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Ch 16: The Manor
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Under Control Ch 17: I Love You
Azrael pov:Waking in the morning I couldn't find Amilia beside me, thinking she was exploring, I got out of bed and headed for the bathroom. Taking care of my morning routine and showering I dressed in some loose black slacks and a flowy white button up.Pocketing my phone and cigs I made my way out to find her, the afternoon light streaming in through the massive windows. We stayed up late, making love till early dawn, falling Into each other's embrace after.Checking most of the rooms I opened up the library doors and found her sitting on the floor, surrounded by books. She didn't notice me coming in, too enraptured by her book to look up.She wore a white summer dress, it went to her mid calf, hugging her chest with small straps and curving on her hips. It seemed like it was see through but gave no such thing away. Rolling my loose sleeves up I approached her slowly.Watching the way the sun filled the room, dust particles flying around as they fell slowly. The light catching on h
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Ch 18: Off To The Parents
Amilia pov:Waking in the middle of the night I reached around for the warm body I had grown used to. Not finding it I sit up and look around, the balcony doors open, Azrael standing outside as the drapes flow from the wind.Pulling myself out of bed I made my way over to her, she leaned on the railing, looking at the lush garden in the back. Running my hands up her back slowly I move them to her waist and press myself into her.The smell of smoke fills my nose as I keep her close. She chuckles and holds one of my arms, standing up a little straighter."It's late. You should be asleep." Her voice quiet and calming, her accent peeking through once again."I should, but I couldn't find you." Pressing a kiss to her strong back I hear her hum. She lifts my arms up and turns around, she lets out a cloud of smoke before placing the cigarette on my lips."Sorry to keep you waiting then." Her smile makes the butterflies in my stomach flutter to life. Taking a puff and letting it out I finish
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Ch 19: The Parents
Amilia pov:The drive to her parents house was quiet, I was nervous despite keeping myself calm and neutral. Az had her hand gripping my thigh tightly, she seemed just as nervous as me.They lived in a manor just like her proper home, only somehow this place was bigger. It was outright huge. It was outside the city which meant we'd be staying the night here.Arriving at the place the car door was opened for me as two men took the car to park it for us. She held my hand as we walked up the steps, each one making me more nervous.When the doors opened we were met with Damien, he had his hair slicked back and wore a nice black suit. He hugged Az and I before leading us in, all while talking the whole way."They're in a good mood tonight so no need to worry." He patted her on the shoulder, a wide smile on his face."That doesn't mean it can't be soured." She retorted back. This seemed normal with how they talked, the only thing that surprised me was Damien's accent."I thought you didn't
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Ch 20: Freaky & Calming
Amilia pov:We got up early that morning, her parents were gone due to needing to attend some meeting. We ate breakfast with Damien before taking our leave. Since then she's been pretty distant, barely talking with me, not visiting, not even the goodmorning texts I had gotten used to.It was a week of rising tension and frustration between us, I just wanted her to talk it out with me. Anytime I tried she shut it down or changed the subject to something else. Even at work she's been more tense and grouchy, she snapped at Gavin. Gavin is a nice guy that does his work and takes coffee runs for people. She snapped when he spilt coffee on her, any other time and she would have brushed it off. Instead she gave a cold look and shouted at him to 'clean his fuck up'. Everyone looked shocked at the reaction.As much as this grouchy and shut off version of her is irritating I had to admit that it was kinda hot. Her gaze was mostly cold, jaw always set, she kept well dressed and gave an aura of
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Ch 21: Problems
Amilia pov:"What do you want?" I groaned in satisfaction as strong fingers worked themselves along my back."Nothing more than to relax you my love." Azrael whispered. She saddled my butt as she gave me a back massage."I don't believe you." Sighing, I felt her work a knot in my shoulder. She chuckled light heartedly and continued."You don't have to but at least let me finish." She pressed a kiss to my shoulder, continuing to work the knot there."Fine, only because I need this." I let myself relax as she massaged me. I'd been confused as to why Azrael's been more lovey dovey lately but I chalked it up to her being needy. Not that I mind, I'm enjoying the gifts, dates, and massages she's been giving. When her hands stopped she moved herself off of me and went to make food for me.Stretching and popping a few joints I roll over and sit up, feeling the stress leave my body. Getting up and showering, I relax further under the hot stream of water. Getting out I dress in a simple gray p
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Ch 22: What's To Come
Amilia pov:I'm not a very sentimental person. I think the most sentimental thing I've done is spend that day with Azrael in her library. Outside of that I've never really done things that are considered nice or gentle.Somehow being with Az has softened me, it's made me appreciate the small things. The days I spend teasing her, the nights of passion, even early mornings of us just laying down and whispering to each other. I can tell she's obsessed with me, at least if her constant smoldering gaze on me has proof to it.I didn't notice at first but, she watches me, not in a creepy way, more so of an admiration type of way. Her eyes follow me as I walk rooms, her gaze held on me permanently. I had no complaints, I love her eyes, they were just the right amount of cold.I guess that's why my decision on what to do is so hard. I could tell her but that would cause trouble for her and I and I'm just not willing to take that risk. Complying would solely hurt her. Giving away secrets of her
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Side Chapter: Halloween
Azrael pov:"We're going to be late!" Adjusting my suit and fixing my hair I stumble out of the bathroom. Rushing downstairs I found Amilia with a sour expression as usual."You don't look like you're having fun." I kiss her cheek and grab my keys. Rolling her eyes she adjusted the horns on top of her head."I think this Holiday is dumb." She was dressed as a 'devil'. Red horns on her head, smokey eyeshadow, ruby red lips, a red pencil skirt and a black button up with red bottom heels. It was minimal but she dressed up at least."It's fun. It's about tricks and treats, scary people, and sinning. Think about what we can do." I open the door for us to leave. Callingthe elevator we got in and were on our way."Sure. At least you look hot." She sounded pissed but the smile on her face gave away that she was happy with my looks."Watch out. I might suck your blood." I lean my head to her neck and nibble on it lightly. She giggles and pushes me away.We dressed up for work, there would be
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Under Control Ch 23: Secrete Santa
Amilia pov:A firm body pressed against me from behind, knowing who it is I lean into the touch more. A hand snakes around my side and pulls me impossibly closer to them."Don't leave." Azrael mumbled half awake. I laughed and snuggled into her deeper."I'm not. Just relax." She sighed and buried her face into my hair. I ran my fingers across her exposed skin, tracing random patterns. I would occasionally run across a scar she had, eliciting a sigh each time. Her body always reacted to me, even when asleep.Resting my head on her chest I listened to her strong heartbeat. Even though my body was relaxed laying here with her, my mind was completely different. It was swirling with thought of what to do soon.I have 3 weeks left before I leave and it's making me nervous. Azrael's been much more affectionate than before, always saying or doing something to please me. I loved that she doted on me but in this case it made me feel guilty.I should distance myself, slowly make it seem as thou
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