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Ch 21: Problems
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Under Control Ch 22: What's To Come
Amilia pov:I'm not a very sentimental person. I think the most sentimental thing I've done is spend that day with Azrael in her library. Outside of that I've never really done things that are considered nice or gentle.Somehow being with Az has softened me, it's made me appreciate the small things. The days I spend teasing her, the nights of passion, even early mornings of us just laying down and whispering to each other. I can tell she's obsessed with me, at least if her constant smoldering gaze on me has proof to it.I didn't notice at first but, she watches me, not in a creepy way, more so of an admiration type of way. Her eyes follow me as I walk rooms, her gaze held on me permanently. I had no complaints, I love her eyes, they were just the right amount of cold.I guess that's why my decision on what to do is so hard. I could tell her but that would cause trouble for her and I and I'm just not willing to take that risk. Complying would solely hurt her. Giving away secrets of her
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Side Chapter: Halloween
Azrael pov:"We're going to be late!" Adjusting my suit and fixing my hair I stumble out of the bathroom. Rushing downstairs I found Amilia with a sour expression as usual."You don't look like you're having fun." I kiss her cheek and grab my keys. Rolling her eyes she adjusted the horns on top of her head."I think this Holiday is dumb." She was dressed as a 'devil'. Red horns on her head, smokey eyeshadow, ruby red lips, a red pencil skirt and a black button up with red bottom heels. It was minimal but she dressed up at least."It's fun. It's about tricks and treats, scary people, and sinning. Think about what we can do." I open the door for us to leave. Callingthe elevator we got in and were on our way."Sure. At least you look hot." She sounded pissed but the smile on her face gave away that she was happy with my looks."Watch out. I might suck your blood." I lean my head to her neck and nibble on it lightly. She giggles and pushes me away.We dressed up for work, there would be
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Ch 23: Secrete Santa
Amilia pov:A firm body pressed against me from behind, knowing who it is I lean into the touch more. A hand snakes around my side and pulls me impossibly closer to them."Don't leave." Azrael mumbled half awake. I laughed and snuggled into her deeper."I'm not. Just relax." She sighed and buried her face into my hair. I ran my fingers across her exposed skin, tracing random patterns. I would occasionally run across a scar she had, eliciting a sigh each time. Her body always reacted to me, even when asleep.Resting my head on her chest I listened to her strong heartbeat. Even though my body was relaxed laying here with her, my mind was completely different. It was swirling with thought of what to do soon.I have 3 weeks left before I leave and it's making me nervous. Azrael's been much more affectionate than before, always saying or doing something to please me. I loved that she doted on me but in this case it made me feel guilty.I should distance myself, slowly make it seem as thou
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Ch 24: Merry Christmas
Amilia pov:If azrael is anything, it's stubborn. For the past week she has been doing nothing but trying to get me into the Christmas spirit. We spent the nights out and driving through neighborhoods to look at the Christmas lights.We went Christmas caroling and we hated it, we made gingerbread houses and men, bought presents for the dogs together. We even made cookies and put up some decorations around the house. Now we're getting a tree."Is this necessary?" I groaned as she opened my door for me. She patted my butt and hooked her arm around my shoulder."Yes. A tree is the most important thing we can buy for the holiday." She looked like a little kid with the amount of sparkle in her eyes.Walking through the crowd of people and going down aisles we looked for a good tree. She wanted an actual tree for the house, she said it would be more authentic. I didn't care about shopping for the tree but It was fun watching kids tackle the poor woman. She played and rough housed with them
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Ch 25: Happy New Year
Amilia pov:I was leaving today…I didn't want to, I hated that I had too, but I must. I laid in bed longer than I should have, wallowing in my shame. As usual Azrael came in and flopped herself on me, cuddling me into her."It's New Year's eve. I'm gonna make it memorable." She sounded so excited. It was the day we're supposed to celebrate our anniversary together.It was early but Azrael couldn't wait, she wanted to do it early and have it be something I'd never forget. I just felt like shit, I wouldn't be here, I would leave and never see her again."I'm sure you will Azy." Kissing her briefly I soak in her scent, burning it into my senses."Tonight we're gonna get dinner, watch the ball drop from the restaurant, then take the getaway. It's gonna be magical!" She gushed, tracing patterns on my skin."Do you think we should… arrive separately?" Her hand stopped, I could practically hear her thinking."Oh, like make it seem like it's a first date?" She craned her neck down to look at
