124: Besties

LUCIAN

I almost told Blair I loved her. And well, I didn’t exactly have the will to stop myself. The only reason I didn’t go through with it is because I was waiting for the right time.

I was completely, entirely, madly in love with her. She is the woman of my dreams. The woman I wanted to have a family with. Lead my pack with. And die next to.

Nothing has ever made sense in life until she walked into it. And it has been nothing but rainbows since then. Even on days when it wasn’t easy. The thoughts of the rainbow appearing after the storm had passed kept me going.

I wanted to make her as happy as she made me. And though I didn’t think I could do that to the level she deserved. I’ll spend every day of the rest of my life doing the best I can to be the man she deserves.

I’d told her father the day I called and asked about this trip. I was already married to her and it may seem that I didn’t need his permission. But he was her dad, and his approval meant. A lot to me.

I promised to take