Ten years laterBut I, I'm in love (love, love, love, love)With my futureAnd you don't know herAnd I, I'm in love (love, love)But not with anybody hereI'll see you in a couple yearsBillie ElishDear diaryI didn't die Instead,I got reborn and life isn't unbearable anymoreI am happier than everI am happy I deserve to be happy"You're spacing out again love ""I'm processing my thoughts so leave me alone""You don't really want me to leave you alone now do you?""No" I sighed as I accepted my fate when he wrapped his arms around me"I still remember the day we first met""Really now""You were drunk""I was huh"" And do you know what you told me?"" I was drunk, so how could I possibly remember ""Then let me remind you. You told me to save you"" My hero""Sarcastic as always ""You love my sarcasm love""I love everything about you""Okay, that's enough , I need my space , you're in my personal space"He withdrew after a few seconds laterAnd yes you guessed it rightHe is
Gold is fake and real love hurts. But nothing hurts when I'm alone. And you're with me and we're alone. Let me crawl inside your veins. I'll build a wall give you a ball and chain. Its not like me to be so mean you're all I wanted. Just let me hold you. Like a hostage. * Billie Elish *The books lied ,the stories were false and I was a fool to think I could find love too.. I was orphaned at the age of five. I remember that day clearly because it was my birthday. Three men broke into the house and shot both my mother and father right in front of me. Sad thing was that they didn't die immediately.I was left to watch them struggle and choke in their own blood . Tragic ,I know.At the age of six I was taken into a foster home. That was after my so called relatives had taken away any sort of inheritance I had left and made sure that I could never get a way to claim it backAt the age of twelve I was left at the edge of the forest.I for one suspected that it was one
I pried my eyes open but shut them immediately. Darkness . That's the only thing I could see . I rubbed my eyes twice, I rubbed them again three times. Nothing. That's when I noticed two pairs of bloody red eyes staring back at me.It didn't take a genius to figure out what it was. A rogue. I could see the sickening yellow foam on its snout.Move! Run! I yelled to myself but it was as if my feet were rooted to the ground . It took a step forward and I took one back. I couldn't hesitate anymore. I made a run for it. I didn't know where I was going to though. I didn't know why I was running to begin with. I made the mistake of of turning back. It wasn't just one rogue this time but ten. I pushed forward and noticed that they stopped chasing ,instead they started pacing back and forth.Something wasn't right . Up ahead I noticed three wolves looking directly at me. I must have crossed another packs borders. I had no where to hide nor run. This was it. I was going to die. One of them sh
The house was big. Too big if I may add. Everything seemed modern and new. How long did it take to build this thing? I looked at the wall clock . It was heading to nine. Where was he? That's when the lights went out. One minute I remembered standing staring at the clock and the next I felt air leave my lungs. My back was slammed harshly to the wall and I felt my air pipe constricted.Horrible memories that mainly consisted of Nathaniel flooded my mind.He is not here. He isn't here. This isn't real.Fucking hell Andrea breath.My eyes then met with stormy ocean blue eyes bringing me back to reality. Breathtaking.I meant it literally because I couldn't breath. His grip never ceased , instead it grew tighter. He was storming with rage. I wondered what got him in such a bad mood.I looked straight back into his eyes pushing my fear aside. If I were to die , I wanted my last memory to be staring at those ocean eyes. I smiled and placed my small sized hands on his. He seemed startle
I'm alive.The Alpha didn't kill me, instead he kind of let me stay . One thing's for sure though,this house was lovely.It was a two storied building and it seemed to be in the outskirts of the pack near the borders. Not many people were around this place so it was pretty peaceful. There was a drawing room, a guest room in which I was currently staying in,two bedrooms that I assumed were for his future children judging from the wallpapers and his room that I never managed to get access to .The house also had a European styled kitchen, a training room that was in the basement, a room full of all kinds of weapons you can think of. From machetes to guns and what I assumed to be a torture room , judging from the blood stains on the walls.Totally normal, aren't I right? Note the sarcasm.It's been a week and so far , I'm counting days for me to officially become mad. I mean this alpha guy has been nothing but an egoistic, self absorbed asshat I tried everything I could think of to get
"Tell her that I said no""Luna doesn't take no for an answer,you know that right?"I couldn't believe it. They were literally talking about me as if I wasn't too here. Doesn't my opinion matter?I slowly backed away from them and headed towards the door . That's when a stupid chair came out of nowhere and made me trip. I unluckly if that's even a word, landed on the exact place that I hurt earlier. If that wasn't enough both the alpha and Jaxon turned their attention towards me. The alpha growled.Oh come on, I was the one who got injured not him."Forget what I said Jaxon ,you can take her to her right now"Ok that stung. Was I really unbearable to live with. The alpha's eyes were cold and full of hate. I lowered my head and made an effort to stand despite the pain. Enough of being weak. Enough of being sad. None of them deserve me anyways.None of them could ever deserve me so screw it.To hell with formalities."That's it I'm done with this shit ok"Both Jaxon and the alpha look
