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Chapter 9 WHY AM I FEELING THIS WAY?
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WE'RE DESTINED Chapter 10 SAVING HER
AT SCHOOL>>> [JAZ AMANDA POV] Not as usual. I am not excited to start my day. I am also lazy to listen to the discussion and understand the lessons. All I can think of is Anika. She still hasn't answered my call, and I'm already worried about her. After the last subject before recess, I saw Irish—the person who caused Anika to get expelled. I felt annoyed and wanted to rush and tweak her, but I couldn't do that. Like, the! She got the appetite to enjoy as if nothing had happened. As if she didn't do anything terrible. Doesn't she feel guilt even a bit? As I watched her, I saw her HIT A STUDENT IN THE HEAD. What the F.. She is an asshole. My brain works fast. That's right, and I will take a video of her doing bad stuff. Get ready by now, Irish! It will be a shred of solid evidence. "Perfect! Now it's time for the show." I muttered to myself, smirking. Now, who will be thrown away? "Hey! Irish!" I shouted as I got close to her, looks like asking for a fight. "Oh! Our valedicto
WE'RE DESTINED Chapter 11 NO ONE CAPTURES MY HEART
[ANIKA HODGENS POV]Dad, even my car key, took all my credit cards. My energy was fully drained to go against his decision, and for sure, they won't listen anyway. I'm tired of fighting for my rights and explaining my sides of the story, so I just go along. Their image is more important than what I feel or how I feel. After clashing, my parents returned to their respective families. I didn't even get the chance to say that I was expelled from school, but I wonder why it hasn't reached Dad. By this time, he should have been informed by the dean. I was stuck in my room all day and didn't feel like eating either. Every meal the maid brings, I throw in the trash. I want to end my life to stop my suffering so that I would no longer be a problem to my parents. Dad doesn't need to waste his money anymore, sending me to school. He always says that whenever I commit a mistake or even disappoint him. I'm such a shame; that's all he knows about me. [JAZ AMANDA POV]I called Anika several tim
WE'RE DESTINED Chapter 12 DOING SUCH AN EFFORT
[JAZ AMANDA POV]My mood is a pain in the ass. All day and this cropped up for the first time. It's her choice if she doesn't want to talk to me for good, but I hope she returns to school. That's all I'm concerned about in her. My soul ceases for a moment, thinking. Wait! Is that really the reason? Why do I make an effort like this?! Oh shit! Nevermind!"Jaz, I'm glad you're here now. How's school?" my nanny asked with a sheepish smile. A crooked grin takes over to hide my moodiness as I lied, saying it's all great. The truth is, all I could think of was Anika, the headstrong girl I had ever met in my entire life."Nanny, I'll just get changed and rest for a while. Maybe I'll eat later. Besides, it's too early," I stated, acting as expected. I don't want her to figure out that I'm not okay. Nanny Cynthia knows me very well, aside from my parents. It won't help if she worries."Okay, my dear. Just let me know. I'm only here in the kitchen." Nanny Cynthia responded. I went to my room af
WE'RE DESTINED Chapter 13 BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH
[JAZ AMANDA POV] "Hey! Good morning!" Her voice sounds fruity. I don't know if I'm dreaming, hallucinating, or just going crazy. Did I hear correctly? Anika Hodgens greeted me. But hell no! I will not let my guard down, at least for a moment. She tortured me for days. I started without emotions, acting rudely, but many butterflies flew inside and about to come out of my mouth. Anika sat in her chair, and I could even see her smirk. She knows how to smile now. Annoying. Why didn't this girl even think to call me back? Anika didn't even say thank you. I took all the risk just to have her back. I mean so that she could come back to school. I can't believe I did all that. [ANIKA HODGENS POV] I wonder why Jaz ignored me. Is she still mad at me? At least I can't blame her because I didn't treat her accordingly. Settling on my place, I peeked at her, tempting to tap her back. "Good morning, class!" Ms. Gonzales showed her presence. That's the only time my eyes averted to Jaz. "How
WE'RE DESTINED Chapter 14 PREOCCUPIED
