I smiled as I reached back home. It's been 2 years since I saw those people I love. I wiped my tears as they strolled down my bare face. I can't help but to realize I have been away for too long.I want to see them badly. My family, especially him. These walls were the only thing hindering me from seeing them now. I took the only thing I was carrying these years, it was the diary he gave me. I managed to preserve this the whole time, it was the only memory I have.I took a deep breath before going inside the gate. Once I stepped in, a cold breeze of air welcomed me. I missed this feeling.It's good to be back.This day is a very special one, so I tried to get back here as soon as possible to see this. It's his birthday today, and this is the time we will be together in this lifetime. We all know I am his mate after all. I headed to the place where I know they are right now, and I smiled as I saw them all celebrating. But my happiness didn't last long as I saw my best friend standin
I was dying because of the pain I am feeling right now. Every veins inside me felt like tearing apart, every tear I cried was a lava, and every glance of his cold eyes was like a dagger I couldn't avoid. It was just painful, everything was so painful that I was hardly breathing. I can't believe he just threw me away like that. "Just accept it, I don't want to hurt you anymore. Go and find the right place for you and never go back." I can't hear him, and I don't understand every word he says. When I saw him walking away from me, all I could think was to go and follow him.I looked at the sky with my eyes burning fire. "No!" I shouted all the remaining strength in me that it echoed in the whole place. My wolf was in pain. I was in pain. All of them were scared. The moment I stood up on my foot again, that's when someone grabbed me, stabbing me in the back.The last tears I cried that day was the most painful one, and everything just went black. I know I lost the battle once again, and
I sat in the middle of this cold dark area, all I can see is the metal bars of this jail.I know exactly where I am. They imprisoned me here like I am a criminal, fearing that I would do terrible things to them. They knew my capabilities after all.B-But why would I hurt my people?I looked down, hugging my knees. It's been 2 days since I last saw Rose, she never came back. I think Argus banned her from coming to me. No one came to me after that, no one wants to see me, to check if I am still alive. I couldn't eat the food nor drink those they were giving me. I don't feel safe here anymore. I raised my eyes when I heard feet approaching where I was, hoping that it might be him. I want to see him, I still want to ask him a lot. I still can't accept that we ended like that, I know I can't change what happened and I can't bring back the past but I just want to hear from him that he loved me, even in the last moments of my life.But then my hope started to shatter when I saw her, she's
I was always prepared for anything, but this one is not what I expected.I wish I was dead a long time ago. I wouldn't dare to be a traitor of my own pack and to be killed in front of our ancestors that gave us the freedom we are experiencing right now.But here I am inside the cell, waiting for the time of my own execution. I did not imagine that after years of executing criminals, I will be the one to be executed now.I don't have tears to cry anymore. All the pain made me numb. In nearly 2 hours I will not breathe the same air I was breathing today. I did not eat for those days I was here, fear of being poisoned by those who hated me. However, now, they will see how I will be killed. I wish it would be so fast that I would not even notice it. I guess this is the time for me to say goodbye. I already lived a life with joy and experienced sorrow all by myself, it's time to rest.I would be grateful if it was him, I will not regret anything if he would be the one to kill me. I am wi
I woke up because of some smell. I think someone is cooking.My eyes widened when I realized where I was. Is that all real? I really am alive, still? If yes, I don't know where I am right now. All the memories from yesterday began to go back, I can still feel the pain. I sat on the wooden bed where I was lying down earlier and searched the place using my eyes. I am really here. I feel so hot right now and my head is aching, maybe because I was soaking wet last night. I think that person helped me. "You are awake." I was out of words when I saw a topless man standing in front of me, and he was just wearing a towel on his bottom. I immediately averted my gaze into that innocent table, and what bothers me the most is when I saw what I was wearing last night there. That's when I realized I have different clothes right now."W-Why? Who are you?" I asked him. I didn't mean to sound suspicious but I can't control myself. I was too stunned when he slowly walked towards me, he did not even
The man whose arms were crossed was standing in front of me now. I can smell him from here. No one spoke a word since we went inside the hut. I was just staring at those burning eyes. This is the first time I saw something like this. I had seen red eyes before but his was just fascinating. I couldn't take my eyes off of him."Stop staring at him." Diane told me, glaring. She's still trying to look over at me, scared that I might do something horrible, which I have never thought of doing.I still don't know what kind of person they are. "Why are you here?" Sebastian, as Diane called him earlier, asked the woman in front of me.She felt uneasy after hearing him, squeezing her fingers in her palm. She looked so tense. "I just want to make sure you are safe," she said with her most calm tone, far from how she speaks to me. This Sebastian had my curiosity craved. Who is he? And why does this woman seem to be afraid of him?"I don't need your protection." He replied to her. Well, as I can
