I was in the clouds. I didn't even remember how I had come home that morning. I hadn't even bothered to sleep. I made a strong coffee, took an energy drink, and mixed everything before drinking. I wouldn't sleep because in two hours I should be getting ready to go to my second job. Sleeping would only make me more tired. I would take it, I had to take it. My salary depended on those scarce hours of sleep.But I also didn't want to sleep just to be able to talk to Jessy, even though she wasn't online on Instagram. I was happy, scared and ecstatic. A person like her had never looked at me more than once. Not for money or power, but for her beauty. Because I'm exactly the kind of woman who would leave me on my toes. I was so absorbed in that feeling of butterflies swirling my stomach, that I didn't even notice that some neighboring apartment was sounding like warm fights. I cleared my ears, wanting to know where everything came from, but then my doorbell rang."I hate them," said Emilia,
Emilia blinked, stunned."I'm not using anything, Hazz.”"My brother was unjustly arrested, Emilia. I don't want anyone else around me to be harmed because of influences. If you are using something, if you have become dependent on something...”"It's just marijuana," said Emilia, widening her eyes. "It's no big deal, Hazz. And that's not why he implicates me so much.”" But it may be a reason for him to think he has the right over you," I said with a sigh. "Don't use that kind of thing, Emilia. It's not as harmless as it seems. You are too young, you need to find other ways to relieve this stress.”"It's not because of stress, Hazz. It's because of the feeling of tranquility. You should try it.”"I'm not going to smoke marijuana! "I grumbled, still keeping our hug.Emilia smiled lightly."I know how to make it on the cake. You wouldn't even notice until you ate.”I widened my eyes. There were so many times that Emilia's mother had sent me baked desserts "including cakes" that I couldn
The restaurant I chose for my first formal meeting with Hazz was the simplest on my list of favorite places. However, a quick and simple look in his direction, as he respectfully accompanied me with the distance of a step through the open doors of the enclosure, told me a lot about him not agreeing so much with some mere sign of simplicity. That restaurant, although simple in my conception of ideal places to have a meal, was the only one where I could take it without him feeling bad about not having to pay the bill.The place was very well lit, with paper lanterns hanging against the dark wooden beams, and round tables with low back chairs. The brightness of the moon and the stars entered through a small tipper in the middle of the ceiling, so that the brightness of the candles on each wall gave an even older and exquisite look to the place.Everything was airy, and the table I always chose was facing a balcony with vases scented with black orchids. A cold and delicious wind passed th
"I'm not one of your employees, Jessy," Hazz said in a sharp tone of voice. He fixed his glasses when I watched him with an arched eyebrow. "I don't have to follow all your orders and leave it for that. I didn't make any agreement. You offered something in a hazy way, and I won't give any answer until I'm sure where I'm getting into. What do you want, Jessy Jones?”"Hair" I answered without the slightest shame. Hazz blinked, keeping silent. "At first, I just thought about having sex with you, I keep thinking, actually. I think I was only a little afraid after visiting you at that nightclub, after having seen that you may be avoiding this agreement because you are already stuck in a situation where you are harassed by your boss.”"No, Jessy. I don't want to accept something like that because I can't sell my body in exchange for a better life. I don't agree with this kind of job. I don't think it's worthy.”"So you mean that anyone who uses the body to support himself does not deserve a
"And what would your conditions be, Hazz? " asked Jessy in a low voice.I opened my mouth to answer, but my company interrupted me, raising a hand. A waiter in oriental and peculiar clothes approached with some drinks, and, although it was not a wine, I knew that sake was even stronger and better persuasive for people weak to alcohol.I didn't used to drink, and I knew that my truths would be totally contradictory after those first sips, but Jessy watched me with expectation, thinking that I would feel uncomfortable with the place again. So, just because she was still looking, I drank a big sip, and despite the grimace and the cough attack, I laughed like someone was already under the"Blood of Jesus! "I cursed softly, feeling the burning and salty bitterness sliding down my throat. Jessy laughed. Whether it was for my expression of deep pain or the peculiar swearing, she didn't say, but laughed like a five-year-old girl. I coughed once again, hitting my chest. "That's strong.”"Be ca
Because I already had too many expectations. I thought Jessy could be interested enough to want more than just a part of my body. Or so that he wouldn't do the same as Poliana. At least she had hit a question, I hid under the clothes she wore. I really liked them, but I hid, knowing that everyone thought it was fun to laugh and less interesting to get closer. I hid so as not to attract the same types of women I fell in love with and regretted, that was the reason. But to talk about it, I would have to mention past dating, and I didn't want to bring the subject to the table. It was our first date, and it was just downhill."Because I never got involved for just sex," I confessed, and Jessy retreated a little to the table. Every time I spoke, she seemed more inclined to get up and leave without saying anything. She was a woman used to having everything she always wanted. Of course, I would not gladly accept it for a man who did not have it as a priority. Unfortunately, my self-preservat
