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Unholy Love Some deep sh*t.
~Handle me roughly.~ Xavier POV: When I saw Arcane crying in the cafeteria, an uncomfortable feeling arose in my heart. I want to see those lips and eyes smiling. But the sight of her tear filled eyes and the red tip of her nose made my heart clench. I wanted to rush and pull her into my arms. However, I stopped knowing that I don't have such rights over her. We have been in the same school for more than a year and she always looked quiet and someone who does not bother about others. She only cared about her studies and diligently went to her part time job when she was supposed to be enjoying her high school life. But ever since I got to know that our parents are getting married, I felt like I am looking at a completely different person. She was all over the place or maybe I am feeling her existence more than ever. "Hey, son. What's wrong?" Dad asked me and patted my shoulder before taking a seat beside me. I don't know what kind of relationship Arcane has with her Mom but my
Last Updated : 2023-02-13Unholy Love Erasing her thoughts.
~Good girl.~ Xavier POV: The following week was really tiring and hectic. With all the practices and the classes, I don't think I had even enough time to breathe. But I definitely had time to think about Arcane. Damn!! That girl is stuck in my head and no matter what I do, I find myself falling into the pit called Arcane. She must have casted some kind of spell on me. I sighed and closed my eyes to sleep. However, that became an impossible task. Tomorrow she is moving to our place. I can't handle her at school, how am I going to live from today onwards? I kicked my legs in the air as I was frustrated. She is untouchable and I desire her. This is the most sinful thing that one can think of. 'Sleep, you jackass. Just sleep.' I tried to hypnotize myself but this was of no use. I sighed and cursed myself for having such a weak mentality. I sat up and looked for my cell phone that was laying aimlessly on the side table and after contemplating for a while, I decided to text Ashley. '
Last Updated : 2023-02-14Unholy Love Moving day.
~Get on your knees.~Arcane POV:Today, we are moving to Jones. Mom had already done all of the packing while I was still chilling around. I lazily put my clothes in the suitcase and took all the time. I know I must be getting onto her nerves but I deserve to act out a bit after what she said to me. She brought it on herself. I don't know what is wrong with my relationship with Mom... whenever I think we are fine, we definitely aren't. She knocked on the door and peeked inside. "Do you need some help?" These days she is trying to be nice but I avoid her. Xavier Jones and Melissa Warner are forbidden to talk to me these days. Besides casual hello, hi, we don't exchange another word. "No thanks. I am almost done." I indifferently told her."Okay." She did not insist further. "I am waiting for you downstairs. When you are done tell me, we have to leave." She told me the purpose of her arrival now. I gave her a slight nod and went back to the things that I was doing. We are only taking
Last Updated : 2023-02-15Unholy Love Toxic girl.
~Yours to tame.~Arcane POV:At school, I walked through the corridor to get my stuff from the lockers but Ashley stood in my way. I rolled my eyes at her and rotated my key in the keyhole to unlock it. "So, you are cohabiting with Xavier." She sarcastically said. It was more like an information rather than a question. I slammed the door hard. She flinched and laughed like a maniac. I wonder if she is mentally fine or not? "What do you want, Ashley? Wasn't it enough for you to humiliate me in front of the whole class? I did not report that matter, it doesn't mean I can't do that again." I threatened her and she looked at me speechlessly. "Calm your ass, girl." She rolled her hair around the finger and chewed the bubble gum loudly. I loathe this girl. I seriously do. Xavier has a really nasty taste when it comes to girls. What's the purpose of having such great looks when you can't even use them. I pitied him for hanging with a girl like her. "I thought he liked you but what? You are
Last Updated : 2023-02-16Unholy Love Pain in her eyes.
~Tie me up.~ Xavier POV: I stood at the balcony of my room. A soft and gentle breeze was blowing and it made the weather cold. Since, it was Autumn the crisp leaves were falling with the breeze. I haven't seen Arcane lately although we go to the same school and live under the same roof. I go to school early because of the match that I have next weekend while she comes home late at night. I have a feeling that she is trying to avoid me on purpose. Her thoughts were clouding my mind but upon seeing her walk with those weak and lethargic steps, those clouds scattered instantly and without thinking through, I rushed downstairs and went to the kitchen. My guts were saying that she will come here for dinner. Soon, the main door opened and I focused onto her footsteps. I poured myself a glass of water and put it in between my lips. 'Don't make it obvious.' I told myself. My instincts were right. She really came to the kitchen. Arcane was still wearing the uniform of the cafe where sh
Last Updated : 2023-02-17Unholy Love Wedding.
~Spread your legs.~ Arcane POV: Today is the wedding day. My Mom is going to be Melissa Jones from now onwards. I half-heartedly slipped inside the dress which I got for the wedding. It's not that I am not happy for her but nothing intrigues me anymore. I have lost interest in everything. Currently we were in a hotel room and a makeup artist was giving Mom a makeover and I watched them quietly. "Arc." Mom looked at me through the mirror our eyes met. I bit my lip and sighed internally. She extended her hand for me and I couldn't be rude with her in the presence of outsiders. I held her hand and she gave mine a gentle squeeze. "I am sorry. You know that I did not mean any of that. I lost my temper." She apologized. She has been trying to say that for over a week now but I avoided her because I was not ready to forgive her soon. "You are the best thing that has happened to me. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have survived this." She confessed. I blinked my unshed tears and di
Last Updated : 2023-02-18Unholy Love Will you fu*k me?
