Hezekiah made me undress in front of him into the clothes he had brought me.
"You lost the privilege of privacy when you tried to kill me," he said when I asked why I couldn't get a minute to myself to change. Knowing there was absolutely no use in arguing with him after the 'entanglement' he put us in moments before, I turned my back and began to undress. Even though I couldn't see him, I knew he was drinking me up like a goblet filled with blood the moment I slipped off the straps of my nightgown.
I pulled out the dress that was in the bag Hezekiah brought in. It was long (thankfully), violet, and thin against my fingertips. The accents gathered at the bottom but feathered out once they reached the top. I appreciated that it was sleeveless, but that's about it. The dress was hideous to me besides that factor. Regardless of its design, I put that thing on with a frown that hurt my eyebrows. It fit me real loose; the dress fell past my hips and most definitely didn't cling to my ass whatsoever.
"Why is this so big?" I asked him.
"I didn't make the damn dress, so don't ask me."
I huffed at him like a tired dog. Unfazed, he pointed to the bag.
"Go on, put on the rest."
"The rest?"
He was talking about the stockings, black Journee shoes and the pearl jewelry that was left. If I didn't know any better, I'd figured that Hezekiah thought I smelled something foul in the bag from the look on my face.
"What is this, The Great Gatsby?"
"If I say yes, will you hurry up and put the shit on?"
"No."
He glared at me, prompting me to hurry up and put on everything to finish the outfit off. The shoes were a size too small, the stockings barely made it past my thighs and the pearls were making my skin itch. Knowing what kind of attire it was—1920s Party Chic—it made sense why the dress was so loose-fitting. Everything else? Hezekiah could have easily asked for some measurements before getting the outfit.
"Did you steal this from a white girl's closet or something? Everything is too small," I was kicking my legs out like Hillbilly Buck trying to get the stockings to fit. "My thighs are suffocating."
"All you do is complain," he snapped at me. "You sure you ain't really somebody's Maw-Maw, complaining that much?"
"I'm twenty-four-years-old and perfectly entitled to an opinion, which you claim is complain—"
"Hold still."
Usually when someone tells you to "hold still," you assume it's because a bug or something is on your face or shoulders. But in that situation, I thought there was a bloodsucker trying to get in through the window. So, I stood as straight as a pole and doe-eyed my stare to the wall. Hezekiah sighed like he was irritated before he came up behind me.
"What are you doing?" I asked him while I took two steps in the other direction.
"Just turn around and hold still," he told me. And despite my physical protest, he came up behind me again and grabbed hold of my dress to pull me nearer to him. I thought he was taking it off; ten minutes ago, he was admiring my quote on quote: "nice round ass and curves in all the right places." I thought he wanted more, and I mean more more. And who was I to try and fight him off if he wanted to satisfy that craving all men, dead or alive, seem to have? I already failed at getting his body off me the first time.
"You better not be trying any funny business back there," I warned him. The trembling in my voice made me look like a mean-mugging mouse.
"Relax. Your necklace is coming undone."
I didn't relax. I tensed up even harder when he was clipping the fastening in place again. He moved slower than he should have, and his nose and mouth were very close to my ear; if this were during his time—the time before he was a vampire—I would have heard his breath and felt it, too. But since he seemed to only acquire oxygen to sigh irately at my antics, I heard and felt nothing.
The necklace finally clicked into a stable position on my neck. "There," Hezekiah said. "All that fussing for nothing. Now, let's go."
He grabbed my arm, but I noticed it wasn't as harsh as times before. Dragging me out of the shack, I managed to grab the bag of food that was left over.
"I'm finishing this," I told him outside the shack. And I didn't ask him if I could finish it, I told his ass.
He still threw the rest of my sandwich out into the bayou, anyway.
**
Hezekiah made us walk like regular folk down to the Jubilee, which I found out was a fucking juke joint.
Yes. The Jubilee was a juke joint.
There I was, thinking that the Jubilee was some sort of code word for a cave or a lair where sacrificial ceremonies were practiced. With Hezekiah being so hush-hush about it, that's the consensus I came to. But no, it wasn't a lair or a cave, and there were no sacrifices being held. The Jubilee (or more accurately "Mr. Boon's Jubilee" by the sign on the grass) was just a huge two story cabin, run down in stature, where those who were not necessarily "welcomed" in society danced, drank, and partied their afterlives away. The brass music was so loud it was like the band was outside. But no, the band was inside, tearing it up by the looks of the shadows through the windows dancing like their sense was gone.
