As promised , another chapter aand i just want to thank you all for reads."I've been waiting for you" "I said get the fuck out of my office""Language Andrea""How many times do you want me to tell you to get out ""Look I'm not here too start a fight, I'm just here to apologize ""Oh well guess what, you're not forgiven so get out""Not until you hear me out""Xerxes, Alpha, whatever, mahn I'm in a terrible mood right now and you're face isn't helping""Why are you being like this ?""Like what? Reasonable, well maybe its because some asshat in this office doesn't want to fucking leave" by then I was shouting and nearly hitting himI wanted him to leave. I didn't want him to see me like this .I just wanted to be alone.I want to be alone"Andrea""I just want to be alone ok is that too much to ask?" my voice began breakingToo hot drop landed on my cheek followed by another and another. I couldn't take it anymore .I found myself on the ground and covered my face with my hands.I d
And so ,as promised,the additional chapters and scenes that I had omited shall begin from this chapter henceforth. Once again I want to thank you all so much for reading,moreso to those who are re-reading. Also feel tree to vote comment and share and maybe some of your comments and shipping might as well be manifested in the book. Oh and by the way, I love y'all 🥲After having that unpleasant conversation with the Alpha, I decided that that was it for me and expecting any possible love life in the future.Instead of dwelling on it, I decided to get more involved in the children's lives instead.I realized that I was focusing too much on the young ones that I almost forgot that I nearly have over one hundred teenagers to care and cater for.The juncture at which most of them were in, in their lives ,is somewhat crucial and because they most probably weren't treated right when growing up in this place ,it may or may not affect them.Because of this reasoning,I decided to take time and
Six months laterSix months have elapsed and so far everything is going on well. The boys stopped getting involved in fights meaning that I didn't have to be called to the principal's office nearly every week .The work load also seemed to have reduced due to the increase of staff within,curtesy of the Alpha's mother. I'm pretty sure she realized that I was somewhat struggling in a way.As the days went by though,I couldn't help but wonder if there was more in store for me .I mean,I love the kids that is definitely unquestionable,but I seemed to start having thoughts about having my own special someone. Someone who'd make me smile every morning, someone who'd be there for me unconditionally, someone who would value me, someone whose weaknesses were my strengths and whose strengths were my weaknesses.Shit. Now I sound like some sappy romantic fool."Andreeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaa!"Oh yes. I almost forgot. I actually made a new friend.Bella Greame.She was the niece of the Gamma of the pack
After what felt like ages, I was done. I got the shoes and the dress and my hair and face made up.When I looked at myself in the mirror, I felt different.Bella dropped me off at the restaurant after giving me a rough idea of how my date looked like.To be honest, I really... wasn't sure about this entire thing.Something within me kept on telling me that this wouldn't end well. That something or someone was going to ruin this entire date thing.As I walked towards the restaurant, I kept on asking myself why I was doing this.Haven't I been through enough already? Why did I always keep putting myself in situations that would probably end up badly.I sighed as I stepped in.Maybe I should just turn around and go back to the orphanage. I still had time to change my mind Call me a coward but can you blame me.And even if this date turned out great, what would the guy do once he found out that I somehow run the pack's orphanage and that I am responsible for the lives of all those childr
Soo because it's long since I've published an update I present you another chapter. Oh and just to warn you it about to somehow go down.And for those who might come at me for lack of proper details well imagine them yourself instead "I'm sorry"It didn't need a genius to figure out who said those two words.I'm sure he didn't know how much I despised them.'I'm sorry' , those were wo words that I heard so often in my life'I'm sorry for hitting you', 'I'm sorry for leaving you', and so many other reasons that I' rather keep to myself."Why are you apologizing? You didn't do anything""That's, that's why I'm apologizing, I didn't do anything when he spoke to you that way""So you were eavesdropping huh" I scoffed as I looked at the star filled sky.It really was beautiful"If it helps, I taught him a lesson""Ever so violent huh""He shouldn't have talked to you like that""I wonder why you're speaking this way yet you do the exact thing he did just a few minutes ago everyday""Andre
Omg thank you so much for reads y'all are literally the best. I love y'all. Don't forget to vote and comment"Girl how did it even happen, who initiated it, how did it feel having the Alpha's arms around you and might I say his arms looks so damn strong I mean the way they r ...,""Take me slowly Bella, I'm still drying my hair"So fast forward, after Bella caught the Alpha and I in that awkward situation, the alpha left , probably to calm himself down and I on the other hand died of embarrassment.Mainly because I was so turned on then and it made me dazed throughout the car ride On arrival, I took a cold shower,of which I was surely going to regret in the morning but oh well, it did help me calm downAnd now to the part where we were nowOh. Bella was asking for an explanation."He somewhat kinda kissed me first""Ain't no freaking way. That man is as cold as an ice block. How did he even....""Just forget about it Bella, its embarrassing""Honey, you should have seen how hot and b
