KILLIAN
I could smell her as soon as I walked into the packhouse. I knew I would drag her home if I let my guard down, so for now, I had to be firm, commanding and indifferent. After all, she left me, I knew she needed to get her wolf under control, and the best way would be for her to be close to her family and Axel. I didn't think it would be this hard. I walked into the kitchen to see Lucy sitting there drinking her coffee. I guess Ellen didn't tell her I was coming because she looked shocked and aroused. I think she does still find me attractive. She needs to stop that look before I clear the counter and take her in front of everyone. I broke our intense staredown and turned to get coffee. She looked thin. Axel said she had missed some mealtimes. She won't eat for Axel. She will eat for me, or ill take her home. I knew she couldn't say no to waffles and bacon, so I started rummaging through the fridge and pantry to make breakfast. When I finished, I placed her plate in front of her and told her to eat or I would take her home. She ate so fast I thought she would choke. She finished her food and basically ran from the table.
"You can go after her, you know?" Axel broke me out of my thoughts.
"What?"
"You both clearly miss each other. You are still mates even if she is here. Go get her, remind her who her Alpha is!" He chuckled and winked. He was right. Just because we are apart doesn't mean we have to stay that way. I was still mad at her, but man did I love her and miss her.
I left the kitchen, following her scent to her bedroom. She must have wanted me to follow because she didn't lock the door. I pushed the door open, and I saw her undressing through the half-closed ensuite door. She looked over her shoulder at me, her eyes begging me to join her in there. I tossed open the door and grabbed her face, and smashed my lips to hers, opening the shower door and bringing us under the water. I tossed my shirt off while still kissing every inch of her body. I stepped out of my shorts and looked her in the eyes.
"Fuck I missed you, baby." she slowly nodded and whispered in my ear.
"Fuck me. I want you so bad." She didn't have to ask me twice. I bit her mark and thrust it inside of her. Man, did she feel good. Even just a few weeks was too long not to taste her, not to feel her beautiful body against mine. She screamed in pleasure, and I pounded into her faster and harder until I felt her come undone. I could do this all day, but Axel and I had work to do, and she needed to be at training. I set her down in the shower kissed her again.
"I'll see you at lunch after training, ok?" She nodded.
"I love you...." She whispered it softly. If I weren't a wolf, I would have missed it.
"I love you more." a huge smile spread across her face. I left while she finished showering. I was headed over to Axel's room to steal some clothes and hash out the details of Lanie and the twin's protection. After discovering how rare and unique the twins were, all sorts of supernaturals would come for them. Lucy would try and protect them, and I wasn't about to let her become collateral damage, especially with how she and Astrid were right now.
Lucy POV
I got dressed slowly, reliving every minute of my shower. I really missed that man. He was part of me like nothing I had ever felt before. I really didn't want to go to training. I wanted a day off. I wanted to crawl into bed and watch Grey's Anatomy reruns. I dressed in yoga shorts and a sports bra. Secretly hoping Killian would finish his meetings early and watch me train, it turned me on a little thinking about how turned on he would be of me in these shorts. I smiled to myself as I went to meet liza, something I realized I hadn't been doing a lot of. Liza was in her usual spot on the porch in her rocking chair with a cup of tea.
"Sorry I am late. Killian needed to speak to me." I lied
"Sure, child, I wasn't born yesterday. You still smell of sex." I blushed, super awkward to think she knew what we did.
"Well, I am here now. Should we get started?"
"Yes, we should, today. You will be balancing your mind and soul."
"Um, in the training ring?"
"No, in the canoe." We made our way down to the lake. Liza sat in one canoe; I sat in another. She made me stand on the middle bench with my eyes closed.
"Feel the wind through your hair, feel water droplets on your skin. Be aware of all your surroundings."
Sounded easy enough, I focused on my breathing and feeling the wind as I had done a hundred times before. All of a sudden, I feel water soak me completely.
"What the...."
"I said beware of your surroundings, even nature. There will be witches, warlocks and vampires that will use shimmering or nature to distract you and kill you. Let's go again, focus."
I closed my eyes again and focused on my breathing, the water droplets dripping off of my freezing cold body. I focused on the shiver that went down my spine. I listened to the wind, the trees and with a flick of my wrist, I moved the tree that brushed the side of the canoe.
"Excellent, Lucy! That is what I am talking about." Liza beamed at my progress, which caught me off guard, and I missed the wave that flipped my canoe.
This was going to be a long day.
