Adam WilsonI threw the cup on the wall and it shattered into pieces. This was probably the third thing I've smashed this afternoon...Still in the aftermath of yesterday's unpleasant situation, I haven't even blinked an eye to sleep. All night I tossed and turned up until dawn. I've spent my whole day drinking, but I'm not drunk.I have work to do but I postponed everything because I wasn't in the right state of mind. Today my main focus was not on business although it was very related to it, it was on something much more personal. A slight clash between the two. My mind was dwelling on something so exquisitely feminine and alluring that I don't know how I had managed to control myself last night and not go to that little apartment in Murray Hill, knock down the door and take Sophia hard and fast!I can still remember how she looked last night seeing her for the first time in a long time. She was better than any fantasy I've ever had.I frowned at the unwelcoming surge of desire tha
Adam Wilson"You need therapy and you need it urgently. Don't wait till this toxic obsession over a woman finally consumes you. Don't wait till it's too late!""Shut up Mason. I know she's here somewhere. Are you going to help me find her or not?""For heaven's sake, no! Let's just turn back and go home Adam." He put his hand on my shoulder. We were currently in my car, driving through Lexington Avenue."No! Not today. Not on her birthday. I need to find her." I kept on driving."And then what?!""I don't know... I haven't really thought about it.""This is absurd! I'm not going to help you make a fool out of yourself.""Then don't help me, I'll handle this myself.""That will only end up being a disaster. Just don't do it." He said.I ignored him and scanned the street, trying to find her. She should probably be in one of the shops on this street, my men had informed me she was doing some shopping with her friends.They've been tracking her movements the whole day. Apparently, she ev
Adam WilsonMason forcefully took me for a medical check up because of my fight with Sean and to his surprise, everything was just fine. The only problem was I was out of shape. Too much unhealthy food had made me gain some extra pounds and I needed to get rid of it.This morning I hit the gym before going to work. I need to get my body back and start looking good again... for Sophia.I am 100% confident that she would show up today, knowing the implications of not doing so, she had to.I'm pretty sure she hates me for doing this to her but that was the only way to make her stay, at least for a little longer.Her notice period is going to be 3 months. I have already discussed this with Paul, the head of Human Resources. I told him to do everything he can to keep her working in the office for longer than usual. I also told him to delay processing any documents regarding her resignation like her recommendation, severance pay and holiday entitlements.She can't leave without those.Time
Adam Wilson"Flowers, chocolates, teddy bears... there's nothing that I haven't given her! Yet she still doesn't approve of me.""Why do you need her approval?" The shrink asked. I wonder how he is a shrink if he does nothing else but asks stupid questions."Because she is the woman I love!!! Wouldn't you want the approval of someone you love?!" I snapped angrily at him.The only reason why I was here in the first place was because of Mason. He ensured that I seek therapy because of my smoking and relationship problems with Sophia but I'm not sure this is working."Calm down Adam, I can see you're frustrated because of Sophia's rejection and your lack of nicotine for the past few hours.""Then don't ask foolish questions.""I asked for a reason. Just take a deep breath and try to answer the question, why do you seek the approval of Sophia?"Ugh! I would have beat up this guy right on the spot. But I'm trying to change... for Sophia."Because it hurts that she doesn't like me and wants
Adam WilsonToday's workout was intense.It was chest day and I could feel my ripped muscles.Apart from the smoking habit I picked up in Michigan, everything else with my body is fine. I have been eating well and trying to get as much sleep as I can. The shrink suggested at least 5 hours of sleep at night which has not been working out so well.But I'm a working progress.When I arrived at work, it was already 1pm. I'm late but I made it just in time to prepare for the meeting today at 2pm. I had also bought a box of white chocolates on my way for Sophia, her favorite.She is presenting and I can't wait to watch her. This is the first time she'll do so and I could tell that she's nervous about it. I remember the look of terror on her face when I told her to do it. She had begged mercilessly but I had none of it. If she was going to leave in a few months I had to make good use of her to her maximum potential. I'm sure she can do this.I got to my office and rang Sophia immediately but
Sophia ParkerI knocked firmly on the huge brown doors leading to 'his' office."I can do this." I whispered to myself as I took deep breaths.Yes, I am ashamed of what happened yesterday but I wouldn't let it affect me OR repeat itself in any way today. I'm just going to pretend like it didn't happen. And if he tries to do anything, I'll run out!After no response, I decided to just walk in.I opened the door with one hand, his coffee and dairy in my other hand. I didn't even bother to look at him or say hello but I knew he was there. My body was completely aware of his presence.I carefully walked to the edge of his large brown desk, maintaining as much distance as possible, then I placed the cup as close to him as I could... which was still very far from him."Alice informed me that you scheduled a meeting with someone from AIRTEX today at 10am. It's currently 9:45. Apart from that, your diary is empty. Is there anything you would like me to do for you today?"After reading from hi
Adam WilsonAfter taking a few breaths to cool down, I heard the doorbell ring.This is it.I opened the door...and there she stood.Looking effortlessly beautiful.Whatever dusky feelings I had before died out instantly because she seemed to light up my entire world easily.She looked up at me and I felt a blast of warmth pour over me.I was so glad that she was here. I don't know what it was, but there was a certain magic in her presence. All I wanted to do was be near her, hold her till the very end and never let her go.She was dressed very casually in an oversized knitwear, blue jeans, and boots. But still she looked amazing. Heck! Everything about her was amazing."Come in." I finally said after my long mental appraisal of her.I moved to the side for her to walk in and when she did, I caught a whiff of her scent. It was probably her hair conditioner because she smelt like a delicious apple...Ripe, plump, and ready for plucking."What brings you here?" I said, getting my thoug
Adam WilsonI woke up expecting Sophia beside me but I was met with emptiness instead."Sophia?" I called out her name.She was probably in the bathroom or somewhere else. I checked the time to see that it was 11am already.Thankfully, it was a Saturday and I didn't have any engagements so it was okay for me to sleep in late.Besides... Sophia was a knockout.Last night was ruthless. Every single moment with her was pure bliss. I am still surprised by the depth of passion she ignited within me. I couldn't wait to share another moment like that with her again.I needed to find her and say good morning. What is she up to?I took a deep breath, threw the covers off and went to the bathroom."Sophia? My love, are you in there?" I knocked and entered after no response. Unfortunately, it was empty.That meant she was in the kitchen. She was probably hungry, I am too.I went into the kitchen and she wasn't there too... Strange.I checked the whole apartment and there was no sign of Sophia.