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Ch 31: Runaway
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Under Control Ch 32: Two Weeks
Azrael pov:Why does being with you hurt? Has it always hurt this bad? Did I ever notice before it was too late?Her body moved on top of me, clinging to my shoulders for dear life, her hips thrusting as fast as she could. Josie used me as her plaything just like before, the difference now is that I didn't stop her.What's the point? I'm sure I'll have to do it eventually anyways, might as well let it happen. Life was unfair in that way, especially when the only way I could perform is thinking about Amilia. I would bury my face away and shut my eyes tight, hoping to bring her some sort of pleasure.Titling my head back she looked me in my eyes, lust filled green ones staring into my soul. She kissed me deeply, moaning when I held her hips still for a moment."Say it." She whispered against my lips, scratching at the nape of my neck. I moved my gaze away from hers."It won't mean anything." I mumbled, too ashamed to look at her."Just say it." She grunted, moving her hips again."I lov
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Ch 33: It's Okay
Azrael pov:"It's really not funny." I groaned, pulling myself from under the sink."I like to think it is." Josie laughed as I had gotten gross sink water all over me."I should've just called a repair man." Going back under I try to fix the problem, only I don't really know how too."Maybe, I might be biased though. I like seeing you get dirty." I'm splashed in the face by water as she turns it on from up above."Josie!" Moving out from under the sink I'm left soaked and clogged with water in my nose. She laughs and backs up, trying to cover her mouth from the giggles."Oh no. You're wet." Smirking, I take off my shirt and toss it at her head. She squeals and throws it away. It was too late, I was already picking her up."I said it wasn't funny." Twirling her around I keep her pressed close to make her get soaked from the water as well."Put me down, you animal." Slaps my chest playfully as I squeezed more water onto her."Apologize." I smiled and brought us back to the sink."Absol
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Ch 34: Please Don't
Amilia pov:I'd been on the edge of my seat all day, today is the day we get to New York. I couldn't be more excited, I would get here and find Azrael. I'd tell her everything, explain and hopefully we could put this behind us.Jeremy seemed to have a nice time driving us there, he was admiring the cities that passed before we got there. 2 weeks being on the run, almost 9 months being away from Azy, I was ready for all of this to be over."We're 20 minutes out." He told me. I nodded and felt the excitement course through my body like a drug."I'm happy to be back. I want you to meet her, I'm sure she'd like you." The smile on my face hurt, I just couldn't stop."Aw! Does this mean we're friends?" He bumped my shoulder with his. Rolling my eyes and laughing I bumped him back."Kinda hard not to when you've traveled across America with someone." He laughed and stopped at a red light."You'd be surprised what I've done." The light turned green and we took off again.Everything around me
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Ch 35: Painful Thoughts
Damien Pov:That was unexpected. Why the hell is Amilia back? What the hell is going on?I chased after Az, she was stomping away with a confused look on her face. Catching up I placed a hand on her shoulder and tried to slow her down."Az…""I wanna go home." She mumbled, shrugging my hand off her shoulder."Okay let's-" my phone went off, interrupting what I was gonna say. Giving an apologetic smile I pulled out the device."Hello?""You need to get to the Bronx now." Axe's voice came through, he sounded winded as he spoke."I'm kind in the middle of something." I tried to give an excuse."Don't care. I found some of Donny's men. Get here now." This caught my attention. Anything related to Donny was valuable."I'll be there. Give me 10." Hanging up, I looked at my distraught sister.She looked like she saw a ghost. Her hands shook as she lifted a cig to her lips, weakly taking a hit from it. Going closer I pulled her into a hug and held her at an arm's distance."We got word on Don
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Ch 36: Fixer Up
