Chapter 8

"What?! I can't hear you!" Mas lumapit pa siya sa 'kin para mailapit ang mukha niya sa tainga ko.

"What if I ask to court you would you let me?" I laugh. 

"No way Prof! That's not right! I'm still your student!" Natawa siya sa sinabi ko at nailing bago lumagok sa iniinom, he stares at me playfully playing with my hair. Nagsalin ako sa baso ng tequila saka kumuha ng asin at nilagay 'yon sa dila ko bago lumagok, kumuha na rin ako ng lemon at sumipsip doon. 

I lick my lower lip as I stared back at the guy in front of me. Mukha na siyang tinamaan dahil sa dami ng hard drinks na nainom namin, ramdam ko na rin ang pagkalasing ko that made me gone wild at the middle of the crown holding his hand, dancing in front of him. We are both laughing while I am doing such a teasing dance in front of him, bitting my lower lip as I sexily smiled at him. Halata na ring tinatablan na siya ng ginagawa ko, he lick his lower lip as his eyes drifted on my eyes down on my lips. Pinatong ko ang kamay ko sa balikat niya at mas inilapit sa sarili lalo na ng makaramdam ng biglaang pagkahilo at ng muli ko siyang titigan ay isang pamilyar na mukha ang nakikita ko. 

Hage.

I cupped his face and captured his lips. I could remember what I saw earlier, that made me kissed him harshly. Naiinis ako, nagagalit ako, nasasaktan ako. At dito ko naisipang ibuhos lahat ng iyon. 

I pushes my tongue inside his mouth, as he played with mine too. Mas naging mapupusok ang halikan namin hanggang sa bumagsak kami sa malambot na kama, with me towering on him. 

I moan on his lips as I felt his hand roaming around my body. 

'What the fuck are you doing Shenlo Mcdemort?'

Agad akong napalayo nang marinig ang boses ni Hage sa isip ko. Puno iyon ng galit at pagbabanta. Para akong nabalik sa wisyo at nawala bigla ang pagkalasing. Doon ko na-realize na hindi si Hage ang kahalikan ko kundi si Zejin. He stares at me with confusion is his eyes, ngunit 'di nagtagal ay para rin siyang binuhusan ng malamig na tubig. 

"I have to go Zejin," 'yon ang huli kong sinabi sa kaniya saka nagmadaling lumabas. 

Nagmadali akong umuwi sa bahay ni Hage ng 'di na pinagkaabalahan pang ayusin ang itsura ko. Pagkapasok na pagkapasok ko pa lang ay malakas nang sumara ang pintuan sa likuran ko at napaatras ako ng bahagya ng tuluyan kong makita si Hage na nakaupo sa couch sa tabi ng lampshade. I could see from here his crimson red eyes in rage, kahit madilim at malamig dito sa loob ay ramdam ko ang kakaibang init, parang nawala ang epekto ng alak sa sistema ko. 

Is he mad? 

"Where. Have. You. Been?" Shit! His voice was full of venom, judging and intimidating. 

"I-I just hang o-out."

"With whom?"

"Hindi ko alam na dapat pa pa lang malaman mo?" I mocked. Too late to take it back. Ramdam kong mas lalo ko lamang siyang ginalit dahil sa isang iglap ay nasa harapan ko na siya at mabibigat ang paghinga na animo'y nagtitimpi.

He smells my neck as he reach for my hands and pinned it above my head. I groaned when I felt a sudden pain, because of his grip. 

"I disgust your smell, the smell of that asshole is lingering on you and I don't fucking like it," natural na mababakas ang pagkadisgusto sa boses niya. 

"You let him kissed you," hindi ako nakasagot. Hindi ko iyon maitatago sa kaniya. 

Mariin niyang hinawakan ang panga ko as he stared at my eyes.  I can see his fangs, that made me trembled. Galit talaga siya at kitang kita 'yon sa mga mata at sa pagkakakunot ng noo niya.

I struggled hard, ramdam ko na rin ang paghaba ng kuko at pagbabago ng kulay ng mga mata ko as I tried to fight him ngunit mas malakas siya sa akin kaya agad akong tinamaan ng kuko niya sa mukha that made me fall on the floor. Sapo ang parte ng tinamaan niya ay umangat ang tingin ko. He was breathing so hard, with his jaw moving aggresively. Dumaing ako ng dakipin niya ang damit ko para maitayo ako at malakas na isinandal sa padir.

"You're a fucking bullshit Shenlo!"

"And you're fucking bullshit too! You're so fucking bullshit! You hear me?!" My voice cracked as I screamed in pain when he cupped my face harshly using only his one hand. Ang isa ay nakatukod sa padir, sa gilid ng balikat ko. 

Mas diniin niya ang sarili sakin at mariin akong siniil ng halik. Hindi ako makagalaw at makatugon, I can still imagine him kissing another woman and the fact that he was kissing me roughly makes me want to cry. 

Ramdam ko ang pagtama ng pangil niya sa labi ko, at pagkasugat nito. He never leave my lips, tila ro'n binubuhos ang lahat ng galit niya sa akin, he even forcedly pushes his tongue inside as he suck on my lips violently at halos mapadaing ako roon. 

I tried to push him away but he's too powerful. Nang magsawa ay kusa na siyang bumitaw at mabibigat pa rin ang paghingang tinitigan ako. He wipe my lips using his thumb as he pulled me upstairs. Sa isang iglap ay nasa loob na kami ng kwarto. 

