I didn't know that "fat vampires" were such a thing.
That's what Mr. Boone was—a big fat man that could barely keep the buttons of his suit together. His office was downstairs in the basement of the Jubilee, but you know what else was also downstairs? Mr. Boone's training grounds for the Rejects. Some of them controlled themselves around me (most likely due to Hezekiah's presence), while others became rabid at my scent. Those rabid ones were behind cold steel bars, fortunately. It's clear which newbies needed a little more training in the art of self-control.
Mr. Boone's office was hot enough to the point where I felt like I was suffocating. There were no fans (like he'd need one) and no windows; I was sweating like a slave. It was dark, too. Like the rooms in Abraham's house, Mr. Boone's office was lit by weak lanterns.
Hezekiah pulled me close to him when we walked inside. "Don't you say nothing to Mr. Boone," he whispered to me.
"I know," I replied.
"I mean it."
He did mean it intently, because upon first glance, Mr. Boone did not look friendly at all. In fact, he looked meaner than Hezekiah. His eyebrows were drawn permanently into a scowl, curved like his mustache. And when he stood, I thought his mass was going to overtake me, how big he was. His eyes were gray like Beau's; I was trying to map out what each eye color meant, because so far, not every bloodsucker had the same yellow eyes as Hezekiah, Abraham, or even Jeanie.
Mr. Boone smiled a bit when he saw Hezekiah, but when he saw me, that same smile waned.
"Predawn, Boone."
Mr. Boone acted civil by shaking Hezekiah's hand. "Predawn, Hezekiah. How you been?"
They engaged in small talk. Agonizing small talk. Their animated conversation about pussy and feeding and Mr. Boone's business as a vampire sire made me want to pull my hair out. But eventually, Mr. Boone addressed the elephant in the room: me.
"Now, you must be out your goddamn mind bringing a freshie up in here," he told Hezekiah once he sat back down at his desk. "How'd you get her through the joint in one piece?"
"I have my ways," Hezekiah said. Mr. Boone offered us seats that Hezekiah declined. And when Hezekiah opened his mouth to speak again, a thrall suddenly decided to waltz through a door behind Mr. Boone's desk. Mr. Boone grabbed her with alarming quickness and got his early breakfast from her neck. Per usual, she didn't budge. She just laid there across his lap; the cracking and sucking sounds were chilling. I turned my head as he finished.
"Rashida!" he yelled when he was done, blood dripping down his chin. Within seconds, a thin, tanned woman with a long black braid down her back entered from the same back door the thrall came through. She wasn't like Mr. Boone; she was normal. Human. Her features were strong and prominent, but they didn't match her posture—calm and elegant.
"Yes, Boone?" she answered him, standing before the thrall with an unfazed expression.
"What I tell you about their diets?" he said. "Chicken, pork, beef. Chicken, pork, beef! She taste like she been gnawing on celery for four weeks! And what's up with these thighs?" his hands lightly slap whatever fat is left on the thrall's legs. "We can't be having no skinny mullets around here, and you know that!"
"Do you ever stop complaining?" Was Rashida's only response. In my mind, I imagined Mr. Boone shredding Rashida into little pieces for her attitude. But, he didn't. Instead, he rolled his eyes and threw the thrall off of his lap. She howled in laughter on the ground until Rashida picked her up and carried her off.
"I mean it, Rashida!" he shouted after her. The back-door shutting was her reply. And for a long period of time, the only noise came from the bass and drums pounding upstairs.
Mr. Boone opened a drawer and pulled out a rag to wipe his mouth with. His eyes, once as gray as a clouded sky, were now the honeyed color I saw often with his kind.
"Rashida's attitude is getting on my last nerve," he said to us. "She lucky I don't play around with that black-magic-witchcraft shit she be doing, or else she'd have it from me. Anyway, what can I do for you, Hezekiah?"
"I need you to keep her here for a while," Hezekiah told him. He pushed me forward like I was an offering, but I stepped back away from Mr. Boone's presence.
"Wait, what?" Mr. Boone pursed his lips. "You want to keep a freshie here at the Jubilee? With me? Why?"
"Our clan ran into some heat with the Coterie. We need to keep her here for a while until shit dies down."
"What's your name, girl?" he asked me while he scrubbed dried blood off of his fangs.
"I'm not allowed to talk to you; Hezekiah said not to speak to you."