As I stood right outside the door of the orphanage,doubt filled my mind. Will they like me? What if it hey despise me because I am human and different from them. I tugged my hair a bit harder than expected . The Luna noticed my struggle and shot me a warm smile."They'll love you dear"she spoke and gave me a gentle squeeze.Her goes nothing. I opened the door and braced myself for crowded and noisy halls but instead everything looked orderly and try he halls were deserted. Where were the kids? I was ushered to a door. Apparently the kids were in one room waiting for me. The Luna had already left leaving me alone.I pushed the door open and what I saw made me speechless. It was the kids but something was wrong....with all of them.The hey looked like zombies. Their eyes hard dark circles and bags and a sickening darkness that made shivers go down my spine.I didn't even want to know what caused their current state,all I knew was that I needed to get them out. From the youngest who l
"Now kids ,as you know , I am Andrea the new manager of this place and of course you as well. I have no idea of what that Grinch , Greta ,did but all I want you to know is that things will be a bit different" That earned a few smiles."Different" one of the kids spoke but then froze.I guessed it might have been an offense when Greta was here. The kid looked like he was going to cry."What's your name little one""Tom" he replied,fear lacing his voice"You know what Tom, come over here" I smiled.He seemed confused and when I took him into my arms and nuzzled my head onto his neck, he gasped but soon melted and finally laid his head on my chest.What happened next was abit humourous. He fell asleep. The children held astonished looks."As I said kids, everything is going to be a bit different. I am going to teach you a lot of things but the most important thing is that I'm going to allow you to be kids again"Whispers broke through the room . I let it happen while little Tom let out s
Ten years laterBut I, I'm in love (love, love, love, love)With my futureAnd you don't know herAnd I, I'm in love (love, love)But not with anybody hereI'll see you in a couple yearsBillie ElishDear diaryI didn't die Instead,I got reborn and life isn't unbearable anymoreI am happier than everI am happy I deserve to be happy"You're spacing out again love ""I'm processing my thoughts so leave me alone""You don't really want me to leave you alone now do you?""No" I sighed as I accepted my fate when he wrapped his arms around me"I still remember the day we first met""Really now""You were drunk""I was huh"" And do you know what you told me?"" I was drunk, so how could I possibly remember ""Then let me remind you. You told me to save you"" My hero""Sarcastic as always ""You love my sarcasm love""I love everything about you""Okay, that's enough , I need my space , you're in my personal space"He withdrew after a few seconds laterAnd yes you guessed it rightHe is
Heeey guys. I know I know I disappeared and let's not get started on the accidental rants that I posted. Let's just say I snapped buuut y'all can't judge me😂😂I'm human.But we're finally coming to the end of Unshatter Me. I can't believe we made it this far but one things for sure is that I wouldn't have been able to do it without y'all. You have been so supportive and I really thank y'all . You all matter , and y'all are special and important. Your comments and votes , lets not even start on how positive and patient you all are with meI LOVE Y'ALL SO SO MUCH.Now onto the finaleLoved me with your worst intentionsDidn't even stop to questionEvery time you burned me downDon't know how, for a moment it felt like heavenLoved me with your worst intentionsPainted us a happy endingEvery time you burned me downDon't know how, for a moment it felt like heavenAnd it's so gut-wrenchin'Fallin' in the wrong directionDarknessQuietEverything was quietI was finally deadYeeyUntil
Funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed savingSecond chance mate huhMy resolve began to break and the little energy that I had been saving was beginning to waverSo the universe actually gave me a second chance mate. A very shady and shitty one if I may add .I don't know why but I was surprisingly not surprised. As silly as that sounds. After all that I have been through this far, I don't think that anything can surprise me anymoreBecause,I mean, ... I don't even know what I meanI'm just tiredOf holding onHow many times have I tried to hold? How many times have I tried to look at the positive side of every damn difficult situation that the universe continuously keeps on throwing at me?I managed to turn over though with difficulty and laid on my backMaybe this way I'd choke on my own blood or something and end it allZerabi and her rogues didn't take my actions lightlyInstead their growls began to intensify but you know what ,fuck them and their stupid ug