Hezekiah was "nice" enough to explain to me who exactly were welcome inside the Jubilee:
- Vampires. They were the "guests of honor." In fact, the Jubilee was made for vampires to feed on the thralls offered and to have sex with them, too. The strongest vampires were treated like royalty, whereas the weaker ones were still treated like nobility, but definitely not royalty.
"Definitely not royalty," Hezekiah stressed to me.
-Witches. Witches mostly hung around the Jubilee to assure that their thralls were being taken care of. They did go to the Jubilee for a dance or a drink or to satiate their sexual fantasies, but mostly it was for their thralls—the ones they were in charge with. Vampires were not allowed to feed on the witches without their permission; they were too "classy" for that, per Hezekiah's words.
-Thralls. These were the sacred women (and men) of the Jubilee. The thralls were the ones that everybody wanted a taste of. They would walk around the joint, and whichever bloodsucker was interested would feed until they were satisfied. They also 'satisfied' other needs if it were necessary. The charm placed on the thralls made it so they didn't feel a thing. The rules pertaining to the thralls were that 1) they could not be turned into vampires. 2) they were not to be killed, since finding victims to make into thralls was not an easy task. 3) no vampires were allowed to physically hurt them and 4) sharing was caring, and selfish was "dealt with."
Notice how, in the prior listing, there was no room for regular mortals such as myself. Especially a mortal who was the daughter of a voodoo priestess. Hezekiah made sure to mention that voodoo/hoodoo practitioners and "fresh bloods" (regular mortals) were not allowed in the Jubilee. If they were to walk in, no territorial rules or treaties could protect them.
"Now, you tell me this?" I asked him, trying to control my breathing with every hesitant step.
"Just stick close to me and you'll be fine," he assured.
In addition to the Jubilee being a juke joint, it was also a training post for vampires (Rejects being the proper term). Mr. Boone, the owner of the juke joint, was a Vampire Sire, meaning he trained the Rejects to become Leeches and hopefully be part of a clan.
"He don't train them where the hangout spot is," Hezekiah told me. "He got them training underground so they don't got to hideout when the sun comes up."
I was surprised Hezekiah was telling me all of this information since he apparently couldn't stand me. Perhaps he wanted me to be prepared; the last thing we needed was for me to act a complete fool in the Jubilee and risk getting myself killed.
With a chilling hand still gripped around my forearm, Hezekiah opened the door to the Jubilee, and instantaneously the music poured out of the doorway and into the night air, stunning me by how loud it was. I was also stunned by the strong scent of tobacco that flooded my nostrils; the thralls (I immediately knew who they were when we walked in—the women who had nothing on but flimsy G-strings and stockings paired with a feathered hairpiece to maintain that 'flapper girl' appeal) were smoking when they weren't walking around offering themselves. I sucked in a sharp breath and tasted metal in my mouth; I was about to puke up my sandwich.
"Don't you go acting strange on me," Hezekiah whispered, guiding me through the eyes that were staring undividedly at us. "You stay close and don't wander your stare too much, you hear me?"
I nodded so fast my glasses almost flew off.
A man sitting in an old wooden chair shot up when he saw us walk in. I didn't look at him, but I didn't know where else to look since Hezekiah told me not to look around at everyone. I briefly saw the dance floor—a huge open space with a stage near the back that held up a brass band playing the music that everyone was dancing to. The trumpets blared, the cymbals crashed, the trombone hollered and the singer belted his heart out. And everyone dancing—vampires, witches, thralls, the whole lot—were moving with an unparalleled stamina in their step. They were all dressed like me. In fact, they were dressed better than me; I felt like I had walked into The Great-fucking-Gatsby held inside a rundown cabin.
The man I mentioned earlier who got up when he saw us smiled when Hezekiah called out to him. He had the same eyes as Hezekiah and was dressed in a more pressed, cleaned suit; Hezekiah's shirt still had blood on it, but then again, a lot of the fellas sitting around had blood on their shirts, too.
"Predawn, podna!" he beamed loudly, the 'podna' translating to 'partner' when I played it over in my head.
Hezekiah returned the gesture to the man whose name I found out was "Jonah."
"How you been holding up?" he asked Jonah, in which Jonah replied optimistically while staring at me without any restraint.
"You must be bold bringing a freshie in here," he told Hezekiah. Jonah then took off his hat and bowed politely. "Names Jonah. What you call yourself, Cher?"
I was too shocked by the atmosphere around me to answer. Jonah just laughed at me.
"Aw, you ain't got nothing to be afraid of. I already fed real good tonight."
