And the two proceeded to their respective rooms for donating blood. While I was left in front of Audrey's room. They say I haven't been able to go in yet because the nurses there are still taking care of my daughter. So, my eyes were left fastened to Liam, walking away. At that time, I still had the courage to tell someone like Liam who had a mental problem, and the fear I still have in me that an attack would happen again, I judged him he's not able to be a good father to Audrey. I told myself then that Liam is the type that I don't see a shadow of being a good father. Because of his condition back then, the promises he made during our wedding that he'll make me happy and treat me his number one queen becomes the opposite as he brings me into the kingdom swallowed by the darkness. And I should have understood there's this underlying condition he has that's why he has hurt me a lot of times. Because of the many things that happened before, my heart lost its place to understand. Espec
Because the pain is not tolerable. It still hurts to hear from his mouth that he is taking me back to the person I first felt love for. It's like I'm just an ordinary thing to Henrix that he's now returning to its owner. "I'll do rounds with the patients in the chin. I'll leave you here." He tapped my shoulder as he stood. He bowed to me slightly, as if he had forgotten something to say. "If you ever think of coming back to him, don't hesitate. Do what you must. Go with someone who makes you happy.” I only watched him go outside of the room. I was not even able to speak or even ask about something that with the many events that took place, my mind about that was lost. I have realized just now the need to ask Henrix being on a bar exactly the time Audrey has been put into hospital. Is he really the man I saw with Lucile there or not? ***** "I bought a lot. Which of these do you want to eat?” A bag of beef mami, porridge and soup were the food I bought for Liam. I don't know what
"If you think that I lost my love for you right away, that's not true. It's still here, okay? It's just different now, there aren't as many as before." "I'm sorry if I broke it... that I immediately gave up on what we had before. Sorry... if at this time, Henrix is the one I can't let go of. Henrix is now what my heart desires…” Pointing at my chest, I'm directing my hand to my heart. "But don't worry. As for the complexity of the situation between the two of us now, it seems that the disease has round 2... which I thought I had escaped before." As I looked out into the void, somehow I was able to smile at the pain I felt and the weight of my heart with the weight it was carrying now. "It's impossible we could end up together. But at least he became part of my life... of our lives. Because it looks like Mama gave birth to me unlucky in love life... so, Audrey's there, and... perhaps my future life as a single mom would become... I hope... easier." Liam was supposed to be the on
Rocco called and said he needs me at Aether, so I couldn't even leave Audrey, knowing that Liam promised me that he would take care of Aud, at least I felt safe to leave the hospital. Hopefully with the second promise he made to me, I won't receive bad news. "So, the other day, Carina talked to me, and she's begging me to allow her to leave the group. It's because She asked me so suddenly, in just a few days their first song will be released, their debut and first conference as a group," said Rocco. I just stayed calm in my seat even though inside, I wanted to explode with anger and wanted to go wild here. "And then I found out that Carina has suffered acute leukemia." "How was she?" “Recovering, Gwen. I have also talked to her that she will not take a leave from the group, and we both agreed that as soon as she recovered, the big event for them will definitely happen." I was frustrated, yes, but at least I never let my emotions swallow me. Therefore, I remain calm and let my mi
"Since you came into their lives, Lucile's life has not been quiet anymore. Her brain was filled with anger and whatever ideas she had just to get you out of their way." Now I was able to follow the direction the words of the man I was talking to were taking. Everything is starting to become clear to me. "The attempt she made to make you miscarry twice, it's all her plan. It just didn't work the second time because the one she ordered—Grandma Minda—was caught." "Is it also the consumption of my family, is she in cahoots with Imelda?" Tearfully, I looked away from the person I was talking to. Maybe because of the answer I will hear from him, I will completely give up. "Is Lucile also one of the ones who planned to make all my family disappear from the world?" "They have planned it... with Ma'am Imelda." I felt like all my energy was drained because of that. She was still with me... she and Henrix, while I mourned the fate of my family and the life I had lost. She sympathized with P
"Do you blame yourself for why that girl was imprisoned? Well, she surrendered willingly-” "And I'm the reason why she turned herself in to the police, Hen." Staying outside of the police station, I did not move to pass through my car on the other side of the road. "I was guilty because... I was also the reason why she committed that sin. My idea is to blame Imelda for the food poisoning that will happen to Tanya. In return for giving her restaurant a bad reputation, Dianne did that." "All because of me!" It was as if my legs suddenly felt weak, I lost the strength to stay standing. "I am the reason why she committed a crime. And now... I'm the reason why she's giving up on herself. Where on Earth could I find peace of mind now?!” I was so upset and with the weight of what I was carrying, I washed my hands from my face and wiped away the tears by myself. While Hen joined me sitting like crazy outside the station while his other arm tried to comfort the hopeless me. "Kris, don't loo
"Why do I still look wrong here? Why am I still bad? Always in your eyes, I haven't done anything right-" "Do you think it's right to insult a person who’s older than you?!" I don't want to raise my voice at her because I know I would just hurt her feelings by making her realize her mistakes, otherwise I don't want to condone her. "I'm going to react to what you did because of insulting your father, and that’s bad! And for not showing them some respect is something I can't tolerate!" "But the reason why I was becoming rude to that guy... isn't that valid, ma?" Even though she hasn't recovered properly, Audrey is already making me cry. "How I became rude to him... is all because of you! I'm just protecting you and myself because he's a bad person, ma! He hurt you before. For causing you violence before, how could I be able to see him becoming a good father to me?!” “Dear… how did you know?” I don't remember when I told her my experience before. That experience is so unpleasant to
"You're still under the company's name, and even the music and the MV you're going to make, it's still going to fall with Aether. That's my concern, Tanya." "Miss G..." Her sudden laugh was random. "We will go through making them cute if they suddenly become tigers." “Aether's strength is its artists, and so its weakness. When their artists disappear, the company is also closed and they won't make any more money. And I know they don't want that." With the kind of behavior Tanya has, I admit that I get a headache from her being cunning. But still, it does something... essential. ***** I'm on my way home today to get some clothes that Audrey will need at the hospital. It looks like it will take up to a week for her to heal there, and my daughter who doesn't change her clothes won't agree. *phone rings* On the passenger's seat, almost next to the door, my cellphone was ringing. I can't reach it since I'm driving and my hands are short. When I checked the caller, it was Audrey calli