Jeremy pov:I'm worried about Amilia. She hasn't left her room in months. She just stays in her bed and sleeps. She barely eats and drinks, I'm not even sure if she uses the bathroom.I saw her twice in the past two months, she looked awful. Her hair was messy, her eyes puffy, marks on her skin I hadn't seen before. All of this ended today, I need her to pull herself somewhat together.Opening her door with Em, we peak our heads in to see if she's alive. She was hiding under a blanket, quiet sniffling coming from the spot. We enter and shush each other to try and stay quiet."l know you're there, what do you want?" She threw the blanket off her and looked at us with a glare."Ogh god!" I couldn't stop myself from gawking at her."Wow… it's like a nest." Em whispered to me.Her hair was thrown everywhere, it looked closer to a bird's nest than actual hair. Pinching Emily for the remark I move a little closer and try not to notice the depressing smell."Hi sweetie, how ya doing?" I sit
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Ch 37: Little Truths, Lots Of Lies
Amilia pov:This is so fucking dumb…I was dressed in a long sleeve crop top, a black pleated skirt, and thigh high heels. I had jewelry on and my make up done to perfection, I had to for the job Emily got me.It wasn't bad but not something I was fully comfortable with. I didn't have a choice really, I needed to focus on something other than Azrael. So I turned to work, I threw myself into this job for the past 2 weeks.Emily worked the same shifts as me, Jermey took to street racing and small robberies. We were slowly becoming a dangerous trio. Sleeping during the day and up all night, sometimes even drinking and partying the night away.Some nights Jeremy would take us street racing with him, Emily and I would dress slutty and throw the flags down. He was getting really popular, really fast, I'm happy hes succeeding.Slowly I was coming out of my shell and starting to hate life like I used to. Now I was in Flux and dancing on a small circle platform with a pole in the middle. I put
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Ch 38: Reconnected?
Amilia pov:I woke to the sound of beeping, my body felt heavy and ached. Everything was blurry when I first opened my eyes, it took a couple minutes to register where I was.It was a hospital?"You're awake." Azrael's voice caught my attention. Turning my head in her direction I saw her give a small smile, paying with the box in her hand."What happened? Where am I?" I tried not to panic but it grew harder when I could tell that this wasn't a hospital."You're safe, you overdosed on pills." She sounded upset. It slowly came back to me, the truth of what I did, running away, taking the pills."Oh god… oh god…" I panicked, the heart monitor sounding out louder as I tried to remove the tubes in my arm."Stop moving. Stop!" She held my hands and stopped me from moving. My mind flashed to Mike holding me down, the same words leaving his mouth."Get off me, get off me." I slapped her hands away, crying and weakly trying to get away. She looked confused but I didn't care, I didn't want to b
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Ch 39: Our Secret
Azrael pov:Why'd I do it?I woke up that morning feeling regretful of what I did, I forget the way Lily has me feeling after we hook up. I would feel drained and guilty. I just needed an escape from reality for a moment.She tried keeping me in bed that morning but I left as soon as I could. I dragged myself back to my house and spent the rest of the week avoiding Josie and Amilia. I can't avoid them for long, I'd just been mostly working at my company or working late with the gang. Stalking late at night for Donny or Mike's men, even though we haven't seen Mike's men. It's still smart to keep an eye out.Josie tried to talk to me this morning but I left before she could, heading to a hidden facility instead. It's a short drive of 10 minutes including traffic. I take my duffle bag out and walk a block before turning into an alleyway. It has stairs that go down on the right side of a builidng, at the bottom laid a heavy metal door.Going to it I give a knock and passcode before gett
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Under Control Ch 64: Face To Face Pt.2
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Under Control Ch 62: Tomorrow
Azrael pov:A month of work had gone by. My men and Greenwood's fight for turf, many die and many more join to end this all. Everyone is on edge, unsure how any of this will play out.We were getting hurt more often, hiding from the public, and doing everything in our power to kill his men. It's gotten to the point where Jeremy and Amilia had to help, she's taken to work since the incident.She is crueler and colder than before but I understood, she lost something dear to her. I did my best to lead us down a path that would have less casualties and have a possibility for survival.Each day that past made me feel crazy, I needed to see Ryker, I needed to end this all. This is neither here nor there at the moment, I was in the car with Jeremy and Amilia. He drove batshit crazy as police chased us through the city "They're catching up!" I shouted from the back seat. He laughed and turned the music up louder."As if!" Shifting the gear he pressed the gas and slipped between two cars befo
