[Agatha POV]
"Agatha!" she calls my name dramatically. She was obviously crying. In this case, I know the reason already because she won't contact me in the dawn if they are okay."Do you need me? Do you want me to go there?" I preceded her."Yes, please!" she whispered.Only one word from her. I acted faster than Flash just to go to her, knowing that it was too dangerous already to travel this late.When I arrived, I instantly went straight to her room. I have a duplicate key, so it is easy for me to get inLexie abruptly hugged me when she saw me. I knew it. They broke up again."I caught him, Agatha. He's kissing another girl." she sobbed."It's better than a man. It's okay for a woman to kiss him, isn't it?" I joked, which gave her a signal to strike me."You still have the appetite to joke around while my heart is aching. It's so painful. I did everything. Is it because he can't get what he wants? Which is my body? Is that all they really want from me?!""You knew already, then why still asking?.""How does it feel to give yourself to a man you're not married?"I suddenly fell silent at her curiosity. Lexie knows I'm a player, having friends with benefits but no strings attached. She has no idea I'm having sex with a girl, not a man.I was an NBSB, meaning I had no boyfriend since birth."Just a piece of advice. Don't do it, Lexie, especially if there is no love. Yes, it might be fun and satisfying in terms of lust and inner desire, but if you are looking for love, do it to the person you really feel love for.I'm different, Lexie.I don't make love.I don't love but fuck hard.""What?!" she asked, confused."I mean, I just want a hard fuck from the guy to please me."As always, she fell asleep on my chest, crying. I slowly removed myself from her. I watched her as she slept soundly. Just one call from her, and I'm coming right away. Even when we were kids, I was always there to defend her from our bullying classmates.I think this is what they call true love—loving even if you get nothing in return. You love her even if she doesn't know. Even if you are not in a relationship, it feels like you are.Am I so stupid?" Agatha!" she growled and even stretched out her hand to look for me. I took off my pants and lay beside her. She settled down on my chest again."Hug!" she demanded, and then I hugged her tightly. We look like we have a relationship, but we are not. This is how we really have been ever since we became best friends.Sometimes, when we are so close, I feel strange in my body. Am I craving with my best friend? What would she think when she found out?Lexie might freak the hell out of her. I can't afford to lose her, so she shouldn't sense my true gender. What matters is that I am with her, and I am free to love her even if she doesn’t reciprocate.As long as She needs me, I will stay. And if the day comes when Lexie is no longer comfortable, I am willing to vanish from her sight. Anything that can make her happy, I'm going to support her. What will be good for her then, be it? I will not be a hindrance.Lexie barely moved in her lying position. Her face lifted and became close to my cheek. My lips were only about an inch away from hers. I swallowed. I'm tempted to taste her pappy lips, but it can't be a reason for me to lose her.She moved again, causing me to feel the touch of her boobs on my chest. We're both not wearing bras, so you really can feel it.I took a deep breath and calmed my aching feelings.Shit! It's hard to hold back, especially when you love the person next to you and who hugs you this much. Sex was the only missing part of it.It's almost morning, but I'm still awake."Best! Are you still up? I love you .. So much. I don't know what I would do without you." she uttered while half asleep.I got up to cook breakfast.[Lexie POV]When I woke up, Agatha was no longer beside me. I felt sad. I raised, stretching my arm.I yawned and then stood up. I went to the bathroom to wash and brush my teeth.I saw my eyes swell from crying last night. Whenever I get hurt because of the wrong man, Agatha is always there to help me out. I don’t know how I would be without her.I walked out of the room, went downstairs, and saw her busy preparing breakfast. The aroma of my favorite corn beef and fried eggs did not escape my senses.[Agatha POV]I glimpse at her on the stairs, just wearing only spaghetti and undies. I turned my gaze away from her before even feeling it uncanny.Imagine how hard it is to control yourself when the woman with you is like this. Even though her long hair is messy, she still looks gorgeous.What’s worse is to see how sexy she is in a simple spaghetti blouse and panty. You're right, and she only wears panties every time she sleeps. I often do, too, but I can't take it anymore lately. I prefer wearing cycling shorts to avoid any allurement hunger.Lexie approached me and then kissed me on the lips. I felt odd because she usually does it only on my cheeks. Perhaps it's just my hallucination.[Lexie POV]I was shocked and unknowingly kissed her on the lips, but she didn't react or anything, so I don't think she noticed."Good morning!" I greeted her, smiling sparingly... acted cool."Yuri! In all people, why Agatha? You let her bring me home?" Lexie could not afford it and seemed to lose her patience. "And who do you think I would call? Besides, you are safe with her. Even if people catch you together, it won't be a problem. As you know, they would probably be elated to see you guys hang out." Lexie, even more, became vexed. "Oh! God, Yuri. The hell!" Grumbling, Lexie lifted her head out of trouble, touching her temple, not knowing if it ached due to a hangover or if Agatha was the reason. "I know, but I had no choice. My mom was rushed to the hospital last night." "What? How was she now? Gosh. I'm so sorry to hear that, Yuri. I didn't know, but please, next time, it could be anyone but not Agatha." "She's recovering. How about you? Are you alright? Don't you remember anything at all? Damn girl. You had the guts to confess your feelings to her with all ears and eyes wide open." "What? What are you talking about?!" Lexie got confused, meeting Yuri's eyes. "