"Let's go." Diane walked outside the hut but I didn't follow. I was skeptical about moving. I can't find my diary. I don't know where it was. I am certain Sebastian won't bother taking such a thing like that but it's still important for me. I can't leave without it."Hey! Time is running out!" Diane shouted from outside. I closed my eyes. Sweat was all over my body, my hands were shaking. Should I just leave those memories here?I did not respond to her and continued looking for my thing."What is it?" Sebastian asked. He's frowning, wondering what I need in his small hut. "I lost my diary. I can't find it." I told him. "Forget it. You need to leave now." I was stunned when I heard what he said. That's the only thing I have, that's why I can't bear to lose that too. I looked at him and shook my head, then continued searching. The coat and the box containing the food that seemed to have been wiped are still here, but the diary is gone. I sat on the floor and sighed, it seemed that
"Who are you?" I asked. I can feel something strange about him, I am certain he is not just an ordinary man.His gaze shifted at me and grinned as he saw my face."I am not expecting to see the cat who got lost in this area." I frowned. Is he pertaining to me? What's the meaning of his words then?"I am asking you, who are you and what do you need?" My patience got shorter, especially when he smirked."You don't know me but I know a lot about you, and this little fox." He looked at Diane meaningfully. "I did not know Blood Moon pack would give way to a rogue like you. It's a shame, the Silver wolf pack just gave up on someone brave and respects equality, it's their loss. Don't you want revenge?" My eyes widened. How did he know about what happened to me? He is not part of us, the news isn't that fast to grow either since we are far away from others. "How did you know that?" I asked, pointing my dagger at him.He laughed, as if trying to piss me. However, I need to remain calm. I stil
I always asked myself why I needed to experience all of this misfortune when I did nothing wrong. Many want to help me in my journey but I think it was always me who was wrong after all, it was my existence that is not right.If I was still dreaming, can I just go back when I was still nothing and don't pursue myself to be great? Back when I was still selfish, back when I was still a child.‘Can I come back?’“Analisse…” I am hearing voices. Voices of those people whom I love, their voices who kept on making me believe that I can do it, that I can protect them. But I am just a disappointment."Analisse.” It kept on rotating on my mind, their faces, voices, and their smiles."Analisse!” With that scream, I opened my eyes."Oh my gosh!” There was a person who hugged me. When I looked at her face, I saw Rose.I smiled. I thought I would never see her again, even in my dream, she's still beautiful. I frowned when she started crying. "I thought I would never see you again.” Sobbing in pai
I left the Silver wolf pack without meeting him. And maybe it's good for us both not to see each other again, or maybe in another time. We could open our hearts again for apologies and forgiveness. But now, there is still something we need to do for the packs that we need to protect.“How are you feeling now?" Diane asked me. She couldn't hide her emotions when she saw my mother and I talking. She left the hut so that we could have privacy. However, she could not help but listen, curious about what my life really is. “I am fine, there is a heavy feeling inside me through the years that was released today. Thank you." She's the one who told her where I am. And she knew I needed to talk to my mother, she knew me more than anyone.“No need to thank me. I have done nothing.” I chuckled when she rolled her eyes. Maybe she thinks that way, but for me, her support is the most important thing.I also made a proper goodbye to Rose and Levi, they are good now. After that, we stayed in the pack
“You got it?" Diane asked.I smiled and showed her the white cloth I was holding. “It will kill her," I said. “We must kill her."“I know." She took it from me as I needed her to hold it tight. “Seems like it was going to be easy but isn't." She chuckled, staring at the only weapon we have. “What about the place?" I asked, we are still inside the pack, in a place where no one would see us easily. Rose is not here, I guess she is still looking for Levi.“I checked every corner, the witch was gone and the people were asking for help. Many children have died, they need support." I nodded my head. At this time, we can't just let this past and not listen to their plea. We are here because we have something to do and that is to help them.“They need to go out now." I told her.“They need their Alpha. Your parents aren't here?" She asked me. I gave her a faint smile. I haven't seen them yet, and even though I will. I still don't know what they will think about seeing me alive. I just want t