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Ch 26: Anger & Pain
Damien pov:Walking the halls of an old abandoned factory I could hear the muffled sounds of groans and talking. Going closer I bump into Lilith by a door, she looks happier than usual here."Is she in?" I ask, hand ready to open the door."Yeah, she's just letting out some aggression." She smiles and opens it before I can. The muffled sound becomes clear as we step inside.There was a bloody and beaten man sitting in a chair tied down. His name is Garry. He owed us money and Intel on Donny and Greenwood's crew. He has yet to give it or tell us anything, this resulted in torture.Azrael was pummeling his face in, a cold and stern look on her features. It scared me how much she looked like our Father at that moment. Fist after fist connected with his face, each one getting stronger. She was grunting and huffing as she beat him, it was a bit concerning.Going up to her I grab her by the waist and pull her back, she struggles and pushes me off. She looked pissed, blood was splattered on
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Ch 27: All Alone
Amilia pov:It hurt to breathe, I'm sure I had broken ribs from Mike's unpleasant treatment to me. He spent a considerable amount of time beating me, kicking me in my ribs to be factual.It was day, at least I think, they blocked the windows to prevent me from seeing outside. Goons came in and picked me up, removing the restraints as they took me out. I was tossed onto the floor of a kitchen, Mike sitting at the table with a disgusted look."Clean yourself up. It's pathetic." He waved his hand and they dragged me again.I was taken to a massive bathroom and told to clean myself so I didn't reek. It's not my fault I've been locked away for two weeks, covered in blood and... other things. They left and locked the door from the outside so I couldn't escape.Standing on shaky legs I looked at myself in the mirror, I looked skinnier than I prefered. My face held bruises, swollen lips and cheeks, all while covered in dried blood. My body wasn't any better.Not wanting to see myself like thi
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Ch 28: The Past
Amilia pov:Being stuck here is awful but it has gotten better. The past couple weeks have been nicer than the beginning was.I was to stay in my room or the library, no in-between. A guard was posted at my door at all times, just as one would follow me everywhere. I was allowed three meals, each one portion controlled by him. I was even required to shower everyday and be dressed according to whatever he likes.This wouldn't be so bad to continually do for the past two months if it wasn't for his constant stare. I could feel his gaze on me, eating me alive and making my skin crawl. I have been too close to being manhandled by him to count, each one being thankfully saved by a meeting or someone visiting.It's only a matter of time before I'm not saved. That means I need to leave. I've been trying to figure out a way or plan to escape. So far the only thing I've gathered is that night time is the best time to do so. Considering guards take breaks more often and rarely checked to see if
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Under Control BC 3: Threes A Party
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Under Control BC 2: Ex's
Amilia pov:My breathing came out even but a little heavy as I ran. I had the boys in a double stroller as I ran through Central Park. I had a hefty lead on Azrael, she was somewhere behind me further back.She lifted weights and did better with calisthenics then I did but I had better cardio. I ran 3 miles every other day but walked regularly. It helps that I mostly worried about work than anything else.Az has really taken to being a mostly stay at home parent with the boys. So much over the past few months that she's considered herself out of shape. I didn't really see it, she still kinda had abs, just a little more weight on her.Difference is when she packs it she still looks buff or at least like she has muscle. When I gain it I look and feel fat. She tells me otherwise but I don't take it seriously considering she thinks she has a 'dad bod' now. She just looked a little beefier if anything.The boys coo and I take a moment, stopping myself at a bench to stretch and check up on
Under Control BC 1: Babies
Azrael pov:"You just called me fat!" Amilia threw a pillow at me but I successfully ducked it and hid behind the couch with a pillow to shield myself.Damien and Claudio had come over and were currently cowering behind a chair together to hide from her. She looked pissed but I still found it cute… and a little hot."I said bigger! We've been through this, I like the weight gain. You look good, healthy even." I defend myself but this seemed to piss her off as well."So I looked sickly when I was thinner!?" She grabbed a shoe and chucked it at me but I moved out of the way and could hear Damien whine behind me."No, that is not at all what I said. My love, you look amazing no matter what." I tried to make peace, anything to not face the wrath of a shoe to the face.She narrowed her eyes and took a deep breath in, letting it out she walked closer to me, still holding a shoe. I stood still in a confused and slightly aroused fear of her. She held the shoe up like it was a weapon and spoke