He had to be kidding.Hazz could only have drunk too much sake.It was impossible for a man not to agree to have sex only for one night and never again. All of them, regardless of their social class, have always believed it was more advantageous not to have any affective responsibility with any woman. I never had to bribe them. I never needed more than a little charm to get what I wanted, and now Hazz was just leaving. I waited sitting for five minutes, thinking that he would really be playing, or that he would regret it. But it didn't happen.He didn't even touch the food. He didn't even pay attention to my effort to find an affordable and still different restaurant for him. And he didn't even finish telling me what the conditions were. He stopped at first. The bastard didn't even have the courage to keep saying, after I stopped him in the first attempt to feel superior. I got angry. Not only because of his attitude. He could refuse me as much as he wanted. Not all men were prepared
I made a complete face, even emitting a sound of disgust."Who said that having sex with the poor is my fetish?”"And isn't it? "He asked, containing the laughter. "Jessy, you can't explain how you may have been interested in me. But I can explain. I've never seen you in my life. I never knew you were one of the first women to create an exclusive size of clothes. I didn't imagine that you were all that... But I was interested as soon as I put my eyes on you, even though I knew it was something beyond what I would achieve.”" But I'm here, aren't I? "I replied, taking a step forward. Hazz lowered his head to see me better, it was so funny that difference in our heights. "I still corresponded to your interest, and that's just what you should be focusing on.”Hazz let out a sigh, then moved his attention to my left, where my security guards were at a distance of only two meters. It was not a discreet presence, but those two men were in training, and Bruno and Luiz should not have given i
We didn't have time for provocations. Jessy moaned slylyly, the way she did when she couldn't contain herself, and I knew she was so involved in what she would cum before we could even play. And I really didn't want to be late. We would have time for that later. But now... I couldn't wait for her to adapt as I put myself whole inside her body.She was tighter after a month without using that part so much favorite for me. I penetrated to the bottom with all my will, all my extension entering at once, without any warning that I would do it that way. I seemed even bigger to Jessy after that whole month, as if even her body had been closed to no longer allow anyone to enter.She moaned when she felt the pain, but the moan became a whining when she felt the pleasure, and her body understood who was coming and gave me space for it. It was beautiful how she adapted, how she prepared for me. Your heat and humidity enveloped me, numbed me. And I let out a moan as I pressed one knee against the
I didn't know that the sex of a reconciliation could be so intense. So excessively crude. So animalistic and fierce. Jessy grabbed me by the collar of her shirt, holding me between her legs and pulling me to her body. She hugged me with legs, arms and mouth. She kissed me as if all the longing for the world wanted to escape from her chest.And I didn't have the courage to do less than repay that. I wouldn't ask for a conventional love, for a normal sex. My body was at the height of those longings too. Jessy was everything. The center of my whole world. And she could do what she wants with me. I didn't care anymore. Since we were together, I was more than satisfied.The wood from Jessy's dressing table creaked when she pushed me towards the mirror, forcing me to sit partially on the furniture, so that she wouldn't get so small, moving away to interrupt the kiss. With a predatory look, as if she was going to eat me alive, she stopped me with one hand. Jessy studied me, like an animal, w
"The only good people around me are my sisters and my mother," I spoke in a fragile tone, without wanting him to interpret the interruption as a lack of patience. "The fact that they liked you terrified me a little, but made me see how willing you seemed to put me as the center of your world.”"Are you afraid that I would steal my attention? "He suggested, innocently.I giggled low.”“No. I was afraid that they wanted you to really become a member of the family. And I was afraid you wouldn't want to.”" Why would I refuse?”"For my status" I shrugged, making a small face. "For my lifestyle being different from yours. Because if you agreed to be with me, Hazz, you could never continue with this simple life and having only what is necessary. You would have to adapt to luxury. To my common standard of living. And I was afraid that you would retreat if I proposed something like that. You saw what happened on our first unprotected date. I have a target on my back for my fortune, and if you
