CHAPTER 21
The professors and the students started to come back from the last activities they had. The sun is almost out when they arrived. I saw Ronald nearing at me so I smiled at him. He looks tired though.
"How is it?" I asked. He sit beside me and like what I'm doing he put a wood in the bonfire I made. The other students are busy and tired. The professors are having their meeting in the huge tent that were made for them. The reason why I can't see Alqamar right now.
"It's fun! I hope you were there though," he said and glanced at me. I smiled at him. I remember how worried he was when I woke up earlier.
"I'm okay though! I-It's fun staying here," I said and looked away because I remember Alqamar's kisses on me. I shook my head to forget that thoughts!
"Well...the view is nice here so I'm sure you won't be bored. Are you going to hike tomorrow? Tomorrow is our last day here so the dean let us decides the things we are going
CHAPTER 22The next sunrise came up so beautifully. My smile is plastered on my lips even when I'm brushing my teeth. I can't think anything but Alqamar's kisses and touch on me last night. I feel like dying! Darn it! Is it even legal?!I immediately lined up to my group when the guide of the trip blow her whistle. Like what Ronald told me yesterday she announced that this is the last day of our trip and it will be up to us where we want to go.Ronald only nodded and smiled to me before he left while I remained watching him feeling sad that I had to let go of one of my friends.I bit my lower lip and slowly walks towards my tent but I almost jump in surprise when Alqamar just popped up in my front! I held my chest because of the sudden beat of my heart."Darn it! I almost had a heart attack!" I spat but he just remained looking at me with his serious eyes. Now I am wondering what he's thinking?"You want to go out?"
CHAPTER 23I didn't know what to do. Seeing the girl who kissed Alqamar before made me uneasy.I can feel my blood boiling in anger, hatred and something else. I swallowed hard as thoughts bombarded my head.Is this the reason why he doesn't want me here? He's hiding his girl here? I don't understand. Then I remember that he has secrets that he doesn't want to tell me. What if...this girl is one of those secrets he doesn't want to tell me?I gritted my teeth as I watched the girl gracefully walk towards us. Rael, Fin and Gray fell silent."You didn't tell me that you will visit," Cristine said with her obvious mocking tone. I just don't know why she's talking like that with Alqamar."It's...unplanned," Alqamar said in a cold voice."Is that so? It's a perfect timing then I bought some foods-""We'll also leave now Crisitine," Alqamar said in a hard tone. I glanced at him. He also looked at me wit
CHAPTER 24WARNING: MATURE CONTENTHis lips touch my neck that made my body curved in so much sensation. I can feel his hands traveling down on my pants and slowly unbuttoning it. Fire enveloped me as he started kissing my neck down to my collar bones."Alqamar..." I moaned his name when I felt his tongue traveling down through the valley of my breast. My fast and heavy breathing is so evident, a sign that I also want him so much.He successfully unbuttoned my pants. He knelt in front of me and pulled out my pants away from me. Now the only clothing I have is my bra and panty. I bit my lower lip when I saw him watching my body. I suddenly felt embarrassed."S-Stop...looking at me," I said nervously and was about to cover myself with the comforter when he went back on my top and held my wrist up above my head. We stared at each other and I got amazed the way he looked at me. I didn't imagine that he will look at
CHAPTER 25I woke up with soreness all over my body. My back, hips and my bottom are all sore that makes it uncomfortable.I stared at Alqamar who was sleeping peacefully beside me. A smile crept on my lips when I felt his tight embrace on me. But as much as I want his embrace on me I still have to get up if I don't want my classmates to wonder where I am!I slowly take off his arms around me. I almost didn't breath while doing it. When I get successful I looked for my clothes and closed my eyes intently when I remember that Alqamar ripped my panty!Damn it!I shook my head and just put on my pants without any panty! This is so uncomfortable!When I finished dressing up I stared at Alqamar and gave him a peck on his lips before going out.I still felt so sore but I have to endure it if I don't want my classmates to wonder!I took a deep breath when I saw Ronald packing up his bag. He smiled when he saw me so I smi
CHAPTER 26I watched him while driving his car. My brows are almost connected while watching him.I couldn't forget what he have said earlier. He just applied to be a professor because he wants to get near me?Is...it possible...that he already likes me before then?But I was just...a child! Is it even...real?!"Stop watching me Lexis. I am getting distracted," he said and glance at me but he immediately went back his eyes in front.I chuckled by his words. I bit my lower lip and rolled my eyes. Distracted?"Why would you distracted? I am just watching you," I said."Can I stop the car? I also want to watch you," he said that made my smile even wider."Stop fooling around and just drive," I said and looked away to stop. I don't want him to stop the car just for that!He chuckled and and continued to drive the car but my mind was bombarded by so many thoughts.I bit my lower lip and
