My wolf was as giddy as ever, thinking about our mate and how he'd warmed up to us. I couldn't wait to see him after class so we could spend time together during free period. I wanted to know everything about him. His likes, his dislikes. I wanted to hold him again. The way he comfortably fit in my arms. It was a feeling I'd happily become addicted to. Even with all of these happy thoughts bouncing through my head, there were still a few things bothering me. Like that scar.
From the look of it...he shouldn't even be alive right now. Dread and relief flooded through me. Then there was the way he'd been looking during training. Most of the time, his face was neutral, but in the back of his eyes, he looked as if he were in pain. He didn't say anything, but it was clear to see that whatever was going on was messing with his mood. Especially when he snapped on Nico's Beta, Henry. It could just be the effects of not sleeping, but something told me there was more to it. I wanted to ask him about all of it, but I felt that now wasn't the time. The bell that signaled the end of class pulled me from my thoughts. I quickly grabbed my bag and exited the classroom, eager to see Cyrus.
When I reached his classroom, I leaned against the wall next to the doorway, watching as students filed out along with the teacher. None of them my mate. I waited a little longer, but after no one exited for a while, I took a peek. What I saw put my wolf into a state of slight panic. Cyrus stood in the back corner of the room, his eyes closed as he leaned heavily against the wall. He was holding his head, his face twisted in pain. His eyes opened to slits as he noticed me in the room. He reached toward me with his hand and tried to take a step forward, but staggered slightly, falling. My bag dropped as I rushed to him. Catching him in my arms, my mind raced. He didn't look this bad when I'd left,
"Baby, what's wrong?"
He mumbled the word 'migraine', gripping my arm for stability. I held him close and walked him over to a desk. After sitting him down, I kneeled in front of him holding his hands,
"Do you want me to take you to the nurse?"
His eyes widened, and he shook his head quickly before wincing in pain and closing his eyes again. Okay, the nurse was out of the question. His hands tightened slightly around mine as he whispered,
"Sleep..."
I nodded, standing. Picking up his books, I went over to my bag and shoved them in. Throwing it over my shoulder, I walked back and knelt again, speaking softly,
"If I help you, can you walk to the library with me? I can carry you if you can't."
"Walk..."
Boy, was he stubborn. I stood and wrapped my arm around his waist, helping him up. When he was standing fully, he leaned into my side, gripping my shirt. I repositioned my arm slightly so that it was more securely around his waist. We walked slowly through the crowded hallway. I growled at people who either didn't move or didn't mind their own business. We finally reached the library, and I guided us to the first table I saw. Sitting down first and dropping my bag to the floor, I guided him to my lap.
At first, he tensed up, but he quickly relaxed into me with his eyes closed. I pulled the chair next to us closer so he could stretch his legs out. Wrapping my arms around him, I held him close, rocking slightly after kissing his forehead. He fell asleep after about five minutes, his breathing evening out. I was relieved that he was finally unconscious to the pain, but I was still worried at how it became this serious in such a short period of time.
I looked at his face as he slept, his hand still gripping my shirt. He looked so content and peaceful. It differed from his usual blank expression. I couldn't help but smile at the fact that he could feel this way with me. The sound of a chair being pulled out caused me to look up. Josh was about to sit across from Cyrus and I. I told him to keep it quiet through the pack link before looking back at my sleeping mate. Josh spoke in a hushed tone,
"Dude, your mate is scary as fuck."
"I second that emotion."
The response had come from Jax, who was walking towards us with a nodding Fin. They took up the seat next to Josh, Jax sitting on Fin's lap. Fin wrapped his hand around Jax's waist as he spoke,
"First, he beats Nico, then he causes his Beta to submit. Now he's curled up in your lap. He's definitely not your normal sub. In fact, if I didn't see the way he acted around you, I don't think I'd consider him a sub at all. I'd rather not get on his bad side."
"You and me both."
That came from Josh, who glanced at his future luna with respect and slight fear. They weren't wrong. The way he acted and carried himself made it extremely clear that he was an Alpha through and through. And a strong one at that. I didn't mind, though. In fact, the way he dominated others while submitting to me was sexy, in my opinion. It gave me more to cherish, like the peaceful face he was making now. Like a secret between the two of us.
