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74: Battle Between One's Mind
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Vengeful Love 75: Go For Victory
What's happening to me? Why am I losing control? I stopped moving, I couldn't see my surroundings either. It feels like everything is waving like the sea. I am still in my wolf form, but I could not even stand still.'Analisse, what's happening?' Diane asked me, realizing that something is wrong with me but I can't reply.I heard Alpha Dimian laughing his lungs out while looking at me. "See? That's what I am saying, you can't win over me." So he is the one who did this to me.'When you need help, we will come to your rescue if you wish us to.' I heard a voice in my mind, but I can't distinguish whose voice is that. I am not familiar with the sounds I am hearing right now, I feel like everything is so overwhelming to the point that I am not sure what's true and what is not. 'Your protection, we will come to your rescue if you wish us to.''Your protection, we will come to your rescue if you wish us to.'Who are they?What am I feeling right now?"Don't think of doing stupid things, y
Vengeful Love 76: When Love Knocks
Diane and I talked about it after. I told her that I have the medicine since Nicolas gave it to me before he left and she trusted Sebastian to me now. She knew him very well, however she still can't figure out how to cure his illness. She used to see this kind of situation, but still she's worried. I told her to take a rest at first, however she refused and told me she was going to help the others outside.Sebastian and I were now both inside his room. But how can I make him drink this medicine if he is unconscious? He would definitely spit it out and every drop of this medicine is important and nothing should be wasted.I sighed.I decided to sit beside him first, thinking about what I should do. And while figuring it out, I observed him. The redness in his skin is getting worse and it can lead to scar even when it's healed. But what's the history of this? And why is he experiencing this kind of illness? My thoughts drove me back to the present when I heard him moaning in pain. I i
Vengeful Love 77: After Fall
I opened my eyes as the sun rays hit my face. It feels like a new day where I need to begin a new life. Something ended yesterday and something will welcome this new chapter. I remained in my position. I don't know if I still need to get up and face this another day of my life or I can just lay down here to wait for the next day or when I am ready.I sighed. There are so many things that happened to me, recently I lost important people and also I did something that I can never forget throughout this lifetime. And those things will never leave my mind. Even though I want to, I know I can't. I can't gaslight myself that I will. Those things will surely haunt me until I die.I looked at my right side and saw the table where the diary that Alpha Zidian gave back to me. Those things that are written inside that diary is still vivid in my mind, even though I am trying to forget it day by day, I know it's still there. In my heart, there was a part that is missing. And I don't know how to ma
Vengeful Love 78: Bond Between
As I stepped my feet outside, I heard cries and saw sorrows everywhere. The night has ended and now I could see the damage the war did in this pack, especially to the Healers Pier who actually half got burned down. Many have lost their loved ones, and now we can't face another battle yet or else the Blood Moon pack will be wiped out. The pain in everyone's eyes is there, the pain that is currently weakening them. I hope someday it will be their strength to move and succeed in their life."My son. Give him back, please. My son." An old lady begged the Alpha, he was also here trying to lessen the sadness in their hearts. "There's no way I can do that, Anastasia. If only I could, I would. I would definitely bring everyone back. But I can't. Anastasia, he did everything he can to protect you and his siblings." Alpha Zidian's voice was so soft, as if making her calm. The old lady just stared blankly at her son's corpse. "I will make sure he will get what he deserves, and I promise to you
Vengeful Love 79: Chasing Melody
2 months have passed since the war.I smiled as I sat in front of his grave, I didn't have the chance to visit him after going to Madam Olga since his family buried him right after, I did not know that was his last wish before he went to the battle.His family wasn't ready, for course. But they don't want to disrespect his decision, his last wish to them so they did what he wanted. He said he does want to see them cry for a long time just because he died, he said that he will never leave them at all. He was just going to rest first, and he is happy to contribute to the pack. I sighed. "Inueh, sorry that I am late. The pack has so much damage that we need to fix them first. I promised to myself that when all was back to their right place, I will visit you here and spend time with you. Are you disappointed? Don't be, I was the one who needed to feel it. But don't worry, I am trying to move on day by day. Do you know that your family was given recognition? Your father was going to be on
Vengeful Love 80: Love's Confession