What have I gotten myself into.I should have just told him off, why did I have to stall . I should have told him that nothing could happen between us .But, why do I hesitate?Why did I hesitate?Maybe I wanted something to happen between us or maybe it's because of the fact that I've been alone for far too long that I crave affection and touchWhen I was in my teens , I never got asked out neither did any male show me any sort of affection, instead I had to grow up faster so as to survive in this cruel ,cruel world.When I found my mate, Nathaniel, our relationship wasn't like the others around neither was it a bed of roses.We didn't have intimate moments together and I could count the number of times we shared a kiss , which by the way was never special, instead it felt tedious.So when I kissed the Alpha, I got lost in the feeling because I wasn't familiar with it. I wasn't familiar with the he spark and need and the craving for more."Enough Andrea, get it together girl 'I coul
I laughed.I don't know why but I laughed at the situation I was in rather, I laughed at what had just transpiredWho would have thought that the one and only Alpha Xerxes would actually have a mate built and created just for himFuckI almost embarrassed myself so damn hard.I mean, what if I told him yes a few minutes ago, then he ended up finding his mate minutes later.How funny would that have been.How funny that would have beenHow funny that...I was lying to myself. Even Bella could feel and see the devastation within my eyes.That shit hurtThis shit hurtIt never hurt this way when I was with Nathaniel, neither did it hurt as much as it did when he first cheated on meDidn't I hate this man a month ago? Why does it fucking hurt.I watched as his hand lowered towards her cheek and how she gaspedThey must be feeling the sparks that obviously came from their mate bond.Did I mention that the Alpha was smilingI didn't? Oh. Well the Alpha was smiling.An honest smileI didn't
Ten years laterBut I, I'm in love (love, love, love, love)With my futureAnd you don't know herAnd I, I'm in love (love, love)But not with anybody hereI'll see you in a couple yearsBillie ElishDear diaryI didn't die Instead,I got reborn and life isn't unbearable anymoreI am happier than everI am happy I deserve to be happy"You're spacing out again love ""I'm processing my thoughts so leave me alone""You don't really want me to leave you alone now do you?""No" I sighed as I accepted my fate when he wrapped his arms around me"I still remember the day we first met""Really now""You were drunk""I was huh"" And do you know what you told me?"" I was drunk, so how could I possibly remember ""Then let me remind you. You told me to save you"" My hero""Sarcastic as always ""You love my sarcasm love""I love everything about you""Okay, that's enough , I need my space , you're in my personal space"He withdrew after a few seconds laterAnd yes you guessed it rightHe is
Heeey guys. I know I know I disappeared and let's not get started on the accidental rants that I posted. Let's just say I snapped buuut y'all can't judge me😂😂I'm human.But we're finally coming to the end of Unshatter Me. I can't believe we made it this far but one things for sure is that I wouldn't have been able to do it without y'all. You have been so supportive and I really thank y'all . You all matter , and y'all are special and important. Your comments and votes , lets not even start on how positive and patient you all are with meI LOVE Y'ALL SO SO MUCH.Now onto the finaleLoved me with your worst intentionsDidn't even stop to questionEvery time you burned me downDon't know how, for a moment it felt like heavenLoved me with your worst intentionsPainted us a happy endingEvery time you burned me downDon't know how, for a moment it felt like heavenAnd it's so gut-wrenchin'Fallin' in the wrong directionDarknessQuietEverything was quietI was finally deadYeeyUntil
Funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed savingSecond chance mate huhMy resolve began to break and the little energy that I had been saving was beginning to waverSo the universe actually gave me a second chance mate. A very shady and shitty one if I may add .I don't know why but I was surprisingly not surprised. As silly as that sounds. After all that I have been through this far, I don't think that anything can surprise me anymoreBecause,I mean, ... I don't even know what I meanI'm just tiredOf holding onHow many times have I tried to hold? How many times have I tried to look at the positive side of every damn difficult situation that the universe continuously keeps on throwing at me?I managed to turn over though with difficulty and laid on my backMaybe this way I'd choke on my own blood or something and end it allZerabi and her rogues didn't take my actions lightlyInstead their growls began to intensify but you know what ,fuck them and their stupid ug