"Alright! You won! I was looking for you," hesitated, but Jaz bravely admitted it. My eyes narrowed. Supposed to thank her for saving me, but no guts to dare to come out because I had mistreated her. "Hey! Anika. Are you still there?" she asked, pondering. My lips seemed to harden and lock. No words! Thank goodness our break is almost done. "Let's go back to our room," I let her step first after saying that. I can sense her wanting me to say sorry. I liked that too, but how? Damn! I had never said sorry in my whole life. [JAZ AMANDA POV]I don't know if she's numb or doesn't care what she told me. I don't need her to thank me, but at least say sorry for how she made me feel, but she's also not at fault. I just feel like I deserved it. While walking back to our room, disturbing sounds made me stop. Oh shit! I didn't have my lunch yet. My hand deliberately rubbed my tummy, and I swallowed. My throat is also dry. "Is there a problem, Jaz?" I get annoyed, feeling like I'm becoming ca
WE'RE DESTINED Chapter 15 THE ONLY PERSON WHO BELIEVES ME
[ANIKA HODGENS POV] Nanny Cynthia was the one who faced me when I arrived. Her beaming smile proves how happy she was to see me, and she abruptly welcomed me inside their mansion. My eyes wander around, probing for someone. Oddly, where is Jaz? Too soon to stay in the room, isn't she supposed to have dinner right now? They are just as big as our house. It's the 2nd time I've stepped in, and I am exploring it more today. I remember the last time I woke up in Jaz's room. That was the first I ended up in somebody's bed. Nanny Cynthis directly went upstairs as I settled myself on their couch. She seemed excited to announce my presence to Jaz. My frustration flashed when Nanny Cynthia came down alone. Doesn't Jaz want to see me? Is she still mad at me? That's why I'm here, to say sorry and tell her how thankful I am because she gave me a chance to finish high school—the only person who believed in my innocence. "I'm sorry, Anika, but she's probably fallen asleep. Her door was locked
WE'RE DESTINED Chapter 16 WHO'S GWEN STACY?
"What are you doing, Jaz?" "Ahh!" I cried out, stunned. "Nanny! Oh my god. I'm going to have a heart attack." I held my chest in shock. "What are you doing at this time?" She turned on the light, realizing what I was busy with right now. "Because you didn't eat before hitting the sack, why are you still wearing your uniform?" "I fell asleep, nanny. I didn't realize." "By the way, Anika came here earlier, but you are not getting up." I shifted in disbelief. "What?! Nanny, why didn't you wake me up?" I vocalize in annoyance, irked deep inside. She must have knocked at my door, but I played music to ignore it—what a waste of opportunity. "Why are you acting like that? You could talk to her at school, though." She beams unconsciously. My chest felt like it was going to explode. Anika went to me, but I was asleep. What the heck?! Shit! I was suddenly disgusted with myself. "I'm so sorry. My bad," I apologized for my impulsive behavior. Nanny helped me reheat the food I too
WE'RE DESTINED Chapter 17 NOT A GOOD IDEA
[JAZ AMANDA POV] My day was okay, not until this new girl showed up. She seems close to Anika, and I loathe it. "Good morning, class!" Ms. Gonzales greeted us. "As you can see, we have a new transferee. Ms. Gwen Stacy." She stated, pointing at Gwen. Seeing her on that chair makes me revolt. Ms. Gonzales suddenly fell silent and seemed to be thinking of something or wanted to tell us. Shit! Our project. We are curious about whose group she intends to insert this girl. Oof! No! Not in us. Please, oh God in heaven, bear with me. I felt I was gonna cry, and it was vexatious. "For the project, take Ms. Gwen Stacy in your group, Ms. Amanda." Oh, fuck! I swear in my thoughts. What the heck is happening today?I thought it would be great. Finally, I realized Anika appreciated what I did, calling me many times, going to my house, and inviting me to lunch with her. Everything was coming into place, but suddenly, this newbie emerged.This Gwen Stacy was ruining it all. Ahh! I was screamin
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WE'RE DESTINED EXTRA CHAPTERS JAZ AMANDA HODGENS JEALOUSY
"Tell me! Did that girl flirting with you?! When did it start?" Jaz shouted, totally angry for catching her wife talking with their son's professor at the school premises earlier in a suspicious way. "Baby, that is not what you think. Can you please calm down briefly? Let me explain what happened there.." "Then what should I think? Hmm? I saw with my two eyes. I'm going to kill that bastard! She's lingering on you.. and you let her. You didn't even move and try to go away.." "I was about to, Babe, but then you came. I was stunned by your killer eyes. I got stumbled, okay. I lose my mind.." "YOU LOSE YOUR MIND? THE HELL, WHY?! ARE YOU TURNED ON BECAUSE OF THAT STUPID TEACHER?!" Jaz was deadly, breaking down and beginning to create a commotion. Anika tried to calm her, hugging her tight and never losing her. "Hey, look at me. Listen, Babe. I will never cheat on you, you know that, don't you?!" Gradually, Jaz seems to cool down, looking thoughtfully through her eyes. "I know.
