80: Travel

BLAIR

I was on the phone with Sasha. Who was going off about all the preparation she was making for school, when I heard a knock on the door.

“Give me a sec,” I told her as I stood up and headed to open it.

I forgot to open the door after Jaya left. I have been closing it for the past three days. Since after what happened in Lucian’s office.

I have tried this before and it didn’t work, but now I’m going to make sure it works. Which is why I’ve been trying to desensitize myself against Lucian and anything related to him. You may think I should be doing this by working closely with him, to be sure I won’t fall for him again.

Self reflection and admittance made me accept, I can’t do that. I lose all my senses and control when he is near. I’ll do this from afar and just hope he stays away from me forever.

It isn’t a solid plan, but it is all I have right now.

When I pulled the door open, I wasn’t expecting the last person I wanted to see to be standing right outside. I thought Jaya said s