"It's you, Analisse. It's always you."As if my world stopped after I heard those words. At first I was not sure what he was saying, but when I came to think of it, I remembered what he said earlier. "Fine. It's always me, so what about it?" I asked, trying to show him I don't get ud even though I can. I don't want him to think that I am assuming things."What about what? I just said it." I chuckled when his face started turning red, now I won't exaggerate about it since I knew he was just shy."Say what? You haven't said anything about it yet, are you kidding me?" I asked him. His face got confused even more and I am enjoying seeing him that way."Psh." He was about to go when I held his arms."Then why don't you tell me? Without making me confused." I told him, I was serious about it.I think he really likes one of my friends inside the pack, and I will help him if he will just tell me. It's not like I am going to be bitter for someone's happiness."Who's that girl? I will help you
Vengeful Love 81: First Pleasure
If this world would reach its end? I hope there is still time. I want to feel excessive emotions for love before going to the afterlife. It's funny to think that I am asking this now even though I want to end my life before but if it were gonna happen, then I hope I had the chance to choose the right thing to do.I opened my eyes and stared at the ceiling, it's another day for me but feels like I was reborn."Will everything change after that?" Now that I clearly know Sebastian's intention towards me, I know there will be change for me. I smiled as I thought about what we did yesterday, I never thought we would end up like that.I unconsciously touched my lips, I could still feel his lips in mine, and I somehow miss that feeling. But I shook my head, this can't be or else I would crave for it more.I decided to stand up and prepare myself. After that I opened the door to go outside, however a man's face surprised me."Gael?" I asked as I looked at him. His body was covering the exit
Vengeful Love 82: Warm Bodies
That's not me.How can I say something like that? I don't know what to react when I saw his eyes widening, maybe he was also wondering why those words came out of my mouth."You sure?" He asked me with his horse voice. I bit my lips and it felt like it was going to bleed any moment.That thing, I will lose it now.Again, I slowly nodded my head as I closed my eyes for a moment. He removed his pants, showing me his manhood. Is he that really big? I think I am not gonna make it until later if he is really going to let that thing inside me. My hands are searching for something hard that I can hold on to while staring at that big sword of his, knowing that I will be penetrated now I can't help but to be nervous. Maybe he saw that so he held both of my hands on top of my head."I'll be gentle." He told me. He should, since this is my first time and I am not joking around anymore. I will give it to him and I know I will not have any regrets after this.I gulped when he positioned himself
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Vengeful Love 105: A New Story To Tell
I always asked myself why I needed to experience all of this misfortune when I did nothing wrong. Many want to help me in my journey but I think it was always me who was wrong after all, it was my existence that is not right.If I was still dreaming, can I just go back when I was still nothing and don't pursue myself to be great? Back when I was still selfish, back when I was still a child.‘Can I come back?’“Analisse…” I am hearing voices. Voices of those people whom I love, their voices who kept on making me believe that I can do it, that I can protect them. But I am just a disappointment."Analisse.” It kept on rotating on my mind, their faces, voices, and their smiles."Analisse!” With that scream, I opened my eyes."Oh my gosh!” There was a person who hugged me. When I looked at her face, I saw Rose.I smiled. I thought I would never see her again, even in my dream, she's still beautiful. I frowned when she started crying. "I thought I would never see you again.” Sobbing in pai
Vengeful Love 104: The Last Battle
I left the Silver wolf pack without meeting him. And maybe it's good for us both not to see each other again, or maybe in another time. We could open our hearts again for apologies and forgiveness. But now, there is still something we need to do for the packs that we need to protect.“How are you feeling now?" Diane asked me. She couldn't hide her emotions when she saw my mother and I talking. She left the hut so that we could have privacy. However, she could not help but listen, curious about what my life really is. “I am fine, there is a heavy feeling inside me through the years that was released today. Thank you." She's the one who told her where I am. And she knew I needed to talk to my mother, she knew me more than anyone.“No need to thank me. I have done nothing.” I chuckled when she rolled her eyes. Maybe she thinks that way, but for me, her support is the most important thing.I also made a proper goodbye to Rose and Levi, they are good now. After that, we stayed in the pack
Vengeful Love 103: Before Sunrise
“You got it?" Diane asked.I smiled and showed her the white cloth I was holding. “It will kill her," I said. “We must kill her."“I know." She took it from me as I needed her to hold it tight. “Seems like it was going to be easy but isn't." She chuckled, staring at the only weapon we have. “What about the place?" I asked, we are still inside the pack, in a place where no one would see us easily. Rose is not here, I guess she is still looking for Levi.“I checked every corner, the witch was gone and the people were asking for help. Many children have died, they need support." I nodded my head. At this time, we can't just let this past and not listen to their plea. We are here because we have something to do and that is to help them.“They need to go out now." I told her.“They need their Alpha. Your parents aren't here?" She asked me. I gave her a faint smile. I haven't seen them yet, and even though I will. I still don't know what they will think about seeing me alive. I just want t