Mr. Boone laughed. And it wasn't just instinctive laughter, but the gut-tightening, throat-rasping laughter that lasted for longer than it needed to.
"Well, I'm giving you permission to speak to me. So, tell me your name."
"Lisa," I told him quietly. I almost told him my last name, but a growl radiating deep from Hezekiah's chest stopped me.
"Bonjour, mon cher Lisa," he replied effortlessly in French. "You lucky to still be breathing, you know that, right?"
I didn't know how to react or respond to that statement, so I did nothing at all.
"Now," he said to Hezekiah. "Let's say I did keep her here because you're my podna and I owe it to you. You think she just gonna play Madame all night until y'all come back to fetch her? It don't work that way around here."
"Boone—"
"Who is she, anyway?" he asked. That was the golden question Hezekiah refused to answer. But Mr. Boone, as smart and "cautious" as he was, put the pieces together when he looked at me. And I mean really looked at me; he stared into my eyes and studied my face until it clicked in his head.
"Hold on just a goddamn minute," he drawled out, mouth agape with his long index finger pointed at me. "This Madam Dumont's girl?"
I peered up at Hezekiah, waiting for him to say "yes" and preparing myself for death from being so closely related to a voodoo priestess. But Hezekiah, once again, didn't answer. He just licked his lips and stared up at the ceiling before down at his shoes, then back at Mr. Boone again.
So frankly, that was a "yes," indeed.
Mr. Boone stood up from his chair, leaning his weight against the desk as if he was going to pounce on us.
"Neg, are you on crack?" he questioned.
"I ain't had a choice, Boone. So, don't you dare come yapping at me like I ain't got no sense!"
Mr. Boone stood tall, mouth still wide open at Hezekiah's boldness. I thought he was going to devour me; it was astounding how huge that man was.
"You mean to tell me that you want me to house the daughter of the strongest voodoo witch in the whole goddamn parish?!"
Priestess, not witch, I said in my head. I was more like my mama than I thought, getting offended by the synonymousness of the two words.
Hezekiah nodded. "Yes, Boone. That's exactly what I'm telling you."
"Hell no!" Mr. Boone hollered. "You think I'm too motier foux to at least know how stupid of an idea that is? First off, she a fresh blood. Meaning, there ain't no rules that can protect her here. The wrong type of Reject come waltzing up in here or anywhere she be, she's done for. Second, if anybody so happen to find out who her Mama is, she ain't Lisa no more, but instead she'd be ole
sainted Lisa. And third, if the Coterie find out she's up in here, I swear to you they'd tear this place up. You know how Alize is; the last thing I need is some voodoo witches coming up to make the misere in here. Nuh-uh, no monsieur! I'm surprised Terah would be dumb enough to let this through."Mr. Boone made some valid points, which gave even more reason for Hezekiah to just take me home and lie to Abraham about what happened to me. Knowing Mama, she was most likely already hot on our trail. And I wanted to tell them that; I had no idea of the extent of Mama's power back then, but one thing I did know was that she was my mother, and a mother losing her child made a mother fucking crazy.
But Hezekiah wasn't giving up, getting rid of me.
"It's Abraham's orders," he told Mr. Boone.
"Abraham? How could it—"
Mr. Boone's demeanor completely changed. He stood, wearing an empty look at those words. Once unable to shut, his mouth was pressed closed like an iron had made a pass over his lips.
"Boone, we're short on spirits."
Rashida glided into the room, her black dress flowing behind her like it was sentiently dancing to the music above. She caught wind of the tension between Mr. Boone and Hezekiah immediately.
"What happened?" she asked them.
"Abraham," Mr. Boone turned to face her; she saw the graveness on his face. "He's—"
"Arisen," she said. Standing next to Mr. Boone, she looked miniscule in comparison. "So, the rumors are true. How did this happen?"
"No time for details," Hezekiah interjected (as if he wasn't there when it happened). "I just need you to keep her here. Can y'all do that?"
Mr. Boone and Rashida shared a glance that said a thousand words I didn't know. Rashida, for the first time, looked at me—her eyes weren't harsh or mean. They were actually very gentle in an apathetic way.
"I guess we don't got a choice," Mr. Boone sighed. "Rashida, what you think?"
Rashida stalked towards me with a stern look.
"Hold your arms up," she ordered, but when I refused, she had Hezekiah hold them up for her anyway. My struggle, as always, was a tired attempt as she pulled my dress against my body and examined me.
