I leaned down, reaching her. Her back stuck to my chest and I bit her neck, with a moan stuck in my throat, I pulled Joana's hair back. I couldn't help myself by acting like an animal. We were both in our most lascivious and promiscuous state. We wouldn't be judged at that moment. There was no audience in there.Maybe outside, but if she kept holding back. If we continued without saying what we intended to do and just act, maybe no one would notice. Anyway, I was determined to make Joana remember who fucked her so furiously that night, so one of my hands went down to her ass, and the slaps continued.Moaning and moaning meaningless whining, we gave ourselves to that wet and dirty sex. Our skins began to sweat even more than they already were, but together that way, we just stuck even more. Joana bit her hand to moan loudly, and I said the worst kind of obscenity my mind could gather at that moment, whispering in her ear. Joana moaned again, totally involved by the smell of our sex in
For a moment, I was still lying next to Pablo, feeling his big and firm body on my back. He hugged me after sex and kept his arms around me, holding me as if he feared that I could evaporate at the slightest sign of carelessness. I still saw stars, and this could be due to the fact that he still kissed the top of my spine and slid his strong hands down my torso. A gesture of innocent affection.I could list at least twenty-two reasons why all that shit was the worst decision I could have made in my whole life. Pablo was a walking delight, but a criminal. As far as the law could see, he had committed at least the crime of obstruction of justice, by not testifying against or in favor. And I was a respectful lawyer. With years of a career consolidated by the shit my sisters did and I had to get rid of them. Anyone who suddenly entered that cell would be amazed to find me in the arms of my most mysterious client.Even my mother, whose advice was to keep the Sinclair family within reach of
"To visit you again? "I asked with a frown. "Who said I'm going to stop?”"I think it would be better if you stop," he said in a fearful tone.I was completely confused. It wasn't quite what I wanted."Pablo, I won't stop making visits just because we just had to fuck. I said, we are adults, we can deal with shame or any shit. I'm just asking for your discretion, that's all. I know that here inside the prison the conversations spread easily, and I don't want the director to know about it, because he may well contact the judge and harm us. I just want to help you and protect myself. I am the one who should apologize for being misunderstood. I just wanted to explain myself and I messed up all over. I think I must still have a lot of alcohol in my blood. I'm sorry. That's not what I wanted. And honestly, Pablo, you won't even think about it after you get back to your cell. There are other concerns in here.”"You don't have to remind me of that too," he cut him with a dry laugh. "I know t
" Yeah, didn't you know that I went through the biggest shit of my life earlier today? "I returned the question, and Jessy made a low and negative sound. I lay down against the back of the seat, sighing. "I went to visit my client, so we were talking some nonsense, including about sex, when out of nowhere some strange noises started from outside the living room. When we realized, we were surrounded. Our luck is that the window was too high, and the door was kept in place by all the tables and chairs we put as a barricade. If it weren't for that, Jessy, your sister would be at this very moment in a much worse situation than just making dirty things with the client herself.”My security guards were wise enough not to even sketch that they were listening, unlike Jessy who laughed on the phone, trying to muffle the sound with a cough."Jo, I always thought you were the most sensible sister in the family, but I think I need to change my concepts," she joked, and I gave a hiss. "Seriously,
I was a piece of shit.Definitely a piece of shit.I let Joana get out of prison with the idea that we couldn't have something beyond that sex. That anything else together would be wrong and debatable. I didn't make an effort to show her that I had lost my entire axis after the moment we connected through sex. I didn't let her notice all the desire that still burned under my skin and made me want to run after her.It was raining that night, and if it weren't for the fact that she was protected by two brutal security guards, I would have tried to get her to stay with me. Even if we didn't talk. Even if we didn't do anything. Just because the rainy night brought me all kinds of bad feelings. But I had already ruined everything.I went back to my cell and found Ramirez already snoring. The guards who put me inside didn't make any jokes, which meant they had no idea that my visit that night hadn't been that of a doctor. On the one hand, I imagined that Joana had used all her influence to
"You can leave it," Ramirez said in a hoarse tone. "I'm already traumatized enough to want to at least go to this side of the city. I will spend a lot of time on the beach, or with my daughter, or my wife. I want to recognize the world, because I don't even remember what it looks like, outside these walls. And someday, I hope that very soon, you can be with me in those moments too, brother. I will be praying for you every day and night until God works a miracle in your life. Thank you very much for everything. I'm going to say goodbye much earlier, because, as I said, anything can happen overnight.”"I understand.”"Is your lawyer heard from you?”"No," I cleared my throat, slightly bothered to think of Jo again. "And I think we're going to spend some time without seeing each other. Don't ask me why, but I stepped on the ball. And Joana has every right not to want to see my face painted gold again. I will respect her absence, if that is the case. I just hope she keeps helping me in th
"I didn't even start throwing stones at you" I mocked with a giggle. Hazz closed his face. “Hazz, what do you really want with all this?”"I want my brother back," he said."No, that's not what you want.”"So what would it be, Pablo? What do you think I want?”"You want to do for me what our parents couldn't" I replied coldly, but that sounded with so much resentment that I even blinked by surprise. "I know you feel guilty for letting me come with you to the big city, and now you're afraid to go back to our parents' house and let them know that you convinced me to come, but it wasn't convincing enough that I didn't get involved with the wrong side of life. That's what I think you want.”"And am I committing a crime for being sorry?”"No, but make one by not understanding that my choices would still be the same, even if I knew how the story ends.”"How can you think like that?”"Thinking was all I had to do in those two years, Hazz" I exhaled softly, watching the table between us. "I t
The accident and everything after it was a mess of shit.Somehow, my security guards' big car was thrown off the road, as the person responsible for it ran away. We were all on seat belts, we all survived. But, sitting next to the window that was thrown against the large rock in the center of the track, I ended up having my forehead cut by the glass and my head beat painfully against some stone fragment.I fainted at the moment of the impact. If the person responsible for the collision decided to end everything right there, he would have succeeded. Both I and my security guards were totally vulnerable and the help took a long time to arrive. In general, we were lucky that the accident happened closer to the police than to the city, because they had priority to call for help.I had glimpses inside the ambulance, as my neck was tightened in a cervical collar and my head was throbbing as if it was still being hit against something solid. My eyes couldn't open, and the rest of the body wa