are we going?”“To see Mr. Soriano.”“He’s not in his office?”“He’s taking in the afternoon on the sun deck,” Roman replied.“Oh, of course. The sun deck,” I muttered.We reached the level with the lounge and laptop, but instead of walking out to the helipad, we made a U-turn a
“Glad you’re with us,” Andre told me while leading me away from the sun deck. “Honestly, Joemar keeps things pretty casual around here. I think you’re going to have a good time.”“Joemar?” I said. “Earlier, you and Roman were calling him Mr. Soriano.”Andre gave me that same boyish smile. “We only call him Mr. Soriano when we’re around visitors. Now that you’re officially part of his retinue for the next six months, I can drop the act.”His retinue. That made it sound like this was routine. “How many women has Joemar extended this offer to before me?”“None,” Andre replied.I snorted. “Sure.”He turned, frowning at me. “You can believe whatever you want, but it’s true. We’ve spent almost two years reviewing surrogate candidates around the world. You’re the first woman up to our standards.”“Your standards? Plural?”Andre shrugged. “Joemar leans on me and Roman for advice, sometimes. Here’s the primary dining room, which doesn’t get much use since we usually take all meals in the loung
Ellen de Luna POVI can barely draw a breath.How could he just end things and worse, end them through an impersonal text?It's been several days since he dumped me, and I'm still trying to pick up the pieces of my emotions and broken heart.He hasn't come back to work yet, but I assume that he has been talking to other people about his plans. But I'm not the one that's in the loop anymore, and that kills me. I wonder if he's okay. I wonder why he chose now, of all times, to break up with me.Did Steven get to him? Or did he tell his dad about us, only for his dad to tell him he’s making a huge mistake? The last option is the most probable.I should have prepared better for this. Instead, I feel absolutely blindsided. The timing just doesn't make sense - his dad must be the reason. But I can’t imagine why Raul Soriano wouldn’t want us together. Would the man really make work a priority over his son’s happiness? And if Raul knows, why wasn’t I fired?There are so many questions that ke
No matter how I look at the situation, every outcome seems like some kind of disaster.Katie clearly doesn't see things the same way. “So what? You're both adults. You're both single. Other people need to mind their own business.”That's not the way any of this works. “It's not that simple, Katie. It's never that simple. There are consequences to everything, and I don't want to risk losing him or my job or my self-respect.”“I know,” she says, a false smile on her lips as she watches people go about their strolls in the sunshine. “It’s not fair, is it?”Nope.“You shouldn’t let fear hold you back. When you get one chance at life, don't do things that you'll regret.” I know she's right, but the thing she doesn't seem to see is that I'm not sure which decision will lead to the least regret. I’m going to have regrets no matter what I do.“Are you settling in well to your new office?” I ask, needing to change the subject away from myself in Apollo.Her animated expression tells me everyth
I didn't want to risk it. I didn't want to jeopardize our careers, our reputations, even our futures. But I didn't want to hurt her or let her ache without offering some warmth and safety when she needs it most. My father's words ring in my ears. Life is too short to waste on regrets. I should follow my heart and be happy. I should find love and hold on tight.He is right; life is too short. And what I feel for Ellen is deeper than anything I’ve felt for a woman before. Deeper than what I felt for my ex, even, who’d I’d forgotten about until this moment. Ellen had touched a place deep within me that I thought would be sealed off from people for good after the betrayal I’d suffered.And I make a decision. I stand here, patting her shoulder awkwardly, trying to act casual. Then I wrap my arms around her. I hug her tight, feeling her warmth and her heartbeat while whispering in her ear that I’m sorry for what happened and that I'm glad she's okay. I tell her that she's strong and that St
Ellen de Luna POVI'm sitting at my desk working on a case, when I hear a knock on the door. I assume it’s Apollo, though a second later I wonder why he’d knock.It’s not Apollo. When I look up, I see a delivery man holding a large bouquet of beautiful flowers; white Chrysanthemums with pops of color from pink and purple daisies.The delivery man flashes a handsome grin and asks me if I'm Ellen. I nod, and he walks over to place the flowers on my desk. “These are for you,” he says before leaving the room as quickly as he came.I'm surprised - and curious. Who would have sent me the flowers? I mean, Steven thinks red roses are literally the only kind of flower in existence, so he’s out.As I study the flowers, I'm impressed. They're beautiful, colorful, and smell delightful. I also have to give kudos to the flower company - the flowers are fresh, elegant, and cheerful.Suddenly, I know how to tell who sent these to me. I search for a card and find one. The small, white card simply read