KILLIAN I was nervous coming here, knowing how Lucy and I left it. It's no simple thing to let your mate and Luna leave your pack. Where you can't protect her, you can't see and touch her every day. I knew she needed to go, but it didn't hurt any less, not that I would let anyone know that. We had to come to the Bennet pack for the birth of Lanie and Axel's twins. We also had to discuss protection detail on the twins and Lanie. The twins would grow to be more powerful than any supernatural in our world. If the wrong person got their hands on them, it could be the destruction of our world as we know it.Axel and Maddox were going on about the plans they had. I really didn't need to be here; Maddox was the one person I trusted most in this world, and he was a genius strategist and battle-prevention planner. He's why we had such a large pack and why we won every battle we entered."Killian?" Shit, I was caught! "What do you think?" "Sound
VICTORIA I spent my life not feeling anything. Numb to the pain that my grandfather caused. He was a sick man. Twisted, evil, power-hungry. His abuse causes my first shift seven years early, causing my wolf to go mad. I have to keep her mildly sedated to keep her Tom hurting anyone accidentally. I knew she needed her sister. I just didn't realize it was Ellen. I had no idea how to find her. Now that I have her close, I'm not letting her go. I followed Axel to my room. My new home, where I would live for the foreseeable future. I preferred the tower room back home. You can see our entire territory from that room. It also has a Steele reinforced door. Nothing can get in or out without magic or a hell of a lot of strength. It was used to hold my Aunt, whose wolf went mad as well but refused to let anyone sedate her. When she finally died, the room was just left alone. Until I begged my father to let me live there. I was away at school during the year, but I liked the solitude o
Victoria POVAxel asked me to go over all the security measures, make sure everything was effective and efficient. I found holes in about every one of their departments. I rerouted all their security cameras and alarm systems to a backup server that could not be tampered with. I rescheduled all the guard patrols, tightened the time between crossovers, and added two more hours of training required per day, one of those hours dedicated to hand-to-hand combat if your wolf is disabled. Thankfully Ellens mate Maddox can send some of his men to help fill some holes in the security team. Axel really did have a big road ahead of him, getting his pack trained enough to protect his family, let alone their borders.Axel growing up human, never had the opportunity to learn the way we did. Sometimes I take my father's training tactics and my training at school for granted. I need to call an Alpha who can help:"Hey!""Hey Vic, I am surprised
AXEL These extra training sessions Victoria scheduled were really helping the pack warriors improve. They weren't trained at all before I arrived. Liza had the whole pack cloaked to make it seem like a ghost town. We had at least four hundred eligible pack members who could fight. Laura was amazing helping with the twins and helping Lainie get her Luna duties sorted out. Ellen and Victoria were getting along like they had been sisters their whole lives. I am happy for her. She deserves to be loved like that. Part of me wants to know my little brother, and part of me what's nothing to do with them. If he is anything like my father or grandfather, we won't be friends anytime soon. Today I was going to be just a regular guy. Drink my coffee go for a run, and pretend an entire supernatural world was not going to come after my precious babies. Just for today, I would be a regular guy. There was a knock at the door. "Come in." "Alpha, this
AXEL I had to admit meeting my baby brother was not what I expected. He was strong, brave and wise—definitely, a better Alpha than I could ever be. Honestly, I didn't want to be Alpha; I did it for Lanie. We sat in this sweaty hut waiting for some realization of destiny. I'm pretty sure they just gave me some magic mushrooms and were going to laugh when I started to trip out. Victoria left, and it was just Damon and me. Alone in the hot silence. How was he not sweaty even a bit. I was sweating buckets and starting to feel like I could fly. Everything started to glow, and I could feel myself get weaker. I couldn't move my arms or legs.I could hear Damon in the background. He sounded so far away."Stop fighting it.""fighting what? I feel paralyzed.""relax, let the herbs open your mind, just breathe deep and imagine you are in your wolf form and you are searching for something; use your senses to guide you." Suddenly,
Astrid POVWhen Ellen said Axel was in trouble, I didn't think he would be dying when I found him almost dead from a deep sweat head dive. I was so angry at Damon for putting him at risk for his own selfish gain. Liam locked away those memories to protect Axel for a reason. He didn't need to remember meeting his father and grandfather. His father disowned him and Ellen removed his Alpha's title and stripped him of his family ties. I needed to find him before Axel did. I'm stronger and faster. I could kill him. Axel would never forgive himself if he killed his own father, even if he did deserve it."Astrid, you can not kill Axel's father. You would start a war, and Axel doesn't need you to fight his battles. He is Alpha now. He needs to find his own way.""No one was asking you, Lucy. Keep this up, and I will keep you locked up for good.""Well, I would like to see you say that to Liza. She would put you in your place so fast." 