Vengeful Love 102: As I Fly Towards You
We are at the field, one of the pack’s territory, no one is here except for the three of us. I am bothered with the thought that there is someone who we can face in here and kill us before I find Samantha. However, I need to help Rose first on her request. Earlier, she told me that Levi went in here but never came back, it's been 2 days but he is not yet seen by Rose. I know how Rose loved Levi and vice versa, but those two were still young back then and to realize their feelings for each other, I saw it before they knew it. I know they will last for a long time, and the way I can see it, they are not still being open with their feelings with each other until now. I hope they will have a happy ending in this life full of sorrow and pain. I could see in her eyes right now how much she worries about him. I know that she wants to see and is longing for him even though he is always near her. I guess that's how complicated love is. Diane was looking around, trying to catch something in h
Vengeful Love 101: Whatever It Takes
“Join hands with me." Analisse was not sure if she would accept the woman's hand but it's the only thing she can find to kill Lucinda, the woman who's bringing disaster to everyone around her.“What would it take me to do this?" Analisse asked, making sure that there is no hidden agenda between the agreement. Of course she's still hoping to see her family and she doesn't just want to be dead while they are still waiting for her, for them to come back. “Your life, not unless you are strong enough to take all the blows she will throw at you, then you can find the hope to live. Don't ever be like me, I was dead and still dead inside after that incident. Continue what I can't accomplish, that's the only thing to do, and you need to do it right this time. She should rest in hell where she truly belongs.” The woman said to her. “What's your name?" Diane asked her. Still curious about the name of the woman in front of them who is willing to help. It's better than nothing, it's better to ha
Vengeful Love 100: In Time
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Vengeful Love 99: Do or Die
I was hugging myself waiting for the time, also waiting for even one of them to wake up. I can feel the need to sleep right now but I won't dare to until I have someone to look around. This world outside is dangerous, we can't trust anything right now except for the three of us.I looked at them and they were in the deepest sleep so I stood up to make myself awake. I roamed my eyes around and saw some fireflies not far from where I was standing. To make myself busy, I decided to follow those fireflies and they are going in the same direction which made me curious. I made my way to them to check what they were coming with. I am getting a little far from them so I stopped, I sighed and was about to go back to those two sleeping guys when I heard someone humming a song, it's a woman. I decided to remain hidden in a tree not far from her and take a look."Hmm." She continues humming, she's not aware of my presence since I kept hiding it. "Would they still remember me, huh Sky?" She asked
Vengeful Love 98: The Past
I looked at Timothy while he was playing around, I smiled when he waved his hands at me. He looks so cute, I can't imagine I will leave him right now. I will not see him for days or even months. My smile became a sad one thinking that it's not a guarantee that I will be back here. I can't let my son be in danger, especially right now that Lucinda will never leave us after knowing the book is inside this pack.I still have to find Ruby and Eve who have been carrying that book, I don't want anything to happen to them either. They are part of the pack and they are my family. "Be good to daddy okay?" I told him when he hugged me. He is as sweet as his dad.I will miss him."I am always good momma." He pouted his lips which made him cute even more. His cheeks were so fluffy, even his voice was a music to my ears. I can't leave him for a day, but now I will need to go without him with me. "Of course you are." I kissed him before letting him play with other children. I saw Nicolas coming to
Vengeful Love 97: The Truth
"What are your plans then?" Diane asked me. After going to the lake, I told Sebastian that I will be seeing Diane. We rested there for some hours and enjoyed ourselves, for some hours I was able to forget the bad things happening around me but of course at the end of the day, we can just run away. I need to face them and not let them win against me."I will look for that thing, whatever it is and no matter what it takes, even if it means conquering the whole world I will do it. Just to make him free from that illness he was feeling since when he was young, he can't just tell me that he was used to feeling that because I am not. And I will never get used to seeing him in pain." I told her. She nodded her head at me. I know she understands what I am telling her right now. "I know. I know. I will help you." I smiled at her."Thank you.""Let's continue with the book you are saying, it's still inside the library right?" I shook my head."No, it's inside Healers Pier right now. Ruby has b