I was about to sleep when Clover came. She faces me, crying for the first time. I noticed that she had been drinking but not that drunk. "I love you so much, Agatha. I'm sorry, okay. I won't do anything to make you upset again. But please don't leave me. I can't.." I just hugged her. When she calmed down, she moved to face me again, throwing a forced smile at me. "I watched Lexie's mall tour. You did go to show your support. That's good for your upcoming movie together.." Clover said, followed by smiling again. "Hmmm. When are you going to shoot again? Can I come?!" She asked in a seemingly sad voice. I just nodded in agreement. "You can come anytime...just say so," I explained then she snuggled me into a hug. I frowned as there seemed to be something strange about her. "Have you had dinner yet? Do you want to eat?!" I asked as Clover sat on the couch. I just looked at her while standing in front of her. She shook her head for a few moments. "I haven't eaten since yesterday.." He
After a tiring day, my back directly collapsed on my soft bed when I got home. I let out a deep sigh as my hands were spread, and I just stared at the ceiling. I reflect on the scenes of Lexie singing on stage. She is still excellent, nothing has changed, and she is even more attractive. A thought came back from the dead. I was about to try to pursue her to take back all my hurtful words, but I didn't have the chance to do so. Lexie changed her number and her place. I have lost contact with her. That's when I thought that's maybe for the best because I didn't deserve her. It's all from the past now. What I heard from Yuri suddenly came to my mind. Does Lexie need to use me as an excuse for that, Orio? Does she have to lie for something else? I shake my head at that idea. She made me believe in something that I felt was true. For a moment, I deemed sorry for her, thinking I'd become so cruel to her and didn't at least stand for her feelings about me. Perhaps this is all pla
A sudden doorbell cut my thoughts. Perhaps Clover now realizes what she is doing behind my back. Good for her because I don't give a shit. I may love her, but that's not enough reason not to put an end to everything if she messes up. She knows me better than anyone. I don't tolerate stupid things. As I opened the door, my eyes narrowed. "And who are you?!" Suddenly I speak up. "Can I come in?!" I hissed at his apparent rudeness from there. "Didn't you hear me first? I said, who are you.." Emphasizing my last statement and throwing him a killer look, he just grinned, making me revolt. "Oh, my bad.. I forgot to introduce myself. I'm Facundo Monte Mayor, manager of Lexie Lewis." My mouth hangs open. So this is the asshole they were talking about. Without my permission yet, he welcomes himself to come in. I gaped in disbelief. Doubtless, he's indeed a pain-in-the-ass kind of person. "Today is Lexie Mall tour.. and I have a favor to ask, but of course, if you would not mind.
Orio suddenly came to the set. He was probably looking for Lexie, but Yuri saw him first. "You are looking for Lexie?" He turned to where the voice came from. He just nodded in response. "I don't think this is the right time for you to talk..." Yuri said. "Did her manager ban her? I know Yuri. That Facundo brought nothing good between Lexie and me because our tandem before didn't go well.""Hey.. Don't be like that. He's just avoiding more issues to come." "I don't see any problem if all I wanna is to apologize to Lexie. That's all I've got, Yuri, so if you could please help me.""You know, Lexie. She will talk when she's ready, Orio, but for now, it's better to cool down the issues first. Then come what may, you can talk to her again." "It's fine, Yuri..." Suddenly Lexie showed up with a flat face. "What you have to say, Orio?" She asked in a calm tone. Yuri left, giving them the privacy they needed. Hesitantly Orio tried to open his mouth, gulping, collecting all his courage to
After a run-off at the mouth, Clover finally forgave me. Still, I hadn't mentioned to her about a producer who offered me to be part of the main cast of the movie that he would produce. I know Clover will support me, but Lexie is the one I'll be paired off with within the said movie. I should ask for her opinion as my girlfriend after what happened. Maybe now she wants me to stay away from Lexie. That's understandable, but if I were asked and got to decide, I would not think twice about going for it. An opportunity like this is once in a lifetime, like in a fairytale I used to read in my childhood days. But to my surprise, she agreed. "I can turn it down, Clover. Besides, I'm a writer, not an actress.." "What the hell are you talking about? Of course not! Why would I deprive you of this turning point in your career? Yeah, at first, I was hurt when you lied or didn't tell me about Lexie, but that's it. All are well now. As you said, that's already in the past, and you have nothi