"H-hage," Nakaramdam ako ng kaba lalo na ng itulak niya ako ng malakas sa kama. 

"Hage what the fuck are you doing?!" Hindi siya sumagot at sa halip ay mabilis niyang hinubad ang t-shirt na suot sa harapan ko. Bigla akong nataranta at tatayo na sana ng mabilis siyang nakasampa sa kama at kinubabawan ako. Hinuli niya ang dalawang braso ko as he pinned it on the bed.

"H-hage no, please!" hindi siya nakinig. 

Mararahas ang mga halik na ginawad niya sa akin. Mabilis niyang pinunit ang damit ko revealing my white lacey bra. 

I struggled so hard to escape but he has always his way to pinned me on the bed.

Tears escape my eyes as I felt his hand touches my private part. 

It's not about what he was trying to do, I am crying because of what I saw and now he will going to fuck me? After his woman? 

Hindi ko napigilang hindi mapahikbi, I never planned to make him know that I was hurting inside, I don't want to give him his satisfaction but I can't help it, now that I am under the influence of alcohol. Bigla siyang napatigil at bahagyang nanigas sa ibabaw ko. Hinuli niya ang mga mata ko at bahagyang nagulat ng makitang umiiyak ako.

"Shit!" he cursed under his breath as he wipe my tears using his trembling hand. 

He hugged me, still on my top. He burried his face on my neck as I tried to stop my tears. 

"Why do you need to hurt me so bad, Hage?" naramdaman ko ang pagbilis ng tibok ng puso niya ngunit hindi ko na iyon pinansin. Marahan niyang inangat ang ulo niya para matingnan ako. At hindi ko alam kung tama pa ba ang nakikita ko o epekto na lang ng alak. 

His face soften, full of regrets and in pain? Lasing na nga siguro ako. 

Marahan niyang hinawakan ang pisngi ko as he lowered down and captured my lips once again. Ngunit ngayon  hindi na mararahas ang mga halik niya. It was warm, gently and apologizing. His lips were setting me on fire leaving a burning sensation on my system. 

I am losing all of my strength, Hindi ko na maalala kung ano ang ipinaglalaban ko dahil sa pakiramdam na idinudulot niya sa akin. His hand started to roam on my skin. My body is responding to his every touch. The taste of his lips enveloped me. It was so intoxicating, tila bumalik ang tama ng alak na kanina lamang ay pansamantalang nawala. My body arch everytime I feel his touch. I gripped on his hair as our kiss goes deeper.

He pushes his tongue inside my mouth as I savor the feeling of it. I gasp when I felt his hand touch my core and even screamed in shock when I felt his two fingers pushes inside me. Halos hindi ko masabayan ang paggalaw ng mga labi niya dahil sa ginagawa ng mga daliri niya. He move his fingers faster that my body immediately vibrated when I felt my sudden release. Mabilis niyang tinanggal ang daliri niya at hinalikan ako pababa sa leeg, his lips reached my belly down between my thighs. 

"Ah!" I moan when his tongue started to play with my cl*t. Mahigpit akong napakapit sa matress at mariing napapikit. He clean me using his tongue as he positioned himself between my tighs. 

Mabilis na bumaba ang mukha niya sa pagitan ng dibdib ko as his tongue circled on it before sucking my left mound.

"Ugh! f-fuck!" 

I was so damn drowning on that feeling, that makes me gripped on his hair tightly. Ramdam ko ang paglabasan ng mga kuko ko dahil sa kakaibang pakiramdam and in one swift move I felt his erection pushes inside me. 

"You're mine n-now. Fucking mine, alone. Always remember that Mcdemort." 

Mariin kong naibaon ang kuko ko sa likod niya as I screamed in pain. Hindi ko pinansin ang sinabi niya dahil sa sakit na tila pinupunit ang kung ano man sa kalooblooban ko. Ramdam kong nakatitig siya sa akin at pinagmamasdan ang reaction ko.

It was just half of him, sobrang sakit na.

"I-it hurts," I cried. 

"Shhh, I'll try to be gentle." he whispered. He immediately kissed the side of my head down on my ear and to my jaw until he reaches my lips. 

Halos malagutan ako ng hininga ng tuluyan na niyang maipasok ang kabuuan sa loob ko. I keep on moaning between his kisses, every thrust he made was so fucking breath-taking. How can be this thing painful and pleasurable at the same time?

I almost lose my senses when his move goes faster and deeper. My hips met his movement, wanting to increase our pace. I didn't know that this would be so pleasurable. One moment it was  so fucking hurts and the next thing I knnow it's not anymore. Mariin kong nakagat ang ibabang labi ni Hage as my head fall back against the pillow. I bit my lips to control my moan as I felt his hand squeezing my breast.

He lowered down his face and buried it on my neck planting kisses on it as he keep his movement faster. 

A loud moan escape my lips as I exploded. Nanatili si Hage sa paghalik sa leeg ko hanggang sa naramdaman ko ang unti-unting pagbagal ng galaw niya ngunit madiin pa rin iyon. 

"Ah fuck, Mcdemort!" He cursed as he thrust deeper, he made one more deep thrust and I felt something exploded inside me, ilang beses pa siyang gumalaw ng mabagal at mariin sa ibabaw ko bago tuluyang tumigil. We are both gasping for air as he kissed my forehead. 

I got the urge to hug him tightly as I felt myself falling into darkness.

"I love you."