One
There were two, tall, burly men standing outside my dorm room. “Um….” I stared at them. “I’m sorry about the hot plate?”
One of the men glanced down at me. He pulled out his cell phone and looked at it. “Are you Emmilia Marino?”
I raised an eyebrow. “Who wants to know?”
“We’re security guards for your roommate, Laura Luna. She’s one of the heirs to the Luna fortune. The college had you sign an NDA, remember?”
My eyes widened. “Oh. That. I thought that was just because she was going to the same school as me. Did I do something wrong?”
The man shook his head. “No. Miss Luna is going to be your roommate. You were deemed the best possible candidate based on your background check.”
I raised an eyebrow. “Background check?”
He nodded. “You have a perfect GPA; you would have been class speaker in high school if not for the car accident that killed your father and put you in a coma for most of the summer. You live with your mom, Vicky Marino, who teaches middle school at one of the most expensive private schools in the country that you went to because of her job. You work as a tutor part-time, and spend the summers working at your local library where you volunteer for story-time with kids. You’re deathly allergic to strawberries, and you don’t drink because your dad was killed by a drunk driver. You’re a Junior.”
“I---”
“I’m Giovani,” he said, “and this is my partner, Billy.”
I glanced at the other security guard. I didn’t know if he meant ‘partner’ in the work partner kind of way, or significant other kind of way. Or maybe both. But Billy, who was wearing aviator sunglasses inside like Giovani, nodded.
“Right. Okay. Can I go into my dorm now?” I asked.
I probably should have asked more questions. Like why Laura Luna had suddenly switched schools in the middle of her university career, or if they were going to be there all of the time. Or what that meant for my dating life. Not that I had one, but it probably would have been a good question.
Still, everyone knew who the Luna family was. Their father, Octavious Luna, was a commercial real estate billionaire on paper. But everyone knew it wasn’t the clubs and the hotels he made most of his fortune from. It was the drugs, the guns, and everything else. Bodies of Octavious’s associates wound up in the river far too often for it to be a coincidence. But he knew enough dirty cops and judges that he could get away with anything. Even murder.
Last year, Laura’s uncle, Augustus, had been arrested for tax evasion. He was awaiting trial as the feds were trying to connect him to some thing else bigger. Like Octavious’s whole operation. A few students at Laura’s last school had died from fentanyl overdoses, and when word got out there had been fentanyl dealers arrested that named Laura’s uncle, students started protesting her classes and egging her windows.
Eventually, she left.
Or, was asked to leave, if you believe the rumors. I’d decided to give Laura the benefit of the doubt. Just because her father was an asshole, didn’t mean that she was. That was why when the school had all of the students sign an NDA that semester and give us a percentage off of our rent, I was okay with signing across the dotted line.
I didn’t think that meant I was going to be rooming with the daughter of a mafia boss. Still, at least that meant less chance of getting date raped, I guess….
No one was going to try anything with two big guys with guns outside my door.
“Yes,” Giovani answered.
I opened my dorm. It was strange, because at the last minute, the university had moved me into the off-campus apartments. The big, private ones that were normally reserved for foreign exchange students or the students whose family’s made big, private donations like a building or something. I even had called campus housing about it before I arrived but they assured me this was the right place.
Laura must have been why.
These dorms were basically apartments. There were four rooms, a large kitchen, and a large living room. Everyone had their own bathroom. The apartment had already been furnished in a modern style but there was no sign of Laura. Not yet, anyway.
I poked my head out of the apartment where the security guards were. “Excuse me, um…G-Giovani?”
Giovani glanced at me.
“Where’s Laura?” I asked.
“Laura went with her mother to go get some more things for her room. Mrs. Luna wanted to cook dinner for the two of you. She’ll be back soon. Make yourself at home.”
“Right…”
One room already had a golden sign that said ‘Laura’ on it. Across from hers was one with another golden sign that had ‘Emmilia’ on it. Okay, so I guess I knew where I was living for the next two years. The signs were actually kind of sweet. I wondered if Laura had made them or bought them. My guess was bought.
