CHAPTER 47
I am just buying my time to escape Fin and Gray. I can't stay here and just wait for Alqamar to come back. What if he won't come back? I shook my head and sighed heavily. Ronald is now busy with the council again because Janice is giving him a hard time. If I am not nervous right now I am now teasing him by now but because I have my own dilemma I can't stay calm and remain fine.
I take a deep sigh and glanced towards Fin and Rael. I saw them talking to each other like they are arguing with something. I used my chance to slowly walked and joined the crowd of students to remained unnoticeable.
I took a deep sigh when I exited the school. I immediately took a cab and told the driver where I am heading to.
I don't want Alqamar to face this alone. Herman is his enemy and even though Alqamar is a lot stronger than him I can't deny the fact that he still have a weakness. I don't want him to be in danger again. I won't lost him like what
CHAPTER 48I was stunned and unable to speak because of the information I didn't know that exist.I was flabbergasted if I will believe him or not but the flames of hatred, wrath and anger in his eyes are telling me that he was keeping it for a long time and just trying to buy his time to reveal it to every one.He stepped back and looked at me with his dark eyes.This man in front of me is a product of a heart that was broken apart a long time ago. His mother loved a man dearly and was abandoned in the end. I don't know why I felt sympathy for that woman and to her son."I won't harm you tonight because...I don't want Alqamar to be weak to the day of our fight. If you are confused why I still want to fight my brother even though I lost from him to our last fight...it was because I really don't want to fight him that day...the truth is...it was Gray that I want to fight that day because I want him to my group,"He is pert
CHAPTER 49WARNING: MATURE CONTENT!I was breathing so hard when he started to kissed my neck. I moaned his name in pleasure. He's the only one who can do this to me. One touch and I am already in the edge. One kiss and I am already in fire.He started massaging my breasts alternately with an obvious lust and needs. I can feel his hungriness. I accepted all his dominant moves with me. I let him claimed me. I want him to need me. I want him to kiss me until he get crazy with me.I won't back down this time.I swallowed hard and shrieked a bit when he bit my nipples. Damn it! It was a bit painful but I didn't complained. Damn it Alqamar!He suckled and licked my left boobs and the other one is giving him massage that added to the fuel in me."Alqamar..." I moaned his name. I don't care anymore if his moves are accompanied with violence and harshness I just need him tonight. Damn it!His kisses we
CHAPTER 50"Are you sure you want to meet my parents?" I asked while he's busy driving his car. I glanced at him."Yes. I don't want you to lie about this again," he said.My phone was drained because of missed calls coming from my parents. I know I will get a scolding again. I did not go home. I was fast asleep beside Alqamar after our rough night.My whole body was all sore. My thighs and hips are sore. I can't move that much. Alqamar took me last night with the same intensity over and over again."Don't worry about me-""Are you ashamed of me Lexis?" I was stunned by his question. I blinked twice."No...I am just..." I stopped. I couldn't find the right words to say."If you are ashamed of me I won't ever see your parents Lexis..." he said with a hint of darkness. He's getting mad. I bit my lower lip."It's not like that Alqamar...but what if...they'll find out..." I closed my eyes intently.
CHAPTER 51Silence filled us as Herman walked closer to us. My jaw clenched from anger. How dare him do this to my family? How dare him!Alqamar was serious and dark. His aura is surrounding with darkness. I can feel the thousand of thoughts inside his mind. But he never let me read it because he close his mind link to me.I felt his gripped loosened. I stared at him."Let go of Lexis' family," Alqamar said in a dangerous tone but Herman just laughed at him."You won't ask why I called you my younger brother?" Herman asked teasingly. Alqamar was dead serious. I can't read his expression. It was all blank and unrecognizable."Why would I? I'm not even interested about it," Alqamar said coldly. Herman's teasing face turned irritated."You're not interested? Even though I am your father's son to the girl he abandoned along time ago?" Herman said with venom in his tone."Yes..." Alqamar said la
CHAPTER 52Hearing those things from him is painful. Hearing those things from him is ripping my heart apart.I stared at his eyes hoping that I didn't hear him right."I will find and follow you wherever you are, Lexis don't worry okay?" He said softly. I nodded. I thought...he was asking me to be away from him. I sighed in relief and hoping him to do what he promised.He left that day. Mom and dad asked me so many questions and Grandma helped me to hide things. I don't know anymore. My mind is in chaos and...fear is slightly consuming me. What if...the things that Grandma told me came true?I don't want Alqamar to end that way. I don't want to lose him either.I stared at the ceiling while thinking so many things. Alqamar's words are keep bombarding my mind. He wants me to leave this place and never come back again but he assured me that he'll find and follow me wherever I am.I bit my lower lip