Under Control Ch 66: Epilog
Azrael:1 year laterA year ago from now everything was extremely hectic. We were basically at war, fighting for our lives, and watching people close to us die. Now I'm happy and in Paris with the love of my life.Time flies and it's so wild. I was 25 when I met Amilia, still young and uncaring of everything around me. I'm 29 now, I have goals and ambitions that I want. I'm a different person from then and I couldn't be happier.We'd been here for about a year and we're finally having the wedding. I wanted to do it immediately but Amilia thought it'd be better to wait and give us time to relax from everything. I'm glad we did. It just gave me more time to appreciate her.I smooth out my tux to try and calm myself. Looking into the mirror I found my reflection. My hair was shorter again, it was long for some time. I looked a little older but not by much.The door to my room busted open and my men fell in with happy smiles on their faces. They hugged me and cheered me on about getting m
Under Control Ch 65: Ending It All
Azrael pov:"Let me go!" I thrash in my brother's grip, needing to get away to find Amilia. He held on tightly and tried to keep me from moving."You're hurt. Stop trying to make it worse." He held me back and I kept thrashing around."I need to find her, I don't care if I'm hurt!" Pushing him away I stumble out if his grip and push myself forward.My body was in excruciating pain, I struggled to breathe, move, and even look around. None of it mattered though, I needed to find Amilia. He sighed and followed after me with Claudio on his trail."Fine..." He grumbled and reluctantly chased after me as I ran down the streets.The city was littered in bodies, rubble, ash, and civil servants. Most of Greenwood's men were dead or in the process of killing themselves. My men helped civilians as well to hide from cops and not be taken or killed.I ran my way past people, moving around cars and rubble, I was focused on finding one thing. Damien and Claudio went their own ways to find her as wel
Under Control Ch 64: Face To Face Pt.2
Azrael pov:I felt light, really light...My eyes shot open and I was gasping for air, I looked around to find a vast open field. My heart is racing at this point, the last thing I remember is being on top of my building.I was holding Ryker and then the building... it fell into the river, so why am I here? Standing to my feet I looked around and saw nothing but more of the wide open feild. The sun above me was blinding, the clouds were fluffy and spread out.A noise behind me pulled my attention away from the sky. Looking back I saw a familiar building. It was the one Ryker and I used to play in, only it looked brand new. No damages to the outside, instead it gave a warm and cozy feeling when looking at it.Carefully and cautiously I walked towards it, going up the stairs as I held the railing. The porch didn't creak nor did it look as damaged as it used to. Grabbing the handle to the door I slowly opened it to reveal the inside.It was fully furnished, the old, moldy, and broken fur
Under Control Ch 63: Face To Face Pt.1
No one pov:New York city bustled along, cars honking because of traffic, people yelling in the streets, even cops harassing some people. The many people were unaware of what would happen today, unaware of what is to come.A command is given through a com, one to throw the entire city into a spiral. The click of a button ruptured screams from all around the city, a massive explosion taking out 4 buildings sends the people of the city into utter fear.Fire Trucks, Police, and medical staff of all sort move quickly, trying to find the source of the explosion. A car races down the street along with the cop cars, weaving in and out of moving and non moving cars.Skidding to a stop the door opens and a man rushes out, moving into the building to help. Getting inside and searching around Axe manages to find one of the bombs. A small looking thing capable of destroying so much more."I got it." Tapping his ear piece he carefully moves closer to it so he can disarm the device."Police look pi
Under Control Ch 62: Tomorrow
Azrael pov:A month of work had gone by. My men and Greenwood's fight for turf, many die and many more join to end this all. Everyone is on edge, unsure how any of this will play out.We were getting hurt more often, hiding from the public, and doing everything in our power to kill his men. It's gotten to the point where Jeremy and Amilia had to help, she's taken to work since the incident.She is crueler and colder than before but I understood, she lost something dear to her. I did my best to lead us down a path that would have less casualties and have a possibility for survival.Each day that past made me feel crazy, I needed to see Ryker, I needed to end this all. This is neither here nor there at the moment, I was in the car with Jeremy and Amilia. He drove batshit crazy as police chased us through the city "They're catching up!" I shouted from the back seat. He laughed and turned the music up louder."As if!" Shifting the gear he pressed the gas and slipped between two cars befo