“I meant what I said.” Apollo sounds confident as he doubles down. “No one's going to believe a word that comes out of his mouth after what happened in our office. Besides, how is he going to come tell anyone at our office if he's not welcome in the building? Security is going to see him at the door and escort him off the premises, and if he continues trying, he'll get slapped with trespassing charges.”The thought of Steven running to tattle on us at our jobs and getting charged with trespassing brings a smile to my lips.“Are we being stupid?” I ask, wondering what he’ll say to my concerns.“I don’t think so. Do you? If we let Steven dictate what we can and can’t do, that seems more stupid.” He lets out a soft chuckle and I couldn't agree more.“You’re right,” I say, letting the breath out of my lungs slowly. With it goes some of the stress and tension I’ve been struggling with. He’s so reassuring, and I’m grateful for this conversation.“Look, I like you. A lot. I don’t want Steven
Two hours later, I watch her walk into the park where I’d asked her to meet me. Her gaze meets mine and a smile brightens her face as she walks my direction. She reaches my side. I take her hand and lead her toward the little ice cream cart that I'd spied earlier. I know this particular vendor often hangs out near the park. “Ice cream?” I ask.“I love pistachio,” she says, and I signal for two cones as the vendor serves us up. The weather is warm and the sun peeks from behind intermittent clouds as we take our cones and go for a walk amongst the beautiful trees and plants.“You like pistachio, too?” she asks.“I’ve never had it and wanted to try,” I say honestly. The thought of a nut-flavored ice cream always steered me away but as I try the light green treat, I’m pleasantly surprised.“And what do you think?” she asks, angling her body toward me as we walk.“I think I have a new favorite ice cream flavor,” I respond.She laughs. “Okay, now honestly.”“Honestly,” I say, smiling at he
I want to hear both their voices, for the reassurance and calming they each bring me. But I’m still not sure calling him is a good idea - maybe I need to let him make the next move. I don’t want to be pushy, especially right now.I pull into my parking spot at my place and get out. Locking my car, I make my way to get my mail, only to have my heart stop beating in my chest as I see a taped note on the front of my mailbox. With trembling hands, I peel the note off, then gather my mail.Terrified because he’s been to my place, I hurry up to my apartment on the top floor. I only share this floor with one other person, a sweet older woman named Maria Leonor.And when I get to my door, I see a vase of red roses and another note taped to my door.Maria Leonor peeks her head out. “You have an admirer,” she says.I pick up the vase and offer the flowers to her. Her eyes widen and a smile crosses her lips.“I’m not interested in him, but he doesn't seem to get the hint. I hope you enjoy them,
Her eyebrows shoot up toward her hairline and she shakes her head, obviously unsure why I’d ask that. To be perfectly honest, it was a weak attempt at a joke, but I'm not feeling any humor.“Sorry, it was a bad joke.” I don’t have the energy to explain further than that, but she nods her head as if she understands.“Grief makes us act strange sometimes; you don’t owe me or anyone else an explanation.” She walks over and puts her hand on my shoulder. I let my father’s hand go and stand up, turning to her. She lets out a little sigh, then throws her arms around me in a tight, comforting hug as she whispers in my ear.“I’m so sorry, Apollo Kian.”Her support makes me want to cling to her and never let go, but I need to put some distance between us because everything is different now. But before I can say anything, I hear a faint voice. I turn and see my father’s eyes are open, and he’s watching us with a weak smile.“Apollo, Ellen, you’re here.” His words are barely audible, and I drop b
“Well, you certainly have a type.” Amusement shines through in her voice.She’s right, I do have a type. Guys that make me feel safe, valued, important.“So he stayed the night, then left in a hurry?” Katie sounds like she’s puzzling over his behavior. “Do you know if he had somewhere to be? Maybe a meeting or something?”I lift both shoulders even though I know she can’t see me. “Not that I know of, but I didn't ask either.” Should I have asked, at least to put myself at ease?“Well, maybe he has all the same concerns you do and didn't want to invade your space any longer than he already had. He’s just a person, too, you know.”Katie has a way of saying exactly what I need to hear. “And just remember, you're not the first person to do something like this. You won't be the last. It doesn't define you and you’re stronger than any fallout that might come. You’re amazing, Em.”I don't feel amazing, but I'm not about to tell her she's wrong. “Thanks, Katie. You're the best friend ever; I