The conversation moved to plans about the weekend and then the winter tournament. We were starting to talk about Josh's experience with the jaguar rogue when I felt Cyrus tense in my arms. I looked down and saw his eyebrows furrow as his breathing quickened. I pulled him closer to me, making sure my scent surrounded him in an attempt to calm him down. Luckily, it worked, his breathing slowing as his face evened out. I wonder what he was dreaming about. The bell rang before I had time to think about it further, causing Josh and company to look towards Cyrus and I,
"Did that wake him up?"
I shook my head, glancing down at his still sleeping face. His lips were parted slightly now. So cute. Readjusting my hold on him, I stood up, now carrying him bridal style. Josh grabbed my bag, seeing that my hands were full, and we headed to the cafeteria. I sat down at the table with Cyrus in my lap. Josh said he'd grab my food, and I nodded my thanks.
Slowly our table filled with the rest of our friend group, including a few warriors from both Josh and I's pack and Fin and Jax's shadow. They would glance towards Cyrus, but no one attempted to confront what was slowly becoming the elephant in the room. I started to open my mouth when a calm, but irritated voice spoke up from my arms,
"I'm his mate so stop staring."
Cyrus shifted in my arms 'til he was facing forward with his back against my chest, his hair brushing against my face lightly. His scent was much stronger in this position and I inhaled deeply. How long had he been awake? I leaned down next to his ear, speaking low so only he could hear,
"Are you feeling better? Does your head still hurt?"
He shook his head slightly, squeezing my knee reassuringly. I kissed the top of his head and placed my hand on his thigh. He suddenly tensed up, so I moved it to his waist instead. I felt him relax and then saw him look down slightly, rubbing the back of my hand,
"I'm sorry. I-"
I shushed him immediately, speaking quietly as I leaned by his ear again,
"You never have to apologize to me. I always want you to feel comfortable and safe. However far you're willing to go is where I'll set my limits. Your feelings come first to me, remember that."
He nodded silently, leaning deeper into me. I smiled and kissed the top of his head as Josh sat a tray of food in front of us. I grabbed a few fries from the tray, happy to eat. Conversation continued, though he remained silent in my lap, mostly observing or playing with my fingers. I was halfway through my food, and Cyrus had touched nothing. I rubbed his arm,
"Aren't you hungry?"
"Yeah."
"Then why aren't you eating?"
"Cause I don't know what that is."
"You've never had a burger and fries?"
He just shook his head. How? I picked up a french fry and held it in front of his face,
"This is a french fry. Try it, if you don't like it I can get you something else after school."
He leaned forward slightly, and I felt his lips brush across my finger as he took it between his teeth. After a few seconds, he reached for another, causing me to smile as I took a bite of the burger. I was about to ask if he would try it as well when a voice came from across the table,
"What a disgrace of an Alpha. Not only is your mate a rogue, but you accepted him. It's disgusting."
Low growls erupted from the table as I glared at Tyler. How dare he talk about my mate like that. My wolf was pissed, as was I, but before I could respond, Cyrus was gracefully perched on the end of the table directly in front of the fucker. By The Mother was he fast. And quiet. His voice cut through the noise of the crowded room like a blade, though he wasn't speaking loudly,
"I dare you...to say that again."
I couldn't see Cyrus' face, but however he looked had everyone on that end of the table giving him some wary distance. I saw Tyler swallow before he decided to stand by what he said,
"I said, your little boyfriend is a disgrace of an Alp-"
He didn't have a chance to finish as Cyrus pulled him by his hair, slamming his head into the table, before jumping gracefully over his crumbling form. Tyler held his profusely bleeding nose as Cyrus turned, revealing the wicked cold smile and furious eyes that made up his facial expression,
"To a degree, I don't give a fuck how you feel about me, but take this as your only warning. Never insult my mate."
His voice was like liquid nitrogen, freezing anyone who heard it. He leaned forward towards Tyler's still slightly hunched figure, the smile dropping from his face. His eyes became a pale blue, almost gray, as I sensed his wolf come to the forefront. Killing intent and bloodlust flowed off of him as he spoke in a sinisterly low register,
"Now leave before I kill you."
Tyler booked it without a single word, and Cyrus made his way back to me. By the time he sat on my lap, his eyes were back to normal and his face was back to its regular neutral expression. I pulled him to my chest, considering what I just saw. I might've been angry, but Cyrus had been murderous. And something told me he wouldn't hesitate to fulfill his threat either. Sleep deprivation, migraines, battle experience, fear of touch, and now a temper. And this seemed like the tip of the iceberg. My mate's back story was starting to worry me. He seemed to have been through quite a bit to only be a senior in high school. I don't think it's because he's been living as a rogue either.