Suddenly, the rogues crouched down and I could hear bones breakIt was going to freaking shiftHow peachy?I shut my eyes because I wasn't ready to see the human version of that rogue"And so we meet"It was a woman's voiceI gathered strength and raised my head.She was now standing behind two roguesHer eyes were aurburn brown and she had a scar running from her left eye to the base of her neckI shivered to the thought of how she got it.He hair was dirty blonde and judging from the way I could see the details on her face despite those rogues seeming to tower myself, I could tell that she was either 5'8 or 5'9I tried to rack my brains in regards to her identity but I couldn't quite seem to recall if I had ever met her The first thought that came to my head was 'Who was this bitch that just tried to scare the shit out of me?'But then the logical part of my brain that still wanted to live stopped me from voicing that thought"So you're the girl that has been causing all this chaos
AmayaI need to find Amaya.I could feel my chest burn and it was getting harder to breath.The once brightly and lively environment became gloomy. A sinister feeling was hanging around in the air.I didn't care about the cuts I was getting from the low hanging branches neither did I care about the thorns that I stepped on as I ranMy only focus was getting to Amaya before those rogues didSirens were blaring from a distance and I could hear howls nearbyPanic. Anger. PainThose three emotions coursing within me were causing havoc .I need to find her. I couldn't loose her. At least not in such a way.I tried to think of the specific spots that she could have probably run off in order to look for me and trust me that that was the most important thing I had thought to do because I found her almost instantly when I arrived at the meadowThere she was, curled into a small ball and I could hear whimpers coming from herShe too knew that there was danger but despite that she rushed straigh
You betrayed meAnd I don't really careIf you feel sorry Olivia RodrigoThe day that I had been waiting for had finally arrived.It was the day that I was going to leave everything behind, except Amaya of course, because staying here would probably make things worse for her, and start all over againDespite Xerxes's warning, I was still in communication with Lucien however it was much more low-keyLucien helped me with the adoption process for Amaya and it was surprisingly really really fast.Maybe it was due to the fact that their laws and requirements were different from us humans and also because he was one of the stake holders of the orphanage.Lucien also helped me in terms of the assets that my parents, may their souls rest in peace , had left me.I then came to know that I already had money , like a lot of money deposited in numerous bank accounts and I had about ten estates in my name alreadyNot to forget that I just happened to have lots of shares in different major com
Guess what guys. I love you all like so much. Because of y'all I was able to actually submit 'Unshatter me' for the wattys awards. This might look like really small and all but I know that I wouldn't have been able to get the courage to submit it if it weren't for y'all. Once again , I love y'allHook. Line . Sinker"I'm sorry"He whispered.Those two words.I'm sorry.I know that I said those words initially just to make him feel guilty so that he would actually let me go, but then , tell me why I felt a piece of my heart literally break from withinI'm sorryThose two words disoriented meI'm sorryTell me why I felt my throat clog and why it suddenly got harder to breathI'm sorryTell me why the tears that were trickling from my eyes flowed non stop.The word sorry.He was sorry?Why was he sorry? Why was he sorry now?"No"I found myself replying before I could even think"I have hurt you so much Andrea and you are right. I should never have done what I did to you. I shouldn't h
Soooo hey guys. I for one just want to apologize for the lack of updates, let me tell y'all, my life right now has been like a very effed up movie slash book.Buuuuuuut since y'all are amazing and y'all leave really nice comments and vote, I got motivated again.And despite none of you asking for it, I'll occasionally rant and give you some teaa. Anyways don't forget to comment and vote. Love y'allPreviously on Unshatter Me"Don't forget whose pack you're in Andrea. I may have fired you from the orphanage but that doesn't mean that you can roam around freely and do as you please in this packYou shall be assigned new responsibilities by the end of the week and I expect you to carry them out otherwise you will have to face the consequences ""I agree. We can't have you free loading in the pack"This pair of wolves were really destined to be mates"There's no point in going through the trouble because I'm leaving and it's for good !" . . .One thing that I have co
"Lycanthrope!"Well no shit Sherlock It was Larissa who unceremoniously spat out as she dramatically held her hands to her mouth in a sad excuse of what I assumed was shock.The glint of frustration that so happened to be in her eyes gave her awayA missed opportunity. That was what she was so shocked about .My eyes darted to that of Xerxes and I couldn't help but feel enragedIt was truly a good thing that I had decided to keep Charlie as a secret.Who knows what this pair of wolves would have done if they found out about little CharlieJudging from the expressions on their faces they might have as well locked him up and molded him into being an asset to the pack or even worse bred him with one their daughters in the future or they may as well make him a weapon that they could use whenever they would please in order to satisfy their selfish desiresMy attention went back to the unfamiliar faces.Judging from the way Charlie seemed calm and the way his little tail wagged, I could