~Sit on my face.~ Arcane POV: Vincent asked me to come to the living room. He wanted to talk about something. I adjusted my black hoodie and went there. Mom, Vincent and even Xavier were there. Xavier does not speak much but you can find him in every family meeting. Mom and Vincent were sitting on the center sofa as Xavier was on their left side. I quietly took a seat on the right side and waited for them to speak. "Arcane, dear me and your Mom wanted to ask your opinion on something." Vincent carefully asked and I was forced to look at him. "Yes?" "Actually, I wanted to put you into my family register. I wanted to know your opinion on it." He explained. For a few minutes, I didn't have any idea what he was saying. But then, Ashley's words flashed through my head. 'Remember that you are Arcane Jones now, not Arcane Miller.' My hands trembled. Am I even going to lose my name now? I clenched the hem of my hoodie tightly and glanced at Mom who was waiting for my response. "Wha
Last Updated : 2023-02-19Unholy Love Mystery.
~Come with me.~Xavier POV:'Will you fu*k me?' Her words echoed in my mind and my heart raced at an unmeasurable pace. I fell on my bed and put my hand on my chest to calm the beating lump of flesh. "Oh, dear. Only if you know how much I want to do that." I whispered and closed my eyes. The moment I laid my eyes on her, my mind was filled with such thoughts. A new fantasy grows inside me every time and this is making my life harder. Moreover, I did not expect her to harbour such thoughts. She looks so innocent and adorable that for a second I was thrown off upon hearing the word 'fu*k' from her pretty lips. I smirked. I know that kind. They look all cute from the outside but they are the worst when it comes to sexual desires. I groaned and hid my face in the pillow. At what time I drifted to sleep, I have no idea. ______In the morning, I went to the dining area to eat something. However, I wanted to see her too but to my disappointment, she was nowhere to be seen. "Where is Arc
Last Updated : 2023-03-01
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Unholy Love Prepare a naughty list.
~I want you fu*king so bad.~Arcane POV:A year had passed since my graduation, and I found myself seated in the sleek boardroom of Jones Corporation. The transition from student life to the corporate world had been seamless, thanks to the opportunity extended to me by Vincent, a man whose generosity knew no bounds.From the moment I set foot in the company, I was determined to not only meet the expectations placed on me but to surpass them. The debt of gratitude I owed to Vincent was one I could never fully repay, but I was determined to try. My dedication to my work became my way of expressing the profound appreciation that lived in my heart.In the boardroom, I exuded a professional demeanor that had become synonymous with my presence in the company. Precision and attention to detail were the cornerstones of my approach to any task, no matter how big or small. Every report, every presentation was a testament to the meticulousness that defined my work ethic."Good morning, Ms. Mille
Unholy Love I have always loved you.
~Shhh... be a good girl and keep quiet.~ Arcane POV: Maya's eyes sparkled with mischief as she observed me, her curiosity uncontainable. "So, what's going on between you two?" I took a deep breath, knowing that I couldn't keep this a secret any longer. Maya was my closest friend, and she deserved to know the truth. "We... dated," I began, my voice steady but tinged with a vulnerability I couldn't hide. Her eyes widened in surprise, a gasp escaping her lips. "You and Xavier? Seriously?" I nodded, a small smile playing on my lips. "Yeah. It was back in high school." Maya's excitement was palpable, her teasing grin spreading from ear to ear. "Oh my god! Why didn't you ever tell me?" "It just... didn't come up," I replied, a hint of defensiveness creeping into my tone. It wasn't that I had purposely kept it from her; it was simply a part of my past that I hadn't revisited in years. She leaned in closer, her curiosity practically radiating off her. "Okay, spill the details. How did
Unholy Love For the first time in five years.
~My mouth wants to do naughty things to you.~Arcane's POV:The glow of my phone illuminated the dim room, casting an eerie shadow against the walls. The headlines screamed from the screen, a harsh juxtaposition to the silence that now enveloped me."Xavier Jones: From Ice to Fists." The words seemed to taunt me, each letter a reminder of the chaos that had unfolded. My heart hammered against my ribs, a frantic rhythm matching the whirlwind of thoughts in my head.When I saw the image of Xavier, his face contorted in anger, it was like a punch to the gut. This wasn't the man I knew. The Xavier I remembered was composed, controlled, a master of his emotions. This was a stranger, a fractured reflection of the person I held in my heart.And then, I saw the face of the other person involved – Ethan. The name alone sent shivers down my spine. It was a name I hadn't spoken or thought of in years, a name buried beneath layers of time and distance.My grip tightened on the phone, knuckles tur
Unholy Love Back home.