"She's got meat on her bones," she said. "Wide hips, curvy figure but not too fat. She's a little short, but I doubt that will be a problem. What's your diet?" she asked me. "Are you vegan? Vegetarian? Do you eat red meat?"
"What's this for?" Hezekiah questioned Rashida. At that point, my hands were at my sides again.
"What do you think? The more meat she eats, the more 'satisfactory' her blood will taste. I can't take her in if she won't be convincing," Rashida's eyes became fixated on my neck. "And by the looks of it, someone already got a taste. How long have you had that? Is that your first bite?"
I'm surprised I didn't catch on sooner—Rashida wanted to make me a thrall. That's what all the questions were for; Rashida was going to make me some vampire's sex-toy-blood-feast in a thong and fishnets.
"Wait, we didn't say nothing about turning her into a thrall," Hezekiah said to Mr. Boone. It took me a while to come to terms with what Hezekiah was saying; it sounded like Hezekiah was defending me. As far as I was concerned, I half expected him to be out of the door once Rashida agreed to taking me under her supervision.
"Hezekiah, Boone and I can't keep her here unless she fits the criteria. So far, she's looking at certain death; I've heard a few clans talking about her outside. It wasn't pretty."
"So, you're saying this is the only way?"
"That's exactly what I'm saying," Rashida said defensively. "If she's a thrall, she's protected."
"No." I pulled away from her. "Absolutely not. I'm not going to be some vampire's slut!"
Mr. Boone gave Hezekiah a warning look—a look that said "control this bitch. She's out of line." But Hezekiah didn't say anything. He actually looked conflicted and annoyed with what was happening.
"All I know is, if Abraham comes in here acting a fool, he can't get mad at me," Mr. Boone announced. "I'm the one who agreed to this shit."
"Fine. Take her."
I don't know why I was shocked and hurt, but I was. It was a mistake to feel these feelings; did I really believe that Hezekiah Mercier would be merciful enough to see how inhumane the idea was? After all, his heart stopped working a very long time ago. Literally.
I didn't move. I couldn't move. Rashida waited for me to stand by her, but I didn't move a muscle. Hezekiah hadn't left, and I had hoped he would change his mind. But as the silence on his end grew, the hope in me shrunk. Mr. Boone, with an exasperated sigh, came over and forcefully pushed me towards the back door. I turned around once, only to see Hezekiah exchanging a few words with Mr. Boone before he left. And that was it—he was gone. Naïve and dumb I was, waiting for that door to open with him coming through it. But he wasn't coming back.
That dead, handsome bastard actually left me there.
**
**"Here's the changing room, in case your clothes get a little too bloody for them to be wearable." Rashida guided me through the thrall's quarters, explaining to me where everything was as if I was going to take up permanent residency. I was still in shock that I was abandoned there, but then again, why did I expect anything more from Hezekiah? Why did I expect anything more from a vampire, at that? Rashida walked me through the changing room—a small area filled with vanities, lockers and naked women. The thralls stared me down like I didn't belong there or like I was some sort of parasite that was treading my way through. Rashida had to hold my hand and pull me through since my body was nearly immobile. Her words barely registered in my head; my eyes flickered left and rig
**My kidnapping, in Mama's mind, was a declaration of war.Mama was in hysterics when we got back to the shop. Every House was there; the place was packed to the roof. The Coterie ordered everyone to pack what was needed and get ready to travel to the "safe house" at the first moment of sunrise."That bloodsucking son of a bitch!" she exclaimed in her study. In a large box, she was packing everything—charms, books, time logs, documents. Mama's shop housed every important asset to the Coterie, so they made sure that they left nothing behind for Abraham to use against us again.I sat in the chair across from the desk and watched her run around like a beheaded chicken, eyes as angry as a cruel sea. Mambo Nene, Mother Babette
Hezekiah stepped around slowly, examining my room with steps that were mute against the old flooring. His eyes narrowed and studied my books, the closet, the TV and everything else. The judgmental state of his gaze made me self-conscious. "You're inside," I tell him. "Now, what is it that you want?" Hezekiah reaches deep into his pocket and pulls out my pendant—the deep blue gris-gris Mama gifted me the day I arrived, blessed by Legba's veve stamped on the front. Against my better judgment, I smiled. "My pendant," I sighed out in relief. "You kept it?" "Actually, I lost it at first. When the Coterie came to the Jubilee, the Elders were the first ones out. Not only did I get separated from you, but I got separated from your little
Remember when I said that I missed Hezekiah right when he left? Well, I immediately retracted that statement when I woke up. My eyes shot open at the sound of loud thumping followed by shouting. Quickly, I sat up in my bed and looked around my room before slipping on a robe and slippers. The shouting was amplified once my door was opened—the Coterie. "We gave it to you, Alize!" Mother Babette yelled. "I know that! But now, it's gone! It isgone." Everyone was in the meeting room on the second floor—the Coterie and their novitiates stood in the middle while the other House members stood on the outside of the circle, whispering to each other with scared faces. I inched into the room slowly as Mother Babette went on.
