Impotent

" If I lose this post........how can I ever be able to have the courage to make you look my way , again ? " said leader Alan with a sad expression .

" .......You......you were never joking when you said that you liked me . " said Emily in a daze .

" How could I ever joke about such a serious thing ? When it comes to my family , to my heart and to my loyalty , I would never lie............I have been loving you for four hundred years . My love is still the same as when I first fell for you . " said leader Alan .

Emily looked at his sincere eyes with an amazed expression . She gulped nervously then felt her heart beating fast . In the past , she had felt a little attraction towards leader Alan but at the same time , she thought that it was because they were quite close friends .

' .......All these years , he has been the one to stick by my side the most . He has been caring for me sincerely . We laughed , we joked , we supported each other but I never knew