DAMON I watched as my older brother Laughed with Lucy. She was breathtaking. I could see why Axel loved her almost like his mate. He seemed more relaxed with her, the family he was robbed of because my father was too cowardly to stand up to my grandfather. I watched as they paddled the boat to the dock. "Alpha Damon," Lucy nodded at me. Out of respect for my title, not for me as a person. She is not my biggest fan. I can always tell when someone doesn't like me. "Damon, what's up, man?" "We had some movement on the northern border that the heat cameras picked up. Supernatural heat signatures. Someone is scoping the boundaries. We have cloaked guards watching them, but I wanted to prepare you. My sources say word got out that you had werewolf twins. You can thank Victoria for spreading that lie." "Let's go. I'll rip them limb from limb." "Woah! What's with your eyes and voice, Lucy?" "Sorry, m
LUCY POVI was a little surprised when Damon asked for my help reviewing the Mountain Moon pack's history. He said it would help Axel with uniting and leading the pack so, of course, I wanted to help. Anything for Axel, Lanie and now the twins who I am completely in love with. I really didn't care too much for Damon but when Victoria told me he was a good guy, and how he used to take her beatings from their grandfather as a child. He became less arrogant to me. I guess I just don't like that arrogance. I am so dirty hot attitude, like he could get any girl he wanted."Sure just judge a book by its cover, if people judged you by your cover, you wouldn't like what they said.""Shut up Astrid.""I am just saying, he hot as hell and I want him to bend me over the counter if you get what I mean.""Astrid!""Hmm That's new, I've never heard anyone argue with their wolf out loud.""Even his voice is sexy as hell
LUCYIt had been a few weeks since Oliver and Victoria's visit. I had never thought about what Oliver had said. I just figured my pregnancy was because Damon was Alpha. I hadn't considered that because I was a bennet wolf, I would give birth to a Bennet child. Liza didn't have any children; I assumed Lanie would be the only one to give birth to the Bennet wolf line. I really didn't want children, but after seeing that vision of how simple and joyful life could be. I was excited. I knew why Victoria had come. I had not told Damon on purpose because it was Victoria's story to tell. The vision was about her and her mate and the horror that was about to unfold for them. I knew deep down Victoria loved her mate. She kept tabs on him. She had erased his memory of her, unwilling to face the choice she needed to make.The packhouse was finally coming together. I had moved all the omega families who worked in the packhouse and close by into the packhouse. It was loud and buzzin
DAMONI could not wait to get home to Lucy. It had been the most unbearable two weeks of my life. Dirty Facetiming was not the same as holding that gorgeous, stubborn woman in my arms. I blew passed the gate, nearly missing it as it opened for me. I sped down the perfectly paved road."Slow down, man. My werewolf healing won't heal me if you kill me. I have two baby girls who need me!" Maddox laughed while holding the holy shit handle in my truck.I parked in front of the packhouse, tossing my keys to Mikie to park it in the back."Alpha," he bowed while catching my keys. Maddox slowly strolled behind me. When Lucy and Ellen appeared behind me, I could hear Maddox's deep chuckle."You knew they would shimmer?""My mate tells me everything," he laughed and winked at Lucy, blushing. Knowing she was of few words."Angel!!" I scooped her into my arms."I missed you. Please don't ever leave me alone wit
LUCYIt had been four months since we came home from Italy. I left the warm cocoon of dancing under the stars and no threats of border breaches or blood sacrifices. When I had been Luna at Death Moon, Killian just let me do as I pleased. Damon's mother, Katarina, was a traditional woman. Never leaving Theo for all his infidelity, being okay with never being his first choice because their union was one of strategy and pack politics. I attended the local university for pre-med three days a week, and the other two days, I had been in Luna lessons. Think about the 1800s with lady lessons. That is basically what these were. Painfully polite and utterly boring. It took everything inside me not to fall asleep. I was huge for only four months pregnant. Burning the candle at both ends with Luna lessons and university classes. Any spare minute I spent sleeping or eating. Damon had been away the last two weeks on Alpha meetings and preparing for the Alpha, Beta, Gamma youth training cam
LUCYI was still a little shaky as Damon pulled me to my feet. I do not know why but I was feeling usually turned on by everything he did today. We had made love three times under the tree by the pool at the villa and then now in this unknown building. Orgasm after orgasm, and I honestly still wanted more. Was this the mate bond, or was I becoming a sex fiend?"You ready for your surprise?" Damon said, kissing my ear. His signature move. I just nodded my head. He pulled off the blindfold, and the sight before me took my breath away. We were in a giant library, like the one from beauty and the beast. I ran to the shelf ladder and climbed up, laughing. Damon was just watching me with pride and adoration in his eyes. I knew he saved this for the last day to commemorate our bond. He was more thoughtful and sensitive than anyone would ever know. He never let his walls down.I climbed down and wandered through the library. I was touching and smelling the o