WE'RE DESTINED EXTRA CHAPTERS THE HONEYMOON: GWEN AND GILLIAN
After Gwen and Gillian's wedding, their honeymoon followed immediately."For what is that for?!" Gillian outrageously yelled when she saw what Gwen was holding. "Why?! Don't you wanna try new things? It would be fun, though.." Gwen said teasingly as she played through her palm the thick dildo. "Fuck! Are you kidding me?! You won't put that... that thing on me! Don't you dare Gwen!" Agitated, Gillian jumped off the bed, distancing herself from her wife."Oh! Come on! Don't ruin the night, wifey..." Gwen uttered, letting out a low chuckle in mesmerize. "No, please, Gwen.. I'm not comfortable with that thing.. Take it away from me!" Gwen can't stop laughing out loud at how Gillian's face got frustrated. "Alright... Alright.. Whatever my Mia wants, then I'll go for it." Gwen said, then put it away and returned to Gillian, gently caressing her arm."So, can we start the night now?" Gwen said sweetly while her eyes were talking to Gillian. Gillian seems carried away without knowing what
WE'RE DESTINED Chapter 124 LOVE IS SWEETER THE SECOND TIME AROUND
I stood up, pacing, touching my forehead. I thought of a way to cool down her fever. The wet, cold cloth might help, so that's what I did next. Afterward, I sat on her side to place it in her temple. "I still matter.." Softly, Gwen uttered. I could hear it clearly enough to swirl me on, but I ignored it, or perhaps I didn't want to admit it. Of course, I worry. Anyone who is in my state will feel the same way. That is just a normal reaction, right? Even though my eyes were busy wiping her, I could still see how she looked at me from my peripheral view. Is it really possible to have a second chance? And if given, will it be worth it and won't hurt again? The day I ended everything between us, I admit, it broke me so much that I felt like dying and did not want to experience that pain again. It's so funny to think that it happened twice. But then, in the back of my mind, there is a pinch of happiness that Gwen at least dares to love me more than Anika, who never felt that
WE'RE DESTINED Chapter 123 JUST ONE MONTH
"ONE MONTH?! No! That can't be. I have a lot of loads left in Manila." "Hep. Zipped.." Gesturing to shut her mouth. "I already settled everything with Addie. She frees you from all the work, so you have no reason at all not to accept my offer. Besides, I won't leave you alone unless you agree to my condition." Gwen stepped closer to Gillian, which made her step back, avoiding the intensity that was about to grow. "What made you think I will let you do this? Huh?! I wanna go home, Gwen. Please.." "Fine! Go!" Gillian instantly heads out, shutting the door. But then the cold breeze hit her, turning her weak. Her arm abruptly embraced herself as she couldn't handle it. Disgusted, she went back inside, stepping flouncy. Gwen welcomed her with a mocking smile. "I thought you were going home? You miss me?" She says, crossing her arms. "Geez.. In your dream.. How can I go home? Where are your minions? They should take me back to where they captured me! Fix this, Gwen, or perish!" "I'm
WE'RE DESTINED Chapter 122 LOVE MADE US DO CRAZY THINGS