CHAPTER 27Like usual I wake up to bed and did my daily routine. I am extra early today because I have something to do this morning.I watch my face in front of the mirror. I already put powder and put my hair in a pony but I am not still satisfied with my look. I'm not ugly nor an average girl. The truth is there's so many people that think I can be a model or an actress. With my wavy brown hair, deep black eyes, thick brows and eyelashes, pointed and cute nose and my cherry lips. They are all perfect to make me a model.But while thinking about Cristine she has all the beauty that every man could desire. I wonder if Alqamar also likes her before? I remember when I saw Cristine kissed Alqamar. Alqamar was mad about something I don't understand and Cristine just kissed him.I sighed heavily and shook my head. I shouldn't be thinking about that.I put a little lip tint on my lips and check my face again before I went down to the
CHAPTER 28I thought that those things were just happening in human's imagination. I've never think that it's all true. That it's happening in real life.I can't forget the things that grandma told me. I didn't know that...there's things that happened before. And it was because of love.It all happen because someone is hurting. It happens because there's a heart bleeding.I sighed heavily and thought about what Grandma said.Things are all repeating again?What does it mean?Did...she already find the late alpha's son?I looked around while walking towards the room. I saw Ronald busy with his books. I silently sit in my chair and open my book to make myself busy.I can't focus with all these things inside my mind!"Lexis?" I stop when Ronald called me. I looked at him and I saw his brows furrowed."I didn't notice that you're already here," he said. I chuckled and tried to start a light
CHAPTER 29I withdrew from his embrace and looked at him straight through his eyes."I...have to go back," I said. I saw him staring at my face trying to read my emotions. I looked away because I'm afraid that he might read me.I don't want him to know that I'm jealous to that girl. I don't want him to know that I am insecure and not brave enough to face the consequences of my love for him.The truth is...even though I am fitting in to the fact that he is still not ready to reveal his secret but behind of my thoughts I badly want to know those secrets. Knowing that Cristine is aware in that secret it makes me more insecure and...undecided if...I can understand all his reasons."Wait..." he held my wrist to stop me from walking away. I glanced at him and I saw him with his usual cold eyes."Are you still mad? Do you want me to...ask for Cristine to leave?"I stopped at his words. I bit my lower lip and t
EPILOGUELooking back to all the things that happened, it seems worth it now. After the accident I woke up with a headache and the first person I saw was a man wearing his white lab coat. He told me that his name was Ronald Madrigal, and I had an accident. At first, I couldn’t believe it. How could I have an accident when I know that I have the greatest power among all my pack? And I am the alpha. But then…I noticed how I clearly remember my childhood memories and the night where I saw my parents soaking with blood but other than that…I remember nothing.I feel like I was stuck in that particular memory and it’s tormenting my mind. It was frustrating to only know a bit of yourself. I remember Fin, Gray, Rael and Cristine because they are part of my memories when I was still young but…I didn’t even remember how I got an accident! Damn!“Don’t stress yourself too much, Alqamar. Your memories will be
CHAPTER 120“When are you planning to go back, Alqamar?” I heard Cristine asked while I am watching the trees danced with the wind. It was still vivid to me. The things that happened and how I almost lost my life in that unfaithful night. And…how I watched Lexis cry while darkness is eating my whole system.I had the choice to go back and tell Lexis that I am alive but it’s not easy at it’s seem. I’ve learned my lesson. Carlos is still alive and probably waiting for his attacks if he finds out that I am alive. When everyone thought that I was killed Carlos stopped chasing and targeting Lexis. It only means one thing. I am the only one he needs and my come back is his trigger to use Lexis again as my weakness. So, I have to remain hidden and just like before…watched Lexis from afar.I don’t want to go back to the days where I was still looking at her from afar but it’s still happening right, an
CHAPTER 119It wasn’t easy. Every time she’ll ask about my identity or my past makes me anxious. Thinking that once I told her everything she’ll slip away. And it’s even harder when I found out that Herman and Carlos’ group is planning of an attack against Lexis. So, for the mean time I told Lexis that I’ll leave. She assured me that she loves me. She made love to me, and I know that finally, she loves me back. Finally, I claimed her and she’s officially mine now, forever.“Are you seriously going alone, Alqamar?” Cristine asked me with her raising tone while I am packing my things. I already told Lexis about it and even she wants to know my real reason she still managed to keep herself silent. And I regret that I still need to keep this a secret. Maybe I was just really afraid that she would leave me if she found out the truth.“Yes. I know I can handle them better alone,” I said co