I didn't laugh, but Jonah did. I'm sure he smelled the fear on me, too, which he found humorous.
"I'm here to see Boone. He around?"
"Like always," Jonah answered, guiding us near a wall away from the people who kept staring at us. "He up in his office, getting his roster together."
"Can you tell him that we're here?"
Jonah nodded. "Sure thing. In the meantime, let me get y'all situated."
He screamed for a woman—Sugar—to come towards him. Sugar, like the other thralls, was wearing close to nothing—thin G-string that was actually coated with glitter (unsure of how that was sanitary) and black stockings. Her shoes were like mine but with more of a heel to it, and her breasts, uncovered as they were, had glitter around the nipples like her underwear. But what caught my attention the most were the bite marks all over her neck, stomach, arms and thighs; bite marks that were like the ones on my neck alone. Blood was leaking out of a few of them, but she paid it absolutely no mind. In fact, she looked at me like I was crazy for being fixated on them.
"Can you tell this bitch to stop staring at me like I ain't got a head on my shoulders?" Sugar complained to Jonah.
Bitch? Bitch? She did not just call me a bitch.
"Relax, baby, relax," Jonah, again, thought the tension was comical. "She just a fresh blood, she don't know no better. Now, I'm a need you to take Mr. Mercier and this lady up to a table. Can you do that for me?"
Sugar's mean, intimidating look quickly dissolved when she was tasked with being our hostess. With a seductive bite of her lip, she grazed her manicured hand over Hezekiah's arm, eventually traveling up to the exposed portion of his chest.
"Well, when you put it that way, Jonah, I'm happy to oblige."
I wanted to roll my eyes, yet the thought of being smacked to the ground by Sugar for my attitude didn't sound appeasing.
After groping his chest for a minute, Sugar took us through the Jubilee to the table we were to sit at, pushing thralls aside and politely excusing herself past any vampires that were in our way. I thought the blood on Sugar was a lot, but it was in no comparison to the blood that dotted the tables and chairs and the walls around the Jubilee. The guests were simply like animals—thralls throwing their heads back in ecstasy as they were fed on (sometimes by two at a time) or even bloodsuckers having sex with thralls right in their booths. It was shell shocking; It was morbid and gruesome and unlike anything that I have ever seen or imagined. It was one thing to witness Abraham's clan feed and murder Tia Valeria's House, but it was another to witness those thralls willingly act as comestibles.
"Calm yourself," Hezekiah warned me. "They can smell that fear you're putting off."
"How do you expect me to feel?" I replied, my voice a shaky whisper. "Look at this place."
"I expect you to feel nothing," he told me, and that was the end of that.
I noticed Hezekiah's grip tighten once we were deeper into the neck of those woods, pulling me closer to him when the stares were intrusively obvious. But I also noticed that the athirst, rabid look in their eyes was gone the minute they recognized who I was with. Once they knew that Hezekiah had a hold of me—that my scent was drenched all over him—they turned the other direction and pretended like they didn't even acknowledge my existence. These vampires feared him. And I realized then who Hezekiah was:
Not nobility, but royalty.
Hezekiah explained before to me that the strongest vampires were treated like royalty, and that included sectioned seating on the top floor of the juke joint. No one was guarding the stairs; it was a common fact throughout the Jubilee that the weaker ones were subject to the first floor, so any guards at the staircase were unnecessary.
"I've got a real fine booth just for you, sweetheart," Sugar said to Hezekiah. Hezekiah returned the flirtatious gesture with words I couldn't hear, yet even though I couldn't hear them, I knew what they had to have been about; Sugar looked like she was ready to strip completely naked and fuck Hezekiah against the railing.
And of course, Sugar wasn't the only one who felt this way about Hezekiah. The fervidity of the bottom floor made it hard for anyone to focus on anything that didn't include sex and bloodlust. But the second floor was different—the second floor was calmer and more refined. The only loudness came from the music downstairs. And since the second floor was nowhere near as hectic as the first, the thralls were able to spend more of their time trying to garner Hezekiah's attention. Even those who were sitting on the lap of their "masters" had a wandering eye for the Elder vampire strolling past them. God, it was sad to watch—thralls straining their necks in the hopes of him choosing them for a feed or thralls approaching Hezekiah as if I didn't exist. Even a male thrall came up to Hezekiah begging for his attention; I had to force myself not to laugh.
Finally, Sugar brought us toward a booth that was wedged between two parties that stopped their conversations at the sight of us.