**I came down from my room once the Coterie finally disappeared down the bayou towards the river. Esther, Rocio and Kizzy were speaking in the kitchen, yet I still didn't feel "forgiven" enough to be part of the conversation. Still, I inched myself towards the kitchen with the intention of getting something to snack on.Once I got to the door, I paused before entering."I just don't think it's fair that we don't get to attend the ceremony," Rocio complained to the girls, rubbing shea butter on her hands."Madam Dumont trusts us to keep the house secure while she's gone.""Give me a break, Kizzy," Rocio replied, annoyed. "She left us here to babysit her daughter. Isn't sh
** Sajida the Shunned was beautiful. From her body to her dress to her desk and even to her entire room, her energy had this allure that was inexplicable. And intimidating. At the time, my breath was caught in my throat because her study indeed amazed me. Every inanimate object was full of life. The dolls she had danced, the brown and decayed plants swayed, and the charms and dream catchers twisted when her fingers moved the same way. Nothing about Sajida's study was bare; there was some spell, parchment, charm, locket or potion scattered around the room. You could even hear everything; there was a magically-induced sound to the entire room. Sajida sat on a large throne covered in spikes and horns. She watched the four o
** Sasi One was quick to ambush us the moment we rushed out of Sajida's lair. "Leaving so soon?" she asked, following us close to the door. "We've overstayed our welcome," Kizzy told them, already opening the door. "We thank you for your hospitality." "It is no problem! We hope that you come to us again!" "Yes," Sasi Two added, "please come back soon!" "We will," Rocio lied. We walked out into the damp night, the bayou still blanketed in mist. The Gatekeeper was waiting for us at the dock, standing in his pirogue, lantern illuminating the shadows of his body. We weren't hesitant to get in like we were the first time; we we
** There were many possible outcomes to the situation we were facing. Most of them ended in death. I expected the Elders to leave us to die—I was surprised they hadn't left yet. It wasn't like they were obligated to protect us from the Leeches that approached us. But they didn't leave. They stood defensive, Hezekiah still holding me behind him. I looked over at the girls—Kizzy, Rocio and Esther—and knew that it would end in death for them if we were unsuccessful. My fate lied in the hands of Abraham. That's why the newborn bloodsuckers were after me. And despite this target on my forehead that kept Abraham relentless in his effort to find me again, I thought about the girls. "You have to go," I whispered to them. I didn't look at them; I couldn'
** When the day was over, I sat on my bed in my room, staring at the blank walls and listening to the insects make music outside in the night. I couldn't help but smile, and I was eager for the next day I would spend with Sajida. The entire day consisted of working on my meditative skills and reading spell books, but it made me want more. I needed more. When I was around Sajida, I saw a future for myself that I could never see when I was around the Coterie. And despite Sajida's claim that her cooking wouldn't be a daily occurrence, we ended up having gumbo for dinner; she admitted that she had begun prepping for it that morning before I woke up. I looked down at my hands as I sat on the bed. There was nothing interesting about them; they were normal hands. They were not Sajida's
** I waited in the living room of Sajida's treehouse. Sasi One had directed me to a chair once I had come up the ladder; Sajida wasn't present. "Mere will be down shortly," she said to me, her skin even more sickly looking than before and her teeth seemingly moments away from falling out due to rot and decay. "Would you like a beverage? Perhaps a cup of tea? Water?" I nodded, "Water would be nice." Sasi One smiled even wider. "Be right back!" she said, pivoting and sashaying down a hallway to the kitchen. I sat alone with my backpack on my lap, looking around at my surroundings. The treehouse wasn't as frightening to me as it was before, and neither was the bayou. The journey here felt like a normality. Maybe it was because th
I wanted to remember what it was like to be possessed by my djab, but it was an event that would not come back to me. But everyone else around me had seen what I became during my body's surrender to Marie Laveau, and they could not see me the same because of it. All of the priests and priestesses that attended the Council's party the night before were hounding the Coterie with questions about what happened to me. Word had spread that I was possessed by Marie Laveau's spirit, while other rumors consisted of me being a demon, a witch, an incarnate of a voodoo god. Regardless of the validity of these rumors, there was no denying that what everyone witnessed was an anomaly of sorts; Marie Laveau had been quiet since her death, so to now harness my body as her vessel raised a lot of questions about me. I was no longer just Madam Dumont's only daughter. People knew my name. And they w