CHAPTER 53Alqamar was standing far from the gate of the funeral but I can see him from here. His both hands are in his pocket while his cold eyes are piercing through me.My heart melted from seeing him. He never texted me or call me today. I am sure that what happened yesterday somehow affected our relationship.He might be thinking that he was the reason why my family got involved and he is now trying his best to be away from me just to avoid what happened yesterday. I glanced at Ronald."Ronald...uh can...I go out? Alqamar is outside," I told him. Ronald smiled at me and nodded."Of course. You can talk to him," Ronald said. I immediately stood up and I almost ran towards Alqamar. I don't like what is happening right now. I don't like this feeling...because I feel like...he is slowly dripping away from me."Alqamar...how did you know I was here?" I asked when I got closer. I looked up to him and the coldness of
CHAPTER 54Is it wrong to love someone this deep? Is it wrong to hold on to the love even though it's tearing?My mind is so clouded right now. I wanna stay here for Alqamar but what his favor always whispering to my ears. He wants me to leave and never come back this place again. But I want to be here! What if something happen to him? What if Grandma's words come true?This love has two endings but either of them is both tragic, the only option I have is to choose what is more painful...and I would rather choose the latter.But how can I protect him when he doesn't want my protection?I went back to the funeral again to visit Ronald. The class has ended so I've decided to come here. I saw Ronald talking to his auntie so I just sat down quietly. When he's done talking to his auntie he immediately saw me."The class is done?" He asked and sat down beside me. I nodded."Yes. Three days and our first year in college would end already," I
CHAPTER 55Our day end up with me resting on his chiseled chest while watching how the sun set down. His arms are embracing me and it felt like home I wanted to stay forever. I feel at peace inside his arms. I really don't wanna leave but I know once the sun set down...I would have to let go of this hand. The hand of the man I will surely love for the rest of my life."I hate sunsets..." I murmured while watching the sun goes down. My tears are starting to peek out in my eyes but I am trying so hard to control it."Why? It's a beautiful scene Lexis," he said. It's like he heard my sentiments."I hate it Alqamar...because sunset means our end of our time together," I said in a whisper. I felt his embrace tightened. I held his arms and softly caressed him there."It is not our end Lexis. I told you...I'll follow you after everything. I will always come and find you wherever you are, no matter how far it is. I promise you..." he whispered to me assuri
EPILOGUELooking back to all the things that happened, it seems worth it now. After the accident I woke up with a headache and the first person I saw was a man wearing his white lab coat. He told me that his name was Ronald Madrigal, and I had an accident. At first, I couldn’t believe it. How could I have an accident when I know that I have the greatest power among all my pack? And I am the alpha. But then…I noticed how I clearly remember my childhood memories and the night where I saw my parents soaking with blood but other than that…I remember nothing.I feel like I was stuck in that particular memory and it’s tormenting my mind. It was frustrating to only know a bit of yourself. I remember Fin, Gray, Rael and Cristine because they are part of my memories when I was still young but…I didn’t even remember how I got an accident! Damn!“Don’t stress yourself too much, Alqamar. Your memories will be
CHAPTER 120“When are you planning to go back, Alqamar?” I heard Cristine asked while I am watching the trees danced with the wind. It was still vivid to me. The things that happened and how I almost lost my life in that unfaithful night. And…how I watched Lexis cry while darkness is eating my whole system.I had the choice to go back and tell Lexis that I am alive but it’s not easy at it’s seem. I’ve learned my lesson. Carlos is still alive and probably waiting for his attacks if he finds out that I am alive. When everyone thought that I was killed Carlos stopped chasing and targeting Lexis. It only means one thing. I am the only one he needs and my come back is his trigger to use Lexis again as my weakness. So, I have to remain hidden and just like before…watched Lexis from afar.I don’t want to go back to the days where I was still looking at her from afar but it’s still happening right, an
CHAPTER 119It wasn’t easy. Every time she’ll ask about my identity or my past makes me anxious. Thinking that once I told her everything she’ll slip away. And it’s even harder when I found out that Herman and Carlos’ group is planning of an attack against Lexis. So, for the mean time I told Lexis that I’ll leave. She assured me that she loves me. She made love to me, and I know that finally, she loves me back. Finally, I claimed her and she’s officially mine now, forever.“Are you seriously going alone, Alqamar?” Cristine asked me with her raising tone while I am packing my things. I already told Lexis about it and even she wants to know my real reason she still managed to keep herself silent. And I regret that I still need to keep this a secret. Maybe I was just really afraid that she would leave me if she found out the truth.“Yes. I know I can handle them better alone,” I said co
