"And what would your conditions be, Hazz? " asked Jessy in a low voice.I opened my mouth to answer, but my company interrupted me, raising a hand. A waiter in oriental and peculiar clothes approached with some drinks, and, although it was not a wine, I knew that sake was even stronger and better persuasive for people weak to alcohol.I didn't used to drink, and I knew that my truths would be totally contradictory after those first sips, but Jessy watched me with expectation, thinking that I would feel uncomfortable with the place again. So, just because she was still looking, I drank a big sip, and despite the grimace and the cough attack, I laughed like someone was already under the"Blood of Jesus! "I cursed softly, feeling the burning and salty bitterness sliding down my throat. Jessy laughed. Whether it was for my expression of deep pain or the peculiar swearing, she didn't say, but laughed like a five-year-old girl. I coughed once again, hitting my chest. "That's strong.”"Be ca
Because I already had too many expectations. I thought Jessy could be interested enough to want more than just a part of my body. Or so that he wouldn't do the same as Poliana. At least she had hit a question, I hid under the clothes she wore. I really liked them, but I hid, knowing that everyone thought it was fun to laugh and less interesting to get closer. I hid so as not to attract the same types of women I fell in love with and regretted, that was the reason. But to talk about it, I would have to mention past dating, and I didn't want to bring the subject to the table. It was our first date, and it was just downhill."Because I never got involved for just sex," I confessed, and Jessy retreated a little to the table. Every time I spoke, she seemed more inclined to get up and leave without saying anything. She was a woman used to having everything she always wanted. Of course, I would not gladly accept it for a man who did not have it as a priority. Unfortunately, my self-preservat
He had to be kidding.Hazz could only have drunk too much sake.It was impossible for a man not to agree to have sex only for one night and never again. All of them, regardless of their social class, have always believed it was more advantageous not to have any affective responsibility with any woman. I never had to bribe them. I never needed more than a little charm to get what I wanted, and now Hazz was just leaving. I waited sitting for five minutes, thinking that he would really be playing, or that he would regret it. But it didn't happen.He didn't even touch the food. He didn't even pay attention to my effort to find an affordable and still different restaurant for him. And he didn't even finish telling me what the conditions were. He stopped at first. The bastard didn't even have the courage to keep saying, after I stopped him in the first attempt to feel superior. I got angry. Not only because of his attitude. He could refuse me as much as he wanted. Not all men were prepared
I made a complete face, even emitting a sound of disgust."Who said that having sex with the poor is my fetish?”"And isn't it? "He asked, containing the laughter. "Jessy, you can't explain how you may have been interested in me. But I can explain. I've never seen you in my life. I never knew you were one of the first women to create an exclusive size of clothes. I didn't imagine that you were all that... But I was interested as soon as I put my eyes on you, even though I knew it was something beyond what I would achieve.”" But I'm here, aren't I? "I replied, taking a step forward. Hazz lowered his head to see me better, it was so funny that difference in our heights. "I still corresponded to your interest, and that's just what you should be focusing on.”Hazz let out a sigh, then moved his attention to my left, where my security guards were at a distance of only two meters. It was not a discreet presence, but those two men were in training, and Bruno and Luiz should not have given i
"You shouldn't even imagine what the life of the older sister of a family with only women should be like," said Jessy, sitting on the nearest bench. She put the soda can on her lap, next to the small black bag, and bit the hot dog before continuing. "Since I was little, I could never feel weak. I had people who mirrored themselves in my way of seeing problems.”"I'm the oldest of two brothers" I spoke in a calm tone, settling better on the hard bench of the square. If it weren't for the view of the lake and the city that grew with distant lights ahead, it would have been a bad idea to stay there. It was cold, and I felt even more uncomfortable by the weather after giving Jessy my denim jacket to wear. "So I think I had a similar experience.”"Ah, but boys are detached, aren't they?”"It depends on which sense you say that. My brothers and I were some temperamental pests.”"Typical of all the brothers," she commented, shrugging, after finishing eating all the hot dog. "Were you also co
"You really seem to have experienced bad times in relation to trusting other people," I observed, still attentive to your face. "Or, in fact, in relation to simply knowing them.”"At school, I've always been the chubby and dull girl," Jessy said, shaking her feet closer to the water. A cold wind passed quickly, sighing in her dark hair, and the packaging of her hot dog had long been forgotten next to her on the bench and rolled down the square, while she finished drinking her soda. "My parents changed my school five times. Five times. This should not be something that a child or teenager needs to go through, but today I see how much it has strengthened me.”"What did they do to you? "I asked, leaning better to see your face. For a moment, Jessy didn't answer, and I only noticed that it had been too invasive, when she let out a trembling sigh. I took a hand to the top of your back. "Jessy, I don't want you to bring out painful memories just to please me. If you want, you can talk. If n
"I have nothing to talk about relationships," Hazz said, laughing embarrassed. Then he observed the distant horizon, in which buildings stood up with strong lights coming from the traffic below. His eyes shone with a lost emotion, and he sighed. "As I said, there were few women who dared to approach me. Some just wanted to make fun of it, even after I finished high school. I must have been involved with only five women in my entire life, three of whom were my most lasting relationships and that there was really some sex.”"How old are you? "I asked.Hazz frowned.“ Twenty-eight.”My chin almost dropped."And did you only have sex with three women? "I asked, incredulous. "Hazz, I'm seriously thinking about not even continuing this meeting. I'm glad you told me that before, I don't even need to put so many expectations on this night of sex.”" Stop sexualizing me, woman," he complained. "There are more important things than fucking, you know?”I made a low sound of disagreement, althoug
"Now you've made everything strange and I don't know if I'll be able to keep the initial plan," I confessed, laughing.”"Are you refusing to have the night you promised me, Jessy Jones? "He asked, feigning shock.”"I don't know. You talked about having sex with three women and in a long relationship, so I started to think that things should be very time consuming for you.”"Do you prefer it to be fast?”"As long as it's pleasurable," I murmured, feeling the heat in my veins for the change of the course of that conversation.Hazz, to my surprise, didn't even blush."I've never had complaints about it.”"So it seems that now we have a real agreement, Hazz" I said in a formal tone, straightening up on the bench."We have," he said. " But I don't want your money or your help for more than getting rid of what you called the disguise of an ugly man. After that, we can see what happens.”"That's fine with me," I agreed with a smile.I watched his body, now without the jacket so I wouldn't fe