I went into the room, and was relieved to see it still had the university’s basic furniture in there. I don’t know what I would have done if she’d furnished the room too. I took what little stuff I had and unpacked, then put my Bluetooth speaker in the window and listened to some music as I put bookshelves up my mom and I had gotten at IKEA the week before.
I had the window open. It was late August. The summer sun still shown brightly outside. I could hear the street noise below. There was also the roar of a rumbling car engine. I looked down, and saw a 1967 Camaro parked in front of the building.
I shook my head and shut the window. I wanted to hear my music. I didn’t want to hear a car.
A few moments later, I could hear people talking outside. At first, I thought it was Giovani and Billy. But then I heard laughter. I heard the door open and I went outside. Maybe it was Laura’s father, waiting for Laura and her mother.
In the kitchen, making himself a cup of coffee with the fancy expresso maker, was a tall guy with a neatly buzzed hair cut and tattoos all up and down his muscled arms. He wore a silver chain around his neck.
“You must be the roommate.” He held out his hand. “I’m Cesare Luna.”
I stared at him. There was something familiar about him that I couldn’t place.
“Did you hear me?” he asked.
I blinked. “Yes, I heard you. Sorry. Do I know you from somewhere?”
I had a vague flashback to my freshman year. The first and last time I’d hooked up with someone. Tattooed arms, a husky voice….and the worst mistake I’d ever made that no one knew about. No one outside my family, anyway.
Cesare’s lips curled into a smile. “Do you?”
The door to the apartment opened. A tall, beautiful curvy woman with curly brown hair came through. Next to her was a pretty, blond girl about my age. The woman carried grocery bags, and so did the blond girl next to her. That must have been Laura and her mother, Verona Luna, also known as Vera.
“Ah, Cesare!” Vera smiled at her son. “You came. I thought you weren’t going to be back from your internship until later this month.”
“I came back early.” Cesare turned around, and grabbed the grocery bags from his mother. He placed them on the counter then gave her a hug and a kiss on the cheek. “Although, we might have to look for a different roommate. This one doesn’t seem to have any manners.”
Laura pushed past her brother and put them on the counter next to the others. The pretty blond girl smiled over at me. “You’ll have to excuse my brother. He thinks if everyone doesn’t bow to him, they’re rude. I’m Laura Luna.”
She held out her perfectly manicured hand. I was aware that mine were bitten down to the nubs, but I shook her hand too. “Hi. I’m Emmilia Marino. And your brother just surprised me is all.” I glanced over at Vera. “Nice to meet you too, Mrs. Luna.”
Vera smiled at me. “Please ignore my son. He’s a snob.” She walked over and pulled me into a hug, kissing me on the cheek like I was a niece or an old family friend even though we’d just met.
I laughed a little. “It’s okay. I was just surprised to see a stranger that looked like a juvenile delinquent in my room.”
Cesare’s eyes, which were dark blue, narrowed in my direction. “I’ll have you know I’m going to be the Vice President of one of the biggest real estate conglomerates in the world when I graduate this summer.”
That was right. Cesare Luna and his twin brother, Galileo, had been born on the same day but looked different. Galileo had a longer face, curly brown hair, and warm brown eyes that made everyone fall in love with him. Galileo wasn’t interested in the family business from everything I’d heard. He was interested in being a chef and trained in his family restaurants so that he could learn from the best and open his own. I’d seen both of them on campus before.
Laura had wanted to major in fashion, which was a program my school didn’t have. That was why she’d gone to another university originally. So, I had no idea what she was majoring in now but she had to have switched it to come to my school.
“Must have been a hard interview process. Did your daddy get emotional about you growing up?” I shot at him.
Laura snickered. “Brother, I don’t care what you say. I like her. I’m keeping her.”
I smiled over at my new roommate. “Thanks.”
“You’ll have to excuse him,” she said, “Cesare likes to think he controls my life. He has no idea it’s the other way around.”
I looked at Cesare again. I had a flash of hands on my skin, the feel of a tongue on me in places it shouldn’t have been…
I could feel Cesare’s heated gaze on me as if he were trying to figure out where he knew me from. I could only hope that he wouldn’t figure it out.
Cesare clenched his jaw and turned his attention to his sister. “Don’t test me, Laura. I have eyes and ears all over this campus.”