Everyone at the table was silent, probably processing my little display. I felt atinybit bad having shown that side of me, but something about hearing that waste of space talk about Leo had flipped a switch. Slowly, some of the conversations started back up. Leo offered me a bite of his burger, I think. I bit into it willingly, since the fries tasted good. Unfortunately, it was nothing like those. I scrunched my face up as the flavor of, what seemed like, burnt meat flooded my taste buds. I stuck my tongue out after forcing it down,"How can youeatthat?"My reaction caused Leo and Josh to laugh, making the atmosphere more relaxed again. I felt a kiss on my cheek before Leo's voice sounded from behind me,"It's okay, beautiful. We
We were about halfway there when I looked over and saw my baby fast asleep. Good, he needed the rest. I reached over, brushing my finger against his cheek, causing him to purr quietly. I was officially worried about him and whatever he'd been forced to go through. Seeing him like that broke my heart. Hearing the doubts he had about himself and what our relationship could be. It made me regret not finding him sooner. I would have been able to protect him from whatever caused this. As we pulled up to the packhouse, a few warriors walked over to greet me,"Welcome back, Leo."I nodded as I got out of the car and walked over to the passenger side, where Jayce and Micah stood peering through the glass at Cyrus with suspicion. I growled gently, causing them to step out of the way. Pulling open the door, I undid his seatbelt and gen
I looked at my bare chest in the bathroom mirror with Leo's shirt in my hand. Tracing the long scar down my chest before glancing at the scars along my arms. I shook my head and pulled the shirt on. I wasn't ready to talk about that yet. Guilt washed over me as the image of Leo's worried gaze came to mind. I quickly pushed the feelings down with a shake of my head before walking out with my only possessions in my hand. Leo smiled at me gently as he slipped them from my hands and gestured towards the bed while avoiding my gaze,"You can sleep in my bed. I'll sleep on the couch."I scrunched my eyebrows at the thought of not sleeping next to him,"Why?"He looked at me in surprise,
I watched Cyrus' face and eyes, trying to see what he was getting at. All I saw was his usual stoic expression. Even his voice was emotionless. Jayce looked at him suspiciously,"Why would I trust a rogue to fight fair?"Cyrus' eyes flashing pale blue was the only sign that he was irritated at the implications of the statement,"If my memory serves me right, official fights between warriors within a pack needs two observers. Also, just to keep it interesting, if either observer sees me cheating in any way, I will leave this territory and never set foot in the borders again. If I do, I'll let you kill me on sight with no resistance."I tried to keep my emotions in check. Not that I thought for a second that
I was slightly embarrassed that I'd forgotten, but Leo just laughed it off. Rubbing my back, he started to guide us back to the house, "We're shopping today, beautiful."I hummed as we walked through the back doors and headed up the stairs. Once we were in the room, I headed to the bathroom to wipe the blood off my leg. The bite was already healed. Thankfully, it wasn't deep enough to scar. Which is the last thing I need. I heard Leo walking towards me and repositioned my arms to cover my cuts. I turned towards him with a smile and saw that he was handing me the clothes I was wearing before the fight, "Here you go, baby." "Thank you."I took the clothes from his hand, careful not to show the underside of my arm. He walked away after pecking me on the lips. I smiled at his back and closed the door. Quickly getting dressed again, I headed out, tossing the clothes in the hamper. The drive to the mall wasn't exceptionally long. When we arrived, I took my time examining the large struct
Three days. That's how long it's been since my baby slept. It's been five days since the incident with Kyle and his lackeys. That night, as well as the next two, I awoke to Cyrus screaming. Begging incoherently, while tears streamed down his face as he clawed at his body. The third night, after I finally pulled him from his nightmare, I held him for an hour as his mind locked itself into a cycle of anxiety attacks and intense paranoia. That was the last straw, in his eyes, and so began his streak of insomnia. The next night, he simply refused to sleep. He laid in my arms, waiting for me to drift off and wake up again. When I tried to bring it up, he simply brushed it off, saying 'it'll pass'. It didn't stop me from worrying.The change in him from lack of sleep became more noticeable the longer it went on. He was extremely irritable and agitated with any and everyone that wasn't me. His usually emotionless face had turned into a permanent glare that threatened violence at t