~When its good, you are shaking.~Xavier POV:The familiar scent of home enveloped me as I stepped through the front door. It was a comforting blend of my dad's cooking, the wood of the furniture, and the subtle perfume that always lingered in the air. It was good to be back."Dad, I'm home!" I called out, my voice echoing through the house.Moments later, his head popped out from the kitchen, a wide grin spreading across his face. "Xavier! It's about time you showed up. I was starting to think you'd forgotten where you live!"I laughed, crossing the room to give him a bear hug. "Trust me, Dad, I could never forget this place. It's good to be back, though."He clapped me on the back, his eyes twinkling with mischief. "Well, you better get used to it. Look how much weight you have lost. You better prepare yourself to bulk up.""I am focusing on my muscles, Dad. I cannot bulk up. It will be hard for me to play on the ice." I said to him playfully, "Or you want you son to fall on his ass
Unholy Love Face of the team.
~I want to be fu*ked and loved by you, for the rest of my life.~3 years later;Xavier POV:The ice rink glistened under the bright arena lights, a frozen stage set for our performance. The crisp air bit at my cheeks as I glided onto the ice, the familiar scrape of my skates echoing in the empty rink. This was where I belonged, where every stride, every pass, held the promise of victory.As the team captain, the weight of responsibility sat comfortably on my shoulders. It wasn't just about winning; it was about leading my teammates, motivating them to push beyond their limits. The anticipation in the air was palpable, a blend of excitement and nerves."Let's own this, Xav!" Mark, my fellow forward, slapped me on the back, his eyes gleaming with determination.I shot him a quick grin, our unspoken understanding a testament to the years we'd spent perfecting our synergy on the ice. With a swift flick, I sent the puck hurtling towards the goal, the goalie's glove barely able to deflect i
Unholy Love University life.
~Give me a hickey where only we can find them.~Arcane POV:Stepping onto the bustling campus of the University felt like entering a different world. The air buzzed with excitement and anticipation, and I couldn't help but be swept up in the energy. This was it – a fresh start, a blank canvas waiting to be painted with new experiences, friendships, and knowledge.As the days unfolded, I threw myself into the whirlwind of university life. The first week was a kaleidoscope of orientations, campus tours, and the flurry of faces that would soon become familiar. Eveeryone was nice here and I wanted to befriend them all.One afternoon, while trying to find my way through the labyrinth of buildings, I met Luca. His laughter echoed down the hall, drawing my attention."Hey there!" they exclaimed, extending a hand. "I'm Luca. Lost too?"I chuckled, shaking their hand. "Definitely. This place is like a maze."We struck up a conversation about the art installation on the quad, and within minutes
Unholy Love Leaving.
~Pretty please.~Arcane POV: The room felt different, like a chapter closing. Tomorrow, I'd be on a plane, leaving this place behind. I couldn't predict when I'd return, and it certainly wouldn't be anytime soon. My gaze swept across the room, each corner holding a memory. Here was where Xavier and I shared that kiss, a sweet moment in time. There, he lounged on my bed, playfully teasing me. And it was this very room where he saved me from my darkest moments, bringing me back from the edge. Tears threatened, but I blinked them away, resolute. I zipped up my suitcase, sealing in the fragments of the past. The room stood still, a silent witness to a part of my life that was coming to an end. I took one last look, trying to etch every detail into my memory. Then, with a final sigh, I turned away, ready to face the unknown that awaited me. The room felt heavy, like a bundle of memories tugging at my heart. Leaving meant closing a chapter that had given me so much - a fatherly figure i
Unholy Love Let her do what she wants to do.
~Baby, your pleasure is my priority.~ Xavier POV: I was getting a call from my Dad. I smiled as I saw his name on the screen and I went to the dressing room to answer his call. As I heard my dad's voice on the other end of the line, a wave of warmth washed over me. It had been too long since we last spoke, and hearing his familiar tone brought a sense of comfort. "Hello, Dad," I greeted, unable to contain the smile that tugged at my lips. "I'm doing well. Training's intense, but I'm giving it my all." I could sense the pride in his voice. "That's my boy. I knew you'd give it your best. I've been keeping up with your progress online. You're making quite the impression." His words were a balm to my determination. Knowing that he was watching from afar, cheering me on, gave me an extra boost of motivation. "Thanks, Dad." I couldn't help but seize the opportunity. "You know, there's a game coming up. Why don't you come to it? I would love to see you." The only game that I played i
Unholy Love Traces of me.
~Euphoria take over me when your tongue dance on my body.~ Arcane POV: Another year slipped away in the blink of an eye, and here I stood, on the precipice of high school graduation. It was a milestone that I had never imagined reaching without Mom by my side, her absence a constant ache that refused to fade. And then there was Xavier, a presence that still lingered in the recesses of my thoughts, despite the silence that had settled between us. As I watched my classmates buzz with anticipation, their excitement mingling with nervous energy, I couldn't help but feel a sense of detachment. It was as though I was moving through the motions, the weight of the past still clinging to me. The ceremony itself was a blur of gowns and caps, a sea of faces that seemed to meld together. The applause, the speeches—they all felt like distant echoes, reverberating in a space that I no longer fully occupied. I walked across the stage, the diploma a tangible symbol of an achievement that felt bit