"You sit next to me," Hezekiah ordered. And without protest (frankly, because I had 'agreed' to behave), I scooted on through until my shoulder was against the wooden wall, trying to stay as far away from Hezekiah as I could.
"Let me know if you need anything else," said Sugar. She wasn't talking to me. Not at all. Before she left, Hezekiah grabbed her arm and pulled her onto his lap.
"What made you think I was done with you?" he said down at her. "You know I love me some brown sugar."
Gag me.
He proceeded to bite into an untainted portion of her inner thigh, dangerously close to her crotch. Seeing his sharp teeth puncture her soft flesh gave me unwarranted flashbacks; I couldn't fathom how Sugar moaned in pleasure when he bit her, whereas the pain I experienced still made me shiver. That 'charm' on her must have been strong enough to dull the pain.
I'll be honest—I was uncomfortable. First: Sugar's head landed right by my leg as she screamed out while Hezekiah satiated whatever "hunger" he had. She didn't even care about how close her head was to me.
Second: seeing the transformation of Hezekiah for the first time when he fed—his eyes became completely inked black, and dark veins formed underneath them, intensified in color the harder he bit into Sugar. He looked up at me, but it was like staring straight into the eyes of a monster, not a man with just a monstrous spirit and fangs. It was fucking scary.
When he was done, Sugar got up and wiped the blood off of her leg. And as she walked away, Hezekiah slapped her ass. Hard.
"You better stop messing around with me like that!" she laughed at him.
You two should just stop messing around with each other indefinitely, I thought to myself.
He turned back to "normal" when she left—the blackened state of his eyes draining back into his pupils and leaving his irises the hot, amber color they were before. The dark veins went away, too. The evidence was still there, though; Sugar's blood was all over his mouth and his shirt. I asked myself how many times he needed to eat.
"Oh, quit with that face," he said to me. "Looking like you smelled something awful."
I continued to grimace at him like he was despicable (which he was), and surprisingly, he found my disgust hilarious.
For twenty minutes we sat at our booth. I watched the people down below dance to quit the thoughts eating away at my sanity. I didn't know what Mr. Boone wanted with me or why Abraham even wanted me at the Jubilee in the first place. I wondered if anyone knew about what Abraham did...
"'Kiah!" Jonah yelled as he trucked up the stairs. "Mr. Boone's ready for you."
Ready for you. I wanted to know what that meant. Remember those thoughts I said were trying to dilute my sanity? They were doing it again; no dancing couples below could ease it.
Hezekiah knew I didn't want to go. The entire night consisted of me being oppositional, but that moment was when I begged with him sincerely, completely absent of pride. And to this day, I swear that Hezekiah felt somewhat bad for me. But that quickly went away once he brought me to my feet and wisped me down the staircase.
"What is he going to do?" I asked Hezekiah; everything was moving so fast. "What is Mr. Boone going to do?"
"Just relax and stop your crying."
"What does Abraham want Mr. Boone to do to me!?"
"Nothing," he answered.
I didn't believe him.
**
I didn't know that "fat vampires" were such a thing. That's what Mr. Boone was—a big fat man that could barely keep the buttons of his suit together. His office was downstairs in the basement of the Jubilee, but you know what else was also downstairs? Mr. Boone's training grounds for the Rejects. Some of them controlled themselves around me (most likely due to Hezekiah's presence), while others became rabid at my scent. Those rabid ones were behind cold steel bars, fortunately. It's clear which newbies needed a little more training in the art of self-control. Mr. Boone's office was hot enough to the point where I felt like I was suffocating. There were no fans (like he'd need one) and no windows; I was sweating like a slave. It was dark, too. Like the rooms in Abraham's house, Mr. Boone's office was lit by weak lanterns.
