Hanging out with a Starr

Jordan made good on his promise and we hung out.

We would meet up for lunch, and even though I sucked at school, he would show me his school work and I was able to help with a few assignments.

He would bring me pizza after work some nights when he was out with his friends and we would hit up the movies on Sundays, just to get out of the house.

And I found myself laughing and smiling more often than not. Jordan knew not to bring up James in any way and I think that was the only thing we tiptoed around.

And sometimes when I would look at him, my breath would catch and I'd have to distance myself for a couple of days because he would look like his older brother. And I think he understood it.

We were good friends for about a month and a half until I think the both of us kind of ruined it in one night.

It was on my off day, Sunday. Jordan had pushed me a little on my no-drinking rule I put on myself and I had gotten us some beer fr