Suddenly, the rogues crouched down and I could hear bones breakIt was going to freaking shiftHow peachy?I shut my eyes because I wasn't ready to see the human version of that rogue"And so we meet"It was a woman's voiceI gathered strength and raised my head.She was now standing behind two roguesHer eyes were aurburn brown and she had a scar running from her left eye to the base of her neckI shivered to the thought of how she got it.He hair was dirty blonde and judging from the way I could see the details on her face despite those rogues seeming to tower myself, I could tell that she was either 5'8 or 5'9I tried to rack my brains in regards to her identity but I couldn't quite seem to recall if I had ever met her The first thought that came to my head was 'Who was this bitch that just tried to scare the shit out of me?'But then the logical part of my brain that still wanted to live stopped me from voicing that thought"So you're the girl that has been causing all this chaos
AmayaI need to find Amaya.I could feel my chest burn and it was getting harder to breath.The once brightly and lively environment became gloomy. A sinister feeling was hanging around in the air.I didn't care about the cuts I was getting from the low hanging branches neither did I care about the thorns that I stepped on as I ranMy only focus was getting to Amaya before those rogues didSirens were blaring from a distance and I could hear howls nearbyPanic. Anger. PainThose three emotions coursing within me were causing havoc .I need to find her. I couldn't loose her. At least not in such a way.I tried to think of the specific spots that she could have probably run off in order to look for me and trust me that that was the most important thing I had thought to do because I found her almost instantly when I arrived at the meadowThere she was, curled into a small ball and I could hear whimpers coming from herShe too knew that there was danger but despite that she rushed straigh
You betrayed meAnd I don't really careIf you feel sorry Olivia RodrigoThe day that I had been waiting for had finally arrived.It was the day that I was going to leave everything behind, except Amaya of course, because staying here would probably make things worse for her, and start all over againDespite Xerxes's warning, I was still in communication with Lucien however it was much more low-keyLucien helped me with the adoption process for Amaya and it was surprisingly really really fast.Maybe it was due to the fact that their laws and requirements were different from us humans and also because he was one of the stake holders of the orphanage.Lucien also helped me in terms of the assets that my parents, may their souls rest in peace , had left me.I then came to know that I already had money , like a lot of money deposited in numerous bank accounts and I had about ten estates in my name alreadyNot to forget that I just happened to have lots of shares in different major com
Guess what guys. I love you all like so much. Because of y'all I was able to actually submit 'Unshatter me' for the wattys awards. This might look like really small and all but I know that I wouldn't have been able to get the courage to submit it if it weren't for y'all. Once again , I love y'allHook. Line . Sinker"I'm sorry"He whispered.Those two words.I'm sorry.I know that I said those words initially just to make him feel guilty so that he would actually let me go, but then , tell me why I felt a piece of my heart literally break from withinI'm sorryThose two words disoriented meI'm sorryTell me why I felt my throat clog and why it suddenly got harder to breathI'm sorryTell me why the tears that were trickling from my eyes flowed non stop.The word sorry.He was sorry?Why was he sorry? Why was he sorry now?"No"I found myself replying before I could even think"I have hurt you so much Andrea and you are right. I should never have done what I did to you. I shouldn't h
Soooo hey guys. I for one just want to apologize for the lack of updates, let me tell y'all, my life right now has been like a very effed up movie slash book.Buuuuuuut since y'all are amazing and y'all leave really nice comments and vote, I got motivated again.And despite none of you asking for it, I'll occasionally rant and give you some teaa. Anyways don't forget to comment and vote. Love y'allPreviously on Unshatter Me"Don't forget whose pack you're in Andrea. I may have fired you from the orphanage but that doesn't mean that you can roam around freely and do as you please in this packYou shall be assigned new responsibilities by the end of the week and I expect you to carry them out otherwise you will have to face the consequences ""I agree. We can't have you free loading in the pack"This pair of wolves were really destined to be mates"There's no point in going through the trouble because I'm leaving and it's for good !" . . .One thing that I have co
"Lycanthrope!"Well no shit Sherlock It was Larissa who unceremoniously spat out as she dramatically held her hands to her mouth in a sad excuse of what I assumed was shock.The glint of frustration that so happened to be in her eyes gave her awayA missed opportunity. That was what she was so shocked about .My eyes darted to that of Xerxes and I couldn't help but feel enragedIt was truly a good thing that I had decided to keep Charlie as a secret.Who knows what this pair of wolves would have done if they found out about little CharlieJudging from the expressions on their faces they might have as well locked him up and molded him into being an asset to the pack or even worse bred him with one their daughters in the future or they may as well make him a weapon that they could use whenever they would please in order to satisfy their selfish desiresMy attention went back to the unfamiliar faces.Judging from the way Charlie seemed calm and the way his little tail wagged, I could