We are at the field, one of the pack’s territory, no one is here except for the three of us. I am bothered with the thought that there is someone who we can face in here and kill us before I find Samantha. However, I need to help Rose first on her request. Earlier, she told me that Levi went in here but never came back, it's been 2 days but he is not yet seen by Rose. I know how Rose loved Levi and vice versa, but those two were still young back then and to realize their feelings for each other, I saw it before they knew it. I know they will last for a long time, and the way I can see it, they are not still being open with their feelings with each other until now. I hope they will have a happy ending in this life full of sorrow and pain. I could see in her eyes right now how much she worries about him. I know that she wants to see and is longing for him even though he is always near her. I guess that's how complicated love is. Diane was looking around, trying to catch something in h
“Join hands with me." Analisse was not sure if she would accept the woman's hand but it's the only thing she can find to kill Lucinda, the woman who's bringing disaster to everyone around her.“What would it take me to do this?" Analisse asked, making sure that there is no hidden agenda between the agreement. Of course she's still hoping to see her family and she doesn't just want to be dead while they are still waiting for her, for them to come back. “Your life, not unless you are strong enough to take all the blows she will throw at you, then you can find the hope to live. Don't ever be like me, I was dead and still dead inside after that incident. Continue what I can't accomplish, that's the only thing to do, and you need to do it right this time. She should rest in hell where she truly belongs.” The woman said to her. “What's your name?" Diane asked her. Still curious about the name of the woman in front of them who is willing to help. It's better than nothing, it's better to ha
THIRD PERSON'S POVAnalisse and Diane were stunned to see Nicolas' face at that moment. They have so many questions why their friend who is a wolf is getting scales, like what reptiles have.Analisse began to think of it, and when she realized that it was from the reptile he saw earlier before he ran towards the cave she immediately told it to her friends.“What? So that reptile maybe wants to make you one of them? This is unbelievable, we are getting a pet here.” Diane kept on pissing Nicolas off while the latter was already feeling the burning sensation inside his body. Not minding Diane's words, he tried standing up but his feet were stuck on the ground.“Let me see it." Analisse looked at his feet and she was right, he would not lift it up because of that slimy thing all over his body. “That's gross, really." Diane said, however she tried on helping Nicolas again but to no avail.Analisse then seriously looked outside, making her mind to check it out. “Whatever it is, they want u
I was hugging myself waiting for the time, also waiting for even one of them to wake up. I can feel the need to sleep right now but I won't dare to until I have someone to look around. This world outside is dangerous, we can't trust anything right now except for the three of us.I looked at them and they were in the deepest sleep so I stood up to make myself awake. I roamed my eyes around and saw some fireflies not far from where I was standing. To make myself busy, I decided to follow those fireflies and they are going in the same direction which made me curious. I made my way to them to check what they were coming with. I am getting a little far from them so I stopped, I sighed and was about to go back to those two sleeping guys when I heard someone humming a song, it's a woman. I decided to remain hidden in a tree not far from her and take a look."Hmm." She continues humming, she's not aware of my presence since I kept hiding it. "Would they still remember me, huh Sky?" She asked
I looked at Timothy while he was playing around, I smiled when he waved his hands at me. He looks so cute, I can't imagine I will leave him right now. I will not see him for days or even months. My smile became a sad one thinking that it's not a guarantee that I will be back here. I can't let my son be in danger, especially right now that Lucinda will never leave us after knowing the book is inside this pack.I still have to find Ruby and Eve who have been carrying that book, I don't want anything to happen to them either. They are part of the pack and they are my family. "Be good to daddy okay?" I told him when he hugged me. He is as sweet as his dad.I will miss him."I am always good momma." He pouted his lips which made him cute even more. His cheeks were so fluffy, even his voice was a music to my ears. I can't leave him for a day, but now I will need to go without him with me. "Of course you are." I kissed him before letting him play with other children. I saw Nicolas coming to
"What are your plans then?" Diane asked me. After going to the lake, I told Sebastian that I will be seeing Diane. We rested there for some hours and enjoyed ourselves, for some hours I was able to forget the bad things happening around me but of course at the end of the day, we can just run away. I need to face them and not let them win against me."I will look for that thing, whatever it is and no matter what it takes, even if it means conquering the whole world I will do it. Just to make him free from that illness he was feeling since when he was young, he can't just tell me that he was used to feeling that because I am not. And I will never get used to seeing him in pain." I told her. She nodded her head at me. I know she understands what I am telling her right now. "I know. I know. I will help you." I smiled at her."Thank you.""Let's continue with the book you are saying, it's still inside the library right?" I shook my head."No, it's inside Healers Pier right now. Ruby has b