** When I awoke, the sun had already risen. It poured into my room, filling it with warmth. I sat up but very slowly; my head was throbbing to the point of it being hard to concentrate on where I was. It took me a few moments to realize that I was in my bedroom, lying in my bed, in my mama's house. The last thing I remembered from the night prior was Abraham threatening to kill Miss Aza. With this memory, I jumped out of bed in a panic, wondering if he had succeeded and oblivious to the events that preceded his threat. I ran out of the room, through the quiet hall and downstairs, yelling her name. The longer the silence carried, the larger my fears grew, I imagined that everyone was at a service for Aza or burying her body in
I have tried with every fiber of my being to remember the rest of that night from my own account. I have gone through multiplelave tets, have spoken to my ancestors and to the loa, have channeled my djab, have convened with other mambos in an attempt to remember the events that preceded Abraham ordering Hezekiah to give Aza the Gift of Darkness, but it doesn't come to me. Some have told me it's common to black out after possession, so I have settled at that conclusion. I only remember the moment right before Marie Laveau possessed me and the moments after she abandoned my body. Everything between was told to me by others, so this account is stitched together by other witnesses; it is not my own, though I hope it will be one day. **
** For some reason, I felt like I had been waiting for this meeting with Abraham my entire life. Walking towards the balcony after the meeting was over, this feeling of forbiddance deep within me as I had snuck off while the Coterie was not looking, I felt like I was reaching the end of the race and near claiming my prize. But what prize was there to claim from him? Knowledge? Deceit? I was unsure. I wouldn't find out until I opened the balcony door in front of me. The balcony had to be reached by entering the master bedroom, which was, of course, unused and completely empty, save for a bed and a dresser, both covered with a white sheet. The room was completely dark, and the only source of light came from the moon outside shining through the balcony doors.
** Abraham's hand was cold and lifeless, like the gradual shift of the air in the room. My hand looked small in his—puny. His fingers completely enveloped mine. The music, which was still playing, was a slow and almost melancholy piano number, however, Abraham wanted to dance to it, so we did. My left hand rested on his shoulder (which wasn't an easy feat; I had to stretch a bit) and his right hand rested directly underneath my arm. We started off slow; I followed his lead. My body was stiff out of extreme nervousness. I couldn't look at him; I looked at his bowtie, which was nearly eyelevel. He knew that I was overtaken with nerves; he could sense it. Smell it. We moved slowly in our little space, the entire world, it seemed, watching.
** There were eyes on me from every corner of the room. All from different factions, and all for different reasons. Never would I think I would be at a level of such importance at a function such as this one—with vampires and witches and voodoo priestesses, all high and low in rank, but still more significant than me. However, I was more influential than I thought; I was more significant than I thought. And I was coming to terms with this newfound jump in rank. Yet it wasn't the time to bask in this new knowledge. I was here to find a different type of knowledge—from Abraham. It would be nearly impossible to find a good time to speak to Abraham and ask him what I wanted to know; there were people everywhere, and most of these people were infected with the disease that not only g
** I had locked myself in the guest bedroom with the black box as my only form of company that night. No one came to me; I was left alone, which heightened my suspicions about the truth I had brought to them. I sat on the floor, still dressed in white and covered in dirt and dried sweat. The ball gown lied on the bed, staring back at me. I thought about trying it on; I didn't need to know how it fit, since Jeffrey assured me that the dress was correct to my measurements. But I wanted to see myself in this dress. Is this how Russell Van Doren remembered me one hundred and fifty years in the past—wearing this gown when it was common attire at the time? I expected Hezekiah to knock on the window and let himself in the room, trying to explain himself and his actions; his reasoning f