***WARNING: This chapter contains mentions of rape, torture, and self-harm. Read at your own discretion.***I woke up in a cold sweat wrapped in Leo's arms and scent. Unfortunately, neither calmed my buzzing mind. I was drowning in memories and flashbacks as tears streamed down my face. I eased out of Leo's hold and got up, barely holding back a sob as another wave of memories drowned my mind. My arms wrapped tightly around my body, I silently shuffled into the bathroom. I couldn't be any more of a burden to Leo than I had been the last few days. As the door closed behind me, I locked it and slid down the wall, letting my tears fall freely while my hand kept my sobs from bouncing off the bathroom walls.Memory after memory assaulted my brain. I felt like I was drowning. Drowning in unwanted touch and violent assaults. Choking on hate-filled glares and spiteful words. I can't take this. I pulled at my hair, trying, and failing, to push the images away to the back of my m
I pulled my baby into my chest. I didn't know what to say. What could I say? A multitude of emotions swirled around my brain as I processed what he'd told me. He'd been through a seemingly endless hell and yet he'd dragged himself through. And he kept all this buried inside of himself. And, after all of this, he was more worried about me and the pack than he was himself. He was so strong. He was a survivor. I held him even closer, as if that was possible,"Baby, you're not going anywhere. I swear, on my life, I will do everything in my power to protect you. You're not alone anymore, so don't force yourself to be. We're gonna put an end to this. Together...and I promise you...I promise you I will kill that bastard in the slowest way possible. He's not gonna get away with what he did to you. I swear."His arms wrapped around my torso and gripped my shirt,"Thank you."His voice was so soft I almost thought I imagined it. I kissed the top of his head and then leane
***WARNING: This chapter contains some offensive language. Read at your own discretion.***Cy and I were in the kitchen. It was Sunday, and though we planned to have a double date with Jax and Fin later today, that wasn't until dinner. At the moment, it was noon. Both of our stomachs had protested while we were wandering through the surrounding woods, which had cut our walk short. I'd placed my baby on the center island, as per usual. Currently, I was struggling to slice tomatoes while Cy watched with an amused smirk on his face, "You know, those rom-coms got it right. Having a man who can cook is a bit of a turn-on."I raised a brow while I made my movements more exaggerated, "Does this turn you on? Are you not entertained, love?"I'd moved on to constructing the sandwich as exaggeratedly as possible while he struggled to hold back a giggle, "Oh, most definitely. It's especially hot when you make the slices crooked before smashing the rest of the tomato." "It's my secret weapon,
Blinding light assaulted my eyes as I forced them open. I jumped up instantly, remembering the fight with Tyler and company. My chest and head protested angrily, causing me to growl from the waves of pain. I hear something fall to the ground and look towards the sound, half expecting to find Tyler or any of my other attackers. Instead, I find an anxious-looking female wolf in a white lab coat. Keeping her in my peripheral, I take in my surroundings. I'm in a nice-sized room with a small, tan, leather love seat and a medium-sized TV mounted to the wall. The bed, I realize I'm on, resembles the ones I've seen in hospitals on TV. There's an IV in my arm going to, what looks, and smells like, a saline bag. My eyes travel towards the constant beeping sound that has been present since my eyes opened. It looks like a heart monitor. "Young Luna? You're in the pack infirmary. Don't move too much, you have a concussion and your bones need to mend."I flicked my eyes back to the brown-haired fe
"Cyrus?"The call had suddenly cut off. There weren't any dead zones in the school as far as I knew. Maybe he'd accidentally hung up. But he would have texted me or called back. He wasn't extremely 'tech-savvy' because he spent most of his time locked away by that Marren bastard, but he'd mastered texting fairly quick. I had a bad feeling. I looked through the rearview at Jax and Fin, "Hey, I'm about to go inside and get Cy."They pulled away from their make-out session and Jax gave me a questioning look, "I thought he was on his way out?" "He was, but the call cut off."Jax shrugged his shoulders, "'Kay and. He's a big, strong boy. He knows how to make it out to the car."I growled softly in irritation, causing Fin to raise an eyebrow with a serious expression, "What's got you riled up?"Though he was asking out of friendship, there was a warning in his tone. I couldn't blame him since I'd just growled at his mate, even if it was nonthreatening, "I've got a bad feeling I can't