Vera poked her son in the arm. “Come on, Cesare. Laura has had a hard enough time as it is. Don’t be a bully. She deserves to have some fun.”
“Thank you, Mama.” Laura kissed her mother on the cheek.
Cesare sighed. “I’ll try and be…easy on her.” He glanced at me, and I had a feeling that if anything bad happened to his sister, he would hold me personally responsible. He looked me up and down. “Do I know you, Miss Marino?”
I stiffened. “No,” I lied.
“Are you sure?” Cesare asked. “I never forget a face, and I could have sworn…”
Laura rolled her eyes. “Come on, Cesare. Don’t be an ass. She’s clearly too classy to be one of your one-night stands.”
“I’ve never even had a boyfriend,” I admitted. Maybe that would be enough to make Cesare lose interest in me. If he saw me as inexperienced, he wouldn’t connect the secret that no one needed to find out. My freshman secret could stay my deep, dark secret and only mine.
Cesare frowned. “Not having a boyfriend doesn’t mean you haven’t fucked someone before.”
“I haven’t,” I insisted, “is that a requirement to be your sister’s roommate or something? If not, then I don’t see how that’s your business.”
“Leave the girl alone, Cesare,” said Vera, “your father did the background check. She’s a good girl. Not one of your whores.”
Cesare smirked at his mother. “That’s harsh, mama. You know the girls I’m with are all willing. I’ve never had to pay for someone to keep my bed warm.”
Vera walked over to me and squeezed my hand. “Don’t listen to Cesare. He has a lot of old-fashioned notions about women. All my husband and I ask is that you’re a friend to our daughter, and you’ll be fine.”
I looked at Laura, and smiled. “I can do that.”
The rest of the afternoon was spent getting the apartment ready. Cesare helped put shelves and things up. I tried to do everything by myself, not wanting to be a bother. But at one point I was setting up one of those door organizer things I’d gotten from Target. The thing kept falling, and before I knew it, a hand had reached out and grabbed it.
Cesare looked at me darkly. He pushed me to the side and fiddled with something. After a moment, the door organizer was straight and hanging perfectly.
I blushed. “Um, thanks.”
He smirked at me.
“Cesare!” Laura called. “The computers doing something weird.”
He left the room and he went back to his sisters. There was something in his eyes. Did he remember who I was? The things that we had done together years ago at that welcome back party? I prayed to whatever gods would listen that he wouldn’t. I didn’t need him digging into my past.
If the Lunas found out my secret, I would probably be kicked out of school. They had that kind of power. Maybe the whole thing was going to be a bad idea. It was early enough. Someone had to have not come back to school. I could call the housing office and try to find something and keep my secret a little longer.
It was too bad, really. Laura seemed so nice. Not to mention the apartment…
But I couldn’t have Cesare figure out who I was, or what I’d done. The Lunas were pretty traditional. I didn’t want to think about what Cesare Luna would do if he knew what I’d kept from him.
Secrets could only be kept for so long.
Two Laura plopped down on my bed like she owned it. We had been at school almost two months. “You’re avoiding me,” Laura said. I was in the middle of studying. I coughed. “No, I’m not. It’s junior year. I’ve got a lot of things that I have to do. I’m sure you do too, and you told me that you switched majors.” She shook her head. “No. I know when someone is avoiding me. I get it, I’m sure I’m putting a major cramp in your style with the security guards. I also know not everybody is best friends with their roommate. But my brother’s kind of rule this campus, and it’s hard for me to make friends. So…what do you say?” I turned around from my desk and looked at her. “I swear I’m not avoiding you. I actually think you’re pretty great. As for the security guards, Giovani and Billy don’t bother me.” “They don’t?” said Laura. I nodded. “They don’t.” “So, why do you keep on ignoring me when I say we should hang
Three The nicest dress I had was a black, strappy dress. The same one that I’d worn to the welcome back party that I had gone to freshman year. The one that Cesare had noticed me in, and had so much fun tearing it off. The reason for my biggest mistake ever. I’d had to sew it back together when I got home. I had high-heeled shoes that I’d worn to my dads funeral years ago. I put on some makeup, and then grabbed my purse and cell phone. I met Laura in the living room of the apartment. She was wearing a red dress, with gold earrings, and Manolo Blahnik shoes. Her purse was a Saint Laurent, black, with a gold strap on her shoulder. Her blond hair was slightly curled and she had a red bow holding back some of her hair. She looked too pretty for words. I was aware of how simple I looked. Laura, to her credit, only smiled at me and looped her arm through mine. “Come on. Let’s go. I already told the boys. They’ve got the car ready for us.”
