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2024-10-29 19:42:56Clara
Reaching home, father throws me in my room and locks the door. I cry and hit the door until I lose the energy and let the tears fall uncontrolled. I know my father has been standing there on the other side of the door listening to me hit it like a mad woman. He has heard me cry but he hasn't open the door to let me out.
He knows that when he opens it, I won't hesitate to run through and go to Damien. What does he not understand about me not being able to live without Damien?
Damien is my mate and we are meant to be together no matter what he does or how much he tries to separate us. Even if he forces me to reject him when my heart still belongs to him, he will just be writing on water.
He should just let us be. He should let down his eagle and forget the past. What happened happened and there is nothing he can do to change the past. In any case, hd is the one who began the enmity. If he wasn't so arrogant and ruthless, non of this would have happene
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