**"Here's the changing room, in case your clothes get a little too bloody for them to be wearable." Rashida guided me through the thrall's quarters, explaining to me where everything was as if I was going to take up permanent residency. I was still in shock that I was abandoned there, but then again, why did I expect anything more from Hezekiah? Why did I expect anything more from a vampire, at that? Rashida walked me through the changing room—a small area filled with vanities, lockers and naked women. The thralls stared me down like I didn't belong there or like I was some sort of parasite that was treading my way through. Rashida had to hold my hand and pull me through since my body was nearly immobile. Her words barely registered in my head; my eyes flickered left and rig
**My kidnapping, in Mama's mind, was a declaration of war.Mama was in hysterics when we got back to the shop. Every House was there; the place was packed to the roof. The Coterie ordered everyone to pack what was needed and get ready to travel to the "safe house" at the first moment of sunrise."That bloodsucking son of a bitch!" she exclaimed in her study. In a large box, she was packing everything—charms, books, time logs, documents. Mama's shop housed every important asset to the Coterie, so they made sure that they left nothing behind for Abraham to use against us again.I sat in the chair across from the desk and watched her run around like a beheaded chicken, eyes as angry as a cruel sea. Mambo Nene, Mother Babette
Hezekiah stepped around slowly, examining my room with steps that were mute against the old flooring. His eyes narrowed and studied my books, the closet, the TV and everything else. The judgmental state of his gaze made me self-conscious. "You're inside," I tell him. "Now, what is it that you want?" Hezekiah reaches deep into his pocket and pulls out my pendant—the deep blue gris-gris Mama gifted me the day I arrived, blessed by Legba's veve stamped on the front. Against my better judgment, I smiled. "My pendant," I sighed out in relief. "You kept it?" "Actually, I lost it at first. When the Coterie came to the Jubilee, the Elders were the first ones out. Not only did I get separated from you, but I got separated from your little
Remember when I said that I missed Hezekiah right when he left? Well, I immediately retracted that statement when I woke up. My eyes shot open at the sound of loud thumping followed by shouting. Quickly, I sat up in my bed and looked around my room before slipping on a robe and slippers. The shouting was amplified once my door was opened—the Coterie. "We gave it to you, Alize!" Mother Babette yelled. "I know that! But now, it's gone! It isgone." Everyone was in the meeting room on the second floor—the Coterie and their novitiates stood in the middle while the other House members stood on the outside of the circle, whispering to each other with scared faces. I inched into the room slowly as Mother Babette went on.
**I came down from my room once the Coterie finally disappeared down the bayou towards the river. Esther, Rocio and Kizzy were speaking in the kitchen, yet I still didn't feel "forgiven" enough to be part of the conversation. Still, I inched myself towards the kitchen with the intention of getting something to snack on.Once I got to the door, I paused before entering."I just don't think it's fair that we don't get to attend the ceremony," Rocio complained to the girls, rubbing shea butter on her hands."Madam Dumont trusts us to keep the house secure while she's gone.""Give me a break, Kizzy," Rocio replied, annoyed. "She left us here to babysit her daughter. Isn't sh
** Sajida the Shunned was beautiful. From her body to her dress to her desk and even to her entire room, her energy had this allure that was inexplicable. And intimidating. At the time, my breath was caught in my throat because her study indeed amazed me. Every inanimate object was full of life. The dolls she had danced, the brown and decayed plants swayed, and the charms and dream catchers twisted when her fingers moved the same way. Nothing about Sajida's study was bare; there was some spell, parchment, charm, locket or potion scattered around the room. You could even hear everything; there was a magically-induced sound to the entire room. Sajida sat on a large throne covered in spikes and horns. She watched the four o
** Sasi One was quick to ambush us the moment we rushed out of Sajida's lair. "Leaving so soon?" she asked, following us close to the door. "We've overstayed our welcome," Kizzy told them, already opening the door. "We thank you for your hospitality." "It is no problem! We hope that you come to us again!" "Yes," Sasi Two added, "please come back soon!" "We will," Rocio lied. We walked out into the damp night, the bayou still blanketed in mist. The Gatekeeper was waiting for us at the dock, standing in his pirogue, lantern illuminating the shadows of his body. We weren't hesitant to get in like we were the first time; we we
** When the day was over, I sat on my bed in my room, staring at the blank walls and listening to the insects make music outside in the night. I couldn't help but smile, and I was eager for the next day I would spend with Sajida. The entire day consisted of working on my meditative skills and reading spell books, but it made me want more. I needed more. When I was around Sajida, I saw a future for myself that I could never see when I was around the Coterie. And despite Sajida's claim that her cooking wouldn't be a daily occurrence, we ended up having gumbo for dinner; she admitted that she had begun prepping for it that morning before I woke up. I looked down at my hands as I sat on the bed. There was nothing interesting about them; they were normal hands. They were not Sajida's
** I waited in the living room of Sajida's treehouse. Sasi One had directed me to a chair once I had come up the ladder; Sajida wasn't present. "Mere will be down shortly," she said to me, her skin