CHAPTER 118I tried to pursue her. Followed her wherever she goes. I wanted to be there for her. That’s why I tried so hard to be near her. I am sure that she’s smart and I didn’t know why she had a low score in her quiz but maybe fate is on my side that I took that chance to get her attention only to me, not with anyone but to me."I'm gonna schedule a tutorial for you so you'll understand-""No!" she cut me off when I tried to suggest that. I just want to help her or maybe I did have a secret intention, but I am serious that I want to help her. Our eyes met. I gave her a serious eye and she was just staring at me like she was in the middle of a deep thought about me. I sighed."What's wrong with that?" I asked. I really don’t get it. It’s more convenient to her."I'll just ask Ronald for it. You don't have to schedule anything," she said.My jaw clenched. I really hate how she’s gotten close
CHAPTER 117The next morning, I woke up early moving forward to the second day of class. I didn’t know that it will be more fun than what I expected. Already carrying my bag and other things when I saw Rael, Fin and Gray inside my house. My new house that I bought last week. I planned to stay here until I am still teaching at the school. I will just visit the village when weekends.“How did you all enter my house?” my brows furrowed while staring at the three who were sitting comfortably in my couch. These three has nothing to do with their lives.“You didn’t lock the doors,” Gray said. Rael smirked at me.“Your house is huge, we can stay here, right?” Rael’s twinkling eyes looked at me. I raised my brow at him, he noticed it that made him looked away.“Yeah right…we can’t,” he answered in his own question.“You’ll work?” Fin asked
CHAPTER 116I parked my car in the parking lot of the school. I sighed heavily when I saw the students coming inside the school. I can’t believe that I am here. I must be crazy. I looked at myself in the mirror before coming out of my car. I went straight at the faculty and checked my schedule. I unconsciously smiled when I saw that my first schedule is Lexis’ section.But my smile faded when I remember something. She’ll see me again. As her professor. Would she recognize me? What if she recognizes me and run for hill to hide from me? Because she’s scared? I gritted my teeth. I hope it won’t happen though. I would rather want her to not recognize me and remain to be a stranger to her. Goddamn it! Am I masochist?I sighed heavily and collected my things to attend my first class. I can feel everyone’s eyes on me. I am used to it but…they are college students. They should look at me with respect and not&helli
CHAPTER 115I can sense her presence now. I just saw her car arrived at her grandmother’s ancestral home. I watched her guided by her parents and her grandma who looks shocked of seeing her. I stared at her grandma. She looks familiar but I shrugged it off when I saw Cristine watching me. I stood up straight and looked away from Lexis’ direction.“I was right. You’re here,” she said and raised a brow at me. I ignore her and walk like nothing happened. I am going now to the village. It’s enough for me that I saw her safely arrived.“What do you need?” I asked when I felt her followed me.“Do you have plans? You know that Herman and Carlos are allies to bring you down, right?” She asked calmly. I sighed. I have plans but it’s not necessary to tell her anymore.“What are your plans? Make Lexis fall in love with you first and then tell her the truth and finally you&rs
CHAPTER 114After I send her home, I immediately washed myself. I feel like her puke is all over me. I closed my eyes as I felt the cold water dripped down my body. Watching her closer like that makes me insane. It’s been years since I last watched her close like that and she was just a young girl back then. Now that she’s and a grown woman I can’t help but to feel crazy over her.I woke up at dawn and the sun hasn’t risen yet when I drove myself towards San Isidro. I have a house in the city if ever I don’t want to go home yet or won’t be able to go back early. This province is an hour far away from the city. I parked the car in my usual place and walks towards the village.Everyone greeted me as soon as they saw me. I just nodded every time. I don’t have any plans today and I think I’ll go back in the city during Lexis’ graduation. I’ve never missed every celebration she has. I was alway
CHAPTER 113I woke up feeling awful the next day. My head is spinning like crazy. I don’t know but I felt cold. Damn! I am not usually like this. Maybe because I let myself in the rain yesterday? Well, wolves can also possibly catch a cold, but it will just pass by like before.I get up from the bed and changed my clothes before going out. Everyone made away for my arrival until I stopped in front of them, I saw my whole pack waiting for me to speak. I sighed and started to elaborate the things I wanted to say.“First of all, I wanted to compliment…Carlos’ group for guarding the boarders of this province, the other wolf pack wouldn’t have the chance to cross the island because of that,” I said and looked at Carlos and beside him is Herman. Carlos just nodded courteously at me. There’s a reason why I’d give that mission to him. So, that he will be far away from my pack while I’m investigating hi