"No! Don't! There is no reason to do that.." Gillian automatically opposes her. "Why not? Answer your doubts." Addie tried to convince her. Gillian halted, glaring furiously at Addie. What the hell is this girl trying to imply? "Fine, but let's just say Gwen is still single. What you gonna do?!" Gillian frowned again, frustrated now. "What am I supposed to do? Nothing." raising both her hands in annoyance. "What happened in the past stays in the past, Addie—end of discussion. We will not bring this up again. " Gillian could not hide her irritation. A few hours later, everyone was about to head home. Of course, the newlywed will spend their honeymoon somewhere else, so Gwen and Gillian are left alone. Outside the bar, Gillian is waiting for a taxi to go back to the hotel where she stays. Split second, a black Mustang stopped in front of her then abruptly pulled her in forcibly. She screamed out loud. She fought back badly, but then they succeeded in taking her away without anyon
WE'RE DESTINED Chapter 121 THE UNIVERSE IS ROOTING ON THEM
"Where have you been, beshy? The ceremony is about to start." Eloise asked, slightly yelling when Gwen returned after roaming around the place.They are in the open field together with those who will tie the knots. Everyone is just wearing their best attire, so you won't recognize who the guests and witnesses are or who the couple will wed. "You won't believe who I bumped into," Gwen stated agitatedly. Eloise frowned in confusion. "Do you think Gillian is getting married? That's why she's here?" Eloise's eyes open widely, stunned by her presuming. "Oh! Shit! So they reach the end game." A sudden sigh came out to Gwen as Eloise got what she meant. "But anyway, it's been what? Three years, right? You are okay now, so that gloomy face of yours is forbidden. Today is my day. You have to be completely happy." Eloise tried to persuade her, acting as if she was still affected. # # # "Hey! Gillian, are you alright? What's wrong? You seem distracted. The wedding is about to start." "It
WE'RE DESTINED Chapter 120 WEDDING: EVERY WOMAN'S DREAM!
One month later, Jaz and Anika are about to get married. Jaz can't control her nervousness while sitting, facing the mirror, and staring at herself. She wore a strapless light pink wedding gown with embroidery on her bodice. Rhinestones and pearl beads were sewn on her dress. She also wore a two-tier veil with a matching crystal headpiece. Her hair was perfectly undone half-up and featured soft spirals beneath an intricate, knotty style. With her smooth latches falling behind the shoulders of her lace gown, the unfussy fashion kept any hair free from her face. Jaz was currently inside an air condition NIPA Hut. The simple yet elegant wedding is to be held at the beach, and everyone, especially Anika, is now waiting for the bride to come out and walk to the shore. With the help of other fellows, Jaz slowly got out. With the hem of her gown up, she walked softly. Tearfully, she went to the coast barefooted, where her bride was waiting restlessly. Mixed emotions filled her che
WE'RE DESTINED Chapter 119 LOVE ISN'T ENOUGH
[GWEN STACY] "What must I do? I love you, Gillian. I can't be without you. I can't. I thought I could, but I can't, and I won't. I need you back, Mia. I need you in my life, please." I held and kissed her hands and tried to catch her gaze. She was speechless. I can't take it anymore, and my chest feels like it will explode. I knelt while still holding her hands. She shook her head, unable to speak. I don't know what's going through her mind. "Stand up, Gwen. Don't do this." I slowly got up while my eyes were still fixed on her, begging them to give me a chance. "I'm ready to wait. I'm ready to do everything to prove myself. I'll do everything to regain the trust that I broke. Please don't end everything." "Nothing you can do, Gwen. It's too late.." "What do you mean it's too late? It's never too late for a two-person who still loves." "Love isn't enough to stay in a relationship, Gwen. Always put that in mind. Just go now and forget me." I shook, disagreeing with all her