even more sickly looking than before and her teeth seemingly moments away from falling out due to rot and decay. "Would you like a beverage? Perhaps a cup of tea? Water?" I nodded, "Water would be nice." Sasi One smiled even wider. "Be right back!" she said, pivoting and sashaying down a hallway to the kitchen. I sat alone with my backpack on my lap, looking around at my surroundings. The treehouse wasn't as frightening to me as it was before, and neither was the bayou. The journey here felt like a normality. Maybe it was because th
I wanted to remember what it was like to be possessed by my djab, but it was an event that would not come back to me. But everyone else around me had seen what I became during my body's surrender to Marie Laveau, and they could not see me the same because of it. All of the priests and priestesses that attended the Council's party the night before were hounding the Coterie with questions about what happened to me. Word had spread that I was possessed by Marie Laveau's spirit, while other rumors consisted of me being a demon, a witch, an incarnate of a voodoo god. Regardless of the validity of these rumors, there was no denying that what everyone witnessed was an anomaly of sorts; Marie Laveau had been quiet since her death, so to now harness my body as her vessel raised a lot of questions about me. I was no longer just Madam Dumont's only daughter. People knew my name. And they w
** When I awoke, the sun had already risen. It poured into my room, filling it with warmth. I sat up but very slowly; my head was throbbing to the point of it being hard to concentrate on where I was. It took me a few moments to realize that I was in my bedroom, lying in my bed, in my mama's house. The last thing I remembered from the night prior was Abraham threatening to kill Miss Aza. With this memory, I jumped out of bed in a panic, wondering if he had succeeded and oblivious to the events that preceded his threat. I ran out of the room, through the quiet hall and downstairs, yelling her name. The longer the silence carried, the larger my fears grew, I imagined that everyone was at a service for Aza or burying her body in
I have tried with every fiber of my being to remember the rest of that night from my own account. I have gone through multiplelave tets, have spoken to my ancestors and to the loa, have channeled my djab, have convened with other mambos in an attempt to remember the events that preceded Abraham ordering Hezekiah to give Aza the Gift of Darkness, but it doesn't come to me. Some have told me it's common to black out after possession, so I have settled at that conclusion. I only remember the moment right before Marie Laveau possessed me and the moments after she abandoned my body. Everything between was told to me by others, so this account is stitched together by other witnesses; it is not my own, though I hope it will be one day. **
** For some reason, I felt like I had been waiting for this meeting with Abraham my entire life. Walking towards the balcony after the meeting was over, this feeling of forbiddance deep within me as I had snuck off while the Coterie was not looking, I felt like I was reaching the end of the race and near claiming my prize. But what prize was there to claim from him? Knowledge? Deceit? I was unsure. I wouldn't find out until I opened the balcony door in front of me. The balcony had to be reached by entering the master bedroom, which was, of course, unused and completely empty, save for a bed and a dresser, both covered with a white sheet. The room was completely dark, and the only source of light came from the moon outside shining through the balcony doors.
** Abraham's hand was cold and lifeless, like the gradual shift of the air in the room. My hand looked small in his—puny. His fingers completely enveloped mine. The music, which was still playing, was a slow and almost melancholy piano number, however, Abraham wanted to dance to it, so we did. My left hand rested on his shoulder (which wasn't an easy feat; I had to stretch a bit) and his right hand rested directly underneath my arm. We started off slow; I followed his lead. My body was stiff out of extreme nervousness. I couldn't look at him; I looked at his bowtie, which was nearly eyelevel. He knew that I was overtaken with nerves; he could sense it. Smell it. We moved slowly in our little space, the entire world, it seemed, watching.
** There were eyes on me from every corner of the room. All from different factions, and all for different reasons. Never would I think I would be at a level of such importance at a function such as this one—with vampires and witches and voodoo priestesses, all high and low in rank, but still more significant than me. However, I was more influential than I thought; I was more significant than I thought. And I was coming to terms with this newfound jump in rank. Yet it wasn't the time to bask in this new knowledge. I was here to find a different type of knowledge—from Abraham. It would be nearly impossible to find a good time to speak to Abraham and ask him what I wanted to know; there were people everywhere, and most of these people were infected with the disease that not only g
** I had locked myself in the guest bedroom with the black box as my only form of company that night. No one came to me; I was left alone, which heightened my suspicions about the truth I had brought to them. I sat on the floor, still dressed in white and covered in dirt and dried sweat. The ball gown lied on the bed, staring back at me. I thought about trying it on; I didn't need to know how it fit, since Jeffrey assured me that the dress was correct to my measurements. But I wanted to see myself in this dress. Is this how Russell Van Doren remembered me one hundred and fifty years in the past—wearing this gown when it was common attire at the time? I expected Hezekiah to knock on the window and let himself in the room, trying to explain himself and his actions; his reasoning f