DAMONThe ceremony was nice. I was happy seeing Axel and Lanie get their happy ending after everything that had happened this year. I loved seeing Lucy so relaxed and even a little bored. I got lost in our little moment in the woods. I really just wanted to be alone with her, but the mate bond really does intensify everything. Her smell was like a drug. I didn't want to stop even after everyone had caught us red-handed. I could feel Lucy's embarrassment through the bond. She let her wall slip down for just a second. When we got back to the car, and everyone's phones started buzzing, I could feel Lucy's disappointment. She liked being disconnected from all the drama of the packs. Lucy was sitting on my lap drinking her champagne, ignoring everyone checking their phones."Did you have fun at the wedding?" I whispered in her ear, trailing kisses down her neck again."It was lovely!""I have one more surprise for you tomorrow before we head back to the states
LUCYI mind-linked Damon. I was at the road. The driver waiting until he saw Damon before driving away. I didn't know what kind of date he had planned when I saw Maddox walk out of the tree line with a beer in hand."MADI!!""FLINT, how are you feeling? Your wolf giving you hell again?""Ya, she is back, and I feel alive again!! Is Ellen here too?""She will be soon, and she is on her way.""I didn't know you guys were still here?""We never left, wanted to make sure you didn't need us again. You will always be my Luna." He winked at me and made me feel at peace with everything that had happened with Killian. I wasn't sure where exactly we stood."Well, I appreciate you and Ellen. So much, you are the family I always wanted.""Same, Flint, same!" I saw a stretch hummer pull up, and Axel and Ellen jumped out. Ellen was wearing the same dress as me, which I thought was odd until Lanie climbed out. She was wearing a w
LUCYWhen Damon's fangs sank into my skin, I finally felt all his emotions, the things he keeps hidden from the world. It was overwhelming and incredible all at the same time. This was what a true mate bond felt like. Damon was everything I ever wanted. He was light and dark. He was the sun and the moon: my mate, my forever. We laid in bed for hours, laughing and talking and just basking in the finality of marking each other. Damon finally got up when my stomach started growling uncontrollably. He ordered everything on the menu from the only take-out menu we had in the villa. I snuck into the shower while Damon was in the kitchen. My body ached, but I could feel Astrid. She was quiet, but I knew she was alert and alive. I let the hot water cascade down my sore limbs. I must have lost track of time when I heard my phone ringing and Damon answering it. Telling Lanie, I would call her back. I shut off the water and dried myself. I came out of the bathroom, drying my hair with a
Hello, my amazing readers. This book is almost finished a few chapters left to finish it off. Please watch for The Cursed Bond. The story of Victoria and her mate. There are five books in this series. 1-Love and Fear 2-Unbreakable bonds 3-The Cursed Bond 4-Blood Moon Assassins 5-Legacies The next book should be approved and ready to start by early May. Thank you so much for reading. DAMON I was feeling anxious, days had passed since the harvest moon, Lucy was getting stronger every day but she still wasn't awake. Victoria said that she was in limbo for longer than is ideal and they can't guarantee how her mental state would have been altered. She could be the same old Lucy or she could be darker. Only a few demons had escaped hell when they opened the wall separating our realms. I knew Victoria had access to some dark magic but opening the hell dimension was more than I was prepared for.
MADDOXI did not want Ellen coming to Italy to perform a risky spell when she could go into labour any day. We brought the pack doctor along just in case, but I was still pissed. Why did everyone always need Ellen for everything? No one cared if she used too much energy, endangering her and the twins—our baby girls. I watched as she chanted, and I could feel her getting tired through the bond. She removed her hands from Lucy's face and gripped Oliver and Victoria's hands. The lights blew out of the room, and the only light was coming from the moon. She chanted harder, and a scream tore out of her. And I wanted to break her out of the trance, and as if Axel and Damon could read my mind, they held me back. I watched, rooted in place, as she fell to her knees, still chanting, gripping their hands. Oliver's body started convulsing, and Victoria lifted Ellen to her feet. Was the spell over? Was that it? Was Lucy okay? I swear everyone was moving in slow motion when I heard E