I lean back in my chair, trying not to strangle the piece of shit who's been glaring at me since I walked in. When I apologized to all of Leo and I's teachers, I didn't expect to get off easy. Detention was to be expected. I'm not stupid. What I didn't expect was to be stuck in here with, of all people, fucking Tyler. Did I mention that during my week-long lead-up to my breakdown, he was a constant thorn in my side? Almost like he was personally hired by the Mother Spirit to be a pain in my ass. He was one of the few people that was able to get me angry enough to want to spill blood. His preferably. Now, I'm stuck in detention for two weeks with this fucker. I inhaled deeply as his eyes continued to bore holes into the side of my face. I clenched and unclenched my fists as his glare slowly wore down my patience. After thirty minutes of this shit, I'd had enough. I took another breath, in a failed attempt to reign in my growing irritation, and turned an icily blank stare towards him,
I pulled my baby into my chest. I didn't know what to say. What could I say? A multitude of emotions swirled around my brain as I processed what he'd told me. He'd been through a seemingly endless hell and yet he'd dragged himself through. And he kept all this buried inside of himself. And, after all of this, he was more worried about me and the pack than he was himself. He was so strong. He was a survivor. I held him even closer, as if that was possible,"Baby, you're not going anywhere. I swear, on my life, I will do everything in my power to protect you. You're not alone anymore, so don't force yourself to be. We're gonna put an end to this. Together...and I promise you...I promise you I will kill that bastard in the slowest way possible. He's not gonna get away with what he did to you. I swear."His arms wrapped around my torso and gripped my shirt,"Thank you."His voice was so soft I almost thought I imagined it. I kissed the top of his head and then leane
***WARNING: This chapter contains mentions of rape, torture, and self-harm. Read at your own discretion.***I woke up in a cold sweat wrapped in Leo's arms and scent. Unfortunately, neither calmed my buzzing mind. I was drowning in memories and flashbacks as tears streamed down my face. I eased out of Leo's hold and got up, barely holding back a sob as another wave of memories drowned my mind. My arms wrapped tightly around my body, I silently shuffled into the bathroom. I couldn't be any more of a burden to Leo than I had been the last few days. As the door closed behind me, I locked it and slid down the wall, letting my tears fall freely while my hand kept my sobs from bouncing off the bathroom walls.Memory after memory assaulted my brain. I felt like I was drowning. Drowning in unwanted touch and violent assaults. Choking on hate-filled glares and spiteful words. I can't take this. I pulled at my hair, trying, and failing, to push the images away to the back of my m
Three days. That's how long it's been since my baby slept. It's been five days since the incident with Kyle and his lackeys. That night, as well as the next two, I awoke to Cyrus screaming. Begging incoherently, while tears streamed down his face as he clawed at his body. The third night, after I finally pulled him from his nightmare, I held him for an hour as his mind locked itself into a cycle of anxiety attacks and intense paranoia. That was the last straw, in his eyes, and so began his streak of insomnia. The next night, he simply refused to sleep. He laid in my arms, waiting for me to drift off and wake up again. When I tried to bring it up, he simply brushed it off, saying 'it'll pass'. It didn't stop me from worrying.The change in him from lack of sleep became more noticeable the longer it went on. He was extremely irritable and agitated with any and everyone that wasn't me. His usually emotionless face had turned into a permanent glare that threatened violence at t
I was slightly embarrassed that I'd forgotten, but Leo just laughed it off. Rubbing my back, he started to guide us back to the house, "We're shopping today, beautiful."I hummed as we walked through the back doors and headed up the stairs. Once we were in the room, I headed to the bathroom to wipe the blood off my leg. The bite was already healed. Thankfully, it wasn't deep enough to scar. Which is the last thing I need. I heard Leo walking towards me and repositioned my arms to cover my cuts. I turned towards him with a smile and saw that he was handing me the clothes I was wearing before the fight, "Here you go, baby." "Thank you."I took the clothes from his hand, careful not to show the underside of my arm. He walked away after pecking me on the lips. I smiled at his back and closed the door. Quickly getting dressed again, I headed out, tossing the clothes in the hamper. The drive to the mall wasn't exceptionally long. When we arrived, I took my time examining the large struct
I watched Cyrus' face and eyes, trying to see what he was getting at. All I saw was his usual stoic expression. Even his voice was emotionless. Jayce looked at him suspiciously,"Why would I trust a rogue to fight fair?"Cyrus' eyes flashing pale blue was the only sign that he was irritated at the implications of the statement,"If my memory serves me right, official fights between warriors within a pack needs two observers. Also, just to keep it interesting, if either observer sees me cheating in any way, I will leave this territory and never set foot in the borders again. If I do, I'll let you kill me on sight with no resistance."I tried to keep my emotions in check. Not that I thought for a second that