That photo shoot was something organized by Gabbie and my mother. The two really made me believe that a station was the best place to have a photo studio, and that the portfolio of the photographer named Ricardo deserved a test before he was sent to Jackie's team. So, I was already aware of where I was going before I left home. The anxiety was making me sweat cold, but I stood firm as I entered the station. Everyone recognized me, everyone began to comment, but I kept my chin high and didn't dare think if Hazz could have acted like an ex-shole and talked about me in all corners. A moment later, I noticed that the looks were one of admiration, and I allowed myself to relax. He wasn't anywhere until the beginning of the rehearsal. He should have been late, or simply been too busy with the rehearsal preparations. Anyway, there was a moment when he showed up and saw me, very close, but so far from my reach that I could only stand still and keep taking pictures.When it was all over, Hazz
Ricardo didn't have the dignity to tell me what the job of the day would be. Like all the other employees of the Station, he was doing everything to stand out as the most indispensable photographer. Ruth, however, was already back.The company was paying for her course, but now she was taking the lead again of the station, wanting to be aware of everything that happened before taking on the position that was offered to her.She was in the studio when I arrived, coordinating the team and observing the way we worked, not only to know which of us would be ready for another chance, but also to ensure that moral abuses did not occur anymore.That morning, Ricardo even shared a piece of his sandwich with me "and being a man of the same physical size as mine, the fact that he shared with me was something that should be taken into account ", in addition to avoiding calling me his usual derogatory nicknames. A look in general made me understand that Ruth or any other coordinator could have cau
I giggled low, watching her." Why don't we ever work out with anyone, Jo? "I asked softly.”My sister looked away, staring at our vast property, the waves of the sea down there, and the city far away from our luxurious residence. A wind sighed between us, messing up his golden brown hair. Joana never looked as beautiful as at that moment, as she contemplated my question and the dark horizon."I don't know, Jessy," she said at last. "I think that all people in the world always have some kind of problem in their lives, something that motivates them to continue living, you know? We have money, we have a family, we have fans and a lot of success. But our hearts are empty. That's our problem. We have to spend a lifetime looking for something that people usually find on any corner. I have rich friends, who can change boyfriends every fortnight, our younger sisters are proof of that.”"Yes, but I don't say in relation to a relationship. I say in relation to love. Why don't we work out with
I returned to that call, swearing to have heard Hazz's voice on the other side of the line, but no one answered me. With a loud grumbling, I turned off and threw my cell phone against the bedding, before getting up and walking to the balcony of my room. The night was cold, with so many clouds that it was difficult to see the moon, but some little stars emerged between that darkness to shine deep above our heads. In one of those stars, my father should be inhabiting now, grumbleing how crazy and lost his daughters were to the point of giving up a relationship that had everything to work out, ruined by pride.“ Thinking about the death of the calf? " asked Joana, taking a few steps forward. She appeared behind me, hugging me lightly by the waist. His blond hair fell on mine, forming a very beautiful mix for those who saw it from afar. We were opposites. Joana with colors that promised a storm of savagery, although it was a love. And me, innocent eyes like a rabbit, and hair that made me
" Not to mention that, it's not because Jessy is a celebrity and everything else," said Henrique, drinking his yakult and offered the other two that he had in his pocket for me and Emilia. " But it would really be worth chasing her, Hazz. I don't know what kind of woman you're looking for, but Jessy is everyone's type, even I'm only twelve years old.”"Every of me," said Emilia, getting a narrow eye from me. She sighed, rolling her eyes. "Yes, I was even a little angry that she was in her apartment on a night that I needed consolation, but Jessy Jones is a celebrity that everyone agrees not to be anything like what the media paints. So, she must be less scrotum and boring than they say out there. And, despite the barbs we exchanged, our first date was funny. I would like to have the opportunity to see her to apologize.”"So go after her," I shot, drinking my yakult and tying my face to Emilia. "You two, in fact, think that all I heard was bullshit. I had the right to feel used. In fac
Emilia hadn't lived with me for at least three weeks. And knowing this gave me a bigger reason to count the days, since this also meant that it had been four weeks "or more specifically speaking, a month" since Jessy and I stopped talking to each other. Sometimes, I didn't even remember very well how everything had gone wrong. Sometimes I woke up at dawn looking for her body in bed, even if we had only slept together for two days at most. Sometimes, when I watched A Beautiful Woman, I thought I would have liked to watch it with her. I thought I could have said I had seen that movie because of her. But that went by. After long sleepless nights, that had passed.I went back to my job at the station, already well aware that a new management was present in the company. As far as rumors reported, Ruth was now in one of the company's headquarters, learning the Human Resources course, to be able to assume the position. The employees were now working in a frenzy of fear and expectation. It wa