CHAPTER 118I tried to pursue her. Followed her wherever she goes. I wanted to be there for her. That’s why I tried so hard to be near her. I am sure that she’s smart and I didn’t know why she had a low score in her quiz but maybe fate is on my side that I took that chance to get her attention only to me, not with anyone but to me."I'm gonna schedule a tutorial for you so you'll understand-""No!" she cut me off when I tried to suggest that. I just want to help her or maybe I did have a secret intention, but I am serious that I want to help her. Our eyes met. I gave her a serious eye and she was just staring at me like she was in the middle of a deep thought about me. I sighed."What's wrong with that?" I asked. I really don’t get it. It’s more convenient to her."I'll just ask Ronald for it. You don't have to schedule anything," she said.My jaw clenched. I really hate how she’s gotten close
CHAPTER 117The next morning, I woke up early moving forward to the second day of class. I didn’t know that it will be more fun than what I expected. Already carrying my bag and other things when I saw Rael, Fin and Gray inside my house. My new house that I bought last week. I planned to stay here until I am still teaching at the school. I will just visit the village when weekends.“How did you all enter my house?” my brows furrowed while staring at the three who were sitting comfortably in my couch. These three has nothing to do with their lives.“You didn’t lock the doors,” Gray said. Rael smirked at me.“Your house is huge, we can stay here, right?” Rael’s twinkling eyes looked at me. I raised my brow at him, he noticed it that made him looked away.“Yeah right…we can’t,” he answered in his own question.“You’ll work?” Fin asked
CHAPTER 116I parked my car in the parking lot of the school. I sighed heavily when I saw the students coming inside the school. I can’t believe that I am here. I must be crazy. I looked at myself in the mirror before coming out of my car. I went straight at the faculty and checked my schedule. I unconsciously smiled when I saw that my first schedule is Lexis’ section.But my smile faded when I remember something. She’ll see me again. As her professor. Would she recognize me? What if she recognizes me and run for hill to hide from me? Because she’s scared? I gritted my teeth. I hope it won’t happen though. I would rather want her to not recognize me and remain to be a stranger to her. Goddamn it! Am I masochist?I sighed heavily and collected my things to attend my first class. I can feel everyone’s eyes on me. I am used to it but…they are college students. They should look at me with respect and not&helli
CHAPTER 115I can sense her presence now. I just saw her car arrived at her grandmother’s ancestral home. I watched her guided by her parents and her grandma who looks shocked of seeing her. I stared at her grandma. She looks familiar but I shrugged it off when I saw Cristine watching me. I stood up straight and looked away from Lexis’ direction.“I was right. You’re here,” she said and raised a brow at me. I ignore her and walk like nothing happened. I am going now to the village. It’s enough for me that I saw her safely arrived.“What do you need?” I asked when I felt her followed me.“Do you have plans? You know that Herman and Carlos are allies to bring you down, right?” She asked calmly. I sighed. I have plans but it’s not necessary to tell her anymore.“What are your plans? Make Lexis fall in love with you first and then tell her the truth and finally you&rs
CHAPTER 114After I send her home, I immediately washed myself. I feel like her puke is all over me. I closed my eyes as I felt the cold water dripped down my body. Watching her closer like that makes me insane. It’s been years since I last watched her close like that and she was just a young girl back then. Now that she’s and a grown woman I can’t help but to feel crazy over her.I woke up at dawn and the sun hasn’t risen yet when I drove myself towards San Isidro. I have a house in the city if ever I don’t want to go home yet or won’t be able to go back early. This province is an hour far away from the city. I parked the car in my usual place and walks towards the village.Everyone greeted me as soon as they saw me. I just nodded every time. I don’t have any plans today and I think I’ll go back in the city during Lexis’ graduation. I’ve never missed every celebration she has. I was alway
CHAPTER 113I woke up feeling awful the next day. My head is spinning like crazy. I don’t know but I felt cold. Damn! I am not usually like this. Maybe because I let myself in the rain yesterday? Well, wolves can also possibly catch a cold, but it will just pass by like before.I get up from the bed and changed my clothes before going out. Everyone made away for my arrival until I stopped in front of them, I saw my whole pack waiting for me to speak. I sighed and started to elaborate the things I wanted to say.“First of all, I wanted to compliment…Carlos’ group for guarding the boarders of this province, the other wolf pack wouldn’t have the chance to cross the island because of that,” I said and looked at Carlos and beside him is Herman. Carlos just nodded courteously at me. There’s a reason why I’d give that mission to him. So, that he will be far away from my pack while I’m investigating hi