Four I found myself being dragged out onto the dance floor. “Cesare---I don’t think this is a good idea. I don’t really know how to do this.” Cesare flashed me a smile. “It’s okay. It’s all about following the lead. I happen to be an excellent leader.” He placed a hand on my hip, then held my other one tightly. He smelled of cologne and cigarettes which shouldn’t have attracted me but it did. “I did some research on you.” I looked up at him. “Oh? Did you find anything salacious?” “You went to Italy your freshman year,” he said, “you stayed for nine months, and you did the online program while you were there. Why were you in the Old Country?” “I have family there,” I said, “my Nonna was sick. She’d never met me before. The family wanted me to spend some time with her.” “Why haven’t you spent time with her before?” “It’s my father’s family,” I explained, “he died when in I was in high school. He wasn’t r
Five Someone was watching me. I knew it wasn’t Billy or Giovani because they were both with Laura at her art history class. I was sitting in the library when I felt the hair on the back of my neck stand up. I looked across the way, and I saw Cesare talking to the librarian. He had leaned up against her desk like owned it, said something that made her laugh, and then she pointed in my direction. Damn it. I had spent all of freshman year worrying that he would find me again. Now, I was a junior, and he would be graduating in the spring. Of course, he would find me in his last year… My eighteen-year-old self would have given anything for him to notice me. But my twenty-year-old self knew better. Cesare Luna wasn’t the kind of guy that you wanted attention from. He was the kind of guy you thought you wanted attention from and then when you got it, you regretted it immediately. Cesare strode towards me like he was the
Six Not all of the family was back in the Old Country. I had an aunt named Thalia who came to visit at least once a month. She lived in New York, with her three sons, and her husband. I hadn’t met any of them. I wasn’t exactly invited to family events. But, because the family knew my secret, my uncle liked to send people to check in on me. I was unsurprised when I got a call from my Mama on Saturday morning. “Are you working today?” she asked. I sat up in bed. “No. Why?” “Your aunt is coming. She wants to have lunch with you.” I froze. “What? Why?” “I’m not sure,” said Mama, “but dress nicely, and get here before noon.” I groaned. “Okay.” I got up and showered. As I was in the middle of getting dressed, the door to my room opened. A low whistle made me jump. I turned around and was surprised to see Cesare standing there. He smirked. “You look gorgeous. Who are you seeing?”
Seven“Emmilia!”Outside of Laura, I had one friend, Gemma Blake. She was a pretty brunette with blue eyes. She sat up front in my International Business Class, and gestured to the empty seat next to her. “Hi, Gemma!” I smiled. Gemma smiled back at me. “Did you get the e-mail?” “What e-mail?” I asked. “We’re having a guest speaker today. The professor is apparently old friends with Octavious Luna. He’s going to give a presentation on his internship program and his life in business.” The hair on the back of my neck stood up. “Octavious Luna?” Gemma nodded. “Do you think I can convince him to get an internship?” I forced a smile at her. “You’re Gemma Blake. I’m sure that you could do anything you want.” She laughed. “I appreciate the vote of confidence. Why don’t you seem happy about this? I thought you wanted do something with international hotels or whatever. I would think this would be right up your alley.”
