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It Wasn't Me
Kamari
“Who am I? Do you not know?” She looked dumbfounded at my question as if I should have known her my whole life. My confused expression must have answered her question for me since her expression changed into a multitude of emotions all at once.
“I’m-HA! Do you even know who you are?” She laughed then; it was the scariest thing I ever heard.
“I know I’m a hybrid of my mother and Alpha Zander. I just found out about the Alpha Zander part about a week ago.”
“Wait, a week ago?! Who did you think your father was before then?” She asked, sounding genuinely curious. I shrugged before answering.
“I didn’t know, and from what my mom told me, I didn’t need to know.”
“Didn’t you ever want to know who your father was? Why would someone not want to know about their father?” She seemed angry as she spoke. I realized then that it was more of a child
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