Eight “I don’t think you should go.” Laura’s response to being invited to a party surprised me. Normally, Laura was always the one that was trying to get me to do something rash. The two of us sat on the couch, eating the remains of the brownies we’d baked the night before. I glared at her. “Come on. You’re the one that is always telling me that I need to get out more.” Laura sighed. “I know. But that was before.” “Before what?” she’d been acting weird since her fathers visit yesterday. After the lecture he’d given my class, apparently, he’d showed up at the apartment and told her some family news. Since then, Laura had been strangely quiet. When I got home from class, she’d begrudgingly joined me to bake. I tried getting her to talk but mostly she just hummed along to the music I played in the background. Laura made a face. “I just…I mean…” she shoved the rest of her brownie into her mouth. I squinted. “You are h
Nine My phone wouldn’t stop vibrating. That was unusual for me. I only had a few friends and my first thought was that maybe Gemma had been worried about where I was. I got up from where I had fallen asleep on my couch, my head in Laura’s lap. She had fallen asleep using the sofa armrest as a pillow.“What the hell?” I stared at my phone.The first few messages were from my cousin, Nero. The second was Gemma. And the third was my uncle, Titus. I also had a bunch of pictures from Instagram that I couldn’t understand. I barely posted on there.The first message from Nero said FUCKING CALL ME.If my older cousin, who was twenty-one, and lived in New York was calling me, I was in deep shit. He was an extension of my uncle. He handled the family business in the U.S. When I got into trouble freshman year, he was the one who helped me hide everything. He convinced my uncle to let me come to Italy and take care of the situation I had found myself in.I called him. “Nero, what’s wrong?”“Are
Fifty-nine: Cesara Luna There were too many people in Boston that knew who I was. But Marco had places that he could take me where people wouldn’t know. “Your family is mob, right?” I said. I didn’t use that word often. I always said ‘underground’ as though that somehow made it less frightening, less of a cliché. But that’s what we both were. Marco nodded. We were sitting at a bar called Allegra’s. It had been owned by the Allegra family, the same one that Giana----or Maria----depending on who were talking to, belonged to. “I’m a cousin. I think. Maybe a brother. Our parents were never very clear, and they did have a weird history together. Either way, we’ve known each other since we were little. Went to the same schools and everything. I made my bones when I was sixteen working for her father. Her father was trying to make his empire expand, and so he arranged a marriage for Maria to the Vitore family. But Maria always had a mind of her own and she ended up
Fifty-eight:Emmilia Vitore I had no cell phone. I had no purse. When I left, the guards didn’t even follow me. Vera seemed to scare even them. I should have known she wasn’t as innocent as she looked. To survive in our world, you couldn’t be a wilting flower. You had to be as dangerous as the men in it. Vera had killed her own husband. I had no doubt that she would try and kill me if I didn’t leave. At least if I were alive, I could try to get Tori away later. I didn’t want to leave. But I didn’t want her to witness my death either. Vera had already killed her husband. I had no doubt that she would try and kill me. I went to the only place that I could think of where I would be safe. Victoria Mariano’s house. The woman I had thought was my mother…. I had no way to get there but walk. As I walked, I couldn’t help but feel the rage that was coursing through me. Everything had been taken once again. A ca
Fifty-seven:Cesare Luna “Pull over!” I demanded. Marco looked at me. “We’ve got to get to Las Vegas. We’re on a time crunch.” “Pull the fuck over!” I demanded. My uncle had told me the last thing that I wanted to hear. “Get out!” I shouted to my uncle. He got out and I did too. I took my gun out of the back of my pants and pointed it it at him. Uncle Augustus laughed. “Are you going to shoot an unarmed man?” “Why not?” I said. “It’s exactly the kind of thing that you would do.” “Ah, but you pride yourself on not being like me. You’re the next generation. You always told your mother that you were going to be better than me. You wouldn’t want to fail your mother, would you? Although, you’ve already failed because you fell for the daughter of the whore that ruined your parent’s marriage.” I thought of Emmilia. I hadn’t noticed that there was a resemblance between her and Maria. But I did re
Fifty-six:Emmilia Vitore I couldn’t help but stare at Vera. “What do you mean, you know my mother? Do you mean the woman that raised me? Victoria?” Vera shook her head. “No, I’m talking about her sister. Victoria’s your aunt. She helped take care of you while your mother was in hiding.” “How do you know her?” She looked away from me. “The hardest part about growing up is realizing that your parents had whole lives before you. That maybe you haven’t known every version of them that you’ve ever been. But you must know…I didn’t have a choice.” “Didn’t have a choice in what?” “Octavious liked to tell our story like he was the greatest romantic of a century. It wasn’t romantic. I was forced to marry someone else. Octavious knew him and he became obsessed with me. He seduced me away from him. But there was a time where I hated him so much that I wanted to kill him. Even when I did finally marry him, I still harbored that. And of cou
Fifty-five:Cesare Luna I made the call I didn’t want to make. My family was planning my funeral, and I went to the New York state prison. I waited outside and a pair of guards brought out my uncle. He was almost an exact replica of my father. It was strange, like watching a clone come out. Marco, who had come with me, shivered a bit. “Why the fuck are we getting the worst man in the mob out of prison?” “Because, he knows where Emmilia’s mother is. And Emmilia’s mother is the one woman who is part of a family that is powerful enough that they can help take on my brother.” “Why haven’t you just asked me?” Marco said. “Are you really going to tell me where she is?” Marco shook his head. “No, because I’m more scared of her and her family then I am of you.” “See? That’s why I need the evil bastard. So that we can find her and help Emmilia. We haven’t been able to find The Fixer, and this is our last resort. Also, I’m starting
Fifty-four:Emmilia Vitore He had finally left me alone. I still had security guards with me. But he didn’t make me sleep in his bed when he realized I couldn’t remember what was happening. I stayed in a room with Tori. Galileo went to work on trying to find out what had happened with his father. On our third day back in the city, there was a knock on the door. “Emmilia? Are you there?” I recognized the voice. It was Vera, Galileo’s mother. I had been with Tori in the kitchen. I had made us sandwiches and drinks. We were sitting at the counter. “Who is that, Mommy?” Tori asked. I got up from the counter. “Give me a moment, honey. Stay right there.” I went to the door. “Vera, is that you?” “Yes,” she said, “can you open the door please? I don’t have a key and the security guards won’t open it for me. Which is ridiculous, because I’m Galileo’s mother.” “I would like to see her. She’s my daughter’s grandmother. Please, let her in.” I wa
Fifty-three:Cesare Luna “What happened?” I asked Laura when she got back. We were back home, in Boston. I needed to find Emmilia’s father and it was hard to do that when I was supposed to be dead. Laura was doing my errands for me. I had to stay in the house, like a ghost. It was horrible, especially when I should have been going after my brother to get my girl back. Emmilia wasn’t his. He was using her to try and take over the family fortune because my daughter was the heir to the Luna fortune. That was the only reason he wanted her. He didn’t care about her at all. But I was in love with Emmilia, and when I got her back, I would do whatever it took to make her mine. Laura’s face was drawn as if she had seen something terrible. “Cesare, you aren’t going to like what I saw.” “What did you see?” “Emmilia knows that you’re dead, but she…” “But what?” I asked. “She thinks th
Fifty-Two:Emmilia Vitore Galileo had to give me his cell phone. Mine had long since been taken from me. There was also no way that he would give me one. He couldn’t have me calling someone that would help me. But Nikos Balis and I had once had something special. He had tried to kill my father and that had been the end of our relationship. If it hadn’t been for that though, we might have still been together. He was incredibly possessive. If I could figure out a way to let Nikos know what was happening, maybe I could get away from Galileo. But I had to do it in a way that would let him know that there was something wrong without alerting Galileo about it. If Galileo knew that I was trying to get away, he would kill Nikos. I couldn’t have another person’s blood on my hands. “Call him,” Galileo said. “What do I say?” I asked. “Tell him that you’re worried because you’ve been hearing rumors about Cesare being dead. Te
Fifty-one:Cesare Luna “Are you sure you need to save her?” Laura asked me this as we were driving back to Boston. I looked at her. “Why would you ask that?” “I mean, as much as you hate to hear this, it is possible that she did fall in love with Galileo and they decided to get married. Besides, you always talk about how she was trying to kill you. You were hired to kill her first, even though you like to pretend that wasn’t the case.” I glared at my sister. “She’s not in love with Galileo. That’s not something she would ever do willingly.” “How do you know?” Laura said. “I mean, you never really saw the two of them together. I lived in the same apartment as her. I saw them. They had a certain something. I don’t think that Emmilia ever acted on it, but there was a chemistry between them. Maybe Emmilia didn’t want to marry you because she still hated you. She didn’t like that she was being forced into the wife role by her uncl